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The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?

lovelysweetly

So I'm just finding out maybe I'm an enabler...

lucylehane

Heated Rivalry, p. 75

sweetnsassy49

….🤍

firstprinced

HUDCON WEEK - day 1 (may 11th) ⇒ favorite joint appearance: promotional HR social media videos

perfectdevils

The Stage Belongs to Lestat | The Vampire Lestat Teaser [source]

lovelysweetly

Oh this baby is back ❤️

lavenderprose

I know we’ve talked about this before but the retroactive realization for Shane Hollander that Ilya has been his future husband the entire time must have sent that boy spinning. What do you mean I introduced myself to my future husband. What do you mean my husband was there standing beside me the day I got drafted. What do you mean I jerked off to thoughts of my husband on the most important day of my entire life up to then. What do you mean my husband took my virginity. My husband and I watched each other grow up. My husband and I fell in love for the first time together. My husband was my first ex. My husband has been the most consistent, sensual, irritating, understanding, solid, loving presence in my entire life. Since I became a man, the thoughts I have reached for to comfort myself or bring myself pleasure have been those of my husband. I memorized the moles on my future husband’s body before I fully understood the wants and needs of my own. My husband taught me how to pleasure a man by pleasuring me. The first person I willingly came out to was my husband. My friends have NEVER known me at a time in my life when I was not in love with my husband.

lovelysweetly

Oh God… The love I have for those fictional men… ✨

magneticghouls

“this is ilya, i will never listen to your voicemail” and shane takes that to heart!!

he thinks ilya doesn't ever listen to his messages, so maybe he starts leaving one here and there. maybe they're nothing really, just a note to say he tried to call. sometimes leaving off with "oh, this is shane. by the way" he calls when he knows ilya won't be able to pick up; "hey, uh. i know you won't get this, but i was thinking about you. i miss you. i know you're just in ottawa but... sometimes it feels a lot further. i love you." and sometimes he'll be watching a game and god. he wants to talk to ilya about that play, so he'll leave message about it. shane never really tells ilya that this is something he does.

ilya knows, of course. watches his voicemail fill up little by little. always makes sure there's space for new ones. has ones that he listens to so often that knows them by heart. memorizes the way shane laughs because he thinks no one will hear it, the sound of his breath on the other line between words. he listens to every one of them.

everybody-loves-to-eat

i-will-write

vryfmi

[id: an image of Bugs Bunny dressed as a maestro, caption reads, “writers and artists cooking up amazing ideas, excited to create later”. it is followed by dishevelled Bugs Bunny edited to slouch in the chair in front of the desk, caption reads, “writers and artists when it's time to create”./end id]

lovelysweetly

Totally…