I might stop posting things on Tumblr tbh. I was just trying to voice my frustrations, uncomfortable parts and stuff but I guess you can get into trouble for that. I might still repost and comment on people's posts but I'll most likely not post anything else, like at all. Now I kinda understand why I was so hesitant in having social media, not only did I think it seemed boring at first now I also know it is not really a cool space, considering some bots were hitting on me and making me feel very weirded out.
Yeah, I think I'll just use this app to read fics, see headcanons, silly things, fanarts like I always did but now I'll just not post? Maybe I'll not even use this account anymore, this is not really related to the problem I had yesterday but it did help me on thinking this way. I just forgot how people can just interpret things in a bad way just because you didn't specify it, just assuming the worst and well I don't want to harm anyone or annoy anyone but I also don't want to get started over these things. Maybe it was dumb of me to assume that having such a public-non-public journal, I don't even know if this counts as a journal I just expressed some of my frustrations and annoying experiences and that was it, would be a good idea that's on me I think. Idk, I'm unsure.
Now I am sure of two things now, I'll never be a public figure and I'll never post ever again, if every single time I post I have to walk on eggshells.
I guess this is a good-bye letter. I might come back, I might not. Maybe. Welp nice meeting you all, thanks for the experience?
