Jane forces her eyes to focus on her hands. Her hands: where her nails extend coated in a sheet of pinkish-gloss which makes her want to do nothing more but bite until the rounded corners are dull and bloody. Her hands: which, for a brief moment, brushed Liliya Rozanova's in a hotel gym and made Jane feel a tightness in her stomach which she didn't think was possible and which she cannot forget. A tightness which followed, and follows, her around like a haunting.
Liliya Rozanova: who beat Jane to the podium by a single tenth of a point at the Prix final and made her sick with shame, who stared Jane down in the shower as she rubbed soap over her own chest and thighs with an expression of played-up pleasure and desire, who had spent the better part of the day with Jane re-running choreographed jumps and spins for the sake of a stupid ad campaign neither of them cared about until their cheeks hurt from laughter. Liliya Rozanova: the antithesis to Jane, the bad girl seductress, who is going to knock on Jane's door later tonight.
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or: a study of jane hollander, liliya rozanova, and jane & liliya featuring complicated relationships to womanhood, figure skating, and lust which blooms into something more.
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Wearing a shirt that says “i heart when media is good but contains flaws so that i can exercise my creative ability to understand what i dislike about something i like”
in some versions of slavic werewolf mythology, werewolves are born when a woman is impregnated by a wolf, an act of violence itself. the werewolf, then, is a monstrous amalgamation which is almost human but isn't by virtue of the father, despite the mother
the father is a creature of violence, and so is the child, but the child is also possessed of a heart and a soul, as is its mother, even as it is cursed to be a monster
also because werewolf stories are very much stories about masculinity, about the fear of an Other who is deeply repressed until their aggression, particularly sexual aggression, is revealed as the true self.
a werewolf can try to be human, and can almost succeed, but will always always become the monster when the moon is full, revealing his hand of mindless rage and desire which is meant to be feared and not lauded as a perversion of what masculinity is supposed to be
so werewolves are about patriarchal violence, and werewolves are also about queerness, and werewolves are also about isolation and loneliness. so werewolves are about ilya rozanov
in some versions of slavic werewolf mythology, werewolves are born when a woman is impregnated by a wolf, an act of violence itself. the werewolf, then, is a monstrous amalgamation which is almost human but isn't by virtue of the father, despite the mother
the father is a creature of violence, and so is the child, but the child is also possessed of a heart and a soul, as is its mother, even as it is cursed to be a monster
Hi! Thank you so much to everyone who particpated in hollanova week! I'm so blown away by all the works everyone has created!! Here's a round up of all 27 of the fics posted for this event! Masterpost for art and other submissions coming soon :)
you can also find and filter most of these fics in the ao3 collection
the music we make is unnatural (but it sounds just like falling in love) by thirdtentacle / @oiimoi (E, 6.7k) - Jane Hollander wants to be Lilya Rozanov's boy
madonna - whore complex by lunarsols / @lunarsols (E, 70.7k) - a study of jane hollander, liliya rozanova, and jane & liliya featuring complicated relationships to womanhood, figure skating, and lust which blooms into something more.
rabbit ear fold by probablylily / @probablily (E, 2.3k) - Lilya picks Jane up with a motorcycle. There's no way Jane's riding on that thing.
Pretty Winner by CloudPatch / @cloudpatch (E, 1.4k) - Shane and Ilya play a game
Fun with Dicking Jane by IlyaRizzanov / @ilyarizzanov (E, 1.4k) - A short afternoon with Jane and Lily.
plush interior by spacemancharisma / @spacemangayhockey (E, 1.8k) - Lilya has such a pretty toy. Canadian manufacturing, original model, easily customizable to her preferences...
just me and you by miss_minnelli / @miss-minnelli (T, 494) - Shane and Ilya, in bed at the cottage, discuss why Ilya goes by 'Ilya' and not her given name, 'Tsetsilya.' Featuring Shane waxing poetic about Ilya's tits and Ilya getting sappy.
Stay Down by SparkingBrakelights / @liminalgayhorror (E, 17.1k) - Jane Hollander is the best hockey player in the PWLH and the perfect, feminine, straight, good girl of the league. Unfortunately Jane is not real, and the more time Shane spends around Liliya Rozanova, the harder it is to pretend she is.
i'll give you love (i'll hit you like a truck) by butnotkiss / @tothecottage (E, 3.1k) - Lilya towers above her, all wet and intimidating. Jane swallows roughly, watching as she props a leg on the bench in front of her. / “What— what do you want me to do?” / “Are you being serious, Hollander?” Lilya has her hands on her hips, eyebrows raised. “Eat my pussy.”
i got a taste (of the glamorous life) by dulce_chisme / @ninis-dollhouse (E, 4k) - Four out of ten awards, in one night. Shane is on cloud nine. / “Little miss ‘big dick energy’,” Lilya whispers, leaning in close to Shane. “Can't wait to fuck you later.” / “Oh, I’ll show you a big fucking dick when we get home,” Shane slurs. Okay, maybe she’s a lot drunk. “Gonna strap you into the fucking mattress.”
nobody's wanted somebody more by livelyvague / @shnehollander (E, 3.2k) - hollanova wet and messy fucking
watcher by naturalprey / @naturalpr3y (E, 2.2k) - Rozanov didn't look like any of the girls on her team. She didn’t look like any girl Jane had ever seen before.
get under my skin, get under my clothes by rosesandcinnamon /@butnotlike-iloveyou (M, 1.4k) - Five feminine outfits Liliya Rozanova sees Jane Hollander wear, plus two masculine outfits.
pandora's box by flowerylanguage / @hearteyeshollander (E, 2.3k) - They're sharing a room. And a bed. There's so many ways this could go wrong.
No One Else In This World by CloudPatch /@cloudpatch (E, 2K) - wtf you find out your fwb has another same-sex fwb and loose your mind (just a little) about it
hollanova ballet au by @ellisonwongparty (T, 1k)
History will call them rivals by Dory_thewritingfish / @dorythewritingfish (M, 1.1k) - Jane and Lily are on their honeymoon trip in europe when they stumble across a painting. The painting shows the Princesses Janet Dutch and Lillian Rozanova. Janet and Lillian were hidden lovers a long time ago. History remembers them as rivals. Only this painting exists of them.
hollanova sexting ficlet by @tearsofshane (E, 600)
How Did He Touch You? by shanehollanderr / @shanehollanderr (E, 5.3k) - Jane and Lily. Fem4fem. Figure skaters. Some jealousy. Smut. etc.
Jane Hollander by bethindistress / @bethness-the-greatness (M, 1.6k) - A peek into Jane and Lilya's journey together over the years
My Stars, my Girl by Dory_thewritingfish / @dorythewritingfish (M, 4.1k) - After her fathers death, Lily decides to end the pretending of being as feminine as she is presenting. After Svetlana helps her get rid of that lie, Lily hopes that Jane takes her. Jane does, of course she does. The night before their next Game, Lily stands at Jane's doorstep, and Jane asks the question. And Yuna learns that her daugther is a lesbain and who the girlfriend is, this time though Jane has the control.
maybe you would have been something i would be good at by toffeelemon / @toffeelemon (E, 14.6k) - 1410 but Lily and Jane are figure skaters
a girl to hold in my arms by shanesrightskate / @shanesleftskate (E, 1.8k) - She's sitting on the bench, waiting to hop over the boards when a half-naked Lilya Rozanov falls into her lap.
With Your Lips On It by CloudPatch / @cloudpatch (E, 1.6k) - happy suck him her off Sunday everyone!
dog-house (you better bark like you want it!) by lunarsols / @lunarsols (E, 9.6k) - liliya bites off more than she can chew, and miss hollander puts her in her place
hockey wives hollanova relationship reveal ficlet by @toffeelemon (800 words)
hockey player jane and figure skater liliya ficlet by @toffeelemon (200 words)
dog-house (you better bark like you want it!) by lunarsols
rated e | 9595 words | inspired by @anyabarnes
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Liliya whimpers, just a little bit, so quiet she prays Jane can’t hear it, but loud enough that she knows she does. Jane’s fingers loosen in her hair as her mouth ticks up in a smirk, and her posture straightens just a little bit more with confidence that tells Liliya she is already pathetic.
“Please, Miss Hollander,” Liliya pleads, already feeling herself sink below the waves of desire. She's watched Jane ride this current so many times, watched Jane float away and leave behind a version of herself gauzy and needy, but never until now has Liliya fully understood the feeling. Now, she understands it perfectly. Her thoughts move as if through syrup, the only clear sensations being the heat beneath her skin where Jane—where Miss Hollander—touches her.
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or: liliya bites off more than she can chew, and miss hollander puts her in her place <3 happy late @hollanovaweek
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( Day 7 of @hollanovaweek . Prompt: Alternate Universe )
mainly inspired by @lunarsols ' fic madonna-whore complex which you should ABSOLUTELY read!!
ao3 link of this drawing over here. And a few sob words under the cut.
Thanks a lot for all the support, likes, reblogs and interactions! I poured a lot of time and love into all these pieces and i hope it showed. I have a couple of drawings that I may or may not post as 'extra' submissions for the week, or maybe I leave them for a regular post. Regardless of that, it means a lot to me that a lot of people looked at my silly drawings and took their time to reblog, leave comments or even just liking them. I hope my drawings made your day slightly better via ogling at the main characters from the gay hockey show as lesbians and that you're ready for more art coming your way because I'm hyperfixated and with free time sooo yeahh, see you around!
listen i am a feminist and think that the mrs/miss distinction when compared to mr is fucked up and evil HOWEVER. the sexy porn potential is kind of crazy. yes this is about jane hollander
working on a fic to this effect, but liliya doing something to piss jane off, so the next time they fuck she makes liliya call her 'miss hollander' even though they're married <3
Jane forces her eyes to focus on her hands. Her hands: where her nails extend coated in a sheet of pinkish-gloss which makes her want to do nothing more but bite until the rounded corners are dull and bloody. Her hands: which, for a brief moment, brushed Liliya Rozanova's in a hotel gym and made Jane feel a tightness in her stomach which she didn't think was possible and which she cannot forget. A tightness which followed, and follows, her around like a haunting.
Liliya Rozanova: who beat Jane to the podium by a single tenth of a point at the Prix final and made her sick with shame, who stared Jane down in the shower as she rubbed soap over her own chest and thighs with an expression of played-up pleasure and desire, who had spent the better part of the day with Jane re-running choreographed jumps and spins for the sake of a stupid ad campaign neither of them cared about until their cheeks hurt from laughter. Liliya Rozanova: the antithesis to Jane, the bad girl seductress, who is going to knock on Jane's door later tonight.
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or: a study of jane hollander, liliya rozanova, and jane & liliya featuring complicated relationships to womanhood, figure skating, and lust which blooms into something more.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
i had the most humiliating experience of my lesbian breakup earlier bc we were watching high school music 2 and i genuinely almost cried over go my own way. guy who is doing okay except for when he isnt