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cedar | they/it mostly a spn blog atm but i do other things also

[pikslasrce]

the mods are asleep post the velvet goldmine gif

[ineffag-swag]

How it feels to witness online discourse when you have moral ocd

[kinky-cas]

i am imagining a scenario (pre destiel getting together) where dean is venting to someone, maybe donna, about cas going off and doing something dangerous without talking to him about it. take your pick of which particular incident. and cas does this for a lot of reasons which mostly involve being raised in a military cult, but it still reads to dean as a rejection of equal partnership.

so he’s venting! and donna is like *minnesota accent* “well of course you’re mad! who wouldn’t be? if doug had been pulling that kind of nonsense he’d have been in the doghouse for sure!” to which dean sighs and responds, “he gives me those sad eyes and i always end up caving. and he’s an angel. it’s not like i can make him sleep on the couch for a week, the guy doesn’t even sleep!”

and they continue having their spa night and dean is caught up in the girl talk and relaxing and having fun so it’s not until he’s laying in bed that night trying to sleep that he notices. and then he spends 45 min staring at the ceiling thinking “why did i say that. even if he slept I couldn’t kick him out of bed. because he’d be in his own bed. obviously. also that’s crazy i’d never kick cas out of bed. why wouldn’t i want to be safe and protected and know exactly where cas was? in this hypothetical. that doesn’t even matter anyways because angels don’t sleep.”

[kinky-cas]

and then he wakes up at 4am and is like “wait. donna implied cas is to me as doug was to her. and i didn’t correct her.” *several beats of silence* “hang on, she better have meant doug ii, that first guy was a piece of shit.”

[queermania]

god they literally resurrected the perfect mother-wife in a white nightgown and said actually she's a real person, not a memory, and she wears jeans and flannel and she's emotionally distant and she feels more comfortable punching things than she does talking to her children and by the way she can't even cook. and there are people that actually for real honestly truly think that wasn't the hottest thing the show's ever done?? they think it was bad??? every day i suffer.

[falore52]

Shen Yuan is actually a great cautionary tale abt underestimating the effect your presence has on the ones you care about. You are fucking important. Your good actions matter, and won’t be completely erased by one bad deed. Your life matters. People care about you. They won’t stop caring about you just bc you think they would be justified to. Communicate. Do not kys right in front of your favourite person out of a misguided attempt to cheer them up with your death you fucking idiot I swear to Airplane.

[polarity-disturbed]

I feel like all those edits replacing the needle drop in the Supergirl movie finale, along with the tweets complaining about it, are kind of missing the point of that scene.

It's not supposed to be some badass entrance or triumphant victory lap.

It's a moment of serenity.

of safety.

For probably the first time in a long time, Ruthye isn't thinking about survival. She isn't calculating her next move or wondering who's going to betray her. She's surrounded by murderers and human traffickers, and none of that matters in that moment because Supergirl is there.

Not Kara. Not the drunk stumbling he way through fights or depressed in a corner throwing up.

Supergirl.

The cape. The crest. The symbol.

It's the feeling that, for just a little while, the worst people in the room no longer have the most power. The feeling hope has arrived, and because she's here, everything is going to be alright.

The point isn't for Supergirl to look cool. It's letting us experience, through Ruthye, what it feels like to be protected.

[loopnoid]

claudeleine thru the eras

[belovedblabber]

Truly what Louis is doing with Regina is such a gutting confirmation of Claudia “never been about me” like goddddddd god god she never had a choice she was a symbol she was something acted upon she was robbed of her life and self the moment they turned her and when she was finally breaking free she was killed along with the first person to ever see her for HER and Louis’ grief is so deep and acute but it’s about HIM he kills Claudia’s rapist and reads her diary to him as he does and it’s for HIM, he finds a girl that looks like her and pays her to pretend to be her because it was never about her here’s a convincing fill in, it’s baby Lulu all over again it was never about herrrrr Claudia has been dead since the start they killed the woman she could have been and then when she was finally flying free and making herself anew she was killed again and it was never about her I am going to throw up

[reticent-vampire]

You two hug it out for her too?

[shrugsinchinese]

It’s not a trial.

[persephone-s-moon]

What could have been

What I thought Claudia and Madeleine might've looked like in the 1970s, photographed by Louis

(If yall see this on Twitter posted by the user ihavehands_wtf, that's my friend who commissioned this and I gave them permission to repost <3)

[sweetpapercroissant]

i am WHEEZING

[yenvengerberg]

"She doesn't have that. No Madeleine. No rest."

[dykeninthdoctor]

beaten. swollen. bloody. you grip his wrist, skin to skin. you can only touch him when one of you is bleeding. you are dying. he is killing you. you forgive him. he is killing you. you love him. you can only love him when you are dying. barely holding on, you speak. he looks at you as if seeing you for the first time. your love will kill god. 

[homoquartz]

if you spoke to lestat or louis about your pain, they would say, "your pain? what about MY pain?" but if you spoke about your pain to armand he would say "let me lobotomize you and you will never feel pain again." he has a solution-based mindset and we could all learn from him.

[deancrowleycas]

me when I think about Castiel Supernatural

[deancrowleycas]

why lamp

[saryasy]

THE VAMPIRES LOUIS AND ARMAND Interview With the Vampire - 3.01 Detroit