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I'm not sure if my heart is full of love and admiration for you and only you or if it is full of unfiltered and unmitigated fear that you will break everything that I have worked so hard on repairing and if you must break me, please make it quick and please make it a clean break so that after you have left me I may start again

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I never wanted to become a blanket that would smother you, but instead the fire that kept you warm

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wordsnquotes

We were not lovers, we were love.

Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? (via wordsnquotes)

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eexuberance

I can’t tell what I want more- You, or to get over you…

Letters I’ll Never Send #19 (via eexuberance)

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stolenwine

You should not have to rip yourself into pieces to keep others whole.

i am seeing less and less of you (via sleepy-babie)

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I am so tired of waiting, Aren’t you, For the world to become good And beautiful and kind?

Langston Hughes (via wordsnquotes)

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I am not

your one night girl

for you to take

when you beg and plead

yet somehow I know

that is the only fucking way

that I appear

in your eyes

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the habits of my heart

hold me hostage

and the habits of my body

hold your head between my thighs.

Both are wrong,

yet one feels right.

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I'm back| estoy de vuelta

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I've been to the emergency room twice in the past 48 for a combined total of 16 hours. So that's how I've been. Promise more writing will be posted soon, lovelies. xxx -C

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I miss you here.

I'll be back -C