For Eunbi 🐝

Life is tough and so are you

[peachisty]

reasons to stay alive:

all the beautiful things waiting for me, when im no longer in agony and i already love me. the things that are meant to compensate the years of my suffering. the calm after the storm. the very feeling of having the chance to say, “i finally did it. im here. im glad im here.”

movies to be produced, technology and computers to be created, artworks to be made, and the mere existence of the future. will it be as technologic as i imagined it to be? i want to know. i want to see it myself

the delight and simple joy of seeing the sunrise; will it be as orange as yesterday? or will it be a little more pink? painting, taking snaps, and enjoying the scenery without having to worry about anything. the beauty of nature. i want to feel it every day.

the coming of the seasons. the smell of lavenders and sunflowers on spring. the ombré colors of the streets on autumn. the warmth of the summer sunshine. the coolness of snow on my winter skin. the concept of having to experience the cycle every year. the clothes i must wear on such. every little thing about everyday.

the pets i love. i wouldn’t want them to wake up and wonder where i am one day. i know what it’s like to be so alone in this place full of strangers. and i know it will break their hearts. the plants i keep. i dont want them to wilt and die bc nobody would water them miraculously as much as i do. i dont want them to lose themselves the way i lost me.

the books i haven’t read. the museums i haven’t been to. the songs i haven’t heard. the people i haven’t met. the simplest things that i haven’t done. i want to feel what it’s like to meet new things once again. i want to feel what it’s like to feel appreciated and to appreciate something one last time.

and the redemption. i want to be me again. i want to remember what it’s like to be me a few years ago. i want to wake up without groaning because i didn’t lose it last night. i just want to be new, to be reborn, to be beautiful one more time. and that will only happen if im alive. and that simple string of hope is what keeps me going. and i believe that simple string of hope will keep me breathing for the longest time. :)

[night-rooms]

some cards I created for the beautiful @videogxrl for her birthday

[minuty]

[karina-padilla]

For anyone who might need this right now ❤️

[1980vibes]

[happiersuggestion]

there are people you haven’t met yet who will love you

[the-perfect-aesthetic]

[athenastudying-deactivated20220]

destroy the idea that intermediate goals aren’t important. maybe you can’t play the entire piano piece yet, but you can play the right hand and that’s good. maybe you haven’t figured out your major yet, but your minor or your field and that’s progress. maybe you can’t hold a full conversation in your target language yet, but you can ask for directions and that’s fine. setting high goals is good, but don’t diminish the small goals you achieve on your way there. they are just as important.

[wnq-writers]

My dear remember this: You’re strong. You’re important. You’re loved. You can make it. For your life is a beautiful bud slowly blooming.Please keep living to see the seasons of your life in all its beautiful glory. How it slowly emerges out of the thorns. Revealing the lovely flower. Life is worth living it. Please keep doing so.

The Rose // Conee Berdera (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

Loving yourself is a process, 
don’t surround yourself with people who interrupt that process, 
or with people who belittle your progress.

iammyss , support system (via wordsnquotes)

[themotivationjournals]

You are not broken. You can love and be loved, despite what may feel like the eternally brutal nature of the world. Even when you’re drowning and so far under, there is always time to reach for someone who will teach you how to breathe again.

Jessica Park, Left Drowning  (via wordsnquotes)

[studyblr]

reminder that you don’t have to be happy or productive all the time. it’s totally okay to take a break, to stay in bed, to be sad, to cry it all out. you are allowed to have negative feelings, bad days. take care.

[dephus]

Even if things don’t unfold the way you expected, don’t be disheartened or give up. One who continues to advance will win in the end.

Daisaku Ikeda (via ohteenscanrelate)

[blushandbourbon]

Sometimes you fall of the wagon for months. Sometimes you tell yourself you’re gonna start fresh on Monday and by Wednesday you’ve already fallen back off. Sometimes you have to restart a 100 times and it’s frustrating. But it will be okay. You can do this. One day at a time

[loveyourselfsuggestion]

Bad days will happen, please remember that you must be kind to yourself and others during the storm

[cwote]

Just because the past didn’t turn out like you wanted it to, doesn’t mean that your future can’t be better than you ever imagined. Stay hopeful. Good things are coming. 

[just-a-girl-in-this-world]