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[m-callowe]

spam/vent sideblog. part of a system.

he/shi/sie - ftm gay sun bear

persecutor-protector - very persodivergent / unspecified/general pd, most notably narcissistic, sadistic, negativistic pd traits; but there’s a lot more.

[cemettarydxll]

[m-callowe]

my system being radqueer scares the shit out of me. i just want us safe. i don’t want us to get killed.

[loserfratgirl-deactivated202508]

nsft

getting my face shoved into a pillow while they knot me when? "you can take it, pretty pup" when? when? please PLEASE.

[cowboycaptive]

parasocial, pushy stalker when? please please please ple

[militantcoining]

Skull Crusher - A term for a headmate that is antagonistic, aggressive, apathetic, and defensive. As well as holding beliefs of misanthropy towards external people.

Skull Crushers are always the first (or one of the first) to react in situations where the system and/or a fellow headmate may feel attacked and will react with hostility always. Their idea of a solution in moments such as these may be to piss the other person off more than them and make them hate you, purposefully, to ensure they’ll never hold the idea of contact again.

Said headmate can fall under roles (all simultaneously) such as prosecutor, anger-holder, aggressor, protector, apathy-holder and guardian.

Kinda cluster b-aligned, though, wasn’t intentional and is for anyone to use.

Tagging - @radiomogai

[cactusringed]

Why is he skinny :( why is he skinny :( Why is he skinny :( why is he skinny :( Why is he skinny :( why is he skinny :( Why is he skinny :( why is he skinny :( Why is he skinny :( why is he skinny :(

[abusedpup-deactivated20250629]

It’s unbearable. Living for myself is empty, agonizing. I hate it. I don’t want independence, I don’t want freedom. I want to live entirely for someone else. To exist for them, love them, serve them. That’s all I need to feel whole. Without that, I feel like I’m nothing. Like there’s no reason for me to keep breathing.

[ofishal-fish-posts]

anyone want my nervous system? i am getting rid of it due to the fact that i no longer wish to be nervous

[sisyphus-complex2]

I’ve seen the way you blog. Something ain’t right. Let’s be friends

[awooof]

my neurodirvegent ass trying to smile for the picture:

[bpderanged]

One simplified way to describe depression is the feeling of chronic exhaustion that doesn't go away even after enough sleep. Like everything feels like a task that requires enormous mental effort, even when it's just basic things such as doing dishes or brushing teeth. It's just constantly feeling drained for no apparent reason.

[sisyphusshrugged]

how to get close to people for beginners

getting close to people strategies

first time getting close to people walkthrough

techniques for getting close to people

[petaltexturedskies]

Anemoia (n.) — a feeling of nostalgia for memories you've never had and places you've never been.

[m-callowe]

NOT READY TO MAKE NICE GOES SO FUCKING HARD

[strawberry-crocodile]

there's a post where someone said "can you respect trans women who look like men" and someone responded something like "hell yeah I love people who fuck with gender!" and like... yeah that's cool, but in a lot of spaces "trans woman who looks like a man" is a lot less likely to be someone who is intentionally comfortably presenting masculine, and a lot more likely to be a girl who hasn't started transition, or can't safely, or just didn't or couldn't put in the effort to pass as fem today, and a lot of them will just look like schlubby dudes and not a radically presenting queer person. and you should be able to respect that.

[undeadentropy]

Also, and I can't emphasize this enough. Are you cool with trans women who aren't hot? Like, if she's a solid 3, do you think she still has rights? Because a lot of people fail this test. Most people, in my experience.

[cigarrorosapreto]

☣️⚠️: AVISO: COISAS NOJENTAS, E VOCE PODE SER UMA DELAS !

Viu, eu acho que você é uma delas, nojenta e nojenta.

( autocrítica )