The Hedonistic Alternative

This blog has been continued elsewhere, at a place you can find via my main. Feel free to take a look around though!

[lunapillowtalks]

main blog is at lunachats.tumblr.com! this is my verrryy new sideblog specifically for kink & erotic content. i post that stuff on main too, but more selectively, so as to avoid chasing adored mutuals away, esp. with some of the weirder things i'm into (e.g., diapers). naturally this blog is intended for adult audiences! some tags i'm already using or plan to use eventually, for both browsing and blacklisting purposes: #ab/dl (diapers and infantilism, for the uninitiated!), #incest, #collar, #panties. tags may change while i experiment with my tagging system! i will update this post when i consider them stable.

more about me & what i'm into: i'm a transfem sapphic gray-asexual... sub? switch? something like that! i've only ever done a few in-person play sessions so it's hard to say for sure where i'd shake out on the D/s spectrum. mostly i express my desires by talking about kink with interested friends and text RP partners, along with writing/drawing things that i personally enjoy. my biggest fixation is probably diapers, but i also really love humiliation, pet-play, ownership, infantilism, dubious consent, gentle domination... i really could write paragraphs about what i'm into & how i'm into it, but we'll leave it there for now!

if you want to find out more about me you can also check my main blog.~

[threedollarsdotcom]

theres no more jobs anymore. no place is hiring! theyve ended jobs forever and now we only have to play toys and draw

[lunapillowtalks]

migrating urls!

i did like the ask anon, ty for sending it!! unforch this is all my inbox lets me see so if you did want to say more you may have to send it to @perfectly-innocent-sideblog instead, since that blog doesn't have the weird permissions issue.

i think i'll be migrating there starting now, & possibly re-running some posts so they're archived! and i'll also be crossing my fingers i don't lose anon & tagging rights again in like another week.~

[lunapillowtalks]

uh. belatedly opens the askbox over there too...

[lunapillowtalks]

migrating urls!

i did like the ask anon, ty for sending it!! unforch this is all my inbox lets me see so if you did want to say more you may have to send it to @perfectly-innocent-sideblog instead, since that blog doesn't have the weird permissions issue.

i think i'll be migrating there starting now, & possibly re-running some posts so they're archived! and i'll also be crossing my fingers i don't lose anon & tagging rights again in like another week.~

[kristina100000]

you are the prettiest girl ever.. buttt i think you should start your life over:) yessss from the very beginning

[cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga]

[dummy-dot-exe]

Uzaki Tsuki by Free Style /fevercell@yohan1754

[mama-waterlily]

it should be socially acceptable to have a paci while you're at work

[shanks]

Diana Naitari

[avakkins-alter]

1人1匹までだにゃん♪ | わにたろー。

[lunapillowtalks]

geeenuinely keep expecting to post the kink stuff to the wrong blog by accident

[perfectly-innocent-sideblog]

honestly diaperblogging is almost too good of an outlet. id say i need to be careful i dont spend all my enthusiasm on diaperblogging and then not work on my little personal projects. but! on the other hand, perhaps more ways to love will make the heart swell to hold its affection...

[perfectly-innocent-sideblog]

personally i reaally love diaper changes that are written in a drawn-out way. like you can spend a good number of paragraphs describing all the cute little steps! there's that rush of vulnerability when the tabs are pulled open, the feeling of the cool air, the exposure of it...! then wipes to make the changee feel better (and clean her up obvi), and then probably ointment, or powder, or baby oil, or even patroleum jelly. there's scents and sensations, but the intimate touch & skin contact are also a really good thing to highlight, as hands wander and probe to get that stuff everywhere it needs to be.~

and the fresh diaper ofc!! the sounds of tapes tearing as it's opened up, that's a fun detail to mention & it's definitely the kind of thing that can make her feel small & embarrassed.~ but depending on how dirty she was before the wipes, the cushy dry interior is probably a welcome sensation against her skin. after that there's nothing left to do but tape up nice and snug, and spend a little or a lot too long fiddling with the leak guards, testing the waist, adjusting a tape or two, to make sure it fits juuust right.~ and then some post-change cuddling, perhaps.~

[avakkins-alter]

ヘルム🩵 | メラリン

[evilnadianova]

this ones dedicated to the anon who asked why dont i put cat girls in my visual novels

[lunapillowtalks]

screenshotting the kink meme ask bc tumblr won't let me answer lunapillowtalks asks directly oops...

anyways potty dancing is pretty cute! i love desperation in general, it's a really erotic thing to include in a scene or story! and obviously bathroom desperation in particular meshes well (& is greatly enhanced by) other things that i like. an illustrated scenario i recently saw (but can't link atm) very much comes to mind: needing your caregiver to unlock your panties and pull down your diapers before you can sit down on the toilet. meanwhile you squirm and try not to leak...

i think overall the appeal is more about the desperate bathroom situation & the kinda emotionally charged struggle against your body due to that, as opposed the specific manifestation that is potty dancing! but y'know, the two go hand in hand pretty well. so for my verdict, let's round up slightly and go with...

No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know

[lunapillowtalks]

thinking again abt that drawing of a lamia forcefully constricting a warrior girl (that she presumably defeated) super hard and like subtly & delicately squeezing her hand while looking sorta exasperated. admittedly just describing it like this is kind of a turn on & its unusual for me to feel this way abt a random drawing even if its art of my preferred fetish (which this isn't! unless...?)

[lunapillowtalks]

staring at the lamias face & pose like hmm. are you gonna awaken something in me?

[lunapillowtalks]

oh thats funny. i was grabbing the source url off the pixiv page and it's rated 18+ & login walled. so maybe it rly is fetish art...

[lunapillowtalks]

there's probably something i could say about this having a bunch of elements of things i've found erotic in tandem with certain other fetishes of mine. puts more under a cut since im already kinda dash spamming my followers w this.

like, there does really seem to be some type of affectionate dynamic here. (recurring rivals maybe? probably not the first time's she's been beaten…) + there's a tonnn of skin-to-skin contact, i mean this is basically a forceful embrace and i do love cuddles. then there's the juicy emotional contrast here between the warrior girl who's clearly struggling, and the lamia girl who is simultaneously affectionate but also looking a bit dismissive. she doesn't mind too much that warrior girl would rather be somewhere else, or at the very least, that she seems to be struggling there.~ plus the not-a-big-deal expression on the lamia's face does bring a sort of levity to this, which is exactly the kind of thing i enjoy in any erotic piece featuring some type of dubious consent. it really adds to the cuteness! and it makes me more willing to believe the other girl'll probably be fine after she's let go, which helps me connect with this better.

plus there's subtlety in the form of that finger-touch, and that also makes this situation a whole lot cuter. i think it works better for me than if she wasn't touching her hand at all, as well as if she was outright squeezing her hand, but it's difficult to articulate why. perhaps it's the extra ambiguity (squeezing her hand would be totally gay) or the incidental nature of the gesture. i guess if im gonna let my mind go wild with it, it sorta has me imagining a dynamic where lamia girl feels some affection for warrior girl but it's also not something that is overtly acknowledged between them, or maybe something she even (fully) admits to herself. which of course adds like… tension, which you could call sexual or romantic, or in my view simply intimate. it makes you want them to get together, you know?? get them cuddling for real or doing other cute things! and i thiiiink that feeling also plays into the eroticism of the piece for me. dunno tho maybe ill add more here later,,,,