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Random astrological observations 1/?

a libra rising is known for giving heart fluttering compliments that will make the receiver remember it for a long time. they really are equipped with the rightful words to say something about someone. favorite ex energy. loves to spoil their loved ones. they pay for the bills. a night out with a libra rising is very fun even if you two are just talking in one spot.

an aquarius mars thrives in the corporate world, especially when given a position requiring independence, flexibility in work schedules, and working with the use of technology.

skateboarders have pisces in their personal planets especially in the moon, or their rising sign is aspecting neptune.

cancers are edgier than scorpios and capricorns.

a cancer moon conjuncting with saturn indicates someone who lived with their grandparents for a long time. if in the same element as your venus, you could inherit your grandparents' especially grandmother's jewelries, and clothing + other fashion items. also they may taught you how to cook at a young age. that's why if you're in a friendgroup you also tend to be the one who is cooking and looking out for everyone.

leo risings are susceptible of energy vampires due to them being ruled by the sun. people can be moths hanging around your flame/light. unevolved leo suns are most likely be the one to rely on others too much or seeks others' validation greatly, this is why they can also fear rejection and abandonment.

virgo/pisces, gemini/sagittarius are naturally born as master manifestors, but they can have troubles utilizing and finding out about this due to them either dreaming too hard but no work being done, or working too hard but having no definite goals.

#astrology #astrological observations #libra rising #leo sun #leo rising #cancer moon #cancer saturn #virgo #aquarius mars #pisces #gemini #sagittarius

far away.

#journal #12h moon #12h saturn #journal entry #quotes

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Happy valentines💘

The Saturnian experience (Capricorn/Aquarius) often comes with the feeling of the fear of being left behind, not because you’re incapable, but because you matured early and learned to hold yourself to strict standards. Even if we said that there are external influences that affect you, as you age, those expectations are not theirs anymore, it's yours.

You try to keep up with a timeline, forgetting that growth doesn’t always move in straight lines.

Delays can feel like failures, but they will never erase what you’ve lived or learned because your experiences still count, and they still keep up with you. More often than not, you’ll realize you’re actually the youngest in your field, carrying a depth that others learn much later.

The real lesson Saturn offers is not just perseverance, but allowing yourself: to live, to breathe, and to loosen rigid expectations.

#astrology #saturn #capricorn #aquarius #birth chart #spiritual journey

moon & saturn in cancer, 12th house.

a floating asteroid.

a whale in the deep.

the quiet ache of knowing yourself too much.

#astrology #spiritual journey #self #Spotify #12H moon #12H saturn

Every time someone new enters my life, I brace myself. I assume I’m being manipulated, that I’ll be discarded the moment they show even the slightest interest in someone else. That’s why I’ve come to recognize the avoidant in me—how quickly I shut down, how unmotivated I feel when people try to get close. I start to believe I’m just wasting my time, my energy, my heart. “I cannot love too much”, the declaration of my upbringing echoed in my mind. I always prioritized my self-preservation, I was convinced I can't be with someone that I don't need them.

Still, I can’t help but admire how my brain protects me. It builds walls in milliseconds, shields me before I even realize I’m hurting. And yet… I know I can be better. I want to be. It’s just hard to process it all alone.

People often say, “You’re so put together, I thought you had someone.”

And I just smile, maybe they think it was a compliment for me? On the outside, everything looks easy. But inside, I’m fighting battles no one sees, wondering if anyone will ever truly understand, or if they'll just judge me, or worse… leave like the rest.

And then I had this dream.

A moment I can’t fully put into words, where I realized I was worthy of love.

It was as if a blockage cleared, like light started flowing through every vein, every part of my body. I didn’t fight for it. I didn’t perform for it. I just surrendered.

I felt like a knight who finally laid down his armor. A hero realizing the villain was once someone he loved, and choosing not to strike. A man who finally regained his memories and remembered his name.

Can I even say this much? It felt like a curse was lifted.

Like I was no longer waiting to be abandoned, but finally ready to be seen.

And maybe, just maybe, that dream wasn’t fiction. It was my soul reminding me: I am not hard to love, I just forgot what it felt like to be safe.

#avoidant #jungian psychology #dreamworking #spiritual journey #healing #relationship trauma #shadow working

being an 8H dominant (now 21 years old) and repeating 1st year college—studying with 19 year olds who are in their 8H profection year is a very interesting experience.

themes of power dynamics, sexual intimacy, taboo, debts, and shared resources resurfaced.

i've always wanted to forget what happened at 19. but i have to navigate it all over again. this time it was a more gentle approach. as i would help them learn and give them guidance to what i have gone through. its like i'm healing with them.

a lot of the friends i've made emotionally suffered from changes at 19. i can see rebellion, determination to quit college, passion in earning money, religious guilt, sexual trauma, distorted perception of intimacy, extreme burnout, death, hypersexuality, debt, dysfunctional family, imbalanced romantic relationships, etc.

you could have seen what i was seeing. it all flashed before my eyes. what i do is definitely just do my thing. answer what is asked. giving the guidance. you kids have so much to go through. just keep pushing forward. 🥇

#8h placements #8H stellium #birth chart #astrology #annual profections

rebellion to wholeness: the journey of integrating the luciferian and christ paths.

when i worked with lucifer last year, an infernal. the pursuit of spiritual consciousness through the luciferian path was intense. this path emphasizes breaking away from the constraints of abrahamic faith, turning inward, questioning oppressive religious structures, and challenging the status quo. it forces deep introspection and radical thinking, pushing one to reclaim personal autonomy and truth.

however, i realized that i had been so focused on criticizing christianity that i lost sight of my own spiritual journey. that’s when lucifer led me somewhere unexpected -- the gnostic path. through this, i came to understand that christianity itself, or “christ,” was never the real opposition; rather, it was the way religious institutions distorted its essence that created oppression. as i learned about christianity beyond the lens of authoritarian control, i began to see yeshua not as a symbol of forced obedience, but as a spiritual guide, the complementary half to darkness, not as a blinding light, but as the gentle warmth of the sun.

yeshua, in his true essence, was a revolutionary figure. his path reflects the cycle of death and rebirth, the human experience of falling, reclaiming power, and rising again. his consciousness is one of surrender and love, not in a submissive sense, but in the way that allows transformation through acceptance and unity. in contrast, lucifer represents gaining consciousness through self-knowledge and rebellion, pushing the soul to break illusions and claim sovereignty.

i now understand that these two paths are not in opposition but rather two aspects of spiritual evolution. lucifer initiates awakening, while yeshua guides the soul toward wholeness. one strips down falsehoods, the other helps rebuild.

with this balance, i've gone beyond seeing things as just good or bad, and now understand that both forces are important in the pursuit of spiritual wisdom and truth.

#luciferian #gnosticism #spirituality #spiritual journey #yeshua #light and darkness

Plants are nature. Animals are nature.

When your beloved animal passes away, their spirit never truly leaves you. They become the trees that shield you from the harshest storms, the water that purifies and soothes your soul, and the wind that gently brushes your cheek on difficult days. They are the earth that nurtures the soil, providing the sustenance you need, and the fire that warms your heart when it feels cold. Their essence lives on in every element of the world, always surrounding you, always with you.

#nature #animal spirit #life cycle #death of a pet #spirituality

MERCURY RETROGRADE in VIRGO ♍ (August 5, 2024 to August 27, 2024)

mercury retrograde is up!

• be careful of online transactions and watch out for scams. prevent giving loans.

• transportation/travel issues (check weather, check if all your things are complete)

• spending money, is it a want or a need? 🤔

• nostalgia does not mean you would return back to that situation, it means that you are progressing and you have grew out of that situation, you need to move forward, look back just to reflect on your mistakes not to dwell on it.

• prevent sudden commitments and promises. choose to be practical!

• rest. take care of your health.

• since its a virgo mercury retrograde, always seek the truth, and clarity when it comes to communicating, not everyone is a mind reader to guess someone's thoughts.

how are you holding it up so far?

good! 💯

not so good! 🤮

Voting ended onAug 13, 2024

#astrology #mercury retrograde #astrology forecast #virgo mercury

butch and femininity.

once the soft divine feminine energy came in my body i swear i felt like i was insane especially i'm like i have always been masculine presenting butch lesbianit came to the point that it became toxic because i thought i always needed to be masculine. at first i was crying cause i'm struggling which energy to put out there, "i don't want to be taken advantaged of" that's the only thing running in my head. i was masculine for whole my life, protecting myself, and never got to tap into femininity because of living "in structure", i know then that my life is getting too fast. feminine energy is very important. it's what we all need. it detoxifies your soul, it removes any judgement you have or hate from yourself. everything is reflected inwardly. you will learn a lot of lesson because feminine energy gives you heightened intuition and empathy that you don't have to change how you look or present to express this energy. this is also the reason why men has a harder time to be spiritual, and if they tend to be one they would declare false ideas, or use it to control because masculine energy is turned outwards by means of influence, providing, etc. then i started venturing out more in the lesbian community, that we may don't know but presenting masculine as a lesbian has a lot to do with being feminine because you are overcoming compulsory femininity or breaking the norms on how to see what a woman is or what role we should take in the society, and i swear it validated and helped me a lot. "i was in the right path all along", i tell to myself. i was just... protecting femininity, i was never dismissing or trying to hide it, i was protecting it all along, i was nurturing it. how can i ever hate myself for that.

#lesbian #butch #divine feminine energy #spiritual journey #divine masculine

yeshua's (jesus) salvation plan is not to save us from sin and wait for us in heaven, and those who does not follow will burn in hell. that's a fallacy the church fathers imposed to scare people. as the function of religion in the past was to control a nation. yeshua -- his plan involves inspiring people to be awakened, and to be spiritually awakened, you must find peace (god) within yourself, that you must free yourself from this corrupted world. since the natural world is already hell. people should transcend their consciousness and break the cycle of karma by living according to their highest self. this is all individual and it does not require you to follow it. but he does warn you of the many challenges of life that may displace you from your path.

#gnosticism #yeshua #higher self #spiritual awakening #spiritual journey

yeshua's salvation plan.

i dont think jesus,yeshua died for our sins. what he did was he freed his body from the evil and corrupted world. to be one with god, one with god in a way that he's not returning as a god, its a metaphorical meaning that he will attain peace and harmony. his salvation plan is not to save us from sin. his plan is to save ourselves, not from our own sins but to save ourselves from this world, his salvation plan is individual. for those who wanted to attain eternal peace. he was never demanding about it nor threatened people, he just wanted to share his knowledge and inspire everyone about divine love. people needs to know that jesus was not only someone who is knowledgeable about divinity, but he also is a philosopher. the bible has been altered, and revised many times, it was changed to follow the church fathers' vision and mission of the church. not jesus' vision and mission (sadly).

#gnosticism #yeshua #spirituality

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Hello 👋🏽 I adore the way you write posts, could you please create one on Pluto Conjunct Ascendant, I truly appreciate it thank you🖤

Hiya! Aw thank you, i appreciate it!🖤🖤

pluto conjunct ascendant

This aspect is what i would name the intense reactions aspect. These are the people who garner attention for simply existing. Now considering the conjunction is the most potent aspect, they don’t always get positive reactions from people. People feel strongly about them and this can be confusing. They have a very intense energy about them and it evokes this sense of uprooting towards other people, basically people feel sort of analysed or exposed. They usually have a natural sex appeal. They either love or hate this. They are persuasive. They have a natural understanding of people, they know what makes people tick. When i post my ascendant theory post this will make more sense, but anyway these people are drawn to intense experiences. They don’t want shallow connections or shallow experiences, they want to feel the tangibility of intensity. They want it all. Now pluto conjunct asc also means pluto is opposite their descendant. If they’re perhaps avoiding too much intensity in their lives, it’s almost like fighting something beyond their control. They have seemed to attract, from early childhood, intense experiences and people. Honestly, power struggles could have been a theme in childhood among other things i won’t mention. If not this, then they could experience power struggles in romantic relationships or friendships. They can feel like they are trying to establish their individuality within the constraints of power struggles. It’s a recurring theme. They can attract overly possessive individuals or people who want to sort of own them in an obscure way. They are resilient and because of this they seem to have to climb bigger obstacles than other people. But they always keep pushing. They’re fighters. They are like onions. No i’m not going to quote shrek😭. But their exterior can give off a potent magnetism or a hard shell. When you peel those layers oof let me tell you. These people are so interesting to me. These are the people who usually have a hobby you wouldn’t expect. They are researchers, detectives. Please don’t bother lying to them. They can spot it so easily. They usually have some sort of intensity within their appearance. They can be drawn to topics regarding human function, such as psychology.

They like to learn. They’re obsessive when something interests them because they like to have a deep understanding of people and things. They can easily get lost in their thoughts. You’ll catch them staring in the distance thinking about their latest interest. They like to people watch, they like to stare. They can sometimes feel left behind within their own existence, like they’re waiting for the big moment where they find their place. They sometimes struggle to fit in because they matured from a young age and they always have seemed to have a more advanced or perhaps intense perspective. While other people take face value, they peel the face and look underneath. They usually have a moral system they stick to, not religious per say, but definitely beliefs of some sort. These people can easily explore the occult, they find it interesting. I think this is because the occult explores the complexities of existence, and the border beyond black and white, tiptoeing more to the grey. You already know i need to mention this. Their eyes. Their eyes are so intense, almost like they can severe your facade. Their stare makes people squirm. I don’t know how to explain it exactly, but these people have this sort of magnetism about them. It’s like bees to honey. I can’t really resist it. And let’s face it, these people can’t be ignored. When they harness their intensity and their differences, they can make a big impact and make a big difference. Once they exit survival mode and focus on how they can navigate their unique traits, they can bulldoze their way to success. These people are intelligent, deep beyond simple reiteration, understanding, resilient and observant. They are what is necessary in society to encourage perseverance and to actually believe in change. They can influence people so easily. We need pluto conjunct ascendant people to show us it’s possible to have such multi faceted capabilities even when struggling against adversity.