I feel trapped by Order & calm in Chaos!

Life is a constant contradiction; Stop trying to fix it and just revel in the roller coaster, because you might just enjoy the ride.

[sweetonsugden]

30 minutes of straight reunion, without breaks, including today’s scenes

[loveisloveislove13]

So after watching that clip, first im dead!!!!!!!!!!! 

I love Sana and Yousef so much. 

The thing I realized is I dont think Sana created that instagram account with Nora’s email, but that she wrote a letter to William with Noras email to get them back together so Yousef could be hers... I don’t know if that’s the case, but  I think that’s what Sana was about to tell her.

Either way im dead and I cant wait for tomorrow. 

[loveisloveislove13]

When you’ve been playing it cool all week and then its Friday and your waiting for the last clip to drop...

Ahh the Skam madness has finally set in.

[bvtter]

oh hey look another fanvideo that just KILLED MY HEART

[loveisloveislove13]

I loved every single second of that clip, it had me in tears and ahh i just cant say enough about the music and the way they were looking at each other... it was everything. 

But i’m so scared because we still have one more episode left and us getting a happy ending at the end of this episode gives me this worried feeling that things can still go wrong.. 

I’ve never seen any other season of Skam so I don’t know how the formula for the show goes, but i hope im wrong for being worried. 

Loved to hear others opinions 

[loveisloveislove13]

OMG THAT SKAM CLIP THOUGH!!!

Okay i have so many feelings and thoughts after watching that final clip that I don’t even know where to start. 

I will say that it was all written so well and I get that they showed an extreme version of a manic episode, but it was still pretty accurate. I think the two actors playing Isak and Even are doing a phenomenal job because it isn’t easy to go to that dark place when you’re so young and they both did it so believably and authentically. 

I’m so mad at Sonja because although i don’t doubt that she loves and cares for Even. its clearly hard to love someone who struggle so much and she seems genuinely devoted to Even. The problem is when you are suffering from mental illness the people around you tend to devalue your feelings and thoughts and I think  Sonjas so used to the ups and downs of Evens emotions that when he tries to tell her that he has feelings for someone else she sort of brushes his words away. This time his connection to Isak was too strong and i’ve never known someone who’s manic to suddenly just turn gay its more like the things your are feeling are magnified to an extreme. 

I’m hoping that despite Sonja’s warning to stay away that Isak wont be able to help himself and go see Even. I’m sure the reason why Even probably trusts Sonjas judgement is up until this point she probably the only person who’s stuck by him and if Isak doesn’t show up it will reinforce the negative thoughts that Sonjas instilled in Even that what he’s feeling isn’t valid or real.  

I’m still routing for Isak and Even :/

[loveisloveislove13]

SKAM NEW CLIP

So i’ve been following Isak and Even since maybe 3 weeks ago when my entire tumblr feed was flooded by Skam pics and gifs. I love the way the show is structured it feels so real and I'm super invested.

After watching the latest clip and reading everyone’s comments about Even and how everyone is mad that he seems to be hiding some sort of mental illness I have something to say. 

I’m someone who is a close friend who is bipolar and I will tell you that having a mental illness doesn’t and shouldn’t define you. Its something that is difficult to talk about especially when your diagnosed when you are younger so if that is what is going on with Even I don’t think its weird or wrong that he hasn’t told Isak yet. I also think its extremely wrong for Sonja to reveal that to Isak behind Even’s back regardless of her intensions. 

You have to really trust someone to tell them the deepest things about yourself, Isak and Even are just figuring things out and Even is probably waiting for things to get more serious and official before he lets Isak know that their is a serious issue that he deals with every single day. Isak is only 16 and on top of that he already has a glimpse into Mental illness that is extremely sever with his mother and no person presents mental illness the same. 

So I hope people will calm down and allow for the show to tell theie story without so much negativity and anger towards Even. 

I’m also really hoping they don’t make this into an ending where Even does something to himself because mental illness doesn’t have to be always presented as a death sentence people are strong and powerful and succeed despite having set backs. 

[queerbitchdiaz-archived]

I never shared this on here when I posted it, so.

[shadowhuntersfan4ever]

As long as you love me<3

[loveisloveislove13]

Hey guys go and vote for how much you liked episode 5 of Eyewitness... we need to let the usa network know how much we love this show and that we want another season :)  

http://www.spoilertv.com/2016/11/poll-what-did-you-think-of-eyewitness_14.html

[celebrategaylove]

Part 19

[theawkwardmaitre-d]

Isak + Even (Skam) Part 16 English Subs

one Of my favorite of the Isak/Even Clips! Just look at my babies

[bonapetittcom]

Cheesecake Stuffed Cinnamon Sugar Pancakes

[loveisloveislove13]

I need this in my life right now

[yumyummyyums]

[loveisloveislove13]

When you wake up and all you can think about is PANCAKES 

[wellhereitsme]

[thehealthyfoodie]

EASY PORK AND BROCCOLI ASIAN NOODLE

[loveisloveislove13]

I love finding healthy Asian food options....yummy

[loveisloveislove13]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQIWWzAB5_M)

I thought i liked this song before, but after this video I’m obsessed....Zude is so hott