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"I miss you."
Frank Castle x You
Summary: Lately, you've been missing Frank...
Warnings: Fluff, bedtime, Cute!Frank Castle x You, Soft!Frank x You.
Word count: 1.8k
A little note: This is my very first oneshot, so I'd really appreciate hearing your thoughts! Thank you so much, and I hope you enjoy reading!
Lately, you've been feeling a little... pushed aside.
It's not that Frank stopped loving you. He still gave you all the love in the world. It's just that he's been coming home later than usual, and more often than not you'd find yourself asleep on the couch with some random late-night show playing in the background.
Every night he'd quietly slip into the apartment, trying his best not to wake you.
"Sweetheart, I've told you already. Go to bed. It's late, and you've got work in the morning."
But you never listened.
How could you?
Sleeping without Frank felt empty. You missed falling asleep in his arms, the way he'd absentmindedly play with your hair while breathing in the scent of your shampoo. Lately... he was just too tired.
Tonight wasn't any different. You promised yourself you wouldn't fall asleep, but by eleven your eyes were already closing.
The apartment door clicked open.
Frank smiled the second he saw you curled up on the couch.
His stubborn girl.
He quietly washed the blood and dirt from his hands before kneeling beside you, pressing a soft kiss against your forehead.
"Frankie...?" you mumbled.
"Hey, sweetheart."
You immediately reached for him, only for him to take a small step back.
"You know the rules, young lady."
You sighed.
Frank refused to touch you before showering after a mission. He'd always say he didn't want to bring that part of his life anywhere near you.
You waited for him in bed.
A few minutes later he walked into the bedroom wearing nothing but a towel around his waist, damp hair falling over his forehead. He crouched beside the bed.
"What's wrong, sweetheart?"
"Nothing."
His thumb brushed softly over your cheek.
"There's no such thing as 'nothing' with me, sweetheart." His lips curled into a knowing smile. "Either you tell me what's bothering you..."
He crossed his arms, pretending to think for a moment.
"...or no foot massages for an entire week."
You gasped dramatically.
"Frank!"
He couldn't help but chuckle.
The threat was cruel, and he knew it.
You spent eight hours a day walking around the office in heels, and by the time you got home your feet were always aching. It had quietly become part of your nightly routine; you'd curl up beside him on the couch, resting your legs across his lap while he carefully rubbed your sore feet with slow, patient hands. Sometimes he'd even warm a towel first, wrapping it around your feet before massaging them because he insisted it helped.
He never skipped a night.
Not once.
It was one of those little things he did without you ever having to ask.
You let out an exaggerated sigh before looking up at him.
"Frankie..."
"Hm?"
"I miss you."
The teasing smile disappeared from his face almost instantly.
"You always come home so late..." you admitted quietly. "And when you do, you barely stay awake with me anymore."
Your fingers absentmindedly played with the sleeve of your pajama shirt.
"You don't play with my hair..."
"We don't stay up talking about random things anymore..."
"You just... lie down and fall asleep."
Frank's heart sank.
He hadn't realized.
He thought coming home every night was enough.
He hadn't noticed that somewhere along the way, he'd stopped being present.
Without saying another word, he climbed onto the bed beside you and slipped an arm around your waist, gently pulling you onto his lap as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
"Sweetheart..." he murmured, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I thought..." you whispered, avoiding his eyes. "...I thought you'd think I was being dramatic."
He frowned.
His fingers gently lifted your chin until you were looking at him again.
"Hey."
A soft kiss landed on the corner of your mouth.
"Don't ever decide for me what's silly and what isn't."
Another kiss.
"If it's important to you..."
His forehead rested against yours.
"Then it's important to me."
He smiled, the kind of smile only you ever got to see.
"Now..."
His hand slid up your back in slow, comforting circles.
"What does my girl want tonight?"
A tiny smile tugged at your lips.
"Play with my hair."
"That's it?" he teased. "I thought there'd be a whole list."
You laughed quietly.
"Hair first."
"Then maybe tell me about that documentary you've been pretending to watch every night while waiting for me."
You rolled your eyes.
"I wasn't watching it."
"I know." He grinned. "You were waiting for me."
He settled beneath the blankets, pulling you against his bare chest.
Almost instinctively, his fingers disappeared into your hair, scratching lightly at your scalp in that familiar way that always made your entire body melt.
"Like this?" he whispered.
You answered with nothing more than a sleepy hum, burying your face in the warm curve of his neck.
Frank smiled to himself.
"There's my girl."
He kissed your forehead one last time.
"I love you, sweetheart."
His fingers never stopped moving through your hair.
"Sleep now. I've got you."
Make It Stick
Husband!Frank Castle x Wife!Reader
Summary: Your first morning as the Castiglione’s starts with sex and ends with something new.
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Warnings: explicit, graphic smut — MDNI, 18+ ONLY. cunnilingus (whatever that is), piv, breeding kink, reader tops but that don’t mean Frank ain’t soft dom, breeding kink ummm consequences, pron wit some plot, Frank calls reader "little" but I use this as reader being soft, not in actual size.
w/c: 6851
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Frank sleeps like a marine is trained to: stone still, without a sound, and alert at the drop of a pin.
So when the paths of early morning sun spill through the sheer curtains of your bedroom and into your eyes for a gentle rousing to the day, you make no sound, no movement, other than fluttering your lashes open.
It’s as though the world’s softly coaxing you to this rare moment— one where you wake up before Frank.
The heavy knit blankets trap in heat from his bare body molded flush behind you, still trying to complete himself through you.
You must’ve fucked him to remission last night because he sleeps. A deep sleep slows his breathing, shoulders unraveled from their usual tension, a heavy arm draped over your body to keep you there. A natural, placid cadence to his body. The gradual rise of his chest with an inhale, white lace bedspread expanding with it.
The easy, prolonged deflation of an exhale. Your husband, finally—finally—at peace.
He’s heavy in the morning. Heavy limbed. Sleep-warmed. Heavy cock jutting against your ass.
You grin to yourself, sleepy victory. Your thighs squeeze together all over again, thinking about last night. I’m the luckiest woman alive, you think, your naked body snug against cotton sheets and the bulk of muscle behind you.
Still new on your finger, on the pillow beside your head, the morning light catches on your wedding ring.
Today begins the very first day as husband and wife…
Today… the start of a new forever.
Today… feels like The Punisher has finished, and Frank Castle can rest. Grow old with you. Learn to enjoy life. Take things one day at a time and unclench his fists, put down the gun.
Yeah…
Today will be different.
Today is everything—the start of something new.
As Frank sleeps, your eyes track your shared bedroom with a new perspective. Since when does everything look so… soft? Like a hole punched out of heaven and transplanted into your life. Your bedroom… it’s a place of patience where love can only grow, nurtured by the placidity of those who inhabit it. Mahogany wood, delicate sheets. Frank’s teased you relentlessly about the grandma decorations, but the rustic quality now shapes both of your lives.
White wedding gown in a lacy heap on the plush carpet, where, last night, Frank knelt before you as he shed it from you like you’re holy instead of human.
Books on the nightstand, a vase of fresh wildflowers that served as your wedding bouquet yesterday. A framed photo of you two, and a second of Maria and the kids beside it. Gone, never forgotten. You don’t want them to be forgotten or put away. So they have a place on the nightstand, right by you and Frank.
And above you… your eyes strain to lift to the wall, glancing at the photo there too. A pond landscape. Ornate details preserved in paint from decades ago. One of your favorites, the artist of no importance other than the serene grounding you feel looking at it.
In the stillness of morning, you decide to try your luck. How much can you get away with before your husband wakes? And what better way to wake than under your touch, being worshipped and appreciated and rewarded?
You arch your ass back, pushing against his dick. A movement easily disguised as shifting in your sleep.
A grunted breath pushes from his nose. An instinctual press of his hips forward, into the plush of you again. Chasing you, your body, even in sleep.
You bite your bottom lip to contain your grin. And for good measure… you do it again. A soft grind. Another sleep-conflicted breath from Frank. Another push of his erection flat against your ass cheek.
Cause and effect.
You move, he moves.
You tease, he seeks.
Somewhere during your experimental touching, Frank’s breathing shifts. The sound ceases. A reflective flex of his muscles as his eyes open. An intentional relaxing as he registers his surroundings.
Frank sleeps like a marine is trained to.
He wakes like it, all the same: muted sound, bracing for trouble, cataloging the world around him.
When there’s no war to be had, no danger to be found, his body slackens. Does some experimenting of his own as his arm curls in, tightens, hand spanning over your bare stomach.
You feel all of it behind you. Frank waking, remembering yesterday, two seconds into consciousness and he’s making his existence about you.
“Good morning, Mr. Castiglione,” you whisper, sleep hoarse and sweetly innocent, cheeks stifling your grin.
“Mornin’, Mrs. Castiglione,” he rumbles in a groggy breath, halfway distracted, probably wondering if what he felt was a dream.
In all honesty… Frank doesn’t hate it. His true last name. You don’t either. It’s something no other woman besides his mom has ever had. It’s his, and he’s giving all of it to you.
“How long you been up, hm?” he asks, thumb making wide arcs along your rib, just barely skimming the underside of your breast.
“Not too long,” you mumble your musing, exposing yourself as you not so innocently push into his hard-on again.
Grunting, Frank catches your hip with the hand from your tum. “Playin’ games, sweetheart?”
“Only ones I intend to finish.” You turn under his arm, face him.
Sleep heavy lines pull his face, but the light of a new day—a brand new day—deepens his complexion, those ever-assessing dark eyes. Makes him… a different man. A softer one. Someone who chose to leave his war and make a home with you instead. Still looking at you with raised brows nonetheless, a playful inquiry to your intentions.
You lift a hand, fingertips dancing featherlight over the bristles of his stubble, simply… admiring the man you share a bed with, a home, a last name… a life.
The affection, so light it’s heavier than a full hand, drags a breath from his nose. His hand traverses your body, full-palmed, memorizing the full of you as his wife. The arch of your ribcage. His thumb drags down the middle of your stomach. Over the soft curve of your side. The silky plane of your thigh, winding to your back to claim the small of it.
Gentle exploration in the early morning light. Soft breath mingling. The room smells of your leftover perfume, sleepy skin, the heat of the sun burning through the curtains.
Your affinity makes every little touch galvanic. Quiet gravitation pulls you two closer, drawn by something far greater and far older than attraction.
Your knee hooks over his hip.
His hips rut against you, hard cock prodding your stomach.
You tangle a hand in his hair, panting velvety breaths against the mouth you have yet to kiss today.
Rough hands squeeze and smooth your soft skin with reverence reserved for the holy.
A mutual compulsion for one another; a shared longing for surrender, to be undone and vulnerable at the hands of the person of you love, only to be remade by them, renewed in primal union.
The urge—the yearning—to be… complete.
“Frankie…” you whisper, eyes flickering between the intensity of his stare and his mouth. “I need you, please…”
“You got me,” a promise in a rough murmur as he rolls in closer, your mouths a breath apart. “All ‘a me.”
The clash is desperate, but… venerating.
Frank’s mouth slots to yours, swallowing your stifled moan. The kiss is a form of devotion that goes beyond fidelity. It’s a necessary salvation he can only find in you; loyalty the essence of his being.
Your brows knit as you kiss him back, throat closing because of the overwhelming piety he’s only ever shown you. You fucking taste it on him. You feel it in his hands, his fingers clasping into your side, clinging to the idea of forever like this, with you.
Tongues tease and lap outside of your mouths, just the very tips. A slow, sensual chase that has your thighs wet already.
Your hand drops to his dick, but before you can wrap around him, Frank shakes his head. Pulls back from your lips to mutter, “Nah, sweetheart. Ain’t ‘bout me. Want you. Lemme have you, huh?” An open-mouth kiss, quick and needy like he can’t help himself. “Lemme taste you, baby. Sit on my face, hm? Sit on your husband’s face.”
Sit on his face.
Not on your back, Frank between your legs.
No.
He wants you to use his face like a pedestal, giving you a seat to bare your naked body to the air as he weakens your legs, eats your orgasm out of you.
Your cheeks flare hot. “F-Frank…” weak protest, self-consciousness hesitating your hands on his chest.
“C’mon,” he jerks his chins, pupils swallowing his irises. “Up. Up, pretty girl, wanna taste m’ pretty goddamn wife. Wanna taste ‘er. Lemme help you up, hm?”
Shaking legs shift up, Frank’s hands steadying your waist as he lays back flat.
The blankets fall from your body. Frank’s eyes are everywhere, drinking you in with admiration exclusive to you. Your uncertain face, colored dark from his request. The slope of your shoulders, curve of your neck, plane of your stomach. Your full breasts, nipples hard from the cooler air beyond the sheets.
An enraptured look, an idolatry—his brows pitched up, eyes so soft but hungry, lips parted in awe—that look festered in him the day he saw you. Frank licks his lips. Voice dries to a rasp. “Yeah, baby, yeah. C’mere. Gotchu, pretty girl. Won’ let you be cold.”
He guides you into position.
Your body shakes. Knees bracketing his head on the pillow, your thighs trembling, Frank groans as heat pours from your cunt and over his face. Hasn’t even fuckin’ touched you and you’re hot, needy.
His hands—wide and flat—knead your ass, crawl up your sides, your ribs.
Faced with the picture frame on the wall, you white knuckle the headboard, looking down at him with beet-red nerves, flush deepening as he gapes at your pussy above his face, folds spread and glistening.
“Jesus,” he gruffs, jaw popping, nostrils flaring; primal itch burning his skin to take and claim what’s his. “Got the prettiest pussy, baby, fuck, si’down on me. Yeah, yeah, there you go, c’mere, mmph—”
The first lap comes with a slow, fat tongue. Long, indulgent, pushing through your folds to lick the slick from your hole to your puffy clit. Frank groans into your heat, your taste rolling his eyes back.
Face contorted as you watch him taste your cunt, your thighs quake around his head. Your hands fist into the headboard, rattling the frame.
One taste and he looks at you… And the look he gives is… cruel.
Stomach dropping out, heart hammering, your breath stutters at the blackened intensity of his glare. Eyes narrowed, nostrils wide, mouth tugging as he resists the temptation to devour you to oblivion.
“Fuck,” he praises in a ragged breath, the sweet saltiness of you igniting something dangerous. One fucking taste and he’s like this. Frank yanks your hips down.
You gasp his name as your cunt drops flush to his face, face screwing as you’re eaten alive.
He pins you there, mouth latched onto your slick folds, nose smashed against the hood of your cunt.
And he eats. Devours you, lapping eager worship as he spreads you down the middle with his tongue alone. Sucks your clit into his mouth, releasing in a delicate graze of his teeth but never fully, no. He won’t break off your pussy. Tongue works possessed hunger, hooking into your hole.
He eats and eats and eats.
You try climbing up the headboard for escape as the alarming white-hot elation rakes your insides. Terrifying pressure, that uncomfortable, blissful urgency causing you to try to flee.
Try.
“Stay put.” Frank grunts, forearms banding around your waist to drop you back down—and snare you. He traps you there, riding his face. His tongue, teeth and mouth feed in a frenzy.
Tears in your eyes, you stare at the painting in front of your face. Hips jolting. Thighs seizing. Your cunt suffocating your husband as he feasts on your slick and pussy as though it’s his only purpose.
Saliva and intimacy coat your inner thighs as Frank makes a mess of you. Smears his face every which way, kissing, sucking, snarling into you.
Arms hooking the headboard, you cry and huff a litany of moans in his name. Face to face with the painting above your bed, white-hot sparks searing your nerve-endings, you see your reflection in the picture. It’s you, just… a version of you to only exist with Frank. Mouth agape, jaw slack, desperation stinging tears in your eyes as the smell of sweat and sex basks in the heat of the rising sun.
You see this picture every goddamn day but now—right now, with your husband feasting on your cunt, making a mess of his face and your thighs—you see the fine details. A duckling treading water after its family. The cattails blowing in a gentle breeze. A fawn bent for a drink at the water’s edge.
You can’t stand it. The painting, your reflection, the panicked overstimulation of your clit on the verge of implosion into Frank’s mouth.
Escape futile, your legs cinch either sides of his head, stomach flipping as your peak vacuums out your breath, hips involuntarily grinding down, down, after more friction, more of his mouth. You shove against the headboard, knocking dents into the wall to deepen the ones already there. Drywall dust falls behind the bed.
Beneath you, Frank’s in heaven. Pussy drunk, slick disoriented, he ruts his flat tongue straight down your middle mercilessly. Aggressive scoops through your folds, eating your core out of your body, ending in ruthless swipes over your clit.
The wet suction of his spit mixes between your thighs. Obscene noises that have you blushing, flustered, hot and without a goddamn care because you’re close. “Oh, god, Frank, oh god, don’t stop, please don’t fucking stop—”
Grunts vibrate right into your cunt, starved and sloppy as he gnashes his tongue and lips over your engorged clit. “Yeah, fuck my face,” he snarls against your pussy, dick instinctively rutting the blankets over his lap. “Fuckin’ cum on m’face.”
Beyond your control, greedy and possessed, you rock down onto him. His stubble rakes your thighs raw. Slick sticky on your skin, his face, he groans incoherent praise against you. You can’t hear it, blood rushing in your ears, eyes falling back as your head does, lust disorienting—
“Ooooh, Frank! Fuck! I’m—”
Cumming.
With the sweetest fucking sound he’s ever heard, his name laced with a scream far too obscene for the time of day.
Frank eats you through it. Licks straight from the source of your empty cunt as it pulsates and clenches for something, anything, but he won’t give it to you yet. He slows as you come down from it, your head blooming with hazy pressure, relief.
Licking and sucking turns to rewarding kisses. One against your drenched folds. Another to your sensitive clit, jolting you. Last one with a hum against your thigh.
“Tasted so fuckin’ good, sweetheart,” he murmurs, using his hands to move your body for you when you can. “C’mere, Mrs. Castiglione, yeah. Come t’Frankie.”
Limbs reduced to jelly, jostled by the severity of your orgasm, you oblige, head empty, as Frank steers you back down, on top of him.
Curled in on yourself, spine weak so you hunch, straddled on his lap.
Frank tugs the blanket up around your waist, wiping the plaster of your slick from his face onto his shoulder.
“You good?” he asks, smallest smirk pulling the corner of his mouth.
Dumbfounded, forgetting every word in your vocabulary, you nod. Little shaky nods, eyes a thousand yards off, chest heaving.
A chuckle rumbles in his chest. He lifts a hand to beckon you down, come relax, but you stiffen. Shake your head a firm disagreement.
Hand paused mid-reach, Frank quirks a brow.
Exasperated, glowing, you bat his hand off stare down at him like he’s stupid. “I’m not done with you yet, are you kidding me?”
“Yeah?” A brow raises at the attitude, giving you one chance to correct it. “Pretty little wife gonna take this dick?“
“Your wife’s gonna ride your dick, baby.” You straighten on his lap, spine finding strength after the blowout orgasm, reaching behind you and beneath the blankets to pump him. Just to see his reaction.
It’s a jolt, a grunt, his face steeling as he throbs in the wrap of your hand. “Wife’s gonna get thrown on her goddamn knees ‘f she keeps playin’.”
You tut, condescending though you know the threat’s entirely true. Standing tall on your knees, teeth holding your bottom lip, you smear his tip through your sopping wet folds.
You suck in a staggered moan, belly opening and fluttery at the mere thought of having him stuffed so deep inside you.
Frank groans, stomach contracting. His hands plant on your hips, head thrown back on the pillow. Tendons in his neck rope out. Veins thread his forearms. Battling the willpower to not shove you down on his cock, Frank trembles. “Put. It. In.” A low, drawn out demand through clenched teeth. “Playin’ with me all goddamn mornin’. Lemme tell you sumthi— fuckin’ Christ, baby—”
You stop him. Shut him the fuck up. The vise of your cunt splits as you sink on his cock. Walls stretching, burning as the tip carves you out.
“Attagirl, attagirl,” Frank pants, rabid black eyes snapping from your slackened jaw to gawk at how your cunt pulses defiance around the fat inches it has to work desperately to fit. “S’my wife, m’perfect fuckin’ wife.”
Pussy hugging his overwhelming girth, coherent thoughts burn up in your throat, seared dry in your stomach. “Oh god, Frank, oh god, Frank—”
“Yeah? Whatchu prayin’ f’, huh? Prayin’ I’ll go easy? Prayin’ I’ll fill you the fuck up? Fuck you stupid?”
You nod. And nod and nod and nod. Yes, all of it. Yes, to whatever he says.
Feral awe as he stares up at you, Frank eases your hips down. “Last inch, baby, last inch. C’mon, pretty girl, yeah, yeah, there- there she is— fuck.”
His eyes cross, the hard mound of his throat exposed.
Red scrapes rise over his chest as you claw, his blunt tip punching breath out of your lungs.
And you both freeze with his cock bottomed out, head knocked against your cervix.
Cunt flush to his base… you’re fused together.
While you pant and flutter to adjust for his size, Frank marvels over you. His upper lip tugs in a snarl of no sound. Eyes rove. A hand stays planted on your hip to steady you. The other reaches up, pawing your tit, thumbing your perked nipple. “Dirty little wife,” he grits, low, rasped. The sound of complete devotion. “Wakin’ me up jus’ t’sit on my dick, huh? This what you want?“
“Oh, I need it so bad, Frankie. I need- need my husband so bad—” everything else lost to a hum as you start to roll your hips.
“Yeah, baby, c’mon, ride your fuckin’ man.” Head thrown in the pillow, Frank’s face twitches a snarl of pure ecstasy. His thighs jolt under you, animalistic restraint thrumming. “Yeah, ride your fuckin’ husband.”
An angel in slow motion, your head falls back. Mouth slack, slurs of fuck, I love you, Frank, my husband, spilling out in cock-intoxicated freedom. Spine curved in the shape of bliss, your tits bounce on display for your husband, navel taut with your arch.
“Fuck, baby, yeah, s’my beautiful goddamn wife,” Frank grits through his teeth, massive fingers pressed in the meat of your hips, thighs, digging into you for control. Without it? Without binding himself to you? He’ll fuckin’ lose it. Snap. Flip you over and rail you until you’re pumped so full you walk away pregnant.
With every rock of your hips forward, his cock bulges against your stomach. Makes a fucking outline in Frank’s image. Thick and domineering, scorching breath from your throat as he rearranges your insides. Cock so big, crammed to the brim, he hits everywhere you need him to. Tip prodding your cervix. Veined shaft rubbing that perfect spongy spot. Coarse hair at his base grinding your swollen clit.
Self becomes an abstraction. How can you be an independent being when you feel Frank in your stomach? In your throat? Everywhere?
“Pretty pussy’s drivin’ me fuckin’ crazy this mornin’,” his nostrils flare, control collapsing. “Gonna make me bust, that what you want, huh? Want your man t’fill you up?”
“Y-yes, yes, please. Frank, please,” you shudder on his dick, a hand planted in the middle of his chest to steady your grind.
Sweat clings to your bodies. Heat festers in the pursuit of primal release.
“C’mere,” Frank beckons, one hand leaving your thigh to grab your chin, guide you down. “C’mere, princess, yeah, need you closer. Yeahhh, there she is. There’s m’girl.”
Bent over him, bouncing your ass back on his cock, you drop your palms to cage both sides of his head.
“Open,” he orders, eyes fastened to your lips.
You comply. Your mouth opens wide. Wider than necessary, showing him how you’d look with his dick in your mouth. Doe eyed and fucked out.
Frank jams two fingers—middle and ring, left hand—into your mouth.
“Suck.”
You don’t need the order. You already are. Your lips seal around his fingers—his wedding band against your lips—tongue swirling between them, around them, as he finger fucks your mouth.
“Good girl,” Frank coos. “Listen so good f’me, huh? You like that? Bein’ told what t’do?”
The moan you give around his fingers, cheeks full with them, breaks something in Frank.
It starts slow, greedy. He ruts his hips up. Snappy bounces, plunging in so completely your moans punch out and muffle on his fingers. In the span of seconds, he drives faster. Harder. Impaling you on his cock, your ass smacking down.
He’s in your mouth. Your cunt. Your fucking head. You’re stuffed so full of your husband you’ve lost sight of separation. There is no you without him. No him without you.
Your eyes roll around in your head, tits skimming his chest as he pounds you.
The tidal wave builds again. A hot exhilaration rushing through your core, forcing you to writhe above him.
Hooking the two fingers under your tongue, Frank shakes your head. A little sway, keeping you coherent. “Eyes, pretty girl, hm? Lemme see ‘em. You look at me. You do that f’me?”
You wonder how you could be stuffed completely by him, every open, needy hole. Cock-drunk thoughts, but still. Your lashes flutter, perking open at his command.
“You look ‘t your husband when you cum. You hear me?” He draws his fingers from your mouth, licking your spit off them himself.
“Y-yes, Frank. I look at my husband when I cum. I look at my husband when he makes me cum.”
“Gooood girl. You keep bein’ good f’me, hm? Be m’good girl. Cum on your husband’s cock.”
You collapse on top of him. Tits to chest, elbows caging his head, your hands tear into his hair as he fucks you senseless.
“Jesus-fuckin’-Christ, baby, so fuckin’ wet. Drippin’ down my goddamn balls.”
Squelches from your soaked cunt echo in the room as Frank hammers into you. Your thighs are drenched. Your ass is slathered in your juices, his saliva. Everytime you drop down or roll back in time with him, you feel it on his thighs, his balls.
“P-please fill me up, Frank, please,” you whine, words stumbling out as he hammers your cervix. “I want it. All of it. So so so bad. Wanna be filled up, Frankie. Want your cum to stay in. Don’t wanna waste any of it. Please. Please.”
“Fuck.” Snarled temptation. Skin slapping. Greedy, primal inclination to give you what you’re not asking for. Grunted possession as he bands an around the small of your back, hand indented to the flesh of your hip to fuck you down as he spears up into you. “Say what the fuck you mean, hm? Bein’ greedy ‘bout it? Just wanna be filled up with cum, huh? Or you wantin’ somethin’ else?”
“S-something else,” you pant, teeth grazing his jawline in messy bites. “You know what I want.”
“Say it. Fuckin’ say it.”
He fucks up into you. Drags you down in tandem. A filthy grind as he chases your orgasm. Every inch of him driven to please every inch of you. Whatever you want—say it. He’ll fuckin’ give it to you.
Your head spins. Your stomach tightens again, core flaring like a faulty transistor. You’re going to cum again. Cum with your pussy throbbing around Frank’s rigid cock, coat him in it, sucking his out of him.
Sweat sticks your bodies, skin catching friction. Hot, ragged breath shared back and forth. Frank’s grunts into your ear. Your breathless moans into his neck. Not an inch of space to separate you. Sharing breath. Sweat. Hips working an angry pump onto each other.
Heaven.
“Wanna- wanna have a- a baby with you, Frankie, please—”
“Yeah? Wan’ me t’put a baby in you, huh?”
“Y-yes! Yes, Frankie, please.”
“Gonna give you so much fuckin’ load you’ll be spillin’ it out. Give you what you want, baby, yeah, fuck you ‘til you’re full ‘a me.”
“M-make it stick, Frankie.”
“It’ll fuckin’ stick.”
You whine at the idea of being pumped to the brim with his cum, no other choice but to leak what your cunt can’t swallow, using it to make life inside of you.
“Cum.” Frank grits, thrusts slipping pace. A jagged falter as he nears. “Be a good lil’ wife, huh? Cum on my fuckin’ cock.”
You go rigid, muscles locking until they quake, bracing for explosion as his base scrapes your clit, head kisses your cervix, shaft sliding over the sponge of your g-spot. It’s too much. It’s too fucking much.
Panicked bliss peeling your eyes wide, forearms planted by his head, hands ripping into his hair, you plead. “Oh- oh god, Frank. Oh, fuck, you feel so good. Don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop, ‘m so close, so close, Frankie—”
His eyes. You’ve never seen something like them before. An innate tenacity twisting his face into a snarl of pure rapture. Eyes lock with yours, tracking every fine detail of your pleasure as he bounces you up and shoves you down on his cock. The warp of your face. Your mouth pulled open in high-pitched moans beyond your control, beyond your comprehension. Brows pinched, your body building up for the demolition at his hand.
And you crumple.
Your hands cage his face, eyes fastened to his while you cum so he can see it—you—all of it, what only he is able to give you. Ecstasy razes you. Shatters your foundation, leaving you crying out for your husband as you fall.
He’s right there to hold you through it. Fuck you through it.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, there she is,” Frank adds to the unbridled fit, his voice raising. “That’s my fuckin’ wife. Fuck, fuck— soakin’ my dick, so fuckin’ tight. Gonna fill you the fuck up, pretty girl, give you a goddamn baby—”
One pump— faltering.
Second pump— faster, chasing, hungry.
Third— final. Buried to the fuckin’ hilt. Frank plunges in balls deep, mouth sealing around yours for a mismatched, groaned kiss as he spews hot, thick ropes deep inside of you.
A percussive silence settles around you. Labored breath, weak limbs. Neither of you kiss properly, but your mouths stay layered, recycling the same shaky breath.
Your hands go lax on his face, and the rest of your body follows. You crumble on top of your husband, cheek smashed over his heart. It beats rapid thunder under your ear, same as yours.
Chest sawing, Frank unravels the binding hold, but thag doesn’t mean he lets you go. No, Frank Castle circles his fingers over your back. Chin tucked to his chest to peer down at you, his other hand smooths hair out of your face. Taking care of you first—always you first—even as his cock flexes aftershocks inside of you.
“Hey,” Frank murmurs, voice spent, rough. His hand tangles in the hair at the back of your head where he holds you. “The Mrs. still alright, hm?”
You manage a weak thumbs up and a croaky, “…never better, Mr. Castiglione.”
Frank actually huffs a laugh. Small, low, but it counts. “Hm. Good.” Two pats to your ass. “Gotta do sumthin’—”
Whoosh. The rustle of blankets. The tossing of limbs.
“Wha– Frank—!” You squeal as he rolls you. Both of you, flipping you onto your back.
Cock still in you, turning your world, you bounce back on the mattress but can’t go far with Frank looming over you.
“S’what you wanted, hm?” Breath heaving from his nostrils, Frank pulls out in a grunt.
You shiver at the loss, but you’re not empty for long.
He uses his middle finger to collect the cream spilling from your cunt. Swipes it up.
Then back in.
Pushes that finger—his cum—back inside, down to the goddamn knuckle.
You gasp in overstimulation, nails digging into his forearm to cease any cruel movements. “Frank, Jesus!”
“Jus’ Frankie, baby,” he teases. “Ain’t gonna do nothin’,” he murmurs sweet assurance, sweeter praise, finger plugging you up. “Jus’ givin’ this pretty pussy what she wants, huh?”
Moan hummed behind your chattering teeth, you nod fervid agreement. You cling to his forearm, his skin torched hot and sticky.
Laid back on the pillows with your legs spread, his finger stopping you up with his load, wisps of hair clinging to your forehead, you’ve never looked so goddamn beautiful.
You’re his. All his.
Name. Pussy. Life.
Mrs. Castiglione, his pretty wife. Leaking his cum. ‘Til the day he fuckin’ dies.
In degrees, your body relaxes around his finger. Your walls flutter, pulsing around him. Shaking, your hands skate up his arms, lying over the slants of his neck.
Frank leans forward. Presses a slow, lingering kiss to your forehead. Then your nose. Then both cheeks. “Tha’s it, baby. I gotchu. Relax, pretty girl. Givin’ what you asked f’, huh? Still want it? Still wantin’ that baby?”
“Yeah,” you whisper, drawing him in close again. That’s all you want. Frank, your husband, as close as possible. You bring him in for a kiss. Passion subdued, but not gone. Lips meet with languid gratitude, still buzzing dormant lust.
A few minutes pass. Soft kisses frequented. Frank’s rumbled whispers, his little crooked grin. Your breathy giggles, face bright with exertion.
After those few minutes, he withdraws his finger from yours. Forehead against yours, he pops his slick-covered finger in his mouth. Sucks it clean. Dips back in, planting a rough kiss to your mouth before he moves off the bed.
Buck naked, standing at full height with a geography of gnarly scars and brutal muscle, Frank takes one step for the door.
One.
“Hey!” You call out, brows pinching as you tuck the blankets over your chest, rising to your knees. “Where’re you going?”
Frank falters. Glances back at you over his shoulder, brows up. “Get you a washcloth, that alright?”
“…no.”
“…No,” he echoes, making sure he heard right.
“Right,” you nod once. “No. I said no.”
“First day married ‘n you’re wantin’ a UTI?”
You roll your eyes. “Nooo, I’m just… not finished with you yet.” A pause. Feigned innocence of your wandering eyes. “Still.”
“Baby… Christ. Permission f’a guy t’ take a piss?”
“Permission de-nied. Get back here.”
Before he can protest, you reach out. Snag his arm. And drag his ass right back to bed.
Four weeks doesn’t change much.
There’s still bills, work, dinner— the mundane routines of everyday life.
Four weeks is certainly plenty of time to forget what you begged your husband for the first day a married couple. He’d forgotten too.
But… it does give time for things to…grow.
As you pile up groceries on the checkout conveyor, you miss the frightened glance the cashier gives your cart.
Two tubs of peanut butter.
Three jars of pickles (bread and butter, dill, and spicy, obviously).
Triple brownie blast ice cream.
Ten pounds of red meat.
Screw vegetables, because yuck.
Mustard, which is for your family-sized bag of potato chips. If Frank gets his paws on these, you’ll have to cut them off. No other option.
Exactly nothing from the list of health-conscious foods you normally buy, because, fuck it, those don’t sound near as good as this assortment.
The cashier, weathered and far too intuitive without a fuck to give, eyes you up and down as you pop in front of the card reader.
“…Expecting?” Donna (according to her nametag) asks, movements mechanical as she scans the items.
Your laugh comes immediately, head shaking as you hover your card over the reader. “Oh, god, no,” you dismiss, humming the last of your laugh.
Expecting. You. No, you’re—
Oh. Oh- shit.
You’re not laughing now.
You’re acutely aware now of how you begged Frank to fuck you to pregnancy. Sound fades to a distant buzz, the register beeps like a distant heartbeat. Everyone goes about their business as you remember.
Make it stick, you begged and panted as he filled you over and over and over.
You gulp. Audibly. Your expression blanks out. Your eyes stare through the total.
Frank promised it would. That bastard. He always keeps his promises.
Donna snorts to knowingly herself, at your reaction, and slaps a box of pregnancy tests over the scanner. “Got three of my own. Crunchy peanut butter’s best with the pickles.” She nods at your wedding wing. “Hope he’s a good one.”
The best, you wanna say, but your mouth’s desert dry.
All you can think about is the possibility that… it stuck.
Your head bobs in time to Shining Star by Earth, Wind & Fire, CD player from the living room booming the fluidity of the disco through the house. One of Frank’s favorites.
Meat sauce bubbles on the stove, fragrant of basil and marinara. Lasagna noodles cool in the sink, cradled by the colander.
Glass bowl of whipped ricotta, chopped parsley, parm, and mozzarella cheese balanced on your hip, you stir the lasagna filling.
Frank will be home from the construction site any minute, and you want this to be… perfect. But also… not a big deal, right? Not… overdone.
You opt to make his favorite dish of yours, the lasagna.
From the oven, fresh rolls swell and carry the scent of dough from the cracked windows.
The pee stick waits on the counter, capped, results down by the calendar. Days change everything. One day, that’s all it takes.
The front door rattles, keys jingling in it.
Your pulse quickens. You stir quicker, like that’ll save you from something.
The heavy, easy prowl of Frank’s boots coming down the hall. You can hear the questions in his gait.
Oh god oh god oh god oh god.
Stirstirstirstir. Like your life depends on it.
Your back stays to Frank as he fills out the doorway, hulking body leaning against the frame. Skeptically amused, lips halfway quirked, eyes narrowed, Frank glances around.
The music. The food. You.
Tongue licking over the corner of his mouth, he nods to himself like yeah, uh-huh, alright.
You’re both aware of each other. You both say nothing. Yet.
He can’t hear your heartbeat, right? It’s not that loud, right? Flush pricks your throat, chest.
“What, uh, whatchu doin’, pretty girl? Hm?” Frank finally asks, head tilted.
“Makin’ dinner,” you shrug a shoulder, flicking a brief glance back at him just to shrug again, lips wriggled in a bashful smile.
“Alright. Whatchu makin’?”
“Lasagna.”
“Occasion?”
“Occasion?” You step to face him, the room’s distance between you. “I don’t need an occasion to make you lasagna.”
That furthers his suspicion. Slits his eyes more, chewing on his bottom lip. He nods at the shove, eyes fixed on you. “Whatchu got in the oven?”
You hesitate, look down at the cheese mix. “…Urmmm… just… buns.”
“Buns.”
“Buns.”
“Buns… with lasagna, sweetheart?”
“Okay, stop analyzing the bread type. I have a bun in the oven, Frank, yes.”
“…Jus’ one? It a big bun ‘r sumthin’?”
Frank pushes off the frame. Ambles for the oven, brushing you as he does. His hand finds your hip, pulling you into his side to trail you along with him.
He stops at the oven, keeping you tucked against him. He bends at the hip to peer in through the glass. Squints a fraction while you’re about to go into cardiac arrest.
“Sweetheart. Those’re rolls,” Frank says, standing upright, pressing a kiss to the middle of your forehead as he mutters, “Ain’t buns.”
Oh my god. You’re dying inside. Your husband. One of the smartest, most capable men you know isn’t getting it. Your shoulders sag. Laughter bubbles up, both over it and genuinely humored. “Frank, please. Give me a break here.”
“What? Jus’ sayin’ they’re rolls, baby.” Frank grabs your chin as he coos at you, evidentially in a very unserious mood. “Teachin’ my girl ‘bout her breads, yeah, can’t have you callin’ rolls buns.”
Normally you’d love it, laugh, slap his chest. Right now you’re about to dump the cheese on him because you’re about to scream with life-altering news.
“Damn it, Frank.” You pivot in. Face to face with him, your expression stone serious and mouth tight. You push the bowl into his chest, yours on the opposite end of the rim of it. “Read between the lines!”
Frank blinks. At you, the bowl. Big, beautiful idiot.
“Frank. Castle. For the love of god. I have a motherfucking bun in my motherfucking oven.”
You watch his wheels turn.
You see the equation solving in his head, his eyes drifting as the answer solidifies.
Bun.
Oven.
You.
Four weeks ago.
“It stuck,” you whisper now, hands shaking, palms sweaty on the glass.
Now he gets it. His eyes jitter, face terrifyingly smooth aside from the line between his brows like the news hurts in the best way.
“You, uh… you sure? Sure it, uh… stuck?” His throat slinks, demeanor ground down to a devastating type of hope. Hope’s a horrifying experience when you’re Frank Castle. His hand hovers by his thigh, fingers reaching for your stomach, stopping short because what if it’s too good to be true? What if he ruins it by touching?
You help him reach. Your fingers curl around his wrist, closing the distance.
Hand splaying wide and possessive over your stomach, Frank blinks a rapid succession as he stares through the glass bowl at your belly. Still not showing, but it’s there. His breath stalls. Words have little meaning compared to the war in his chest.
“It stuck, Frankie,” you whisper, tears streaking down your face the instant you see wet tracks down his cheeks. “It stuck. We did it.”
Shredded and thankful, he huffs a breath. Clears his throat. Fingertips press gently into your skin over your shirt. Red-rimmed eyes flurry to yours, tears exposed and awe on blatant display for you.
“…Thank fuckin’ Christ,” he rasps. “It stuck.”
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Frank castle never begs
That’s not who he is. If he needs or wants something he’ll do it or get it himself.
He never had to beg to do the things he does so why would he start now?
That is until you came along. He didn’t even notice it at first either.
It started with
“Sweetheart, please turn on your location fa’me when you go out, gotta know you’re safe.”
Then
“This shit goes south, promise me doll, you find Matt and stay with him till this all over. Please doll.”
The look in his eyes as he holds you in front of him are unsteady, darting all over your face looking for confirmation. Eyes glossed over as he already fears the worst before anything has happened yet.
And next
“Spread em fa’me pretty girl.” He cooed between your legs as he kneels on the ground before you.
Mouth hungry and hands wondering up your legs as he looks up at you like you’re the one thing that can save him. Like it’s gonna make the ache in his knees go away or make the bruises on his face stop throbbing. He knows it won’t but why not try anyways?
“Let me get a taste, yeah? Please.”
-
Okay I’m going to sleep now
Jealousy ✚
Paddy Mayne x Nurse!reader
Summery: When Stirling recruits a nurse to join the SAS, a certain soldier takes a liking to them but finds himself unable to deal with the feeling he gets when he sees the nurse and Stirling together. Warning: Takes place in S1. Talk of death, war and grief. Paddy not good with feelings, little angst. WC: 2.8k
A/n:The way I found sas rogue hero’s book at my local book off for only $5 and I’m trying so hard not to read it, until season 3 comes out at least. Also this is the longest fic I have made so far omg.Lowkey Not sure if I like the ending, might change it.
Genuinely what’s his problem 💀💀
Love this mf so much I hate him
trouble follows series masterlist
thought I’d wrap it up in a nice little bow so it’s it one place 🎀
You and Frank have moved to a quieter suburb, away from the chaos. It’s all going well until your new neighbour moves in. Is Frank being over cautious - still stuck in his old ways? Or does he actually have a reason to worry?
Chapter specific warning in each part :)
🔥 - contains smut
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Part 1 (w.c: 2.8k)
Part 2 🔥 (w.c: 5.2k)
Part 3 (w.c: 4.7k)
Part 4 🔥(final) (w.c: 7.8k)
I want frank to fuck my brains away like I really want him to make me stupid. could you write some dumbification with the punisher to fuil my obsession. 🤤🤤🤤
dumbification is my favourite makes me fucking drool so of course I have to post this.
tags: frank castle, dumbification, daddy kink, praise, semi? public sex, mentions of toxicity/ not from frank, overstimulation, essentially strangers.
Period Pains
Boyfriend!Frank Castle x F!Reader
Summary: A glimpse at how Frank helps with your period.
MASTERLIST
Warnings: periods, hormonal crying, descriptions of period blood, grumpy lovey bf Frank, non-sexual nudity, mentions of Frank's dead wife. wanted to make this longer bc there's nothing Frank wouldn't do for you on your period, but my brain is not braining. 18+ only, MDNI, reader always 18+.
w/c: 3704
requested by anon!
“It hurts all the way down in my toes,” you whine, cheeks flushed red from incessant pain, steam fogging the dark shower. Lights off, Frank’d said, keeps it quiet, yeah? And you didn’t have energy to question, argue, or agree. Just went with it, ending up naked in a dark, skin-melting shower with the curtain rustling behind you where Frank steps in.
The pain… God, it moves you. An inescapable writhe, desperate to crawl out of your own skin as your uterus cramps, shooting agony down, out, all around.
“I feel it in my teeth, it hurts so bad, Frank.” You sniffle into the downpour of the shower, palming a hand at the bloated round of your tummy where your reproductive organs have never been angrier.
“I know, sweetheart,” Frank stands behind you—hulking mass filling most of the shower—one big hand sliding under yours to hold your stomach, the other easing your shoulder down so you’re bent a bit. “Frankie’ll take care ‘a you, yeah? C’mon. Turn ‘round f’me, pretty girl.”
You listen. A timid waddle. Water pelts your lower back, beating the skin red. The heel of his hand drills slow, heavy circles on each side of your tailbone until you relinquish a breath you’ve been clutching since your period woke you up at two in the morning.
“Feel good?” he asks, the gravel rumble of his voice vibrating the shower walls.
“Yeah,” you nod little bits, arms knotted up and curled in front of your chest to keep your aching breasts from moving. “How’d you know to try this?” Weakly whispered, your eyes on the tub, his bigger feet a shadow to yours.
Hair matted over his forehead, Frank tips his head to the side, jaw tight in contemplation. Now seems like a bad time to tell you that’s what he did for Maria when she was in labor. Off-set the pressure, apply heat, touch…
“Jus’ do,” he says simply, and it’s all you need.
He just does. No explanation needed. It’s not one he cares to share. It’s not one you necessarily want to discuss right now. Bleeding, your uterine lining shedding, pained and punished for being empty.
Legs twisted in, knees wobbling together from contractual pain, you hunch in front of Frank as he kneads your lower back for what feels like hours. The water never runs cold. Frank’s hands never leave your body. His touch… it’s like praise, or- or encouragement, or even sympathy he can’t offer more. Either way… it’s healing.
When temporary relaxation opens your muscles, you feel it.
The dreaded drop.
No.
Oh no.
Nononononono.
A quick gloop exiting your body before you can squeeze your legs shut, spine snapping upright with a gasp as you spin to face him, the drain.
“Shit,” you hiss, flinging Frank’s hands off before you stick your own hand between your thighs, cupping the clot as it falls. “Oh- oh my god, Frank, I’m so sorry, I— usually the water stops it—”
“Hey. Easy.” A command with a placating lowering of his hands, signaling used for abused animals. “Put the hand down, sweetheart. C’mon.”
“But I’m- I’m gonna get—”
“Yeah. S’gonna go where it needs t’go, huh?S’jus’ a lil’ blood. Don’t bother me none. I can handle blood, hm? Already in the shower, princess. Gonna go right down the drain. Ain’t hurtin’ nothin’.”
O…kay…
Right. He’s right.
You’re… in the shower.
It can fall. You can… rinse your hand… Rinse clean… Light so low you can’t really even see it, just… okay. Even though it’s gonna get on his feet and—
“Just- just let it…?” A tentative peeling away of your shaking hand.
“Go.”
“Ah, ew, I can’t believe—” Face pinched, bloodied fingers flexed in front of your stomach, you let it go with Frank’s hands smoothing back-and-forth arcs over your shoulders.
“Sh-sh. S’alright. S’okay.”
Crimson streaks part the insides of your thighs, a slow crawl down. Thinning rills at your knees, water diluting it over your ankles.
At your feet—his and yours—the intensity of the blood disperses, cut by water. Pale-pink cascades down around Frank’s feet, then swirls at the drain. The glugs echo your mortification.
It’s no big deal to Frank. He turns, the dense cut of muscle shifting as he reaches overhead, pulling the shower head down. Rinses off your knees, your feet, the splatters in the tub.
“Lemme clean you up, huh?” Hand readied with the head, but never approaching before you allow. “Clean you up. Get you outta here. Fresh pad ‘n fresh clothes waitin’ on the sink f’you. You like the sound ‘a that?”
Reservation at being seen at one of your most vulnerable, naturally unattractive moments, arms draped around yourself, you nod.
“Yeah?” Frank asks, a brow raised. “Words, baby. Gotta use words. Gotta hear you say it.”
“Yeah,” you whisper, consent amplified in the water. “Please.”
“Turn f’me.”
You do. Stiff-legged, but willing, flexing your abdomen to lock up anything else that might try to slip out.
Frank comes behind you again. Your back to his chest. A gentle brush to let you know he’s there so you can settle back. Soft skin to a wall of muscle. Water sluices between your bodies as he adjusts the shower head in his hold.
“Relax,” a hushed order. “Got you. Ain’t gotta hide. Seen all ‘a you. This ain’t any different.”
“No, I know…” Warmth (him, the water) melting your self-consciousness, your head tips back against his shoulder. “I’ve just… never had someone do this before. Or offer to do it. Or see my used pad and not gag. I get it, it’s gross—”
Frank snorts. “Ain’t gross.”
“It is, a little.” Your stomach gives a reflexive jolt as Frank brings the water over it, then down between your thighs to clean you. “It’s icky weird colored vagina blood with chunks in it.”
“Shittin’ your pants’s gross. The blood ain’t.”
You puff a laugh. “You have such a way with words…”
“Told you I got you.” Frank stamps a rough kiss to your temple as his chaste fingers smooth a washcloth where he’s offered to clean. “Means I got this, too. Nothin’ that oughta make you feel any kinda way, alright? Got you, pretty girl.”
After he’s showered, Frank leaves you in to relish in the last few minutes of hot water. Excuses himself to dry off, grab your hot towel from the dryer, get your stuff ready.
Towel knotted at his hip, Frank dries you off. Pats you down with hands that are naturally rough, but slow and practice the art of being gentle when he touches you.
You don’t lift a finger. Frank hasn’t even dressed yet. You’re thee priority.
He lays your pad down right in your cotton briefs. Doesn’t even make fun of you for the grandma undies. Just sticks on the heavy duty pad, and lets you use his shoulders for support as he helps you step into them. Guides you into your pajamas. Oversized everything. Waistband loose around your stomach. Topped off with your favorite sweatshirt of his. And… a kiss.
Syrupy slow. Soft lips latching. The graze of his stubble scratching the corner of your mouth. Your hands drift up the shower-warm plane of his chest. Hell, your foot even kicks off the ground, your chest flooding with sleepy gratitude.
Frank holds your hips with such intentional care your throat goes tight. This man gives you every bit of extra TLC you need. If you ask him, it’s the bare minimum of what you deserve.
Frank’s first to separate, but he doesn’t go far.
His forehead leans to yours, big nose rubbing the slightest nod of affection over yours. “Why don’ you go check the freezer, huh? Mighta got somethin’ f’you in there.”
You perk, staying close. “Ice cream?”
“Ain’t tellin’. Gotta go look.”
With a swift swat to his ass, you scamper off with a wild grin just as Frank scoffs a chuckle, shakes his head.
Snapping the towel off his hips, Frank bites the inside of his cheek to keep his smirk in line.
The freezer door rolls open.
He looks down, around. Anywhere but the mirror.
“YOU GOT ME THE ALDI FROZEN SUSHI!?” You scream in pure delight, walls rattling with the intensity of such a simple pleasure. “THAT’S MY FAVORITE!”
As he swipes on deodorant, kept secret by distance… Frank Castle laughs.
Heating pad draped over your stomach, you hole up in the nook of the couch. Wedged between the armrest and a cushion, burritoed so tight in a blanket you can hardly move, thanks to Frank.
He lounges beside you, propped on an elbow, legs sprawled clear off the other end of the sofa. Through the slit of the burrito, though, his hand pushes more deep, intentional circles over your lower belly, drifting occasionally to your to breasts to soothe the ache while you watch Up.
Why you chose Up is beyond you, but you need a good cry. This’ll do nicely.
“…This Ellie kid seems like a crackhead,” Frank grumbles.
You sputter out a laugh. “Aw, come on, it’s cute.”
“Cute? Where’s her goddamn shoes? ‘N her parents? Runnin’ ‘round like she’s bein’ raised by fuckin’ wolves.”
Ten minutes in, you’re already a wreck.
Silent tears spilling down your cheeks, mouth seizing as you clamp your teeth down to fight a full blown ugly sob, hot and sweaty under the blanket from the sheer volume of fucking sadness.
On screen, Ellie sits in a wheelchair in the doctor’s office, Carl behind her as her lifetime supporter as the doctor tells them… What? You don’t know, exactly. But you can infer. Maybe she lost the baby. Maybe she cannot conceive. Either way… your heart breaks for Ellie, for another woman that so desperately wants a baby it ruins her when her body refuses to give it.
Like a dog sensing your pain before seeing it, Frank’s hand falters. One second. One second is all it takes for Frank to sense the pinch in the air, the vibrating restraint of you trying to keep your shit together and failing miserably. From the corner of his eye, his gaze creeps to you in sections.
“…Baby,” a plea to reason, “we don’t gotta watch it. Lemme turn it off, huh? S’all backstory ‘n you’re cryin’. Ain’t gonna have that.” Frank says, as if he’s planning on researching the director to ensure punishment for your emotional distress, already reaching for the remote with the hand warmed by your stomach.
“No!” You lash a hand from the abyss of your blanket wrap, seizing his wrist. “No, please. I love this movie. It’s- yeah, it’s sad, but… in a good way. A really, really good way… I mean, how lucky would we be to—” it gets you. The mere concept, raw in your throat. You stuff your fist to your mouth, eyes red hot as you stare at the potted plant in the corner instead of the movie. For safety reasons. Softer now, you manage: “…How lucky would we be to love someone our whole lives? ……That’s worth the tears. It’s beautiful.”
His throat pulls a thick swallow, eyes blinking away. “Yeah,” he gruffs, needing nothing more to say he agrees. Say, is the keyword. “Alright. Movie stays.” Grumbled lower to dismiss his own reaction, “...Goddamn sadist.”
Minutes later… the idyllic story of love and life’s hardships comes to a full head. The inevitable outcome for all of us.
Death.
Ellie in her hospital bed, reading through their adventures. The fucking balloon. And then…
Carl holding the balloon at the love of his life’s funeral.
Alone.
This is Carl’s entire existence now. Alone. His best friend, his wife, his everything… gone.
Biting the stitching of the blanket to keep from screaming (pain, gut-wrenching sadness), it hits you. The realization. And it fucking chokes you.
Frank.
He’s unusually quiet. His hand’s stopped massaging. His eyes stare through the bottom corner of the television because he fucking gets it.
Frank... never got to grieve. He woke up alone when he shouldn’t have woken up at all, and… God, it makes sense.
You can understand loss, death, mourning… You can’t understand losing your entire life in the span of one second. One second and they’re all… gone. Kids he was supposed to watch grow. A wife he vowed to love, ‘til death do them part. Not written in those vows is the promise to love them long after death, into eternity.
The thoughts parch your throat, wet your mouth with sobs you squeeze behind your teeth.
And when—out of anger, possession—Carl whacks the construction worker who manhandled his special mailbox, a piece of Ellie, one of the last things he can hold onto… it clicks. Loss is an ugly wound that only festers deeper. It never heals. Grief is an impenetrable agony. And Frank… Frank has three ugly wounds that only ever blister infection, the depths of his agony something most men never fathom.
“Alright, s’enough,” Frank huffs, voice rougher than usual, as he lugs himself for the remote. “You’re sittin’ here bawlin’. Ain’t havin’ it.”
Catching him halfway off the couch, you hurl yourself at him. Your arms belt around his waist, face hiding into his hip as you fervidly shake your head with adamant “no, no, no’s” to go along with it.
Trapped with his ass off the couch, knees still bent, he raises both unamused brows as you blubber.
“No, stop. I need—” a hiccuped cry, “need to cry, okay? Just lemme get it out. Sit down. Please sit down and hold me. I’m sorry, Frankie. I’m so, so sorry. Don’t go. Please don’t go. Don’t turn it off. I’m sorry—”
“F’what?” He drops back down onto the couch, cushions groaning under his weight. “Ain’t nothin’ t’be sorry f’. Christ. Jus’... c’mon. C’mere. Frankie’s gotcha, princess.”
He doesn’t realize you’re crying for him.
Frank paws you down, blanket cocoon and all. Crams himself as far back against the cushions as he can on his side, situating you down in front of him. Big fingers swipe the tears off your face. Your eyes dart around, but no place is safe from your hormonal fluctuations.
When your face dries and your chest hitches remnants of your sobs, Frank’s hand weasels through the blanket again, finding home on the heating pad over your stomach. The massaging starts again. Strong fingers work.
Lips pudged in a pout, eyes misty, you watch the movie from the safety of Frank’s embrace. And for a bit…? You even forget it feels like your insides are being shredded with meat cleavers.
Somewhere in the middle of the movie, you drift. Through the discomfort curling your toes, tears dried but sticky on your cheeks, the pulsing throb radiating in your hips… you rest.
Frank’s got you.
While you sleep, Frank keeps caressing. Keeps watching the movie with more interest now that he’s got the privacy. Every few minutes, he dips his head down. Presses soft, lingering kisses to your clammy forehead like he knows he’s on borrowed time and pleads with the universe anyway. Looks down at you when he’s not watching the movie. Your lips faintly parted, a line between your brows because the pain won’t relent, not even in sleep.
Over the speakers Russell says, “That might sound boring, but I think the boring stuff is the stuff I remember the most.”
“Yeah, kid,” Frank says with his eyes squeezed shut, a rough murmur on your forehead. “Yeah, me too.”
Around the time they find the dumb fuckin’ bird and the annoying ass dog (that Frank absolutely loves and will never admit to) you’re out cold.
Now, he can think about the past. Maria. Doesn’t feel right, doing it in front of you. Thinking about her, sometimes. This time, though… it’s not about the grueling torment of missing her… He looks down at you and he sees a future.
On the screen, Carl finds the last message from his wife.
Thanks for the adventure — now go have a new one!
Reverence reserved for the holy, Frank rests his forehead against your temple.
“Hope this’s alright,” he whispers to no one but the idea of his deceased wife, arms tightening around you to keep you. “‘Cause she’s perfect. Ain’t no way ‘m lettin’ ‘er go now.”
He’ll ask Maria for a sign later. That it’s okay. That he’s allowed to love someone else. That he isn’t doing wrong by her.
Maria’s a good woman.
Frank knows she’d love you too.
The text was two hours ago. You hadn’t checked your phone since. Too engrossed in Brokeback Mountain to care about existence outside of two homosexual cowboys absolutely meant to be together. Again, terrible emotional decision for a movie. You tried it for the tent scene. You didn't think you'd be emotionally, spiritually, and mentally destroyed because of it.
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
The knock—that heavy, intentional code only Frank’s fist can make—lugs you off the couch and away from Ennis and Jack.
“Coming,” you call, announcement wobbly with pain. Fingertips pushing your enraged ovary back into place, you scuffle for the door.
Air drags through your hair as you swing open the front door to the apartment to Frank standing there with a grocery bag, cellophane wrapped flowers, and a box of—
“Uhm…” you bubble a laugh, amusement crinkling your face. “Frank… What’s with the hot wings?”
Fatigue blunting his expression from the night, Frank’s eyes bore into yours, waiting for the punchline. Flowers clamped in a tight fist, grocery bag dangling his on wrist, and a damp box of takeout… the punchline is absolutely him.
When it doesn’t come, his brows lift. “You said pads.” He lifts the bag. “‘N wings,” and the box. “Brought’chu pads. ‘N wings. Like you asked. Don’ be playin’ with me now, sweetheart, hm?”
Oh…
So he definitely didn’t get the right memo…
Cheeks inflating with an undeniable laugh at him (sorry, Frank, it’s all in good humor), you bow your head to hide. Wrapped around the door for support, you open it more and usher him in.
With the patience of a man who broke every law trying to get back here—so none, no patience left—Frank stalks in.
“Ain’t sure what’s so funny,” Frank grumbles as he tosses the to-go box down on the kitchen counter. The plastic bag rustles as he yanks the package of pads out, slapping them down on the counter. “Got that look on your face.”
Yeah. You do. And it’s still there as you lean your folded arms on the opposite side of the counter. A soundless snicker lifts your brows, mouth all wriggled in a grin you can’t control, waiting for Frank to catch onto the surprise of his greatest mistake yet.
Items all sorted out in a meticulous row, Frank plants his hands wide on the counter and throws his deadpan glower at you. You know this look means incoming tangent and you’re gonna bust laughing soon. “Chris’sakes. Bring the pretty girl flowers.”
You gulp down a laugh. Frank’s still going.
“Pads. Wings.”
Pads and wings, you decide not to correct, which is not what you asked for. Tears prickle your eyes because it’s too fucking funny.
“Shit she asked f’. Be the good boyfriend. Still gettin’ my ass clowned. See? See that shit, huh? Laughin’ at me right now. Fuckin’ Christ. Day I had, ‘m gonna eat these wings ‘cause they’re gettin’ cold while you’re laughin’—”
“F-Frank.” You belt out his name in a fit, both hands plastered to your stomach so your ovaries don’t explode while you crack up. “Frank, baby, I meant pads with wings. Like the little thingys on the sides of the pads, not actual hot wings.”
His brows immediately pinch down, thinking, thinking, thinking… Realization hits. His hand comes up to press his fingers into his eyes. “Jesus fuckin’ Christ…”
You can’t help it. Genuinely, you can’t. The laughter, how unbridled and full-bodied it is.
You asked for winged pads, and you were hand delivered buffalo wings as a side to your feminine products.
“…Y’know how long ‘s been since I got pads? Shit.” Frank flings a hand at the assortment of goods. “You got pads with extra wings. Go nuts.”
Weak with laughter, you shuffle up to him. The big, bad Punisher with pink ears and a stare looking anywhere but you as he huffs and curses and paws the flowers at you.
You hum-sigh contentment in the come down, looping your arms around his neck where the cold clings to his jacket. “Oh, Frankie… I love you. I love these, too. Oh, and these,” as you’re pointing out the flowers, the wings. “And these?” jabbing the pads, “these definitely work. So thank you.”
He grumbles, the pink tinge traveling to his neck now, too. “Yeah, yeah… ain’t nothin’. Don’t make it somethin’. Jus’ sit your ass down ‘n eat, alright?”
You both end up at the counter together, stabbing the mound of hot wings Frank brought back for his girl. The wings get eaten. The flowers get trimmed and sorted into a vase. The pads get used—and appreciated.
The night ends with full stomachs and your midnight giggles in bed. Because, obviously, you’re not gonna stop giving him hell. Your backside tugged into Frank’s chest. His face buried in the back of your neck, lips grazing lazy kisses, gravel-rough teasing thrown back at you.
Your legs curled to your chest, everything aching but you’ve persevered the worst, you link your fingers through Frank’s resting over your stomach.
“That feelin’ better?” he asks, thumb tapping your tum.
“Mhm,” your hair rasps the pillow as you nod. “Much better. I think the pads and wings helped.”
“Christ. Dunno why I bother.”
He’s teasing. You know he is.
“‘Cause you love me and I’m your girl.”
Frank softens behind you with a sigh from his nose. “Yeah, pretty girl. Yeah, that sounds ‘bout right. Love you. Even ‘f you’re a pain in my ass.”
You beam in the darkness of the room, your smile-taut cheeks smooshing the pillow. “Thank you, Frankie…” you whisper, soft with sincerity. “For… everything. I love you so much. I dunno what I’d do without you.”
“Get the right pads, pro’lly.”
You nudge your shoulder back into him.
He snorts.
“Get some rest, pretty girl. Goin’ f’a walk tomorrow, hm? Walk off some ‘a that pain. Good f’you, y’know?”
You’re out in minutes.
Best period ever, if there is such a thing.
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You know Spider-man?!
Frank castle x reader
A/n: honestly didn’t have time to write anything else besides this snippet. Also very excited for Brand new day.Not proofread.
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You didn't tell me you knew Spider-man!" You scolded Frank. Arms crossed and brows pinched together in annoyance like he had just offended you. Which he had not, at least he didn't think so.
Frank didn't see the big deal. "Was I s'pose to tell you?" When you had shown up at his door (boat?), he had expected other questions like why the hell are you living on this thing? Where have you been? But had you really come to ask that?
"Yes! You know he's like my favorite hero." Which is true, looking back he had seen how much you admired the friendly neighborhood spider-man. Even having merch that you were proud to wear out. Honestly he was happy you looked up to someone who did good, someone who wasn't him.
"It's not like i'm friends with that web head, we're just working together this one time." He huffed moving to his coffee maker, ready for another cup.
"Hmm sounds like friends to me." You teased, watching as he moved about in his small kitchen, which he was definitely to big for. His dark plaid robe that clung to his form, and made him look oddly domestic. Has he really been living here like this for long?
He placed two cups on the counter. It was for you, always considering you, not needing to ask because he knew you like the back of his hand. "Ain't got no sugar or that fancy stuff you like." You rolled your eyes, of course he didn't. Thanking him, you took a sip. Bitter. How does he even drink this stuff?
After a minuet he spoke up again, "Is that why you came? Just to use me to get to him?"
"No, I also wanted to see my favorite vigilante." Which was the truth, it took you forever to even find him. You had checked many hiding spots before this one and almost felt anxious that maybe you weren't gonna find him again.
"Thought that was red? seems you got a thing for men in red suits anyways." He huffed and watched as you moved closer to him.
"No I like my men always brooding and scary to everyone. When really, he’s a softie who saves people even if the big skull on his chest and gun in his hand says otherwise." You stopped teasing and looked up at him with a soft smile. "But really I miss you Frank."
Oh.
His eyes lingering on you a beat before looking at the wall like it was it was talking to him instead. He was considering his words carefully, not wanting to admit something that would come back and bite him in the ass. He wanted you safe, even if that means keeping you at a distance.
"You shouldn't."
"But I do anyways."
The silence stayed after that. The tension lingered, slowly leaving like honey dripping out of a spilled jar. You didn't ask where he had been all these months; he didn't ask how you found him. Questions unanswered and saved for another day. Coffee now forgotten and wasted. Today you both would just exist in each others space, at least for a little bit.
"So…house tour?" You asked hesitantly, hoping for an excuse to stay longer.
"It's not anythin' grand." He looked at you like he was considering it but he knew he already made up his mind. He'd give you anything you asked for and that was dangerous.
You laughed, "Oh believe me I know, but I'm at least hoping for a bedroom that's not in the same room as the bathroom."
He turned already walking away and expecting you to follow. He tried to hide the way his lip twitched into a smile. "You got big expectations."
You followed happily, practically at his heels. Now more confidently you asked the thing he knew that was coming.
"So any chance you can introduce me to spider-man?"
THE DEVIL WEARS FAKE RED BOTTOM LOUBOUTIN HEELS. ( Kyle Budwell x Reader )
AUTHOR NOTE! I was inspired by 'The Devil Wears Prada', and the idea of Receptionist x Delivery Driver <3 pairing: Delivery Driver! Kyle Budwell x Receptionist! Reader prompt : He is crushing on the cute assistant on his delivery route.. . word count: 1,000+ words
The big bad punisher + Snoopy
might make more in the future but have these for now
Snoopy ꨄ
Frank Castle x reader
Summery: Frank finds out what you do with his photos (Soft Frank)
WK: 1K
A/n: I love those edits where people edit snoopy with their favorite characters but I can’t find none of Frank so have to make my own.
Snoopy
Frank didn't think he was anything special, yea he looked handsome according to you but whenever he looked in the mirror, he saw something different. He saw a tired rugged man who wore loss and death on him. A nose broken so many times he lost count with scars that littered his body. To him you were the opposite, pretty and soft with eyes that saw the beauty in things people wouldn't even give a second glance. He had no idea what you saw in him or what he did to deserve you but he learned to bask in what warmth you gave him and accept that you wanted to be here with him. He'd do anything for you, even be your muse.
It wasn't a secret to him that one of your hobbies was photography. The handheld canon camera was always somewhere close, in your bag, on the kitchen table or in your hand. It wasn't hard to miss either, it was decorated with cute stickers and charms that clinked together whenever it moved. That's when he'd always know you were taking it out, just from the clink. The pictures would vary from flowers and nature to random objects like a old candy wrapper that "Just looks oddly aesthetic." Whatever it is, you'd always beam up at him while you showed him and ranting about the lighting or angle and every time his heart always swelled with pride.
Frank himself though would never really take photos, the only photos he had was the worn down photo of Maria and the kids that sat on the nightstand every night, watching over him and bringing him comfort after hard nights. He also had photos of you, his favorite in particular was a Polaroid that is always tucked in his wallet. His lack of photos made him appreciate your photography, it allowed him to look back and see the memories you both made together.
One afternoon in particular, you were sat on the rug and surrounded by freshly printed photos. A overly packed and decorated photo album laid out in front of you.
"Doll, I think it's time for a new photo album." Frank said from the couch as he watched you struggle to find a place to put the photograph. The mug filled with coffee now forgotten on the table in front of him.
"No, watch and learn Castle." With determination in your voice, you spent the next few minutes adjusting and putting in the photos. He watched as you miraculously managed to fit it all in like it was no trouble at all.
"Well color me impressed." You smiled and got up, gathering your supplies and placing them on the table.
"Maybe don't doubt me next time. Now after all that work I am starving, gonna make some grilled cheese, you want some?" Frank shook his head while lifting his coffee before taking a sip as if saying that was his food.
"That's not lunch."
"Says who?"
"Pft, I'll make an extra in case you want some real food." And with that you left for the kitchen. Frank sat back with his coffee, listening to you move about in the kitchen. His gaze wondered, landing on the photo album. Couldn't hurt to take a peak. In one swift motion he put down his coffee and picked up the book. As he turned the pages he'd seen the memories you carry. Some with you and your friends, some from the park or ones with you and him. The one of that crow, you once tried to befriend but failed as it never came back. The one of Curtis barbecue, with him and Curtis standing by the grill with beers in hand laughing about who knows what. The one where Karen took a photo of you guys, you watching the snowfall while Frank watched with a soft smile. God, he was a sap.
He paused when he turned to the next page, something was off. In one of the picture of him, where he had his one hand in his coat and a bouquet of flowers in the other hand. It was one of the first few times he had bought you flowers, he remembered it clearly. What he didn't remember was the small white blob on his shoulders. Looking closer it seemed to be a dog holding flowers. Where the hell did that come from? Now that he's looking more closer he sees this isn't the only photo with the little dog edited next to him.
"Sweetheart?" His eyes never left the photo, squinting at it.
"Yes Frankie?", you yelled back from the kitchen. A few seconds later you walked in standing behind the couch looking over Frank's shoulder.
"What is this?" He pointed at the blob and raised his brow.
"Snoopy."
"What?"
"Oh don't tell me you don't know snoopy, I know your old but didn't know you were that old." You laughed.
Frank scoffed at that, "real funny sweetheart but Why is 'snoopy' there?"
"Oh I just photo shopped him there." You said simply.
"Why?"
"Because it's just cute."
Just cause it's cute?
"Cute?" Frank still didn't get it.
"Mhmm just like you. Literally you guys are on the same wavelength." The odd explanation didn't really explain much but to Frank it explained enough. Doing random things like this because you thought it was cute, honestly he couldn't complain. If it put a smile on your face, he would let you photo shop snoopy on his photos anytime. He closed the photo album letting it fall to his side on the cushion,
"C'mere", he opened his arms for you and you shuffled close enough for him to pull you into his lap. He planted his lips on your neck, giving soft kisses. The touch immediately making your cheeks bloom with heat.
"Did'ja think I'd forget that comment from earlier?" He said in between kisses
"Frankkkk wait." You whined trying squirm out of his grip.
"Nah uh not getting away this time."
"But the grilled cheese is burning!"
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Thinking of posting all the snoopy/frank photos I have edited.
The lack of Punisher merch for brand new day is concerning like omg 😭
For my Frank Castle writers
I have a proposition
(And a mini series in the works)
Franken-Castle
The Don's Daughter ⋆˚
Remmick x Chubby fem reader
Based on Mafia: the old country
Summery: Remmick gets involved with the mafia, and gets attached to the Don's daughter.
Wk: 1.4k
Tw: Remmick, mention of intimacy, killing, basic Remmick shit
A/n: Readers last name is Carbajal. Wrote this months ago. It was meant to be a series but we will see. Not proof read
Remmick always put himself in places where he did not belong, mostly just to cause trouble but how he managed to get himself involved into the mafia? We will never know. The early 1900's when everything new and life was settling in, for Remmick it was a new start after coming over on a boat to Italy, which he later fled from leaving behind a massacre. Long story short he met a few guys, turned a few guys, and that's how he ended up involved with the mafia.
How did a vampire be able to blend in and bump shoulders with these men? Easy, doing the dirty work at night. When he had learned of the Carbajal estate, it was presented as a country side with hundreds of grape bushes made to be turned into wine. Remmick saw through it easily for what it was though when he had crossed into the land he quickly learned of the business and what transpires, the protection, the feud, the killings. He had decided he was bored and this was just what he needed. He persuaded his way somehow through his act, gained trust and put into work. He had been assigned to night shift guarding the giant estate where the family along with others had lived. Worked out perfectly he came at night and basically got to eat any trespassers. Though they had not known what Remmick was or why he came to work at night but they did not bother to ask, not many willingly work at night.
Through his nightly visits he had always passed by the jewel of the family, The Don's daughter, always protected and kept away from any of the danger. Beautiful hair framing her face, a plush body Remmick would do anything to feel, soft and skilled hands always doing something whether it be sewing, panting, cooking or helping the locals. Remmick knew no one was allowed near her especially not him. That did not stop him from watching her in the night through the shadows. She'd come onto her balcony every night doing anything she pleased, whether it be stargazing, reading or sometimes gazing at the gardens.
But she was observant, "When are you gonna stop watching me and start talking to me?", she said to him one night and thus starting a nightly routine of Remmick visiting her climbing up the wall covered in vines to meet her on the balcony in her room.
Months later and she was under his charm, sneaking out with him doing any and everything with him. She had fallen in love and he enjoyed the thrill.
"How come I never seen you working in the day or to just even around the town?", you said as you were shuffling the cards of the deck. The warm light casting from the inside spilling onto the balcony where you and Remmick sit.
He hummed for a moment watching your hands. "Busy darlin' gotta sleep. Can't be taking watch all night protecting the Don's precious girl if I don't rest up in the day." He reached over grabbing her hands stopping her from shuffling the cards. You look up meeting his eyes. "Sure you aren't scared of my father seeing us?", smirking you lean closer.
Him scared? It was almost laughable. The last time he was scared was centuries ago. "Nah darlin', do I look like the type to be scared? If I was then I wouldn't risk my neck trying to see you each night." He had that type of confidence that made you fall for his words the first night you talked. The look that made your knees weak and allowed him in your bed.
Feeling your pulse speed up sounded beautiful to his ears. He'd had to stop himself on more than one occasion from biting into that pretty neck, didn't want to spoil the fun too soon. He leaned closer brushes his lips against your ear whispering, "Wouldn't be scared when I got you screaming my name like a prayer every night". He ran his hands up your arms leaving a burning sensation.
"Remmick", you whined feeling his nose nudge your neck. Turning your head to give him more space as he kissed up and down your neck gently. He took his time not rushing, like opening a gift he wants you to come undone by his hands. He had done this more than once and would not stop anytime soon. He would enjoy you and your presence for as long as he could.
As soon as you gasped by a pinch from his fingers, he pulled away. The first thing your eyes landed on was the drool dripping from his mouth. It was an odd thing he did whenever things got a little heated, but you thought it was cute. Thinking of it you giggled.
"Laughin' at me now? When two seconds ago you were just whining for me." The drool was cleaned off his face by his hand and he wiped it on his pants. The smile never left his face as he stared at you. He couldn't help it, seeing you there, all pretty in a long silk nightgown that looked like it draped over your body like how the sculptures of the gods with thin fabric that would cover barley anything. The card game now long forgotten and the tension getting thicker than honey.
The scoot sound of your chair brought him out of his trance and he realized you stood up. Your hands ran up from his hands to his arm to bring him up too. Oh he knows what you want, what you need. He couldn't help help but let the nickname slip from his lips as he followed you like he was floating, "Oh mon cher"
The soft silk and lace from the bed comforter hit the back of his legs as he backed into it. You stood in front of him, looking up and then your soft lips moved. "Mon cher?"
"Means my darling."
"What language?"
"French."
He saw you hum in thought before nudging you to speak by placing his hands on your hips and giving it a soft squeeze.
"You don't sound French." You finally said, not accusing but stating as a fact.
Remmick shook his head, not denying. "No I'm not."
"Wish you'd tell me more, about your past, about you now." disappointed gleamed in your eyes. Remmick never really told you much about anything of himself, though sometimes he would slip some things out, like his love for music but you could tell there was more to that than he would let on. Thinking it was just too sad to talk about, you tried not to push but sometimes it would get confusing. Like when he would switch like a change of tongue and only under the sheets of sweat and lust after the vulnerable intimacy would he let out how he really sounded. It was a accent you never heard but it sounded old and raw, but you liked it.
"All in due time darlin', you will know all that I am." He said calmly, bringing one of his hands up to hold your soft face, trying to get you to forget about that and to focus on the situation now. The candle lights around the room gave him a soft glow but sometimes would give his eyes a little flicker, might be trick of the light.
You nodded, now suddenly tired and not wanting to think much more of it before you gave yourself a headache. The desire you just once held had now vanish into fatigue, maybe it was the soft lighting or the long night finally taking it's toll on you. Either way you felt comfortable in these hands that always made you feel safe in the night.
As if sensing your sleepiness, he carefully guided you into bed and under the covers as if he was tucking away a valuable item away in it's box. "Get some rest sweet pea, I'll see ye tomorrow."
Soon after that, you were fast asleep. Remmick blew out the candles settling into what he was used to, the dark. This allowed the moonlight to set in and flow into the room, basking you in it's glow and you slept. Remmick watched as the gentle rise and fall of your chest was set in a soft rhythm. At times like this he questioned what he was actually doing here. The goal in the end was to devour you right? Or to turn you? To start chaos in this dangerous family for fun? Right? But sometimes he'd look at you like this and remembered what it was like to be human with risk and thrill, with feeling and warmth. He was damned wasn't he?