stay awake with me all night.

Lucia Guilia Buccemi | nineteen | insomnia and anxiety | single | risk blue i don't bite.

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hi guys.

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And who might you be?

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My name is Lucia Buccemi. You are?

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Hey.

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Hey

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All of these mini donettes are mine.

none are yours, they're all mine.

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Hullo! I’m good, just doing some reading. What about you? What have you been up to? Did you find any good documentaries?

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Why yes, I actually did. I found a documentary about zebras, it was interesting to watch. Did you find any more documentaries that interested you?

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Hi Pearce. How are you?

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Hi Lizette. How are you today?

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How are you?

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Oh it was, believe me. There were these divers going down and filming all the mating season of seahorses, because they’re such shy animals, not a lot is really known about them. But they managed to film the actual act - for the first time - the transference of the eggs from the mother to the father’s pouch! It was pretty exciting.

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Oh wow, that does sound a little bit interesting... You really like documentaries, don't you? You seem to pay a lot of attention to them. Do you know when the next time it's on? Or is it just a one time event? I hope to catch some more, um, documentaries. How are you today?

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Fell asleep this morning while watching a documentary on the mating habits of seahorses. It was fascinating, but it couldn’t fight sleep. Sorry, Evan - I guess I was more tired than I thought.

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That sounds... Interesting, the mating habits of seahorses?

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Hi

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These pills don't help.

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Y-yeah. It’s just… something I tend to worry about. i want everybody to like me  I just don’t want my therapist to think I’m weird… this is what, the 3rd time I’ve wanted a new perscription? I- I mean, it’s completely possible that it’s just the power of suggestion that I’m not sleeping, just like the ‘magic kiss that made your boo boos feel better.’

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no one’s going to not like you for that reason, though. and i promise, your therapist won’t think you’re weird. this is what we all had to do: fiddle with our prescriptions until they fit us. it’s just part of the process. if you talk to your therapist about it, everything will get sorted out.

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But what if they do? people are always different. I really hope so. I... I'll ask Doctor Rozz if he can do anything about my perscription. how do you usually deal with, um, your anxiety? I mean, it's not like I have problems with my anxiety, I was just a little curious.