close.
i’m sure everyone has seen this coming, especially in the past few weeks, but i felt like i owed it to myself to officially close luvshuas rather than hang onto something i knew i would not come back to.
i just want to preface this and say: the closing of luvshuas is not tied to mingyu’s accusations. there are many factors that have gone into this decision, some of them being a lack of motivation to just write, shifting interests, a lack of time (which wouldn’t exist if my interests didn’t shift), figuring out my identity, and lastly rather than creating imaginary love stories, i’d simply rather spend time with my girlfriend and continue to love them rather than weave false (unrealistic) stories about love.
for the two years that i kept luvshuas (semi) active, it was some of the most fun i had ever had. i genuinely loved creating my own worlds, and while i still do love writing, i just don’t have the desire to pursue it in this format. fan fiction has been apart of my life for along time, and while i know there will always be the possibility of me coming back to it, i can confidently say it won’t be to writing for kpop groups.
the milestones i’ve gone through with this blog were something unforgettable. i remember when i hit 100 followers and 1000 followers. i remember when i gained my first writing mutual. i remember the feeling when writers here that i looked up to followed me, and i would just stare at the notification in shock. i remember the first fic that got 100 notes, and then later that year i was hitting the 300-500 marking for notes on fics. all the reblogs and comments. those were all things i never thought possible from luvshuas.
along with the milestones, the friends and other writers i met on here are some of the kindest people. while i know i’m not someone who reaches out to other people a lot or interacts with posts on my dash aside from reblogs of content, i truly enjoyed getting to meet so many of you and just simply talking or joking about anything.
in regards to my posts, i’ll leave them up. however, whatever statement/evidence pledis provides for mingyu will decide whether or not his fics will be deleted (a.k.a.: “he didn’t do it” w/ no evidence or confirming he is at fault = deleted). i have a few wips that are not close to completed, but have a bit of meat (?) to them, if you’d like them or any of the other wips that are just a formed idea let me know. other than that, everything will stay up for your viewing pleasure.
and, lastly, while i do have a stan account on twitter, i’d like to keep this part of my life closed and separated. if we are mutuals and have talked before, you’re welcome to ask me for my private twitter (i sometimes talk about kpop there but it isn’t very often), but i just ask that you don’t try to request it on a public/kpop account since it is sort of like a rant/spam for me that i would like to keep mostly separated from kpop.
