someone beating the shit out of me , then tenderly holding my hair and rubbing my back as i throw up in the bathroom. drooling. yeeesss give me mixed signals yeeessss
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someone beating the shit out of me , then tenderly holding my hair and rubbing my back as i throw up in the bathroom. drooling. yeeesss give me mixed signals yeeessss
NOSY RADQUEER ASK GAAAAME!!!1!1!! XD
🔍 Are there any cisIDs other beings have that make you feel envious? If so, which IDs? 🚫 Are there any transIDs you have that you refuse to/are uncomfortable with transitioning into? If so, which IDs? 🔒 Are there any paraphilias or IDs you are too self-conscious to discuss on your blog? 👑 Which beings do you enjoy getting attention from the most? 🐍 Are there any beings you follow/stalk out of spite? 💓 Is there anybeing whose page you refresh constantly in the hopes of there being a new post? 💬 When you see a take you disagree with in the community, how vocal are you about it, and why? ⚔️ Do you have any "controversial" takes on the community that you'd be willing to defend to the end? ✉️ How desperate for interactions/messages would you say you are? 💌 What lengths would you be willing to go in order to get another being's attention? 🎭 Have you had any deeply uncomfortable experiences in the community before? 🌧️ Have you ever doubted your status of being a radqueer/debated on converting into an anti for one reason or another? 🔑 Have you tried talking about being radqueer with your irls? If so, how did it go? 📣 What's one piece of sage advice you'd like to give younger members of the community? 🎤 Asker's choice, write your own question!
Introductory Post
Hello. My name is Lucy. You can also call me Lucia, Lilah, Rushi, Kaede, Kai, or Kiki.
I would really prefer it if you showed some respect and used the honorific “-san” when referring to me.
I am not a human, don’t be foolish. I am a Diclonius. I’m not the same as you…
I don’t wish to disclose my natalethnicity. I am transrace, transanimegirl, transjapanese, and transgerman.
I’m transage, agefluid, and mutoage (14-20). My chronoage is 19.
I’m a demigirl, antagogender, sadistoric, caelesdirugender, miseric, gorecoric, gurogender, blostainen, yanderan, and dicloniusgender. My pronouns are she/her, shy/shyr, di/dis, diclo/diclos, haha/hahas, blu/bluts, gore/gores, guro/guros, mi/mis, 🔪/🔪s, 🎀/🎀s, 🩸/🩸s.
I know you’re curious about my afflictions… cisautism, cisBPD, cishypersexual, transplural, transbipolar, transASPD, transNPD, transpsychosis, transDID, permaDID, permahallucinating, permabpmanic, transorphan, transhostage, transchronicpain, transbadleg, transharmful, and compharmful.
I am also cisyandere, cisabusive, cisstalker, permastalker, cismanipulator, permamanipulator, permamanipulove, transmurderer, darlid, darltransharmed, cisbullied, cisabused, trisharmed, permaabandoned, permapain, transdriveninsane, trisfetishized, transmutilated, triscyberstalked, and permatraumatized.
I’m an endogenic, fictive-heavy tulpamancer/system. I have 11 headmates. I’m the leader among them…
I am radqueer. I am a paraphile. I have no DNI.
I don’t care for receiving nor sending DMs. I’d rather not get too close…
But you are free to openly fantasize about me. There’s a chance I’ll be fantasizing about you, too. After all, Lucy-san loves you. 🩷
friendly reminder that paraphilias:
1. are NOT inherently a disorder
2. are equal and neutral
3. do not dictate your morality
4. are lowkey fucking awesome B)
anyone actually into abusive lolis . like i dont mean "お姉さん! Σ੧(❛□❛✿) u didnt get me any candy !!! i will be mean to u now >:3 until u give me candy" or like mean in a cute way i mean really cute loli girls who are actually heinous assholes.
"お兄ちゃん wants to .. 'have fun' with me? nice try . not in the mood , pervert .. buy me all my favorite snacks and i'll THINK about it. dont get your hopes up , either..."
"うええ-? where did your last 10 dollars go ? お姉さん you dumbass , if you really needed it why just leave it sitting in ur wallet unprotected like that? i was hungry!"
"if you dont baby me and coddle me and give me all your attention with no reward i'm calling the cops. you know im only 6 yrs old , うん? creep."
"お兄ちゃん is ignoring me .. im going to cut up all his clothes so he has to take ME with him and go shopping ∩^ω^∩ that way he'll HAVE to buy me treats and cute dresses or i'll pretend hes kidnapping me! うふふふ〜!"
"お姉さん keeps talking to someone else when IM right here ... time to genuinely traumatize this grown ass adult because they dont seem to know their place! ^_^ お姉さん cant love anyone but me , let alone a pathetic worm like that , なのです〜"
"if you buy me this , i'll let you use my cunnie okay ? :3 i really promise this time!! im not just teasing !! >_< i dont care if its expensive , dont back talk me or im raping you again."
and you have to keep me muzzled and on a backpack leash at all times . or else i will become physically violent just to get ur attention :3 and make sure its a nice velcro backpack .. ive been known to escape my restraints >_< and its YOUR fault if i get hurt doing it , okay ? .. okay
I think getting hate messages, rape/death threats, bullying, and anything cruel and mean, sent straight to my inbox or on anon would help ruin me more tbh
THESE ARE THE HANDS THAT BELONG AROUND YOUR THROAT. ❤️
i think transparaphilias are soooo underrated ........ i& barely see anything on them. i? think we& might id with transemetophilia (ironic considering we have emetophobia but #whateva ......)