In Over My Head

Hi my name's Amy and this is my personal blog. Follow my main blog!

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i had to much fun with this

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hehehe this was fun, but things started to get weird after the first 5, 10ish O_o

Gemma, Brianna, Kate, Ruby, Austin, Mark, JOHN, Kelsey, Sami, Emily, Aunt Gail, Chase.... Okay I'm done XD

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piercing update :)

I've decided that I'm gonna get my nose re-pierced. I don't like the piercing I have now because it's too low, and I didn't want to get it re-pierced because that means that I have to get it pierced with a clear stud because of work, but I've decided that I can bare the two months. I'm also hoping to convince my mom to let me get it pierced twice (on the same side) because she was willing to let me get another piercing since she won't let me stretch my ears and almost famous has buy one get one free piercings soooo yeah! I'm gonna look really silly having two clear studs on the side of my nose for the first two months though XP oh well, it's worth it!

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same

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I can be in the shittiest mood and this still makes me laugh

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I can't stop crying and I'm scaring myself because I feel like my depression is getting really, really bad. And sometimes I can't tell because i'll be fine and happy, then the next second I can't stop thinking about how much of a fuck up I am, and how terrible of a person I am and I start hysterically crying like I am now. I don't know what to do. I can't fix my life. And I want to be able to talk to people about this, but I hate it because it's not anyone else's problem. I want to talk to Mark so bad, but I don't think he'll understand and he won't be able to help or have anything to say and I'll just feel pathetic AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. Someone make it stop, please. I can't do this anymore.

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Whenever he asks "Can I call you later?" I get this HUGE knot in my stomach because I always think it's gonna be something bad :/ I hate when you don't know what someone wants to talk about XP

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I've never felt this way about anyone, I've never loved anyone, I've never fallen this hard. I'm just praying that I don't get hurt. If anything were to happen I don't know how I'd be able to handle it and still be okay. 

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I like this quote :)

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lol yah.

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I'm literally shaking with rage. MY MOM WENT THROUGH MY STUFF AGAIN. I don't care if you're in my room, BUT STOP SNOOPING AROUND!! She took my mirror with my blade inside it, what the fuck. And it's not like I left it out in the open, she would have had to search!!!!!!! God, the nerve. 

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I can't not be unhappy past 12 am. And it get worse and worse as it gets later. I should go to sleep before it gets really bad. 

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Over that last post lol..... I was having a bad night/day, never mind it. 

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I'm fucking hurt. You were my friend first, and once I introduce you to ANYONE you instantly cling to them and drop me like I'm a meaningless piece of shit. At least have the decency to text me back. All I've ever done is loved you as a friend, and you act like I mean absolutely nothing to you. Whatever, maybe I just expected too much from you. 

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When your day does a complete 180 degree flip and you feel awesome :)

I was feeling sooo shitty, I was stressed and broken down and feeling like I suck at life, then that one person makes you feel like the most special person in the whole world. I can't help, but keep smiling. I feel like a dork XD

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Lol can we just...

Mark and I tried to have a conversation about what we are. Basically we were texting, then I didn't respond for a little bit (not on purpose I just hadn't texted back) then he sends me a text and it said "Hey! Can I call you tonight?" and just from that question I already knew what he wanted to talk about hahahhahahah oh man so we're talking on the phone like normal and then he goes alright I'm gonna talk about this because I feel like I need to (or something like that) and he goes you know that I really, really like you a lot right? And I was just like mhm and he's like I don't know I just wanted to make sure that you still like me and I was like blah blah of course blah blah. And that was basically the end of the conversation. HAHAHAHHA LOLOLOL way to go Amy and Mark way to get things figured out. (we've accomplished nothing).

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Gonna get real personal, but I just need to write about this so it's gonna happen. 

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What do you guys think? Yay or nay? I want to know your honest opinion!