Delia Luna 🌙 @luna-delia - Tumblr Blog

Offering help to someone who doesn’t know they need help is quite difficult. There’s a feeling of closure that you long for and don’t seem to grasp. I can only hope that my words are heard, that the support I can provide is enough. But someone who is broken may not know how to put the pieces back together. I don’t know how to put the pieces back together, we’re all so broken.

Delia Luna

I shuffled thru old memories today. Relived the good and the bad. I was feeling melancholic over the concept of time. I’ve learned a thing or two along the way. Lived and loved while making mistakes. Feeling time was always on my side but when I woke up today, I looked back at all that’s past and I missed the fun, the feeling of living in the moment, the loving that comes from young love. Uninhibited me was so much fun, uninhibited me was so free, uninhibited me feels so distant now. If I could only go back, I’d like to reach out and grab a hold of the living that comes with being young.

-Delia Luna

Do you remember that you used to hold my hand. I was your muse and the air that you breathed and you loved taking a deep breath out of me.

-Delia Luna

When we met I thought things could be easy. Right off the bat, the universe felt differently. I was running against the wind constantly. I should have paid attention, I should have listened. But now that I have found my way to happiness, now that I know what that’s like. to love myself above all else. now I can see you were a stepping stone in my life. I had to step on you to get as high as I’ve come.

-Delia Luna

Heart Tales

I so often go over old conversations had and relive the old memories in my mind. Constantly question the love that wasn’t meant to be, feeling the emotions once felt. The yearning for more, the yearning for less, the back and forth, the constant need to make a mess of things. The dance we danced, all the things that made us this way. That love was just not meant to be but it sure makes a great movie in my mind, playing over and over again, dancing and dancing away.

- Delia Luna

I had a bad moment last night, more like a bad night!! I let my insecurities take over and my happiness struggled to shine through. So there I was looking miserable and not being brave enough to be myself. I'm beating myself up for this moment of weakness but more so I'm beating myself up for letting it not only overcome me but in addition spill over my being onto someone else's I realized then my insecurities not only affected me but also others. I may not be confident at all times, it may be a struggle for me to build the courage to not give a shit, but I thought that was strictly on me and now I know. We cannot pretend like the actions we take do not grace others, we cannot pretend like we act alone. The very act of selfishness, involves being selfless. One cannot be without the other.

Delia Luna

I get the sense I am way in over my head.

Dear Me,

I’ve been meaning to write you…

I have been different, things have changed. I’m not as easy going as I used to be and my anxiety has overcome me. I used to be this carefree person that just went with the flow but lately I have been pushing against the waves. I can’t help but be different. Still, I want you to know that the core of me is still the same. I am still that person you considered alarmingly optimistic, I am still that free spirit. I have a yearning to spread my wings and fly but currently lack the energy to take off.

I’m not going anywhere, but here where I stand I can see I’ve already been where I have to be.

Put … I’ll stay put … to put it simply…

Going but not going nowhere

- Delia Luna

i lack the confidence to move past this weakness. there is no wind beneath my wings to fly. i lack the power within myself. it's hard to build yourself up when you feel such a heavy weight on your shoulders. but it's not impossible. a constant reminder. they're bringing me down because they can. they are brining me down only because somehow it lifts them up. here i am forever believing it will lift me up higher.

-delia luna

My sweet Sage Camila

Today, I held you in my arms and tried to comfort you.

I tried to calm your cries. I wanted to ease your discomfort.

I felt like giving in. Every passing second felt eternal but I remained.

You my sweet girl are already so independent, these are just growing pains.

I sway you back and forth and as you rest your head on my chest I remind you.

‘You are great, you’re on your way. Change is hard but we are okay, we’ve got this. I believe in you and in all your magic.’

Love,

Mama

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My sweetest Sage Camila,

We’re very lucky!

We’ve got a man in our lives who let’s us be the wind underneath his wings so that we can soar.

Your dad is amazing.

Love,

Mama

Sleepless in LOVE

My Sweet Sage Camila,

It’s 2am. I’m starring at your face and I can’t help it. I kiss you and whisper ‘you’re perfect’. I pull back I stroke your hair, I smile and kiss you once again. My precious sweet girl this moment will forever be our own.

Love,

Mama

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Sage Advice

My Sweet Sage,

When heartbreak overcomes you. Pick yourself up off of the floor and lift your head up with pride.

Though your heart may be hurting, though you may feel powerless you are not. The battles of the heart come around every now and then to teach us how we can love harder and stronger than before.

Think of this sadness as training for the big love that’s yet to arrive.

Love,

Mama

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Sage Advice

My Sweet Sage,

Remember only you have the power to peel your layers to reveal the heart of you. Some of us are just lucky to watch you do it.

Love,

Mama

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Sage Advice

Sweet Sage,