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Four years have passed since I lost my dad, and some days it still feels impossible that he's gone.

I was 19 when he left this world. Now I'm 23, growing older and reaching milestones he should have been here to see. People say time makes things easier, but I've learned that time doesn't erase love, and it certainly doesn't erase missing someone who meant everything.

My dad was many things. He was protective—sometimes so protective that it drove me crazy. He was strict when he needed to be, but behind that was a man who loved deeply and wanted the best for me. And he was funny in a way that could turn an ordinary day into a memory worth keeping forever.

Some of my favorite memories are the simple ones. Working alongside him. Sitting beside him as he patiently taught me how to use a computer. Learning how to fish and listening to his advice, even when I pretended not to be paying attention. Looking back now, those moments were never really about computers or fishing. They were about love. They were about a father preparing his daughter for a world he knew he wouldn't always be able to protect her from.

There are still days when I wish I could pick up the phone and hear his voice. Days when I need advice, a laugh, or simply the comfort of knowing he's there. Sometimes I wonder what he would think of the woman I've become.

The truth is that grief has changed over the years. It no longer feels like a storm every day, but it lives quietly in the spaces where he should be. In every achievement I wish I could share with him. In every lesson I realize he already taught me. In every sunset over the water that reminds me of those days spent fishing together.

Dad, I hope wherever you are, you know that I carry you with me. In the way I work hard. In the things you've taught me. In the strength I found because you believed I could stand on my own.

I miss you more than words will ever be able to say. And I always will.

🕊️❤️