[As soon as he started to stare, her posture straightened. She felt like a lab mouse being forced to run the maze for some horrid experiment, but probably worse as he tried to figure her out. The questions came and for once, she had absolutely nothing to say in response. She had no idea what drove her to come here over the dance in the first place, let alone why she obeyed that part of her. She ran a hand through her hair and looked at her feet as if they were suddenly interesting. After a moment’s pause, she looked up.]
In complete honesty, I don’t know what I’m really doing here. I should be at the dance instead of here, but I’m not. I should be dancing with the straight A student or whatever, but I’m just here drinking with you. I mean, for the past week I was sure I… [She stops herself short for a moment before allowing her voice to go softer.] I was sure I loved you. I guess I just had to make sure? It’s stupid and silly. Idiotic, really. I guess I just had to test theories to see.
[His brows were knit together in a second, his expression almost angry, and his body tensed involuntarily. It was completely against his will that his mind seemed to falter for a moment.] What? [He spit out the word harshly, but was too caught up in her confession to care about his attitude. Blinking -- as if it would actually make things clearer -- he regarded her with an even more intense, heavily questioning and confused look. She couldn't be feeling that way... because it would mean he was feeling the same.] Is this some kind of joke, Johnson? Because I know you well and this isn't the type of shite you would pull.













