sad but true

since I'm only here when I wish I were a sexy goth e-girl: ig @belzeluth

[thunderstruck9]

Titus Kaphar (American, b. 1976), Fidelity, 2010. Oil, enamel and fabric collage on canvas laid down on panel, 84 x 54 in.

[cashipan]

【霧】 真夏でも山は寒い （かき→きり）

[slideofthetimes]

June 1969 // landscape // Pacific Northwest

[jarjarbieber]

[nemfrog]

“A bird in the hand.” Bird studies with a camera. 1900.

Internet Archive

[melisica]

[hagiharatakuya]

萩原 卓哉／Hagihara Takuya

Archive

[h7h7h7h7h7h7h7]

[weltenwellen]

Louise Glück, from “Earthworm”, Poems 1962-2012

[distantvoices]

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bcuu6YFho34/

[justasadbpd]

[psychopathicneighbor-deactivate]

Bone cancer enveloping a human skull.

[lulvoed]

I'm so fckn alone.

I'm terribly pissed with my best friend and I've no one to talk to other than him.

He's being a jackass with me and now he isn't even trying to make amends anymore... I think we crossed a line.

And I need to talk to someone, I can't stand being quiet about what's happening to me anymore, I need someone to care... Actually, no. I need to care about someone who cares.

I feel so toxic and all I do is look for toxic people, people who won't give a shit in anyway possible. It feels sometimes like I enjoy the drama, like I want to hurt and feel pain. Maybe that's what it is, or maybe I just need to test people and feel like I accomplished something impossible (what seems more likely).

It's so stupid but I can't find a way to change the way I am. I'm dirty, stupid and needy. I'm forsaken and unwanted. I'm a waste.

[markv5]

[0021010e0e0e]

[invsve]

[thirst]