Hi! I am Luna! I am an early 30s sapphic transfem boymoder on the plural, non-binary, and aroace spectrums. I love to voice chat with my colorful Internet friends, make passable attempts at disciplined reasoning, and write funny little text posts on the webbed site. My DM's are very open, help me live up to my name and come chat with me!
Also I just so happen to be mega disabled due to my pretty strange CFS presentation, and just within the past three months at that. I'm still adjusting as you might imagine!! And until I get voice commands set up on my arch Linux, most of my hobbies are pretty much on hold… A lot of what I do now instead is focus on recovery, and learn to psychologically adapt to my present situation.
And of course I stare at the ceiling a lot and plot my contingencies. Of which there are many. A lot of shell scripts in the ~/bin folder if you will.
Still… I love to talk about food and cooking, and make a breezy small talk in general, and sometimes even cautiously dream of better days. I used to obsessively research my illness, only now I suppose I have to automate that process somewhat due to limited use of my arms. DIY treatments have given me a foot hold, and maybe we can even talk about that?? My model of my bodies dysfunction is pretty detailed, and has led me into relatively obscure knowledge about the vagus nerve and some other things too…
If I get well again I will of course travel all sorts of places and self publish erotic little retro games and visit various cute friends to cuddle and/or play with them. And maybe get back to watching some anime and listening to some mall soft and break core. Make some adventuresome Minecraft mod packs to share with my Friends. Learn to play tunes on the split keyboard I jury rigged into and isomorphic midi instrument. Normal girl stuff basically. My model of my illness does not remotely preclude these sorts of things happening someday, although I'm sure it will take time and patience and discipline and endurance.
Here I blog about said model, and also about CNA's and care homes and the bizarre events that occasionally punctuate my tedious bedbound life. And also make lots of references to diapers cause I'm sort of super duper obsessed and enthralled with them. Visit my lewd side blog for more of that if you want…
Oh and, just so you know, my situation is sort of terrible on just about every axis, and I am ruthlessly fighting to survive. If you want to help me out a little bit with that, consider supporting my GoFundMe, which is my sole source of income as an otherwise broke and pretty isolated girl who has to pursue specialists and purchase expensive medication's in hopes of treating her inflammatory vascular condition. You'll find my face there too, although it's not my favorite photo…
So anyways, now that you read all that… get in my DM's and ask me how my day is going!
