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Just keeping track of when I start my sourdough starter so I know what the hells going on. Just had to restart since mold began to grow around the rim 😭 and it had just started doubling after 7 days. But starting over today! Wish me luck. naming this one crumbs 🍀

#sourdough #sourdough starter #breadmaking #bread #baker

infused-with-lavender

love-ardour-anarchism

getting ready for the codependents anonymous meeting like “i gotta be the hottest and most fuckable person at the meeting for people trying to be less unhealthily dependent on being desired, wanted and needed”

teenyears100

You know it’s getting bad again when you’re back here and searching for what you used to. I hate myself

coffeeandthoughtspoetry

I hate seeing people from my past i thought you were in hell

lunavenusjupiter

why is it so easy to mistreat me ?

youwillleaveme

i feel like i’m not allowed to be happy. whenever i feel slightly content with my life i immediately get anxious, like i did something wrong.

echoesofsaturn

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

deeptrospection

creating-wholeness

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

If they didn't want you talking about it, maybe they shouldn't have done it.

unfiltereddddmess

I feel like I'm just pretending to be human everyday

chronicsymptomsyndrome

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

desultory-suggestions

It turns out that you can become the person you’ve always envisioned but you’ll still have the person you were before inside of you and you have to treat them with as much forgiveness and love as possible