synopsis after everything that happens, you feel like you'll never be clean again. heeseung still thinks you're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.
word count 0.16k words for this teaser, full fic around 12k
warnings this gets heavy, abusive parenting / violence, substance abuse, addiction, toxic relationships, self-doubt / hatred, seung does love reader he's just really fcking bad at executing it, happy ending
— please please read the warnings properly! this isnt my regular lovey dovey cute fic these are actual real life problems i wanted to convey in fictional format. that being said pls lmk what u think of this one !!!!!! i love u
If anyone asked, you’d tell them you hate the rain.
You’d whine about the way it slithers and curls down your skin and gets everywhere, how it clouds the sky in an eternal grey mist, how the constant, dull noise rings deaf in your ears for hours.
You’d say you hated the downpour because of how it makes you feel — sodden and gloomy, like the clothes are too heavy on your back and your shoes are uncomfortable and wet, your body covered in slinking trails that seemingly never dry.
Rooms become too humid, so much so that your throat always seems to close up and your eyes fog and your head feels funny.
Rain can be hot or cold, and when it’s cold it’s cold, but when it’s hot it’s still wet and lingering on your skin all the same.
You hate how weighed down and exhausted the rain makes you feel.
And, if anyone asked, you think you’d say the same thing about Lee Heeseung.
+ full fic is nearly fully written! i jus need to revise a few things but im thinking like mid september :P
synopsis as deobi university’s one and only it girl, you really should be used to be breaking hearts everywhere you step — you cant help it after all! but having to pick between your best friend and the boy you fell for at first sight is not really something you expected to be on your bingo card this year.
synopsis as deobi university’s one and only it girl, you really should be used to be breaking hearts everywhere you step — you cant help it after all! but having to pick between your best friend and the boy you fell for at first sight is not really something you expected to be on your bingo card this year.
⭑.ᐟ masterlist prev next
ii. profiles — dnd campaign
kim sunwoo | 22 ☆ literary and cultural studies
the definition of hot but does not know it. mainly keeps to himself and his three best friends even though he has people at every corner dying to be close to him 😭 constantly supporting their band but kinda bumps heads with eric and wouldn’t rly class him as a friend even though he loves the rest of sunset city. is also THEEE definition of a ‘lover boy’ truly a hopeless romantic all he does is fantasise about being in love but knows he’s way too shy to even look twice at a girl — which has miraculously earned him the rumour that he’s somewhat of a player….
lee jaehyun | 23 ☆ economics major
2/4 of sunset city. sunwoo’s number one ride or die since they were in diapers — constantly hypes him up and tries to get him to realise how popular he actually is. another man who is for the GIRLSSS he loves the ladies n is constantly trying to get sunwoo to come with him to frat parties but that man will Not Budge. has kind of a weird one-sided beef with karina for Undisclosed Reasons.
ji changmin | 22 ☆ modern dance major
3/4 of sunset city! like his friends he’s also super popular in deobi uni but similarly to sunwoo he doesn’t rly engage with anyone other than his close buddies (in more of a im better than you way than sunwoo who’s literally just way too shy 💀) pretends to hate his friends but if u ask literally anyone he wouldn’t hesitate to take a bullet for them even though he was the most recent addition to their little group
lee juyeon | 22 ☆ criminology major
the last member of sunset city and a huge dork honestly. is the closest to eric out of the other two members and wants him and sunwoo to get along so badly but it’s just not happening rip. his friends crossover with a lot of yns but they don’t rly talk apart from that one time they hooked up at gunwooks frat house. super outgoing and loves talking to literally anyone which sometimes causes problems bc he has too many ppl asking to hang out at once when all he rly wants to do is hang out with his besties
synopsis as deobi university’s one and only it girl, you really should be used to be breaking hearts everywhere you step — you cant help it after all! but having to pick between your best friend and the boy you fell for at first sight is not really something you expected to be on your bingo card this year.
⭑.ᐟ masterlist next
i. profiles — yn & co ᯓᡣ𐭩
ln yn | 22 ☆ fashion major
the heart of deobi university! miss it girl, prettiest, most popular, darling sweetheart etc. girl who gives no fucks but also fucks around like crazy oops… flirting is soooo fun for her but she underestimates the level these random boys will go to try and keep her attention. is so into eric but doesnt have the balls to tell him
eric sohn | 22 ☆ photography and journalism major
yn’s other half and the lead guitar / frontman of university band Sunset City. friends with yn but not that close with her friends - his best friends are the other sunset city boys…. is also very into yn but his hints are always unnoticed
jake sim | 22 ☆ fine arts major
part time model + yn’s on-off fwb relationship. met yn in freshman year of college when she was looking for a model for one of her assignments and he volunteered simply bc she was pretty LMAO buttttt they’re super close friends now even though there’s a little bit of unspoken animosity between him and eric……
park gunwook | 21 ☆ modern dance major
yns childhood best friend who’s a year younger than the rest of them. is so sweet and loving all the time but also loves girls. like LOVES girls. is in a frat and uses it every chance he gets to charm a girl. was yns first kiss but they both thought it was super fucking weird and swore to never do it again
karina yoo | 22 ☆ classical dance major
deobi univ’s resident rich girl! one of yns only girlfriends bc majority of the girls she has been friends with have used her to get to eric or jake. super cold aura but in reality shes one of the sweetest girls ever: always wants to take yn out on little coffee dates and spoils her friends with gifts
choi chanhee | 22 ☆ fashion and photography major
owner of the up-and-coming fashion brand Angel Club. constantly acts as though his friends are annoying but he secretly loves them all to pieces. however he does think that yn should stop flirting with every boy she sees bc the trail of men shes leaving in her wake is rly inconvenient for his business
a/n here are yn and her group of friends!!!!!! sunwoo and his losers will be coming next and then we can start the smau :D this is my first smau so feedback is always appreciated ❤︎ until then ><
pairing fem reader x shy!sunwoo / fem reader x player!eric
↳ featuring : tbz, gunwook, jake, karina (+ few more)
genre smau, university au
synopsis as deobi university’s one and only it girl, you really should be used to be breaking hearts everywhere you step — you cant help it after all! but having to pick between your best friend and the boy you fell for at first sight is not really something you expected to be on your bingo card this year.
alternatively: you want eric and eric wants you, but what happens when you start to want sunwoo too?
started: 19th july 2024
finished: tba
warnings some written parts, suggestive (no smut), angst, fluff, humour, pining and miscommunication, yn is a fuckgirl but pretends she isnt LMAO, sunwoo is a big loser and eric is kind of an ass but it’s only an act, specific warnings will be given in individual chapters
a/n timestamps dont matter!!!! i will try and upload this on a semi regular schedule but it depends on whether or not i have the motivation after work ><
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