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catalogue â©
a very self indulgent writing blog. all works are under the cut, mostly containing nsfw! material so please do proceed with caution.
me tryna ignore the videos from the pypd tour:
Just wanna let you know that your James plug fic was so good it made me cum so hard đ
James just fits plug vibes sooo much
HEHEHEEHHE thank you so muchh đđđ«¶đŒ
praises, praises, praises.
downbad!plug!james x female!reader
your phone dinged, ringtone rang throughout the small empty office. taking a break from the computer screen, you saw jamesâs text pop up.
âhey what time do u get off work tonight?â
âaround 11, why?â
since you accidentally took up a later shift than usual, youâre stuck in this damned office, staring at documents after documents. with the clock hands almost pointing to eleven, youâre just minutes away from freedom.
âjust wanna let you know iâm gonna pick you up laterâ raising an eyebrow, planning to decline but the typing bubble on his end beat you to it.
âdonât trust trains at this hourâ as if he knew youâd argue, you could only text back a âfineâ and started to pack up your things, trying not to think about his sudden gesture of kindness.
not long, a familiar black camaro pulled up. upon entering the passenger seat, you were greeted by his signature smirk and before you could question his intentions, he handed you a mcflurry cup.
ok strike two of this sudden gesture of kindness.
âi was just from delivering some stuff and got a few new ones for you to tryâ jamesâs one hand on the wheel, the other leaning on the console. the view is truely torturing, red light illuminating his already-handsome features making it hard not to stare.
âis that why youâre so nice to me today?â digging thru the ice cream with a spoon, attempting to distract yourself.
âcause you needed a smoke buddyâ you finished, in a matter-of-fact tone, hoping itâll mask the disappointment in your chest. james looked over at you, almost offended at your implication.
âiâm nice to you cause youâre my number one girl. do you think i give away free shit to anyone?â his rebuttal made you giggle, trying to contain the butterflies in your stomach while he just shook his head, still in disbelief. itâs true he doesnât charge you at all nor does he expect anything in return. he always made sure to refill your stash even before it had a chance to ran out. he always ask you to smoke with him, just the two of you, saying anything more than two is a crowd.
âi can look after you if itâs just usâ he said casually on one occassion. itâs the timbre of his voice that got to you, he said it like it was the most natural thing in the world. whatâs worse is that you knew he meant it.
âis this how i find out youâre opposed to threesomes?â attempting to lighten up the mood, james just shook his head and laughed.
james zhao who started out as your dealer, who occassionally flirts at you and stares longer (intensely) than heâs supposed to. now, he buys you ice cream and pick you up from late night shifts. sure, heâs nice to you but heâs also likes to do things he shouldnât have to. for a man claiming to just be your plug, heâs doing an awful lot.
the living room was full of smoke, lights turned down, giving the space an intimate feel and sensual r&b isnât helping with toning down the mood. both you and james were absolutely faded at this point, only a matter of time before you became one with the couch cushions. feet up on the table, yet you can barely feel your limbs, the only working muscle are your fingers passing the blunt back and forth.
james could taste hints of cherries from the shared blunt and his buzzed mind wonders how the rest of you would taste like. he could feel himself treading onto dangerous waters, the filthy thoughts he promised to bury starts resurfacing.
james just shook his head, attempting to stop his mind from running rampant. an arm rested behind his head, before he turned to look at you. the gloss on your lips caught his eyeâa pretty shade of pink, just begging to be kissed.
you can feel jamesâs burning stare prickling your skin, turning to meet a solemn expression yet you could see a million thoughts running behind those hazy eyes. the intensity of his gaze made you shrink further into the couch, smoking the blunt harder. your body moved before your mind could retaliate and james felt you leaned against his arm. his body went rigid for a moment before moving said arm to awkwardly wrap around your shoulders.
a small part of you was glad he reciprocated albeit he was a little tense, probably just the nerves getting to him. nothing a little (more) weed canât fix and you were right. the longer you two passed the blunt, the more relaxed james felt, which means the less he thinks about his actions.
his arm slid down your waist, pushing your body closer to his. both hands perched on his chest, youâre full on cuddling him at this point. you reached forward to take the blunt from his lips, instead he took it between his fingers and placed it against your lips. dainty fingers wrapped his wrist, and took a deep drag. jamesâs gaze on you burning harder than the smoke in your throat, his hand moved away, placing the blunt on an ashtray beside him.
he watched intently as you exhaled upwards. his gaze zeroing on your chest, pressed up so close to him, he can feel it rising and falling everytime you breathe. eyes gazing up to your pretty doe eyes, now glossed over and he just canât get enough.
âdonât look at me like thatâ you whispered.
âlike what, hm?â
you were caught off guard when he hooked a finger on your chin, tilting your head up to meet his gaze. hooded eyes shamelessly stare at your lips, before meeting your eyes again.
without a second thought, you leaned in to kiss him. when you were about to pull away, james surged forward and reconnected your lips. your fingers tangled between his hair, pulling softly. james let out a small whimper, instantly lifted you up to straddle him.
before his brain could fully process, your hips rolled against him. more quiet whimpers bubble from his throat as you grind in a slow pace. james was getting impatient, it was evident in the way he gripped your waist. within seconds, clothes were off and on the floor, leaving your bare bodies exposed.
âfuck.â
james groaned loudly against the juncture of your neck as you sink down slowly on his thick cock. the poor boy was losing his mind and you were just at the tip, slick already dripping down his length. thereâs no way in hell you could take him, not when it feels like youâre being split open.
âbreathe, baby.â his hands reached down to soothe your thighs, sensing your hesitance and whispered sweet encouragements in your ear. the nickname had you blushed red and didnât go unnoticed to him.
âyou can do it. i know itâs bigger than what youâre used to.â
âjust breathe, go slow.â
âthatâs itâgod. good girl.â
each word melted into your skin. you moved inch by inch, feeling the pain subsiding the more you took him. james, on the other hand was fighting demons. resisting the urge to toss you around and have his way, but knew better than doing so. god, you were so wet, practically dripping down his balls.
âyu fan! tooo big!â you whined.
guiding your movements with a firm grip on your ass, james rocked you back and forth on his cock. âi know. but youâre doing so well, babyâ
he initially thought you wanted to go slow, fearing he might hurt you. but when you started bouncing on him, a choked moan left his throat. lifting your hips right at the tip, before slamming back down. james threw his head against the couch cushion, eyes rolled back in pleasure.
the fullness of his cock filling you up knocked the air out of your lungs. âsuch a good fucking girl for meâ the drop in octave made your pussy clenched involuntarily as his hands roamed the curveture of your ass.
his calloused hand ran upwards to cup a handful of your tit, kneading the flesh as his thumb toyed with your sensitive nipple. pathetic whimpers tumble out of your lips, while james looked up at you with a glint in his eyes. âmy girl so so pretty like thisâ he whispered, lips leaving kisses down your skin. âand itâs all for meâ as he popped a nipple in his mouth, making you swallow a moan.
your hips slowed down to grinding on him instead, fingers tangled in his strands. he sucked and teased to no end, relishing in the way you squirm. huge hand cupped your tit, kneading the flesh when you place a hand over his. james removed his hand, replacing it with your own as he watches you fondled with yourself.
whiny cries left your lips. looking down, you watched as james sucked eagerly, giving a playful wink when your eyes meet. while his free hand snaked down to grip your ass, guiding your movements. releasing your tit with a wet pop, james leaned forward. his hands wrapping your legs around his torso as he pushed his body forward to pin you down.
âfuckâtake all of me yeah?â he moaned.
you let out a broken cry, the new position further pushing his cock deeper into youâconvinced the thick head reached your cervix. james cradled your face gently, kissing the edge of your lips as a silent apology while his hips started to move.
âgod, baby.â he moaned, feeling the pulse of your walls stretching to take him.
thrusting slowly so you could feel every ridge, every vein deliciously rubbing against your slick walls. each thrust had you gasping for air but like any touch-deprived whore, it wasnât enough.
âwant moreâ you whine pathetically, threading your fingers in his hair to pull him closer. james sucked in a harsh breathe and closed his eyes, as if holding himself back.
a broken âpleaseâ snapped all strings of restraint and james placed your legs on his shoulders, giving a harsh thrust that sends your eyes rolling back. he smirked knowingly, giving another hard thrust, and another and anotherâ
until you couldnât form a coherant sound.
until your mind was nothing but the thought of his huge cock hitting all your spot.
until the room was echoeing with your desperate cries and the snapping wet sound of his hips.
âmyâ thrust.
âperfectâ thrust.
âgirlâ thrust.
the gentleness of his voice contrasting with how hard he fucks his cock into you. he was filling you up so good. each drag of his cock knocked the air out your lungs, nails clawing at his back. james was thoroughly enjoying himself with a shit-eating grin, watching you fall apart beautifully underneath him.
âyou feel so, so, so good, babyâ he cooed.
his hands gripping your thighs to keep them open and fucked his cock into you harder, pulling your hips to meet each thrust.
âmy pretty girl, soo fucking prettyâ he grunted.
at this rate, youâll get off just from him praising you. never in a million years would you imagine someone like james have a praising kink, let alone being on the receiving end.
the view in front of you was unbelievably hot , for lack of better word. shaky legs dangling off his shoulder with both hands on your thighs. jamesâs handsome face contorted in pleasure, mouth agape, letting out grunts and praises.
the intensity of his eyes, focused entirely on his pretty girl made you shy away from his gaze. your arms closed around his neck on instinct when he leaned forward, gently nudging his nose against yours.
âlook at me, pretty.â he whispered, lips ghosting on your cheek. yet, you still refused to meet his eyes. a harsh slap landed on your ass, making you yelp in surprise. immediately turn your face to face him, jamesâs face painted in amusement.
âthere she is. keep your eyes on me or youâre not coming.â his face went stone cold for a moment, before softening again, seeing your eyes on him.
you can call him pussydrunk all you want, he doesnât give a fuck. not when youâre spread open and taking his cock like a big girl. not when heâs hitting your sweet spot with ease and made you scream his name.
âsuch a good girl. my good girl.â emphasising the my with a harder stroke of his cock, making you let out a choked moan.
âdonât stop! please,donât stop!â
he smirked, gripping your hips and pistoning his cock to repeatedly hit that one spot. youâre nothing but a moaning messâback arched off the cushion, tits bouncing, eyes rolled back and throat crying out for him. a scene straight out every wet dream heâs had but better, way better.
the room reeked of sex and weed, writhing bodies clashed in pure ectasy. james whimpered like a puppy, relishing the feeling of your walls throbbed around his cock.
âcominââah!yufanâcoming!â was all you could scream out before squirting all over him. fingers digging onto his scalp as your own body trembled with the force of your orgasm, taken by the waves of pleasure.
you didnât have time to calm down when james cut you off with a kiss. he came hard, groaning into your mouth. you could feel him filling you up to the brim as james rolled his hips in slow circles. simultaneously taking your legs off his shoulders to wrapped around his waist instead.
his arms cradled your naked torso, pulling you closer more than ever. the kiss was messy, spit dribbling down your chin and tongue playfighting for dominance over the other.
you pushed at his shoulder, smiling into the kiss and his lips left yours unwillingly. leaving small smooches on your collarbones, on your chest, basically any patch skin he lay his eyes on.
just as james was settling in the crook of your neck, you whispered âthat was amazing.â
âyou were amazingâ he countered, kissing the side of your neck.
that made you let out an exasperated laugh, combing his messy hair with your fingers as you two stayed entangled in each otherâs arms.
a comfortable silence hung in the air before james spoke up. âjust so you know, this is not a one time thingâ
his serious tone made you giggled, âi know. i know youâre not that type of person.â
his shoulders relaxed and james let out a relieved sigh. âbut you still need to take me out in a dateâ
jamesâs hand held yours before placing a kiss, âanything for you.â
:àŠ SAME KEY â Z.YF ă à»:
đŹ â€ïž james đ 6th member!gf!reader âââ à§»êȘ getting ready for an awards show with his help.
â€ïž warnings+tags âââ à§»êȘ fluffâ ·â rest of cortis (4/5) as menaces  â ·â â james is so đđ  â ·â â hyeon has a gf whoâs mentioned a lot because i love her đ ( @jjuhyeons )
đ â€ïž notes âââ à§»êȘ merry goatmas guys wassup đ hereâs another short james drabble because i physically canât stop writing for him now đ
â€ïž wc âââ à§»êȘ 3.2k
đ đž my cortispilledmasterlist »ïčćïč
â tracklist â âââ same keyâriize ⊠same dream, same mind, same nightâsvt ⊠comedyâgen hoshino ⊠glue songâbeabadoobee
guys im cheesing so hard rn its insane i feel insane this is so cute goodbye
damn. throw the whole man out.
mark lee what the fuck are you doing wearing the confederate flag on your shirt
at the end of the day, he is but A MAN đ«©
THE CITY OF LOVE â JAMES CHAO
SYNOPSIS :: To celebrate your one year anniversary James takes you on a trip to Paris, and underneath the glow of the Eiffel Tower you fall in love with him all over again.
W.C :: 4.5k
CONTAINS :: bf!james, non idol au, just pure fluff, established relationship, pet names, skinship, kissing, cliché, cheesy dialogue, pda
PLAYLIST :: Only you (and you alone) - The Platters; I waited for you - Chet Baker; Misty- Lesley Gore
The first thing you feel is warmth.
James's arm is draped across your waist like it belongs thereâand after a year, you suppose it does. His hand rests flat against your stomach, fingers slightly curled, and every few seconds you feel the unconscious twitch of his grip, pulling you even closer even in sleep.
not a peaceful day in ncityâŠthereâs always some shit going on đ«©đ«©
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you're curled into the corner of your couch, the blunt burning slow between your fingers. james is sitting a comfortable distance away, but not really. his knee keeps brushing yours, and every time he passes the blunt back, his fingers linger against yours just a second too long.
he's quiet tonight. quieter than usual. you've known him for three months now, ever since you got his number from a friend, and in that time you've learned that james is different when he's not selling. no swagger, no smooth talk. just a guy who fidgets with his lighter and avoids eye contact when he laughs. but heâs so silly.
but he's looking at you now. or more specifically, he's looking at your chest.
you pretend not to notice. you take a long drag, letting the smoke fill your lungs, and when you exhale, his gaze snaps up to your face like he's been caught. his ears go red.
"you good?" you ask, passing the blunt back.
"yeah. yeah, i'm good." he takes it, takes a hit, holds it a little too long before letting it out in a rush. "just... thinking."
"about what?"
he shrugs, but his eyes drop again. down to your lips, then lower. "nothin'."
the weed is settling in your veins, warm and syrupy. it makes everything softer, slower. the dim light from your lamp catches the curve of his jaw, the way his throat moves when he swallows. you realize you're staring too.
"you can look, you knowâ you say, and your voice comes out a little raspy. "i don't mind."
his head snaps up. "what?"
"you keep staring at my tits, james. i'm just saying you don't have to be sneaky about it."
the tips of his ears burn redder. he opens his mouth, closes it. then he lets out a breath that's almost a laugh. "shit. sorry. i didn't mean to-â
"i didn't say stop."
the words hang in the air, heavy with smoke and something else. he holds your gaze, and something shifts in his expression. the shyness is still there, but it's melting, replaced by a heat that makes your stomach flip.
"can i...?" he starts, then stops. shakes his head. "never mind."
"can you what?" you chuckle.
he sets the blunt down in the ashtray on your coffee table. turns to face you fully. his hands are fidgeting in his lap. "can i kiss you?"
the question is so earnest, so awkward, that it makes you smile. "yeah. you can kiss me."
he leans in like he's approaching a wild animal. slow, cautious. his lips brush yours, featherlight, and then he pulls back an inch to look at you, like he's checking for permission. you give it by leaning forward and pressing your mouth to his, firmer this time.
the kiss softens immediately. his lips are warm, slightly chapped, tasting of weed and something sweet. you cup his jaw, and he makes a small, surprised sound against your mouth. then his hand finds your waist, and he's pulling you closer, and the kiss deepens.
his tongue traces your lower lip, and you part for him, letting him in. he groans low in his throat, and his hand slides up your back, fingers curling into your shirt. the weed makes everything feel amplified. the slick slide of his tongue, the weight of his palm, the way his breath hitches when you tug his hair.
"come hereâ he murmurs against your mouth, pulling you onto his lap with confidence.
you straddle him, knees sinking into the cushion on either side of his thighs. his hands find your hips immediately, gripping tight. he kisses you again, hungrier now, and you grind down against him without thinking. he groans, and his hand leaves your hip to land on your ass. he squeezes, then slaps. a quick, sharp sting that makes you gasp into his mouth.
"fuck, sorry!â he breathes, but his hand stays there, massaging the spot. "was that okay?"
"yeahâ you whisper. "do it again."
he does. harder. you moan, and he swallows the sound, kissing you deeper. his other hand slides up your stomach, under your shirt, and he palms your bare breast. he groans at the feel of it, thumb finding your nipple and circling slowly.
"so fucking perfect" he says, pulling back just enough to look at you. his eyes are glassy, pupils blown wide. "can i take this off?"
you nod, and he pulls your shirt over your head in one smooth motion. he stares. his mouth falls open slightly.
"babyâ he breathes, and the word sounds different coming from him. softer. he leans in and presses his lips to the swell of your breast, trailing open mouthed kisses across your skin. when he takes your nipple in his mouth, you arch into him, fingers digging into his shoulders.
he sucks gently, then harder, flicking his tongue. his hand kneads your other breast, rolling the nipple between his fingers. you rock your hips against him, and he groans against your skin, the vibration making you shudder.
"jamesâŠâ you gasp.
"i knowâ he says, switching to the other breast. "god, i know. you feel so good."
you let him have his fill, his mouth worshiping your chest until you're trembling. but the ache between your legs is growing, and you need more. you push gently at his chest, and he pulls back, looking confused.
you slide off his lap and off the couch, sinking to your knees on the rug in front of him. his eyes go wide.
"you don't have to-â
"just take itâ you say, but there's no heat in it. you hook your fingers into the waistband of his sweatpants and pull them down. his cock springs free, already hard, and you wrap your hand around him without hesitation.
he hisses. his hips twitch forward.
you stroke him slowly, watching his face. his head falls back, eyes squeezed shut. he's biting his lip. you lean in and drag your tongue along the side of his shaft, and he lets out a shaky moan.
"fuck, that's- mmph."
you take him in your mouth, just the tip at first, tasting him. he's twitching on your tongue. you sink lower, taking more, and his hand finds your hair, gripping gently.
"yeah, just like thatâ he breathes. "so good. you're so good."
you bob your head, setting a rhythm. he's vocal, letting out these punched out little moans that make you feel powerful. you take him deeper, and his grip on your hair tightens.
"gonna- fuck, you're gonna make me-â
you pull off, a string of saliva connecting your lips to his tip. he whines at the loss.
"not yet" you say, wiping your mouth. "i want to ride you."
he helps you up with shaky hands, guiding you back onto the couch. you straddle him again, positioning yourself over his cock. you reach down, guiding him to your entrance, and sink down slowly.
you both groan at the same time.
the weed makes it feel like honey. every inch seeps into you, until he's fully seated, and you're both panting, foreheads pressed together.
"you feel... fuck, you feel incredible."
you start to move. slow, rolling your hips. his hands find your ass, gripping, guiding. he's looking at where you're connected, watching himself slide in and out of you.
"look at you" he murmurs. "taking me so well. so pretty."
you lean forward, kissing him sloppily, and he meets your thrusts with upward ones of his own. the pace is slow, drugged slow, each movement drawing out the pleasure until it's almost too much.
"jamesâŠâ you whimper against his lips.
"i know, i'm closeâ he says. his hand slides between your bodies, fingers finding your clit, rubbing in tight circles. "come for me, baby. please."
and you do. the orgasm crashes over you, hot and sudden, and you clench around him, crying out. he follows a second later, hips stuttering, emptying into you with a long, low groan.
you collapse against him, breathing hard. his arms wrap around you, holding you close. for a long moment, there's just the sound of your breathing, the smell of smoke and sex.
then his hand comes up and strokes your head awkwardly.
"soâ he says, his voice a little hoarse. "that was... good. good weed." trying to ease up the tension.
you laugh, burying your face in his neck. "yeah. great weed."
he laughs too, nervous and real. "we should do this again. i mean- hang out! smoke. maybe- if you want-â
"just shut up and kiss me again.â
he does. and now you can never go back to just being friends.
â ášłàŹ . a/n: finally posted this!đ i have to be honest- i have 0 motivation rn for writing, i hope that my spark will come back, please be patientđ also thank you guys so so so much for 900 followers, i love you guys!đ«¶đ»đ
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all you said was you loved his hair. when he walked in the front door, you complimented how good the blonde looked. like any good girlfriend would do when their boyfriend doesnât end up with a fucked up haircut.
now, james has your legs in the air, nose deep in your pussy, tongue showing no mercy. one hand held your legs up while the other spread your lips further apart. the browns of his eyes rolling to the back of his head, at the taste of you on his tastebuds.
âoh my god!â
you squirmed deeper into the mattress, moaned louder as your own hand tangled in between the blonde strands, anchoring whatâs left of your sanity. his hand, that held your legs up snaked down to hold your hips in place so he could press his face closer and deeper into your soaked cunt.
whimpering helplessly, jamesâs tongue teased your throbbing clit with slow circles, flicking the sensitive bud up and down when he hears you call out his name.
âjjamiâ!â your voice died out with squeak as he plunged two fingers in you without warning. hands now clawing down his back, your pussy clenching at the intrusion, before the pleasure crept up your spine.
âyou taste so fucking good, baby.â he whispered lowly against your skin, like it was a forbidden rite. tongue still lapping at you mercilessly, now with the added pressure of his fingers, it was all too much.
the mattress shifted as james pushed his body forward, his free hand folding your body into a mating press. more porngraphic moans left your pretty lips at the new position. almost as if heâs getting off on how loud you can get, his fingers slipped in and out faster, his tongue licked with newfound determination.
âi canât! i canâtâjames!â
throughout all these, his eyes never left yours. he watched closely at how far back your eyes rolled, how your beautiful lips say his name over and over. you never looked so devastated in his hands, crying at every thrust of his fingers, he could see you were close.
under the mercy of his tongue and fingers, you reduced to a sobbing mess. blabbering incoherent pleas when james sucked harshly on your clit. you swore it was like you were struck by lightning, your hips jerked forward and the grip on his hair tightened.
thatâs it baby, come for me.
âmake a mess on me, baby. god pleaseâ he pleaded, tone laced with desperation before diving back in you.
you came with a silent scream, body jolted with the force of your orgasm, james moaned as you squirted all over your boyfriend. lapping at your remnants, his fingers still in you, helping you ride out the high. the sheets were soaked, with some dripping down jamesâs mouth.
though reluctant, he backed off once you pushed at his head, the waves of overstimulation creeping up slowly. he brought your legs back down on the mattress, massaging your thighs, the muscle tingling under his hands.
catching your breathe, you opened your eyes to look at your boyfriend. kneeled in between your thighs, his lips shined with your essence, with some dripping down his jawline. the smug on his face as he sucked his fingers clean, all while maintaining heavy eye contact. you watched closely at the veins on his hand, the way his mouth enclosed on each finger, leaving with a pop sound.
somehow the blonde accentuates more his features, makes him look a hundred times sexier than he already is. your eyes never leaving his even as he leaned forward, inching closer to your face. itâs like youâre seeing him for the first time, your breath hitched.
âyou look so pretty, jjami.â the compliment rolled off your tongue smoothly, and watched in real time, his ears turned a crimson red.
his head plopped into the crook of your neck, hiding his sudden shyness as his arms wrapped around you, his frame shrinking to mold with yours. sometimes you are baffled at how quick his demeanor changed.
he made a noise, something between a whimper and an embarassed groan.
âć€äșć§ăæäžæłććŹäșăâ
(âenough. i donât want to hear about it anymore.â)
you chuckled at that, caressing the soft strands of his new hair. james sighed softly, wholeheartedly content. just when you thought he had dozed off, a cheeky hand made its way to grip your ass.
âiâm not done with you, princess.â his voice below an octave, littering small kisses down the slope of your neck.
itâs staggering how fast his mood changes, not that youâre complaining though.
blonde james got YALL IN A CHOKEHOLD COZ WDYM THIS IS MY SECOND FIC TO GET 2K LIKES THANKYOU SOO MUCHHHHHHH đđđđđđđđđđđ
BABY PLEASE HEAR ME OUT , you need to write something like that about james x 6th member
love this trope ugh
warnings : MDNI !! jealousy, previous argument, angry makeout, established relationship suggestive but not very descriptive smut ~barely any smut really. Martin cameo.
You shut your computer in one smooth click, pulling your hair into a ponytail.
This wasnât gonna work.
You knew you were an overall angry personâ but knowing James was in the same vicinity, sleep soundly while you could quite literally feel your blood boiling and all the other side effects of rageâ wasnât gonna work.
The dorm was dead silent except for the low hum of the fridgeâ promotions had been brutal lately âendless schedules, fake smiles, and the pressure of pretending everything was perfect while you and James werenât even speaking.
Three days of icy silence after that stupid fight about the choreographer.
God knows James knew how to hold a grudgeâ the bastard wouldnât let it go.
Youâd both agreed to keep your relationship hidden, but the jealousy had explodedâ making every single trip outside your bedroom an awkward mess.
You couldnât sleep. Again.
Slipping out of bed in nothing but an oversized t-shirt that barely covered your thighs, you padded quietly to the kitchen for some water. Normally no one would be awake at this hourâ so you took the ⊠creative freedom to go out in your long tee.
NormallyâŠ
The under-cabinet light was already onâ James stood at the counter in gray sweatpants, hair messy, glass in hand. He looked up and froze the second he saw you.
You stopped short, heart jumping.
âAh seriously?â you whispered, voice sharp but low. âOut of all the nights, you had to be here.â
James set the glass down harder than necessary, stepping closer. âItâs my dorm too, y/n. Or am I supposed to stay locked in my room just because youâre pissed at me?â
âIâm pissed because youâre acting like a pussy,â you hissed, crossing your arms over your chest. âWe have to do interviews and stages together tomorrow and you wonât even look at me. All because of some choreography you knew was nothing.â
His jaw clenched. âIt didnât look like nothing when his hands were all over your waist- you know how that messes with my head, especially when we have to act like thereâs nothing between us.â
âIt was choreography,â you repeated, voice low and furious. âYouâre the one who wanted us secret, remember? Then you throw a fit and ice me out for three fucking days while we still have to perform together. Hypocrite.â
His jaw tightened. âAnd youâre the one acting like my jealousy is crazy when you know exactly what this does to meâ should i remind you of last week? When you practically pounced me because i was talking to that random girl whatâs-her-name?â
The argument vanished in the heat.
Alright maybe it didnât.
The words were still hanging between youâ unresolved- when James suddenly grabbed your face and kissed you hard. It wasnât sweet or apologeticâ it was more like angry, teeth clashing, more punishment than affection. You shoved at his chest for half a second before fisting his shirt and yanking him closer, kissing him back just as viciously.
âAsshole,â you breathed against his mouth between kisses. He answered by biting your lower lip, then soothing it with his tongue in a way that made your knees weak.
He lifted you roughly onto the counter, your legs wrapping around him on instinct. You could feel how hard he was as he ground against you, the friction making you both groan quietlyâ his hands shoved under your shirt, palming your breasts roughly, thumbs flicking over your nipples while you rocked your hips against his cock.
âStill mad at you,â you muttered, even as you tugged his sweatpants down just enough to free him.
âYeah? Same,â James growled, voice rough and low. He hooked your panties to the side, sliding the head of his cock through your slick folds, teasing your entrance. âDoesnât mean I donât wanna fuck the attitude out of you right here.â
You were both breathing hard, foreheads pressed together, bodies tense with leftover anger and desperate need. He started to push inâ
Footsteps echoed from the hallway.
You both froze. James pulled back instantly, yanking your shirt down as you slid off the counter. You tried to fix your hair and steady your breathing, but it was useless. Your lips were swollen, cheeks flushed, and James was still obviously hard in his sweatpants.
Martin walked in, rubbing his eyes. He stopped, took one look at the two of youâ messy hair, flushed faces, the thick tension in the air- and let out a long, tired groan.
âMan, we canât even have a second of peace around here, man. Youâre always everywhere making out like fucking teenagers.â
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Kickflip .á Ę Ë z.yf ff
wrnings: mature themes, (mdni!!) mature themes include: face riding, lots of kissing, unprotected p in v, HEAD, creampie yussss.
w/c: 4.0k
desc: the local skateboard group of guys is a bunch of nobodies. theyâre loud, rowdy, and overall unpleasant. you donât like the group of guys, but when one of the guys befriends you, he just might make you change your mind about skateboarders.
me speaking: sorry about being m.i.a. i have been on struggle bus, ticket to struggle town rn and itâs just bad. anyways, i finally finished this so im pretty excited! keonho catches strays in this one, heâs a meany pants (in this ff) so he deserves it lol. hugs and kisses, thank you for being patient with me.
âžâž RIDE ă z.yufan ă
IâM GONâ RIDE in which James -your âfriendâ just bleached his hair blonde but youâre atrociously down bad for each other.
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⯠MDNI, friends-with-benefits, blond hair!james, semi-public heated interaction (for a lack of better words), needy and vocal james, oral (m. receiving and f. receiving), riding, extreme eye contact, unprotected sex.
ăthe number of requests for blond hair james was concerning. is everyone okay? anyways thanks for 2k my gooner team!
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âDo people have a sixth sense that-â
You clicked the delete button furiously, fingers shaking.
âCan someone feel when another person is-â
You closed the Google tab, seconds away from throwing your phone out of the window- but the specific feeling that lived right between your thighs magically dragged your fingers back to the screen, opening a brand new one instead.
âIs it possible for someone to feel when another person is aroused?â
Aroused was a weak word. Fuck that.
âIs it possible for someone to feel when another person is wet, without touching them?â
You added a single word at the end of your question- reddit. Because somehow these forums had all the answers to every single question.
It had been like this all day -ever since the moment James stepped in the building with that new blonde hair. Platinum, almost silver under certain lights, falling in soft spikes that framed his sharp jawline and made his dark eyes pop like a fucking sin.
The internet was losing its collective mind; and you weren't ready to face the thousands- screw that- millions of thirsty comments.
Blonde James was lethal.
But blonde James was yours first and foremost.
You clicked on the first reddit link, foot tapping on the floor anxiously.
âYou probably can't help being turned on by certain people, but as long as you are polite and don't stare, you'll probably be OK. Just don't do anything to make it worse, like actively fantasizing about sex with them.â one netizen said.
Funny.
Cause you were pretty sure today, that blonde hair had flipped a switch inside you. Every time James moved, your gaze locked on the way the strands caught the light, he looked like a glorified anime character, sharp and lean everywhere. And then your eyes would drift lower: the corded muscles of his forearms exposed by rolled-up sleeves, the prominent veins that traced paths over his skin, pulsing faintly with each gesture.
His hands- god, his hands.
Long fingers, knuckles that flexed when he adjusted his mic pack, veins standing out against the back of his palm. You kept imagining them on you, in you, gripping, teasing, spreading.
âJust don't do anything to make it worse, like actively fantasizing about sex with them.â
Oh you were fucked.
Because that's exactly what you were doing since 9 am sharp this morning, with no break whatsoever.
Get it together, you thought, clenching your thighs together as you waited in the wings during soundcheck.
You aggressively turned off your phone and put it back in your pocket as if it was mocking you with these reddit threads. Your body felt hypersensitive, skin prickling under your stage outfit, heat pooled low in your belly, a constant throb that made your lace panties feel too tight, too damp already.
Just from hair? Pathetic.
But it wasn't just the hair. (It was the hair.) It was also how it made everything about him sharper, the way the strands brushed his neck when he tilted his head and-
Had you mentioned his hands? Oh yeah you were screwed.
Break time. The hallway between dressing rooms was empty for once, staff scattered for lunch. You slipped away, heart hammering, only to feel a warm hand catch your wrist.
And obvious-fucking-ly, it was James.
James your handsome... There was no word to describe what James was.
James was what he became the moment he slipped in your bed and spread your legs with that cocky smirk of his. Which was happening a whole lot lately ever since you'd made that whole fuck-buddy arrangement on a drunken night.
"Hey," he murmured, his voice low and smooth like velvet.
Since when did you throb when someone greeted you? You were going to have to have a pep talk with the girly downstairs, as soon as expeditiously possible.
James pulled you into a shadowed alcove near the emergency exit, the door clicking softly shut behind you both before you could even greet him back.
Up close, the blonde was devastating. A few strands fell over his forehead, and he brushed them back with long fingers. He was still a little sweaty from dancing, having changed his tee shirt into something more comfortable- but also more revealing; his strong arms now completely bare- shoulders and all.
Your breath hitched audibly.
You were so easy, it was terrifying.
"You've been staring all day," he observed, a small smile playing on his lips. Not smug but rather warm- appreciative even.
He leaned in, his breath ghosting your ear, carrying the faint scent of his shampoo mixed with stage makeup and clean sweat. "Something on your mind, baby?"
You swallowed hard, your back pressing against the cool wall. His hands. Those veins. You wanted them wrapped around your throat, your thighs, inside you.
The thought made your nipples tighten against your top.
Reddit girl would be so mad right now.
"Is it that obvious?" you managed to squeak out, though your voice sounded much deeper than you intended.
You tried to look anywhere but at his mouth, but- there were no buts- James was just all over you, playing with the knowledge that you were currently as red as a tulip.
He chuckled, a vibration that you felt in your own chest and he stepped closer, closing the microscopic gap between your bodies until you could feel the heat of his bare arms. He raised one hand, long fingers grazing your jawline before tucking a stray lock of hair behind your ear.
You let out a shaky breath, your knees feeling dangerously weak. You thought you could die right then and there.
"It's more than just staring," he murmured, his thumb tracing the line of your lower lip, pulling it down just enough to reveal the damp pink of your inner lip.
James' gaze darkened, dropping to your mouth before snapping back to your eyes. The playful warmth was still there, but it was being rapidly overtaken by something hungrier, something you knew all too well from how many times you'd explored him.
"You look like you're about to pounce..." He leaned in even closer, his nose brushing against yours, his voice dropping to a whisper. "what's wrong baby?"
What's wrong? You wanted to scream in his face, pull on his hair- but the thought only made you wetter- so impossibly wet- you thought you had never been this turned on in your whole entire life.
All because of some bleach and dye.
He didn't wait for an answer. He slid his hand from your face, his palm flat against the small of your back to pull you flush against him, the hard planes of his chest pressing against your breasts and the solid weight of his thighs slotting between yours. You let out a small, broken moan, your hands instinctively flying to his bare shoulders, your fingers digging into the firm muscle there.
You were so incredibly, hopelessly wet it was pathetic- and the friction of his denim against your damp lace was almost too much to bear.
"James," you breathed, his name a plea.
"Yeah, baby?" He nipped at your earlobe, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin just enough to make you arch into him. "Tell me what's wrong sweet girl."
Your hands, still anchored to his bare shoulders, slid upward, palms grazing the warm, slightly damp skin of his nape. Your fingers tangled into the short, silky strands of his new hair that was softer than expected. Your nails grazed at his scalp, scratching lightly, the way you knew he loved.
"Nothingâs wrong," you whispered, though the way your hips involuntarily hitched against his told a completely different story. You pulled back just enough to look him in the eye. "It's just... you. How am i supposed to focus when you're walking around looking like that?"
James let out a soft, breathless sound halfway between a laugh and a sigh and leaned his forehead against yours, his eyes fluttering shut as he soaked in your words.
"Shit." he let out a breathy laugh, nose brushing your jawline.
Your whole body was on fire, his skin brushing against yours like he had all the time in the world and you weren't standing in a hallway of your workplace.
You didn't answer his cursing with words. Instead, you tilted your head, your fingers tightening in his hair to pull him down just an inch more. You leaned in with a slow and agonizing movement that forced him to hold his breath in anticipation.
When your lips finally met his, it wasn't as frantic as usual; it was a languid, melting sensation. You started with the lightest of brushes, just a ghost of a touch against his bottom lip, teasing him, dragging a needy sound out of him.
You could feel his hands tremble against your waist, his grip tightening as he leaned into the sensation, desperate for more.
Then, you deepened it.
You let your lips part, your tongue sweeping out to graze the seam of his mouth before sliding inside. The kiss was heavy, wet, and incredibly unbearably slow, as you moved your tongue against his in a rhythmic, swirling motion, tasting him the faint hint of mint and the heat of his mouth.
Every time he tried to increase the pace, to suck harder or pull you closer, you slowed down even more, forcing him to endure the delicious torture of your restraint.
James let out a low, broken sound deep in his throat a needy, desperate hum that vibrated against your tongue. He was melting and you could feel him sagging against you.
His hands migrated from your waist to the back of your head, his fingers tangling in your hair to guide you.
He was so responsive, so hungry for the contact that it made you feel less insane for being so aroused by his goddamn hair.
Every time your tongue swiped against his, he let out a tiny, hitched breath, his hips stuttering a frantic, rhythmic press against yours. And when you finally pulled back just a fraction, leaving a thin, glistening thread of saliva connecting your lips, you didn't let him go far.
You stayed in his space, your noses brushing, your breaths mingling in the small gap between you.
James' eyes were hooded, lips swollen and red from your teasing, "You're gonna kill me, you know that?" he dropped a wet kiss on your collarborne.
You didn't give him the satisfaction of a verbal answer- yet again. Instead, you took one of his hands from your waist and guided it downward, moving slowly, watching his eyes widen, his breath hitching in his throat as your fingers led his palm over the curve of your hip and slid beneath the hem of your outfit.
When his fingers finally made contact with the damp lace of your panties, James let out a choked sound.
He didn't even have to push; the moment he felt the slick, undeniable heat radiating from you, he knew. He felt the warmt of your need, the way the fabric was practically soaked through.
His eyes searched yours, blown wide.
"Fuck" he cursed, his voice cracking. "You're soaked y/n."
He looked like he wanted to sink to his knees right then and there on the floor, to worship you properly while you tugged at his blonde hair.
But just as he began to press a finger inward, seeking to soothe the ache, you caught his wrist.
You pulled his hand away, leaving him momentarily unmoored and breathless, and then you slowly drew his fingers out of the lace.
They were glistening, coated in your heat.
James didn't even hesitate, he brought his hand up to his mouth, his eyes never leaving yours, and licked his fingers clean with a slow stroke of his tongue. The sight of him as he tasted you sent a fresh jolt of electricity straight to your core.
"Wanna bury my face between those thighs-" he started, breath fanning over your neck.
But life wasn't all rainbows and butterflies.
"James! Five minutes! We're back on!"
The muffled shout of a stage manager from down the hall shattered the moment in pieces.
The sudden intrusion made you both jump, a small gasp escaping your lips and James let out a frustrated, low groan, burying his face in the crook of your neck for a fleeting second, breathing you in as if he could store the scent of your skin to last him through the next fe hours.
"I'm gonna die." James exhaled shakily, eyes squeezed shut. "Why'd you have to be so fucking beautiful-"
The man made a low, pained sound in his throat. He glanced down, his face flushing a deep flustered crimson and reached down, awkwardly trying to shift himself, but the bulge in his stage pants was unmistakable and completely unyielding.
Despite his efforts, he couldn't hide the evidence of how much you'd just affected him.
He looked up at you, his eyes wide and pleading, completely overwhelmed and his hands hovered in the air, unsure of where to go, his shoulders hunching as if he were trying to shrink away from his own desire.
"I-I can't," he stuttered, his voice strained and thick. "I can't go out there like this. Fuck i'm so hard."
You started to move toward him, maybe to offer a reassuring touch or a lingering glance, but James stepped back, shaking his head frantically. He looked almost pained, his jaw tight as he tried to regain his composure.
"You have to go," he breathed through a pained chuckle, his gaze darting everywhere but your face. "I need a few minutes to cool down, or I swear i'm gonna forget every lyric to the songs."
He laughed, a shaky, breathless sound that lacked any of his usual confidence. He was trembling, his chest heaving as he tried to force his heart rate to slow down. "I can't get it down while you're standing there looking at me like that. You're too... you're too much. I can't think straight."
You gave him a small, knowing smile, enjoying the sight of him so completely undone.
âGood luck with that, handsome.â You began to back away, but he followed you with his eyes, his expression a mix of desperate longing and a sweet, innocent sort of agony.
"Hey, hey, come back here," he called after you, his voice a little louder now, "I mean no- don't come back- just text me when you're out. You're coming back with me tonight."
đ” đ”
James was a man of his word- so as soon as the show ended, still sweaty and soaked in water from the bottle of waters his members had poured on him- he was looking for you.
The adrenaline from the final encore was still coursing through his veins, he didn't even wait for the staff to clear the wings.
The moment he saw you standing near the equipment crates, he was moving. He didn't walk; he practically stumbled toward you, his eyes wide and frantic, searching yours.
He looked like a man who had spent the last hour in a fever dream, counting down every second until he could touch you again.
"You're here," he breathed, the words coming out as a relieved, shaky exhale. He didn't care that he was damp with sweat, or that the scent of salt and stage musk was heavy on him. He reached out, his large hands finding your waist with a suddenness that nearly knocked the wind out of you, pulling you into the shadow of a heavy equipment trunk.
He didn't kiss you immediately. Instead, he leaned his forehead against yours, his eyes squeezed shut, his chest heaving as he tried to regulate his breathing. He was still vibrating from the performance, but the hunger in him was even more intense than it had been in the alcove.
"God, it was so hard," he whispered, his voice a low, wrecked rasp against your skin. "Every time the lights went down for a transition, all I could think about was you."
You let out a small chuckle, amused, but he didnât let you speak.
"Can we go?" he asked, his voice pleading, his hands sliding down to grip your hips tightly. "Please, baby. I don't wanna talk to the guys, I don't wanna do the debrief... I just wanna be alone with you. I need to feel you."
He leaned in, his damp hair brushing your temple, his lips hovering just a fraction of an inch from yours, waiting for your permission, waiting for you to lead him away from the noise and the lights and into the quiet of your bedroom.
You let out a soft, breathless laugh, your hands sliding up his damp chest to cup his face, your thumbs tracing the line of his jaw.
So needy, you thought, feeling a surge of affection so strong it was almost painful.
"Letâs go then, go grab your stuff," you whispered, leaning in to catch his swollen bottom lip in a quick firm kiss. You pulled back just enough to meet his blown out pupils, your eyes dark with the same hunger he was projecting. "We need to leave now before the hallways get crowded."
You grabbed his hand, lacing your fingers tightly with his, and began tugging him toward the private exit.
"Right. Yes. Stuff. Going," he stammered, his brain clearly struggling to catch up with his body's frantic demands. He looked like he wanted to scoop you up and run, but the reality of the crowded backstage area forced him to maintain a shred of decorum. "Don't move. Don't move from this spot. If someone separates us, Iâm gonna lose it y/n.â
He practically scrambled away, his movements uncharacteristically hurried as he grabbed his bag and his damp towel. You watched him, your heart hammering a frantic rhythm against your ribs, feeling the weight of his gaze on you even as he turned his back to gather his things.
A few moments later, he was back, his hand finding yours with a desperate strength, his fingers lacing through yours so tightly it felt like he was trying to fuse your skin together.
He couldnât care less if the stylists or the other members saw him practically dragging you toward the private exit.
As you slipped through the back door and into the cool and quiet night air of the loading dock, the sudden temperature drop made you shiver, but James was there instantly, pulling you flush against his side. He was still radiating heat, unbothered by the possibility that his members might be looking for him.
"Call your driver, pretty girl," he whispered into your hair as he leaned down, his lips grazing the shell of your ear, his breath hot and frantic.
The silence in the car was heavy, James didn't even bother to ask to turn on the radio; the only sound was the low hum of the engine and the frantic uneven rhythm of your breathing.
He sat in the back seat, but he wasn't looking out the window. He was turned toward you, his body angled sharply, one hand gripping the edge of the leather so hard his knuckles were white. Every time the car hit a small bump, his knee would brush against yours, and he would let out a sharp, hitched breath, as if the simple contact was enough to push him over the edge.
"Itâs so hard to sit still," he finally groaned, the sound vibrating in the small space. He reached out, his hand trembling as he rested it on your thigh, his fingers digging into the fabric of your skirt. "I feel like if we don't get to the apartment in the next thirty seconds, I'm going to start unzipping my pants right here."
It was a joke- not that you would mind.
He let out a breathless, self deprecating laugh, but there was nothing funny about the way he was looking at you. His gaze was tracing the line of your throat, the curve of your lips, the way your chest rose and fell with your heavy breathing.
"You're doing this on purpose, aren't you?" he whispered, his voice dropping to a low, gravelly register that made your stomach flip. "The way you're sitting there... so calm... so pretty.â
âShhh weâre almost there Yufan,â your hand hiked up his thigh, tracing over the hard muscles there.
His hips gave an involuntary, desperate twitch upward, seeking the pressure of your hand, trying to close the agonizing gap between your touch and his need. He was so hard, so incredibly sensitive, that even the slight friction of your hand against his trousers felt like a lightning strike.
"Don't... don't stop," he groaned, his fingers curling into the leather of the seat, his knuckles turning a ghostly white. "Please, baby, don't stop. If you stop now, I think I might actually die."
đ” đ”
The second the apartment door clicked shut, he was on you.
James didn't even wait to turn on the lights. He didn't even make it past the entryway, he practically tackled you against the door, the heavy wood thudding against your back as his body slammed into yours. His hands were everywhere at once clutching your waist, tangling in your hair, pulling you so close that you could feel the thudding rhythm of his heart against your own chest.
"Finally," he choked out, the word sounding more like a prayer than a statement. "Finally, finally, finally."
He didn't kiss you gently this time. He devoured your mouth, his tongue sweeping into your heat with a desperate, rhythmic intensity that made your knees buckle. He was kissing you as if he were trying to breathe you in, as if he could absorb your very essence into his lungs.
Your hands slid under your top, his palms hot and slightly damp against your skin, tracing the curve of your ribs before gripping your waist to hoist you up. You instinctively wrapped your legs around his hips, your thighs squeezing his waist, and the sensation of your damp lace pressing against his hard length made him let out a broken moan into your mouth.
"You're so hot," he whimpered against your lips, his voice wrecked and needy. "you're so fucking beautiful."
He began to move, stumbling backward toward the bedroom, never once breaking the contact of your lips or the frantic grip of his hands. He was stumbling, uncoordinated and desperate, his movements driven by a singular, overwhelming need to be inside you, to feel the friction.
You reached the bedroom and just as you were lost in the heat of his neck, James pulled back just an inch, his breathing still heavy but a glint returning to his eyes. That lopsided, cocky smirk the one he usually reserved for the stage spread across his lips, though his eyes remained soft.
âYou know...â he started. He tilted his head, a stray lock of that platinum hair falling over his brow as he cupped your jaw âThe hair... I dyed it for you.â He let out a soft, breathless chuckle, his hands sliding from your waist to cup your face, his thumbs tracing your cheekbones with a tenderness that contradicted his smug expression. âFigured since you like Bakugo so much... you might start to like me.â
You stared at him, momentarily stunned. Not a single fiber in your body was ready to think about whatever that meant.
But as you looked at him, really looked at him the way his chest was heaving, the way his eyes were dark with a hunger that bordered on desperation, and the very obvious, heavy ache straining against his trousers a different thought took hold.
Oh, James needs some head. Fuck it he deserves it. âYou did?â you smile, breaking the contact. âDidnât have to change your hair color for me to like you, i already did anyway.â
You slid down his body, your hands gliding over the firm muscles of his thighs, guiding him as you descende and James let out a startled sound as you sank to your knees on the hardwood floor in front of him. He reached out instinctively, his fingers tangling in your hair, his knuckles white as he braced himself against the wall for support.
"Baby?" he breathed, his voice trembling, his eyes wide and blown out as he looked down at you. He looked completely undone, his smugness melting instantly into a state of pure, vulnerable anticipation. "Wait- are youâŠâ
He didn't finish the sentence. He couldn't. He just stood there, trembling, his head tilting back as he watched you, his breath hitching in his throat as he waited for your next move.
You didn't give him the satisfaction of immediate relief. Instead, you leaned in just enough to let your warm breath ghost over the fabric of his trousers, right where he was most sensitive. You watched his eyes flutter shut, his head lulling back against the doorframe with a shaky, expectant groan.
You started with a tease, your tongue tracing the hard, pulsing line of him through the cloth, circling the head of his length with agonizing slowness. You could feel him shudder, his hands tightening in your hair, his hips jerking forward in an uncoordinated attempt to meet your touch.
"Baby... please," he asked, needy "Don't... don't play with me like this. You know how much I need you."
You let out a low, muffled giggle against the fabric, enjoying the way he trembled under your control. You moved your hands up, unbuttoning his trousers and sliding the zipper down with a rasp that sounded like thunder in the quiet room.
When you finally freed him, the sight of him thick, heavy, and pulsing with his own heat made your mouth water.
Then, you finally leaned in.
The moment your lips made contact, James let out a low sound. You took him into your mouth, tongue swirling around the sensitive head before sliding down the length of him in one long, wet motion.
The reaction was instantaneous. His entire body went rigid, his fingers clenching so tightly in your hair that it was almost a tug, but you didn't mind.
He was lost. He was completely, utterly gone. He leaned his head back, his throat working as he swallowed hard, his eyes rolling back in his head.
"Oh god..." he gasped, his voice breaking. "Right there angel... just like that. You're so good... so fucking good to me."
You picked up the pace, your movements becoming more rhythmic and intense. You used your hands to stroke the base of him, creating a seamless, overwhelming sensation that had him swaying on his feet. He was a mess of sensation, his breath coming in ragged, frantic gasps, his hips beginning to move in time with your mouth.
The rhythm of your mouth was relentless, a perfect, swirling combination of heat, suction, and the expert glide of your tongue. You weren't just being careful; you were being thorough, worshiping him with every wet, sliding movement. You could feel the tremors racking his entire frame, the way his thighs shook so violently he had to lean against the wall just to stay upright.
As you felt him reaching that final, frantic peak his hips beginning to stutter in short, desperate jerks you decided to change the dynamic.
You slowed down just a fraction, pulling back enough to let the cool air hit his slick, heated skin, and then you tilted your head back to look up at him. Your eyes were heavy, lidded as you looked up at him through your lashes, your lips glistening and we. Your gaze traveled upward, past his trembling chest, past his frantic throat, until it landed on his hair.
The strands were a mess, damp with sweat and tousled from his own fingers, catching the dim light of the apartment.
He looked so goddamn good-
James opened his eyes, his vision blurry and his mind a fog of pleasure, and he looked down to find you watching him with that dazed, worshipful expression. He saw the way your eyes lingered on his hair, the way you looked at him like youâd die if he didnât touch you.
"Baby..." he choked out, his voice a mere whisper, his hands shaking as he reached down to cup your face, thumbs brushing over your wet lips. "Just- come up here. Iâll give you anything you need, yeah?"
Every time your glassy, dark eyes drifted up to catch his, his heart gave a violent, painful thud against his ribs.
James was not okay.
He felt dizzy a legitimate, spinning vertigo that made the room tilt. It wasn't just the physical sensation of your mouth; it was the way you were looking at him, you looked so hungry and that caused his undoing.
His cock was twitching in front of your face, the head of him weeping clear droplets of pre cum, reacting to the sensory overload of your presence. He felt like he was a live wire, a single touch away from loosing all control.
James reached down, his fingers trembling so badly he could barely grip your shoulders, his knuckles white. He felt like he could cum at any second, just from your eyes alone.
"Don't look at me like that and then stop," he pleaded, a broken, needy whine vibrating in his chest. He was practically begging now, his pride long since abandoned. "Just... finish it. Please. I can't... I can't hold it- I'm right there... I'm so close..."
His hips gave a sudden, violent twitch, his entire body tensing as he felt the first, unmistakable wave of a climax beginning to form through him.
Gosh- was he that down bad?
You didn't let him drift away, you leaned forward, your hands gripping his thighs to steady him, and took him deep.
The sensation of him filling you, the thickness of him sliding past your throat, forced a muffled noise from his lungs. His fingers tangled so violently in your hair that it was almost a pull, his knuckles white as he braced himself against the wall, his entire body vibrating with the force of his climax.
"Oh fuck fuck fuck- baby." he curzed, the word catching in a sob.
He was pulsing, his entire length twitching rhythmically against your tongue as he began to come. You didn't pull back; you leaned into it, your throat working, your suction intense and unrelenting as he poured himself into you. You felt the hot, thick waves of his cum hitting the back of your throat.
He was shaking, his knees finally giving out as he slumped against the wall, his breath coming in frantic, sobbing gasps. He was completely spent, his eyes glazed and unfocused, staring down at you with a look of pure, holy awe.
And you didn't miss a single drop.
You swallowed every bit of him, the thick, salty taste of him a final, intimate seal on the moment. You took your time, making sure he saw the way you swallowed, making sure he saw the way your throat moved, before you finally pulled back.
The moment you finished, James was a man possessed. He didn't let you stay on the floor for long; he scooped you up and carried you to the bed, his lips finding yours in a series of frantic, messy kisses as he laid you down.
He was still reeling, his mind a hazy fog of pleasure, but the sight of you flushed and breathless made his head spin.
He flipped you onto your stomach, hands sliding down the curve of your spine- and he leaned down, breath hot against the back of your thigh, as he began to work his way up.
When his tongue finally found you, nudging your panties to the side- he let out a low, needy groan, his face burying into your pussy from behind.
His strong hands gripped the soft flesh of your ass, spreading you open for him as a moan vibrated against your soaked folds- his tongue dragging slowly from your dripping entrance all the way to your swollen clit.
James was completely lost in it. He licked broad, flat strokes across your pussy, lapping up your arousal like a man dying of thirst. His tongue circled your clit with teasing pressure before flicking rapidly over the sensitive bundle of nerves, making your hips jerk involuntarily.
âFuck⊠you taste so good,â he growled against your core, the words muffled as he pressed his face in harder.
He nudged your panties further aside with his nose, then sucked your clit between his lips, hollowing his cheeks as he drew on it with pulsing suction.
Your thighs trembled, a broken moan spilling from your mouth into the sheets. You didnât even know what to do anymore- you were wrecked- completely.
You were grinding back against his face without shame now, chasing the building pressure which James only encouraged, his free hand kneading your ass, spreading you wider so he could eat you more thoroughly.
He alternated between long, hungry licks and focused suction on your clit, occasionally pulling back just enough to blow cool air over your overheated flesh before diving back in with renewed hunger.
"James..." you gasped, your fingers digging into the bedsheets, your hips arching instinctively toward him. The sensation was incredible, but the ache in your core was demanding something more something else. "James, stop... wait."
He paused instantly, his head lifting, his face flushed and his hair a beautiful, damp mess. He looked up at you through his lashes, his eyes wide and searching, looking like a puppy waiting for a command. "What? Whatâs wrong baby"
"Nothingâs wrong," you breathed, reaching back to grab his hands and pulling him upward. You rolled over, your eyes locking onto his, dark and commanding. "I don't want you down there. I wanna feel you. I wanna ride you."
James didn't argue. He couldn't possibly.
He simply sat back on his heels, his breath coming in shallow, jagged hitches as he watched you climb over him. His hands hovered near your waist, wanting to grip you, wanting to pull you down, but he held back, his fingers trembling with the effort of letting you take control.
As you settled onto him- hovering over his cock and slowly sinking down- the sensation of him filling you caused his head to loll back, a long groan escaping his lips.
When you began to move, the rhythm of your hips setting a pace that was both slow and punishingly deep, James fell into a trance of pure sensation.
He couldn't even find the words to praise you anymore.
He just sat there, his chest heaving, his eyes wide and wild as they tracked every movement of your body.
His mouth hung slightly open, his breath hitching every time you bottomed out against him, his gaze so intense it felt like witnessing something forbidden.
You leaned forward, your hands reaching up to find purchase in that beautiful hair youâd been admiring all day. You wound your fingers into the silky strands, tugging just firmly enough to pull his head back, exposing the lon line of his throat.
"You look so good like this, James," you whispered, your voice a low, sultry purr that seemed to vibrate through him. You leaned down, your lips brushing his ear, your breath hot and teasing. "This hair... you look so good.â
You gave his hair another sharp, commanding tug, pulling his face up to meet yours.
"Fuck..." he finally managed to choke out, though it was barely a sound, just a broken exhale of your name. He looked completely unmoored, his hands finally coming up to grasp your hips, not to guide you, but to hold on for dear life as you drove him closer and closer to the edge. "Youâre gonna kill me... You're absolutely killing me."
The pace shifted from a slow, torturous grind to a frantic, rhythmic bounce that sent jolts of electricity straight to his core.
You leaned forward, your chest brushing against his, and reached down to grab his hands, guiding them away from your waist and to the swell of your ass.
âFeels so good- youâre so deep.â you keened, head lolling back.
As you picked up the speed, you began to consciously squeeze, your internal walls clenching and pulsing around his cock. You gripped him with a precision that was nothing short of calculated, catching him with every upward surge of your hips.
"Ah fuck-" he whimpered, trying his best not to make this end so quickly.
His hips began to buck upward instinctively, trying to meet your frantic pace, his entire body coiling into a tight, vibrating knot of pure tension.
"You're so tight... you're so fucking tight..." he gasped, the words coming out in broken fragments.
âI know, baby, I know fuck...â you moaned, your head falling back as you felt him bucking beneath you, âYouâre so good, James... you feel so fucking good.â
He couldn't even keep his eyes open; he just stared up at you, his jaw tight, his entire body vibrating with the effort of not coming mid sentence.
"mmhh fuck," he choked out, his hands sliding from your ass to your hips, his fingers bruising your skin as he tried to pull you even deeper, to merge your bodies together. "Do it... do it again. Squeeze me like that... please, sweetheart, please."
So you did.
"You're so beautiful..." he said, the words catching in his throat as he watched you, his eyes glassy and unfocused.
âOh fuckâyou gasped, the words breaking into a ragged moan as his hips bucked violently against you, trying to meet your desperate pace. You leaned down, your hair brushing against his sweat slicked skin, and bit your lip to keep from screaming as the tension reached a breaking point. âIâm so close, James... so so closeâ
You reached down, your fingers tangling in his blonde hair to pull his head up, needing to see his expression when you finally broke.
He cursed sharply, hips snapping up to meet you with renewed force. One hand slid up your back, pressing you flush against his chest while the other slipped between your bodies, his thumb finding your clit.
âCome for me baby-â he growled, voice low and filthy. âLet me feel you.â
The tension snapped.
Your orgasm crashed over you hard, a white-hot wave that tore a loud, shameless moan from your throat. You clenched around him rhythmically, pulsing, soaking him as pleasure ripped through every nerve.
You did it one final time, and that was all it took.
James came with a groan that tore straight from his chest. His whole body seized beneath you -every muscle locking up tight as the first spurt of his cum flooded deep inside you. He couldnât stop moving. Even as his orgasm ripped through him, his hips kept thrusting up into you in short, desperate, uncontrollable strokes, chasing the pleasure, fucking his cum deeper with every erratic snap of his pelvis.
âFuck- fuck, baby- â he gasped, voice hoarse.
His arms wrapped around you like a vice, clinging desperately as he pulled your body flush against his. One hand splayed wide across your back, fingers digging in hard enough to leave marks, while the other gripped the back of your neck, holding you in place. He buried his face into the crook of your neck, mouth open against your sweat-slick skin, panting and moaning as another thick pulse of cum spilled into you.
You could feel everything- the way his cock throbbed and twitched violently inside your pulsing heat, his hips kept rolling in shallow, stuttering thrusts even as he came down, like he physically couldnât stop claiming you. His lips pressed open-mouthed against your throat, teeth grazing your skin as broken whimpers and curses vibrated against you.
For a long minute he stayed like that -buried to the hilt, still giving tiny, involuntary thrusts as the last drops of his cum leaked into you, arms locked around your body like he never wanted to let go.
âFucking hellâŠâ he finally breathed, voice wrecked and muffled against your neck. He pressed a sloppy, lingering kiss just below your ear, then another, softer this time. His hold slowly loosened, but only slightly- one hand still stroking down your spine while the other stayed tangled in your hair.
âYou okay, baby?â He nuzzled deeper into your neck, pressing another kiss there. âI think I lost the ability to think for a secondâŠâ
You softly giggled, breathless- and you kissed him right back on the temple. âCuteâ
James looked up, his eyes always told stories but right now- they told you all you needed to know about the nature of your relationship.
There was no way in hell you could both pretend this wasnât more than a stupid drunken arrangement anymore.
âI should dye my hair more often if it means youâll ride me like you just did.â
that shit was so long idk what possessed me iâm so down bad itâs so unfunny.đâđ»
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do yall think if james had platinum and longer hair, heâd look like tomoe
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yearner!james x fem!reader (slight nsfw! please be warned!)
blame it on the alcohol in his veins but you look so kissable right now. youâre just talking to your friend near the bar, wearing his leather jacket and he can think about is how he wants your lips on his.
âyouâre awfully distracted, hyung.â martin snapped him out of his trance, before turning back to the group.
keonho with a shit-eating grin on his face, âyou guys wanna bet heâll kiss her at the end of the night.â small giggles throughout the table as james downed another drink,
âkeep drinking your kool-aid, kid.â
âjust talk to her, manâ juhoon reasoned. âyouâve been in love with her the day she shared her sandwiches in second grade.â
youâve been beside james since he moved to your neighbourhood and happens to go to the same school as you. shy little james wouldnât talk to anyone until you approached him with offerings of sandwiches and a friendship. the rest was history.
now freshly in your 20âs, you and james were still inseperable. being the only adult in his friendgroup, naturally the younger ones look up and depended on him. when he introduced you to them, all of them clinged to you like a kid would to their mom.
with how present you are in their hangouts, the mere implication of you two being the parents of the group had his ears burning. something keonho likes to tease him about.
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all you said was you loved his hair. when he walked in the front door, you complimented how good the blonde looked. like any good girlfriend would do when their boyfriend doesnât end up with a fucked up haircut.
now, james has your legs in the air, nose deep in your pussy, tongue showing no mercy. one hand held your legs up while the other spread your lips further apart. the browns of his eyes rolling to the back of his head, at the taste of you on his tastebuds.
âoh my god!â
you squirmed deeper into the mattress, moaned louder as your own hand tangled in between the blonde strands, anchoring whatâs left of your sanity. his hand, that held your legs up snaked down to hold your hips in place so he could press his face closer and deeper into your soaked cunt.
whimpering helplessly, jamesâs tongue teased your throbbing clit with slow circles, flicking the sensitive bud up and down when he hears you call out his name.
âjjamiâ!â your voice died out with squeak as he plunged two fingers in you without warning. hands now clawing down his back, your pussy clenching at the intrusion, before the pleasure crept up your spine.
âyou taste so fucking good, baby.â he whispered lowly against your skin, like it was a forbidden rite. tongue still lapping at you mercilessly, now with the added pressure of his fingers, it was all too much.
the mattress shifted as james pushed his body forward, his free hand folding your body into a mating press. more porngraphic moans left your pretty lips at the new position. almost as if heâs getting off on how loud you can get, his fingers slipped in and out faster, his tongue licked with newfound determination.
âi canât! i canâtâjames!â
throughout all these, his eyes never left yours. he watched closely at how far back your eyes rolled, how your beautiful lips say his name over and over. you never looked so devastated in his hands, crying at every thrust of his fingers, he could see you were close.
under the mercy of his tongue and fingers, you reduced to a sobbing mess. blabbering incoherent pleas when james sucked harshly on your clit. you swore it was like you were struck by lightning, your hips jerked forward and the grip on his hair tightened.
thatâs it baby, come for me.
âmake a mess on me, baby. god pleaseâ he pleaded, tone laced with desperation before diving back in you.
you came with a silent scream, body jolted with the force of your orgasm, james moaned as you squirted all over your boyfriend. lapping at your remnants, his fingers still in you, helping you ride out the high. the sheets were soaked, with some dripping down jamesâs mouth.
though reluctant, he backed off once you pushed at his head, the waves of overstimulation creeping up slowly. he brought your legs back down on the mattress, massaging your thighs, the muscle tingling under his hands.
catching your breathe, you opened your eyes to look at your boyfriend. kneeled in between your thighs, his lips shined with your essence, with some dripping down his jawline. the smug on his face as he sucked his fingers clean, all while maintaining heavy eye contact. you watched closely at the veins on his hand, the way his mouth enclosed on each finger, leaving with a pop sound.
somehow the blonde accentuates more his features, makes him look a hundred times sexier than he already is. your eyes never leaving his even as he leaned forward, inching closer to your face. itâs like youâre seeing him for the first time, your breath hitched.
âyou look so pretty, jjami.â the compliment rolled off your tongue smoothly, and watched in real time, his ears turned a crimson red.
his head plopped into the crook of your neck, hiding his sudden shyness as his arms wrapped around you, his frame shrinking to mold with yours. sometimes you are baffled at how quick his demeanor changed.
he made a noise, something between a whimper and an embarassed groan.
âć€äșć§ăæäžæłććŹäșăâ
(âenough. i donât want to hear about it anymore.â)
you chuckled at that, caressing the soft strands of his new hair. james sighed softly, wholeheartedly content. just when you thought he had dozed off, a cheeky hand made its way to grip your ass.
âiâm not done with you, princess.â his voice below an octave, littering small kisses down the slope of your neck.
itâs staggering how fast his mood changes, not that youâre complaining though.
i cant fucking comprehand locals seeing blonde james during lolla I JUST CANT