obsessed with city lights

[lurasposts]

the concept of watching Pretty Woman (1990) thinking of CasDean and WangXian as Vivian and Edward

[lurasposts]

it's honestly kinda crazy how you're 3 pills away from debilitating anxiety. like wdym if you took these pills everyday for months the voices that's been plagueing you since birth dissappear just like that? this is sorcery.

blocking dopamine receptors this, blocking serotonin receptors that, still curious how these brain chemicals thingy works. how could the voices just get quiet bc of these and why did they exist in the first place and why most people don't have them but some people struggle bc of them.

[lurasposts]

it's been 4 years (I read lotcf in 2021 February) since I read that webnovel and while I've forgotten almost everything about it outside of the main outline of the plot, one thing about Cale that stuck with me forever is how he's an atheist but still respects religious rituals, oath, and ancient sayings or objects. And he's also being respectful about all of it despite always saying he believes in none of those. (projecting time lmfaoo) This particular trait of his resonates with me bc I also lost my faith years ago in 2019, but I still respect my family's beliefs and things that they considered "holy" and treated those objects accordingly.

I still believe in karma so. yeah anyways, I think it's nice of Cale to respect all of that (most likely because he's aware of the consequences and know that the bindings are real but still.)

[meltygetswifi]

not to be a dirty commie or anything but i don't think any one person should have enough money to solve world hunger and then get to decide not to

[lurasposts]

Evelyn seeing Sung Hyeonje being dragged around like a loyal dog by Han Yoojin is like Mingyu watching his boss, Lee Sayoung, getting dragged around by Cha EuiJae lol

[botanical-garden-system-deactiv]

ADHD is so debilitating and it isn’t talked about enough. Imagine your body doesn’t produce enough of the most essential neurotransmitter. You are constantly seeking this neurotransmitter through any way possible, and it’s why you get addicted to doing things or focusing so heavily on something you forget to meet every single basic need.

You sit there and question what the fuck is wrong with you because it was so easy to study yet you just didn’t do it. It was so easy to do the things you stopped doing but you literally can’t do them.

Like wtf do you fucking mean I was born with a chemical imbalance that makes me incapable of getting up??? Wtf do you mean I have to take stimulants to counteract crippling ADHD symptoms, and then those stimulants actually just make me like everyone else????

Dude. What the fuck.

[saltedcaramelchaos]

Fun game: “is this an aroace thing or is this a neurodivergent thing”

[rhynee]

people who dont experience it cannot comprehend how awful executive dysfunction is. I WANT to do the task, i have the resources TO do the task, i will feel better having DONE the task

but i cant fucking do the task

[tenderwatches]

sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

[hotpinkmurex]

Ruminate. I like that.

[lurasposts]

just got my psychiatric meds restocked and while they don't magically solved all my problems, I guess some people who have no faith in religion ought to have faith in something else in this world to at least holding out a little bit of sanity

[thememedaddy]

[lurasposts]

wish people would explore Dean's anger issues more in fanfics. I think it's interesting when Dean is showed to be selfless, protective of his family, helping everyone around him whenever he could. But when he's in trouble and someone tried to offer him a hand he'd just.. get mad. swat away the hand, getting all suspicious, not trusting that anyone would help him without wanting something in return. Or how he felt like he should be able to fix everything by himself or he'd fail as a person or something. Someone helping him would feel patronizing. He got angry as a defense mechanism, or simply because he finally had an output to lash out on someone who tried to get him out of the self hatred cycle. I want to see an Angry Dean.

[lurasposts]

losing the plot as I continue to rot at home.

[lurasposts]

pre-reg hjyj

[lurasposts]

"but you were never broken, Viktor."

"still beautiful, still Dean Winchester."

[strngedve]

Cas: I’ve been reading a lot of murder mysteries lately

Dean, trying to impress him: I’ve been a suspect in like twenty murders

[freyadragonlord]

I found this meme chart and I SawTM them.