when I went to chicago a couple weeks ago, i promised i would stop crying over something that makes me sad and start crying over something beautiful when i was facing lake michigan but tonight i was weak and broke down. ive never felt this alone before and all my friends wouldnt answer me and i just need to drink one more beer and smoke weed and pass out. do i even have any followers anymore?what the fuck is this site. its weird to think that when i spend time on tumblr, thats when i feel the most depressed. i need to get out of this state of mind. it will blow away by tomorrow porbably because i am happy and i love my life but i deserve to be sad sometimes right?yes, i get to cry and i just did and i drank three beers and that will get me drunk enough. i love you whom ever read this. and i feel like posting this will make me feel better cause its out there and it makes my feelings feel lilke they are real? right? alright alright alright.
















