i may be smol but i am mighty
sheâs the cinnamon roll you want to protect
but she can actually kill you
although sheâd be killing you with kindness most likely
anya decided from a young age that she wanted to be kind
even kind to ez westcombe who doesnât understand the word no or when heâs being an asshole or staring at her for too long
honestly, this decision was a direct response to wanting to be everything that adelina blackbourne is not
in her journals, she refers to her mother as âthe ice queenâÂ
in person, anya always calls her adelina and has not called her mom since she was two years old
after all... you canât really be kind and warm to a person who is never kind and warm to you, right?
she doesnât blame blaise for her motherâs obsession but she does blame her mother for her family being v emotionally unstable
tbh her mother is the root of her anger issues
something she keeps to herself - even from oz, ro, and bea
honestly, oz, ro, and bea are the light of her life and she doesnât know what she would do without them
they may not see this, but she learned her kindness from them
she knows she should blame her father too, but in a family predominately male, she would have thought them ladies would have stuck together!
besides, her father is only humanÂ
perhaps, thatâs why things are different with him
heâs always had the ability to show her compassion when she needs it
her budding witchcraft is also a source of anger
anya is extremely fearful of being a witch
mostly because she worries itâll turn her into her mother and her aunts and anyone who possesses such power
she doesn't ever want to lose sight of herself and being kind
itâs what keeps her grounded: Her need to remain âthe responsible storm daughterâ
however, anya is petrified of losing herself to something she doesn't know how to control or even understandÂ
this often results is anger outbursts, which typically happen behind her bedroom door or when no one is watchingÂ
recently, her research on being a witch has resulted in covering witchcraft books with new coversÂ
this way she can sit in coffee shops and read them without getting peculiar looks
anya is REALLY good with a needle and thread and would kind of love to be a seamstressÂ
most of the clothes she wears, sheâs made them herselfÂ
why buy the expensive stuff (which she can obviously afford) when she can make them herself?
growing up, gabriel was her mannequinÂ
sheâd test out all her clothes on him, while he shared stories from the books heâd read
recently, sheâs found her interest peaked by caleb young
heâs nice and heâs prospect who (if he wanted to) could take her far away from the storm estateÂ
itâs not something anya thinks about a lot, but she wonders if she would be happier in a far away place
then again, far away places only really exist in ones dreams