Lucy-san loves you.

Lucy/Lucy-san. She/her + others. Chrono19, muto14-20. Radqueer paraphile. PRO-CONSENT, COMP-CONTACT PERVING/FLIRTING = OK Block, don't report.

[lucysanlovesyou]

Introductory Post

Hello. My name is Lucy. You can also call me Lucia, Lilah, Rushi, Kaede, Kai, or Kiki.

I would really prefer it if you showed some respect and used the honorific “-san” when referring to me.

I am not a human, don’t be foolish. I am a Diclonius. I’m not the same as you…

I don’t wish to disclose my natalethnicity. I am transrace, transanimegirl, transjapanese, and transgerman.

I’m transage, agefluid, and mutoage (14-20). My chronoage is 19.

I’m a demigirl, antagogender, sadistoric, caelesdirugender, miseric, gorecoric, gurogender, blostainen, yanderan, and dicloniusgender. My pronouns are she/her, shy/shyr, di/dis, diclo/diclos, haha/hahas, blu/bluts, gore/gores, guro/guros, mi/mis, 🔪/🔪s, 🎀/🎀s, 🩸/🩸s.

I know you’re curious about my afflictions… cisautism, cisBPD, cishypersexual, transplural, transbipolar, transASPD, transNPD, transpsychosis, transDID, permaDID, permahallucinating, permabpmanic, transorphan, transhostage, transchronicpain, transbadleg, transharmful, and compharmful.

I am also cisyandere, cisabusive, cisstalker, permastalker, cismanipulator, permamanipulator, permamanipulove, transmurderer, darlid, darltransharmed, cisbullied, cisabused, trisharmed, permaabandoned, permapain, transdriveninsane, trisfetishized, transmutilated, triscyberstalked, and permatraumatized.

I’m an endogenic, fictive-heavy tulpamancer/system. I have 11 headmates. I’m the leader among them…

I am radqueer. I am a paraphile. I have no DNI.

I don’t care for receiving nor sending DMs. I’d rather not get too close…

But you are free to openly fantasize about me. There’s a chance I’ll be fantasizing about you, too. After all, Lucy-san loves you. 🩷

[a-kick-in-the-babymaker]

WAKEY-WAKEY, EGGS N' BAKEY!!!!!!

THE MISSUS HAS BEEN DISSOCIATING HARD AS FUCKKKKK, SO WE'RE KINDA ALL OVER THE PLACE!!!! A COUPLE WENT DORMANT UNDER THE STRESS, BUT A LITTLE COCKROACH LIKE MEEEE IS MORE THAN CAPABLE!!!

SO?? WHAT'D I MISS?????

[radqmeowbahh]

Introducing Kawaii Dissociative Amnesia!!!

A term for individuals with dissociative amnesia who want to be/are kawaii!!!

[lucysanlovesyou]

I’m so story :( I truly hope everything gets better :3 you deserve a happy life! Let me know if there’s anything I could do to help at all!

-🌫️

Thank you... truly.

Your concern is more than enough for me. It's kind of you to reach out. 🩷

[lucysanlovesyou]

Hello, there. I'm struggling to tell who this is.

I haven't been doing well at all. I keep having paranoid breakdowns. I had a power outage from a storm. I had to call an exterminator to deal with a termite infestation. I lost my wallet when I went out in public, but a good Samaritan brought it to the police station, where I could retrieve it.

I have seen better days.

[vampirealfie-deactivated2026041]

I CONSENT TO PERVY, NICE, PARASOCIAL AND HATEFUL ASKS!!! SEND ME ASKS!!!!!

[permabrostrider]

here's an idea: thinly-veiled engagement bait.

send me an action. and i'll tell you if i would do that action to someone else.

sound good? good.

[lucysanlovesyou]

To my followers:

Why do you follow me? I'm curious...

[lucysanlovesyou]

There is an evil pervert living inside of my head who possesses me daily and makes me say terrible, nasty, no-good things...

These are some of the happiest moments of my day.

[lucysanlovesyou]

I don't follow anyone, by the way. I'm not kidding, my following tab is always public, and it has stayed completely blank...

It's partially for the sake of transstalker euphoria. If I engage with your profile or posts, it's because I have chosen to seek them out. If you see me liking one of your untagged rambles, it's because I've purposefully dug for it.

The other part is for admittedly self-important NPD related reasons. I don't think I really need to explain that...

[lucysanlovesyou]

To my followers:

Why do you follow me? I'm curious...

[lucysanlovesyou]

Hiii lucy san!! Meow misses you!

Hiiiii, Yoko-kun... Meow isn't the only one who's missed me, it seems. Hehe...

I've missed seeing meow post. I want meow to know that I do check meow's blog from time to time, even when I myself am not posting.

But anyways, I am flattered. Thank meow for the kind message, Yoko-kun...

Lucy-san loves you. 🩷

[lucysanlovesyou]

I enjoy being a transharmed who is difficult to tame.

I like to make others work for it. I like to resist. Not in a "bratty" way, exactly, but I won't make it easy for you...

Believe it or not, being transharmed and having a sense of self-worth are not mutually exclusive. I am a prime example.

Pursuing me wouldn't be as fun without the psychological play, would it...?

[lucysanlovesyou]

Hi there, Lucy-san. Your blog is quite... colourful. I don't typically like colourful blogs, but yours is the exception. I quite like how your text is the colours of the necro flag.

— 🫀🪦.

I love being the "exception". It makes me feel... special.

I can understand the preference for more muted colors, or more limited palettes. My headmates vary in this regard. I do have a headmate with a more eyestrain-inducing theme. She does tag her posts accordingly, of course...

I'm glad that you noticed. I'm not loud and proud about my paraphilias, personally, but I wanted to include a small nod to one of mine for the keen-eyed viewers. Hehe...

The colors the flag uses are pleasing to my eyes. 🩷

[f6nged]

I'm bored. Reblog this if I can send gross and perverted asks to you.

[lucysanlovesyou]

I'm loopy off Nyquil and miserably h.orny.

My whole body feels like it's made of lead and I can barely even pleasure myself...

This is funnnnn...

I try not to post much when I'm worked up but. Hhh...

[lucysanlovesyou]

It's probably me noticing patterns, honestly. Like you said, it's a common typing quirk. (Although, I do think the lack of proper punctuation and spacing is a bit of an eyesore. It makes it hard to be taken seriously when an anon thinks they're too good to press the enter key a few times.)

I also don't remember the Radqueer ideology having anything to do with that. Radqueer is just radical acceptance based on identity. Sending multiple accounts the same sort of anonymous asks isn't really a great way to go about life, but it's not "not radqueer." If anything, it feels like a self-report. Why so defensive? If anon truly had the intentions they say they do to stick around, they wouldn't feel as threatened as they come off as.

The lack of honorifics, the inherent need to put others down, the unspoken fear of inadequacy solely because others exist... I don't think I have it in me to take it seriously. I'm sure anon means well, I'll give them the benefit of the doubt. How can anon speak about others being so disrespectful and then be disrespectful themselves, Lucy-Sama? It's not that difficult to peg an honorific onto a name.

I'm glad I have your attention. I love having your attention, Lucy-Sama.

Anyways, I need to save up munny to buy a new skirt. I have one, but there's a large slit up the side and it doesn't quite reach my ankles. It's a weird thing I have, I'm weird about modesty. Maybe I'll show it once I buy it.

— 🖱️

I did intend to reply to this one. I ended up taking a nap first.

But yes, I agree. That part of their message was phrased strangely. Some members of this community seem to enjoy "deciding" who is radqueer and who isn't, which I don't really see the point in...

It really isn't a challenge to avoid speaking out of line like that... You're more well-behaved.

Oh? I'm interested in the skirt you already have... I love that type of skirt. Jack is obviously already familiar with it...