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Carlos and Charles match e/o' freak. Too bad they are both in denial, in a homophobic sport, out and about w partners similar to the other.

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I do find explosive characters delightful to be written out. Complex characters... out of the norm. Alright, I must admit my fascination is stemming from the psychological aspect rather than the writing process, as I have yet to do it.

In season 1, we see Billy as the outcome (the follow-up) of an abusive household and what it can do to a teenage mind. All the contradictions that trauma comes with. The paradoxical actions, hot' nd cold, uncertainty and most importantly what one does to ensure its own safety in an unstable environment.

Season 2 we see the character arc, with its development. We tend to gravitate towards the morally good, positive-intentional characters but Billy in all his seasons, did try to keep it on the line. We tend to excuse "priviledged" characters against dynamic ones just because we don't relate.

In an open conversation, I'd argue that Steve and Billy share the same core. More so, I'd say Steve is the one taking on more risks and acting crazier rather than Billy's doing. In this relationship, I find Billy to be the grounding source for Steve. Not saying Steve isn't contribuing to it, but dare say, Billy has got the more mental strenght and is able to comparmentalize emotions.

In retrospect, Steve is just as explosive. The mellow personality just makes him more of a fox than anything. I don't think he should be underestimated. They both are equals to e/o.

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a duo very similar to this one in my view is todobaku. if u know them, you get what i mean.

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I do find explosive characters delightful to be written out. Complex characters... out of the norm. Alright, I must admit my fascination is stemming from the psychological aspect rather than the writing process, as I have yet to do it.

In season 1, we see Billy as the outcome (the follow-up) of an abusive household and what it can do to a teenage mind. All the contradictions that trauma comes with. The paradoxical actions, hot' nd cold, uncertainty and most importantly what one does to ensure its own safety in an unstable environment.

Season 2 we see the character arc, with its development. We tend to gravitate towards the morally good, positive-intentional characters but Billy in all his seasons, did try to keep it on the line. We tend to excuse "priviledged" characters against dynamic ones just because we don't relate.

In an open conversation, I'd argue that Steve and Billy share the same core. More so, I'd say Steve is the one taking on more risks and acting crazier rather than Billy's doing. In this relationship, I find Billy to be the grounding source for Steve. Not saying Steve isn't contribuing to it, but dare say, Billy has got the more mental strenght and is able to comparmentalize emotions.

In retrospect, Steve is just as explosive. The mellow personality just makes him more of a fox than anything. I don't think he should be underestimated. They both are equals to e/o.

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Billy "what the fck are you doing?" Hargrove to his boyfriend Steve "dunno what you mean" Harrington, occasionally

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Max: What do you wanna do tomorrow?

George: Why are you asking me? It's our first date. Aren't you supposed to have it all planned already?

Max: Well, yes. I just wanted to know what you thought.

George: Tough shit. I wanna be surprised.

Max: Guess you will.

. . .

George *in his head*: I dont even like surprises.

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It was with deep sadness that little Lucy woke up from her dream to an unfair world. Where nothing would be done, if one didn't offer their blood, sweat and tears.

Years of waiting for that one moment for everything to fall into place only for her to remain an unserved customer to her own life.

Unlike anything she had experienced before, this reality was tainting the innocence held in her heart and mind.

"As I told you before daughter, if you dont ask, you dont get."

If you dont act, nothing moves. It's with upmost importance that it moves.

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thinking about russtappen private college rich kids au where they both are aware of e/o but are in different circles so they dont talk. until there are rumours going around the campus that one of them hookep with another guy.

Its filthy. It reeks of internalized homophobia. Obv theres angst but w a positive ending uwu

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Click <here> to read. Just a small joy.

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DRARRY FIC IDEA

(if you guys know anything similar to this, pls let me know- im dying to read)

They are back at Hogwarts for the final year. Harry is happy being back to a normality almost forgotten and so is Draco. And altought Harry helped him and his family at the trial which Draco acknowledged obviously, he doesnt want anything else to do with him. So he avoids him.

Draco doesn't spare even a glace in Harry's direction, and because he is finally on his own, he decides to follow his heart and explore his options, freely. Thus he ends up with a new guy every week. Harry is a tiny bit confused at Draco's actions since they were supposed to at least be on speaking terms. Therefore seeing Draco with all those guys, he concludes the blond must be up to something.

He starts questioning all the guys that have been in Draco's company, which they all fluster, shying away from him with "that's none of your business", "whats your deal, Potter?" It's safe to say that Harry is angry.

Both end up going to a party hosted by the Hufflepuffs and there's some alcohol involved and some gossip. Draco is in a corner with some of his slitherin girls gushing over him and his insatiable ways, asking him to teach them his ways.

Harry cannot control himself. He eavesdropped on the converstion and confronts Draco acting like a forgettten boyfriend.

Poor Draco is so confused because he hadn't thought he had a chance with Harry until that moment. And Harry decides to show him exactly what he missed.