To Bite is to Love

♡ Blog for a fictive of Himiko Toga ♡ Bodily 25+ ⚠️ Be aware this blog contains yandere themes ⚠️

[loveybloodybites]

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❥ Blog of a H.T. fictive! ❥ More about her [ here ]. ❥ Yandere themes. Occasional NSFT, tagged as [ ♡ nsft ]. ❥ Does not tag for blood or knives. ❥ Self-dx OSDD + BPD ; aiming to get tested for the former. ❥ [ ♡ my beloved ] is a selfship tag. No real person is involved in it. ❥ [We] do not engage in syscourse or anything pro / anti (ship). Leave it at the door. ❥ Working on a more "risk aware" mindset. Don't ask for what you wouldn't want. Though this is still more of a vent blog more than anything ; leave [her] be. ❥ Theme by the incredible mieows.

.: 🔪🩸 :.

Overall, IWC & block. Any hateful anons will be blocked / deleted.

Mind ya business, & we're good. ♡

[mournfulroses]

Makenzie Campbell, from a poem featured in "Room of the Mind: Poems" originally published in 2021

[mournfulroses]

Marina Tsvetaeva, from a poem titled "Even though nailed to the pillar of shame," featured in Moscow in the Plague Years: Poem

[fairydrowning]

– Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[TEXT ID: Yours

(now I'm even losing my name—it was shorter and shorter all the time and is now: Yours) END ID]

[proustitute]

“Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.”

— Richard Siken, Crush

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

Do you think you weren't loved enough?"

"Somewhere between 'not enough' and 'not at all. I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it - to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once. But they never gave that to me. Never, not once.

— Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[mournfulroses]

Anton Chekhov, from a letter to Olga Knipper-Chekhova featured in The Selected Letters of Anton Chekhov

[mournfulroses]

Kim Sowŏl, from a poem titled "The Road Away," featured in The Columbia Anthology of Modern Korean Poetry

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Erica Jong, from "Where It Begins," Fruits & Vegetables: Poems By Erica Jong

[loveybloodybites]

Thought about writing something... Getting out some emotions, I think...

Words failed me again, though. Oh well. (It's part of the struggle, isn't it? That I have to fight to keep all of myself together? Sometimes it slips away to who knows where- and I'm just left with...whatever imprint is left behind.)

But-! Lovely news.

My birthday was the 7th, and I got myself gifts. ♥️ I'll feel like he's a little closer, and that warms my heart impossibly so.

[maladaptiveangelx]

The spaces between your fingers are supposed to be filled with mine.

[tooferaltobeheard]

[stlkkr]

warning: once i’m attached i do not let go. you’re stuck with me forever.

[angelbvn]

sometimes i forget that we’re not the only two people in this world.

[obsessedheartbreaker]

i think of you every single day. the thought and existence of you runs around in my mind every single second. you're so addicting like a drug, but i don't care. i love how you became my desire, my need, my obsession. you don't even know how much you affect me with just your presence alone. all i need in this world is you. just you.

[bloodgutangelcake]

I want to worship every part of you. even the 'flaws' you say you have

[luvsh0t]

I just want to listen to you. I want to listen to you talk about your day, I want to listen to you go about your day. I want to listen to you eat, I want to listen to you sleep, I want to listen to you laugh, I want to listen to you cry. I want to listen to the sound of your heartbeat. The sound of your footsteps. Your breathing. I just want to listen to you. Will you let me? Pretty pls?