[lowcalwillow]

trying to revive my 2014 honeymoon era.

willow — 25 — she/they — disabled mentally ill internet angel ୨♡୧ this is my online diary

about stats my personal rules

[sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh]

They should invent an eating food that doesn’t make me want to rip my skin off and set myself on fire

[mellarkisser]

"you should eat more" boooo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅tomato tomato 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 boo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

[lowcalwillow]

luv going out and getting extremely fucked up so that when my friends inevitably wanna go eat afterwards, it's so much easier to just puke it all back up and blame it on the alcohol <3

[lowcalwillow]

[sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhh]

favorite kind of cookie

sugar cookie

chocolate chip cookie

double chocolate chip cookie

snickerdoodle cookie

oatmeal raisin cookie

lemon cookie

monster cookie

white chocolate macadamia cookie

peanut butter cookie

molasses cookie

Voting ended onJun 28, 2024

[sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhh]

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[secretetherealbeing]

[hypnotisant-deactivated20111030]

[hadagirlsite]

[liteasnightingale]

the euphoria i get from seeing the scale go down is not worth any craving

[lowcalwillow]

being disabled and having an eating disorder sucks. i do my very best to get my steps in, but some days the pain is too much and i can’t. that’s why seeing lazy able-bodied people really pisses me off. you’re telling me that you have a functional body and you’re just going to let it go to waste and become obese because “you don’t feel like working out”?? i would LITERALLY kill to have a body without constant pain. get off your ass and stop taking your blessings for granted!!!

[lowcalwillow]

my brother's gf, while ordering $40 worth of doordash for herself: i haven't had anything to eat today except a bagel, eggs, iced coffee, takis, and a sandwich, i think i might be anorexic haha

me:

[lovelyunderw8]

theres only two outcomes of an eedee: u get skinny or u die. but idc which! 🤍

[porellebelle]

Reaching a goal weight means absolutely nothing if you cannot maintain it.

[sunshineefl0wers]

there is no better feeling than staying under your calorie limit ✨✨✨

[catchymemes]

[fuckingmoonprince]

everynight 🗿

[your-fathers-favourite-daughter]

Girl activities

biting your nails

wondering how many bodies are hidden in your hometowns hills and forests

laying naked in bed tracing your scars

daydreaming about your future

pretending to look mysterious and read in front of your cafe crush

wondering what you would look like 50 lbs lighter than trying to decide if you want to relapse or not

brushing your hair with vintage silver hair brushes than wondering who all the women were who brushed their hair with it before you

writing poetry at 4 am

falling in love with your best friend

cleaning your room on a sunday

picking at your skin in the mirror till your whole face is red and swollen

daydreaming about bleaching your hair

cuddling your dog

remembering your dreams while sitting on the shower floor

watching movies, reading books, and watching shows, pondering the stories and characters and fantisizing about your life being like those stories

[angelfacedelrey]

are you stalking me???