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Magnus + his slow blinking when looking at Alec
@lumenlignum didnāt ask for this, probably doesnāt want this and yet here I am, still writing this
āYou know, I dated a seelie once. Capricious little bastard.ā
Of course, the time to bring this information up to another shadowhunter is probably not when the guy has his hand shoved down the front of Jackās pants. Especially in the far corner of the sparring space.Ā
But heās never been great at closing his mouth.Ā
āAlways wanted to argue. Youād think itād be easier to argue with a guy who canāt lie, but man youād be surprised. And he had veryĀ strong feelings about mythology-ā
Jack. Thereās laughter tucked into the edges of his name where it fits in Alecās mouth. He takes the not so subtle hint of a hand around his wrist and lifts it to where it needs to be, and gets a soft sigh of pleasure for his trouble.Ā
Most times, he tries not to think about the fact that he was Alecās age when Alec was born. Or that he was younger than that, the last time he saw that Seelie. Right now, itād be great not to think about anything, because it was really harshing the buzz of this whole semi-public hookup thing.Ā
āIām older than your dad.ā There it is. The words just come tumbling out, and Alec leans back to look at him, and damn heās missing those lips on his neck right about now, because that eyebrow is telling him that none of this really matters.Ā
So?Ā
Well. Canāt argue with that logic.Ā
āAge before beauty?ā He tries, words lilting up playfully.Ā āYou do me, I do you?ā
#soulmates š„° š¤Ŗ š
(insp.)
ā we offer up our heart before the heartās invited or asked for. ā Seelie Alec
Carbon Leaf: (Accepting)
He doesnāt know how long itās been. Magnus hasnāt left the garden since they buried Alec beneath the soft loam. He knows itās been long enough for Max to have only faint memories of Alec, there and gone glimpses that might be more Magnusā hopes than reality.Ā
But Max was a little boy when it happened. Six years old and unable to understand what was going on around him. Why his father wouldnāt wake up. Itās been decades upon decades since then. Magnus is the one with the name branded on his heart. Heās the one who canāt move on.Ā
Max has met a seelie knight. One with dark curls and mischief in his eyes. A part of Magnus appreciates the fact that his son has the same taste in men that he does. Soldiers with kind eyes.Ā
He sees his boy a little more often now, with Max spending less time in the mundane world and more time in the Summer Lands. They come through with fae treats and honeysuckle wine and Magnus pretends as if these were social calls, and not his son worriedly watching out for him.
But they come, and Magnus pretends like heās doing well. He pretends like the specter of death doesnāt sit like a dappled shadow over his shoulder and keep him rooted to the Earth here.
His grief is an old thing, a tired thing. Max comes to him with a milky, gilded invitation to a party being thrown for his one hundredth birthday party. Magnus can see how Max prepares himself for aĀ ānoā. Itās been seventy years since he left this garden.Ā
He has to leave. If only for an evening. The agreement gets him a warm hug, and Magnus drags himself from the depths of moss and sweet grass and summons himself a better suit. His boy is turning one hundred. He needs to look his best.Ā
Magnus brushes his fingers across a patch of bone white Lilies of the Incas he hadnāt noticed growing before, and takes a deep breath before he portals himself out into the mundane world.Ā
The party isnāt what he expected. Then again, Max isnāt the same flamboyant creature Magnus was at one hundred. Itās a small group, warlocks and vampires, and even a few seelie. Maxās friends are all immortal, and thereās a sigh of relief at that. No more death.
(Death still came for Alexander. Even as ancient and unyielding as he was.)Magnus drinks to drown out his heartache, and he chimes in and plays coy and charming when need be. The world is a grey thing without Alexander, and he finds no joy in being here.Ā
Thankfully, around midnight the party moves to somewhere a little more wild, and no one bats an eye at Maxās father slipping away.Ā
Thereās comfort in stepping back into the garden. Itās an exhausted comfort, sadness like a blanket around his shoulders. Magnus pours himself a drink and settles in between the roots of the massive tree.Ā
He talks to his Alexander, as he does every night. He tells him what a wonderful young man their son is. How kind his friends are. Magnus tells stories to hear something other than silence, but the words trail away as he tracks his gaze back over to the lilies.Ā
Theyāre unearthed, laying trampled in churned dirt. Magnusā heart clenches in fear in his chest and he lights magic in his palm. The dusky shadows of the garden fall away, and Magnus follows dirty footprints into the tree itself, and bedroom inside.Ā
His knees nearly give out at the sight that awaits him.Ā
Alexander, in the same white armor he was buried in. With dirt and a few stray petals in his hair. Smiling at Magnus like it hasnāt been seventy years since the last breath left his lungs.Ā He lifts a graceful hand in a wave, fingers curling, and Magnus feels the world go black around him as he falls.
ā these old pictures are cool. tell me stories. ā Max
Carbon Leaf: (Accepting)
Max has probably gone through this box a hundred times since he was a boy. But heās pushing nearly two hundred years old, it stands to reason that he wonāt remember as much of being a little boy as Magnus does. A fatherās prerogative.
Thereās a brief moment that Magnus idly, fondly wonders what the picture might be. George, maybe. A portrait of himself, Ragnor and Camille during theirĀ ārebelliousā years.Ā
Instead, itās the picture heās kept at the very bottom of his heavy silver box. One kept carefully from curling edges and yellowing with time with wisps of magic. It was taken in London, though that much isnāt obvious from the portrait. Theyāre sitting outside in a massive garden, surrounded by manicured rose bushes.Ā
Magnusā heart clenches so hard that it feels like a physical blow.Ā
āThat was your father. Alexander.ā His voice valiantly does not give out on him, though it tries.Ā āThis was his Garden.ā Magnus gestures around them, to the boughs of the tree and the spattering of wild flowers in the grass. He hasnāt been able to leave here. Not since-
āYou couldnāt have been more than six years old when we lost him.ā But itās a fresh stab of grief to see his boy doesnāt remember the father who loved him so completely.Ā
āWhen you were an infant, Alexander was the only one who could stop your tears.ā Magnus smiles up at his boy, strong and kind and at peace in his own blue skin. Heād come a long way in two hundred.Ā
There are tears burning in his eyes, but Magnus keeps them at bay.Ā
āHeād pick you up and hold you close, and so terribly seriously heād say hello my babyĀ and you would beamĀ at him.ā
I demand a drabble about the first meeting between Alec and Kai. Also I love you.
His shop is closed for the night. Wards sealed tightly and unrepentant about their rejection of all creatures, be they demon or angel blooded. Itās been a long week, and Alec thinks heās earned a moment to himself in the privacy of his library.Ā
But the unrelenting knocks bleed through walls of concrete, and wood paneling, and glass, carried through by tendrils of magic as their own instinctive sort of alarm.
After a long, stubborn attempt at ignoring the noise, Alec finally looks up from his work table.Ā
Whoever is at his door, theyāre not letting up, which means itās not a curious mundane hoping to take a look at his rare books. If it were Magnus, the wards would have opened for him the second he touched the door. Which leaves anyone who might have business with the high warlock after hours.Ā
He sighs.
Scrubbing his face, Alec returns to the shop, sealing the entrance to his library with a wave of his hand, and meanders through rows of shelves that have been placed explicitely to keep the back of the store out of sight from the window display.
The man he finds at his door is a familiar face. A boy, more like. Though last time Alec saw him, he was deathly pale and covered in demon ichor, brought in by his terrified partner and trailing blood all over his floor.Ā
Magnus Baneās older brother. Kai, that was his name.
chatoyerdemonisteĀ·:
āI thinkā¦ā
He lets the word trail out at the end, biting down on his bottom lip just to watch the way Alecās lashes drop when he follows the movement with his eyes.Ā āThat being patient will just make it more fun when the time comes.ā
There used to be a time that he would tease Alec for hours, just to see when heād snap. But a baby and a recalcitrant five year old had led to those moment being few and far between.Ā
That, and the world kept trying to end.Ā
Magnus laces their fingers and rests them on his shoulder, pulling Alec along behind him. No time like the present to start again.
āWhat do you say?ā
To say Alecās interest is immediate and very, very obvious would likely be the understatement of the year.
āI say letās take the long way back.ā
Itās been so long since theyāve had a chance to be playful. To take their time, and see how far they could push the other. They'd had to make room for the bedtime stories, games, and duties their children brought home with them.
He lets Magnus pull him out of the restaurant and out to the street, giddy and young in a way he hasnāt felt for a long time. Once outside, in the cool, spring air, and with the warmth of spiced meals and wine falling behind, the croons of Jazz music still leading the way, Alec pulls on Magnusā hand to lead him into a lazy twirl.
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He canāt breathe.Ā
Magnus is nearly doubled over on Alecās couch, face in his hands. But itās not enough to stop the moisture building in the corners of his eyes and catching at his lashes before they spill down his cheeks.Ā
He sits upright again, hands falling away, and all it takes is one quick look at Alec, the skin at the corner of his eyes crinkling before heās losing it again.Ā
Itās pushing one in the morning and Magnus is laughing so hard that he canāt breathe. He slumps back against the couch, wheezing with slowed laughter, but all it takes is a single thought of Klaus cheerfully breaking down some comically named sex act to their father before heās off again, whole body shaking with the force of his laughter.Ā
āHe told himā¦he told himā¦ā Give him a second here. Magnus is fresh off patrol and punch drunk with it, boots still flaked with dried ichor. It hadnāt been his smartest idea to show up here, but an idle mind and unchained feet found him at Alecās door.Ā
He doesnāt know why the warlock let him in. Or why he was awake at this hour with nothing better to do than listen to Magnusā dumb story about his beloved parabatai, but here they are.Ā
(Maybe, Magnus tells himself, maybe they could be friends. Maybe he could make it be enough for him. Maybe his heart wouldnāt break in two when he had to swear his life to another.)
Magnus wipes a tear from the corner of his eyes.Ā āHe told himĀ ādad, everyone knows what an eiffel tower is in the bedroom!āāĀ
chatoyerdemonisteā:
But pink is such a lovelyĀ color on Jace.
chatoyerdemoniste replied to your post: "Dad is that--is he trying to be stern? Is that...
Magnus is proud of his children
Magnus should stop encouraging these shenanigans
"Dad is that--is he trying to be stern? Is that Uncle Jace's stern face?" Rafe looks from his uncle to his Dad, not doing such a great job stopping his building laughter. "You look constipated, Uncle Jace."
He shouldnāt look. He shouldnāt, because he has a pretty good idea just what face Jace is making. Because, ever since they first got Max, and then Rafe, his parabatai has been accused of being too lenient with them.Ā
It led to him not being allowed to babysit without supervision, and to many indignant protests and promises that he canĀ be trusted with the children. And he canĀ be stern when he has to be. And he will proveĀ it.
Unfortunately for poor uncle Jace, his stern look is as far from the intended result as he could get. With arms akimbo, and a veryĀ serious scowl on his face, Alec knows exactly what heāll find if he looksā
He snorts.
Damn it.
It doesnāt help that the reason Rafe and Max got called into his office is that they changed their uncleās shampoo and conditioner.
If Jaceās stern face looked constipated before, the pink hair and glitter didnāt help matters.
Tagging: @chatoyerdemonisteā, feat. @feralmeritāās Jace
#so malec have sides of the bed and they both sleep on their boyfriendās side when the other isnāt there ĻoĻ
mine andĀ alecās train of thought
Tell me more about New Idris!Alec wanting to rip Lorenzo's ponytail off 8D
Alec knows Magnus is the High Warlock of Idris. He knows many warlocks bring their issues and disputes to his home for him to give the final say. He knows that means being on his best behavior when those warlocks makeĀ āpoliteā conversation about his property.
Property that includes the nephilim in his service.
āWell well, Magnus. Already with a new toy? Did you wear the last one out so quickly? Hopefully this one is made of sterner stuff.ā
But right now, all Alec can think of is that he wishes he had his arrows with him. Which means heāll have to content himself with the mental image of ripping the damn ponytail off the sleazy warlock currently trying to look down his nose at him.
Heās not meant to make eye contact. Heās supposed to keep his eyes down, or on the wall. If Magnus chose to, he could have Alec whipped for his impertinence. In fact, so could Lorenzo. He could claim offense to the High Warlock, and Magnus would have to at least pretend to consider it.
But Alec didnāt spend most of his life fighting in the Pit because he was a well behaved slave.Ā
And, while those sharp edges may have been hidden in the last few weeks, since Magnus bought him from the arena, theyāre far from gone. And Lorenzo Rey is getting closer to getting a taste of them by the second.
And if he didnāt know it would give Magnus trouble, Alec would bash his head against the Brazilian Ebony desk behind him.
Itās a nice desk, and he wouldnāt want to break it.