LYCAN 𖤐

Paganism/occult blog

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Hello! I am Lycan. This is my spiritual pagan side blog.

I’m 18.

I’m a trans man, and my pronouns are he/him.

My main is @lycanprophecy

I’m an Omnist, and also a theistic luciferian. I also work with spirit guides.

I have been on my spiritual journey of paganism for five years now.

I might stop in from time to time to yap about an experience I may have had or a spell that could have worked.

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Yall im actually feeling really called to hinduism. I obviously wouldn't mix my witchcraft practices in with it as it's disrespectful, but man does it call to me.

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I hope this post doesn’t breach containment (anyone I know irl finding this) due to the nature of this post, but I wanted to share a lil something. That lil something being my demonic spiritual journey.

Ever since I was seven or eight, I have been awfully drawn to demons. Not because they’re edgy, but I really couldn’t tell you why. I was raised a Christian, I attended a really nice church every Sunday, and I only prayed to god. But somehow the obsession with hell coexisted. I would draw demons every day, back then my religious family didnt see it as any warning signs, especially when my “imaginary friend” was a satanic fallen Angel prostitute. More about her later. Idk, I guess they thought it was cute. I didn’t hide anything from them, I was very open about it all. But it’s not cute now, it’s concerning I guess. When yer older it ain’t a cute lil flaw. It makes people genuinely scared for me.

My imaginary friend back when I was eight I believe was actually my guardian demon, she would speak to me though ideas and intuition. She would give me ideas I couldn’t possibly have conjured by myself, such as a fallen Angel, I thought I made it up back then, but obviously not. She also told me about her side job, how she did stuff to feed her family, she told me what it was but never the details. I wouldn’t have understood everything back then, but I understood a bit. I do remember when she planted the knowledge that she also practices vampirism, she was very interesting. I also remember when she wanted me to start getting into “black magic” and I told my mom but my mom told me that it was “evil” so I should stick to “pink magic”. Fun times.

Fast forward to November of 2025, I had a feeling Lucifer was with me, randomly. I asked him if it’s really him, send me a crow or raven. Two millisecond later four crows cross my vision. I was very scared those next few days. I guess I was going through Christian withdrawals. I had been a pagan for five years, but it was still a lot for me. I ended up telling my mom snd she said I should go to church, which we never did. I did have a feeling Lucifer was with me for longer than I was aware of. I had wanted to practise luciferianism for years, but had been too scared. Slowly I deconstructed my fears from Christianity. And now I have almost no Christian fears surrounding him. I have a deep respect and believe he is a neutral being.

Recently, I have been reaching out to my guardian demon again, and Shes there. Almost exactly as I remember her.

I don’t know if I should have shared this or if it should have remained private, I honestly use Tumblr as a diary cuz I usually get 0-11 likes. Im unknown so I hope this ain’t going to blow up. But anyone who does read this and has a similar experience, please share. I wanna know I’m not the only one.

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I miss the days when I would pray to Loki and sometimes Hel. I would walk to the park and go off into the forest. I had two small altars that I have flowers to whenever I wanted to pray. I mostly just yapped to Loki about the current drama. But I have never been good with maintaining my relationships with the gods. Sadly I stopped. I wish I could stick to a spirituality.

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POV: ur a trans guy ftm who is into witchcraft and wants to learn vampirism and siren energy but everyone keeps calling it “divine feminine energy” and it makes you really dysphoric

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Being a pagan who’s into taxidermy and vulture culture is so cool cuz what do you mean I can do osteomancy. I have begun my collection on this day. I even tried it out, having two accurate answers and one bad omen.

I love trying new forms of divination.

If anyone who’s into divination, witchcraft, sorcery or any occult practises who also has tips on osteomancy, I would love to hear it. Until then, I will keep doing more research into the topic.

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I have a hot take guys, don’t hate on me, but I feel like something has to be said.

People who defend satanism/luciferianism often, and this is what I have personally experienced and observed, defend it by explaining how the person who practices it doesn’t actually worship the deities themselves, but see them more as symbols, so it’s actually more okay. Which, if that’s what you do, awesome. But what about the people who actually worship and work with demons…. Are they just, bad in y’all’s eyes? As of their path is better because it’s less hateable. Don’t get me wrong, I do support the ideas of the more accepted version of satanism/luciferianism, but the goal shouldn’t just be to be accepted in the eyes of those who hate us, so much so to undermine people who have strong relationships and actually believe in their demons.

I have heard around by many people and my mom that satanism is okay because they don’t actually believe in Satan, but thats completely missing the point in why satanism is okay. The people that do (from what I’ve seen) are not evil monsters that commit crimes daily, they are usually any witch practitioner who feels called to work with darker deities, and that shouldn’t be demonized so much, even in accepting witch communities.

I also feel that people who claim to have deconstructed their Christianity and are “witches”, adhere to Christian rules. I had a family member (not naming names) tell me that they think my spirituality and my connection with Lucifer is cool, but used it as blackmail on me, and even told me not to practise in the house, cuz Lucifer would evil up the house idk. Same person who says their accepting of all witches btw.

It sucks that even witches demonize a harmless practise.

Also, if this does not apply to you, this is not about you