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@m0nology
ABOUT ME.
You can call me m0nologue, or something like that. I'm a 25 year old bisexual nerd. I have a wide range of interests and I am intensely devoted to having bad opinions on all of them.
I want to show off random bullshit I like, talk too much about bullshit I like, and showcase personal projects in the hopes they'll become bullshit YOU like.
Check the #w0rks tag for projects I'm working on, both original and fandom-related!
Some more info below:
Duke Nukem Zero Hour Overclocked released - Modded PC port with M+KB controls, FPS mode
Made a demon family tree, featuring every demon I could think of from the mainline Doom series. Features shitty binomial names, a crappy understanding of animal taxonomy, and lots of headcanon!
Wish I could somehow transcribe this but I don't even know HOW I would format that.
Did Davoth even know the Slayer looks like him?
TAG2 never really acknowledged this and that sucks, whatever. Obviously it's because the story just dropped the ball there, but let's ignore that. What if Davoth just didn't recognize him? What if Davoth spent so long as a formless hateful spirit he no longer remembers what he looks like, and TAG2 went by so fast he never got the chance to see his reflection?
He sees the Slayer and does not recognize him.
Here's a worse thought: does the Slayer recognize Davoth? When was the last time he saw his own face? Millennia of fighting, then millennia of restless sleep. Then Doom 2016 and Eternal happen. Did he ever rest long enough to get a good, long look at himself?
The Father says "he is you, in their world." But does the Slayer even care to ponder what that means? Writes it off as some flowery dramatic bullshit, doesn't matter, load shotgun, BANG?
Do they understand that they don't just look the same, but are essentially the same person, just in different circumstances? I've always believed it's not just visual - that Davoth and the Slayer are just... AU versions of each other. What if Davoth was born on Earth? What if Doomguy were born in Jekkad?
That rage is innate to him. It came from love. Davoth went insane because he loved the people of Immora and could not stand to see them die. The Slayer's first, defining moment in Doom 2016 - he sees a man's corpse, and flies into a rage as Hayden tries to justify it. Both have their personhoods stolen from them by the Maykrs. Both have given their lives to Hell. Both embody it. Both are dedicated to it.
Davoth ruled Hell, but the Slayer gives it a purpose - a common enemy to unite demonkind. He's been fueling the enemy he's always sought to destroy. Davoth essentially says this:
"You bring violence and war to thwart the Dark Realm, but conflict was born in Hell. It is inevitable... a fire that fuels creation and gives purpose where there is none.”
Davoth may have died but his face never left Hell. The Dark Lord never left. They're the same man. Same rage. Same hate. Same love. Same loss.
But do they even know that? Was the Father the only one to see this and know its significance?
Were they both so old, so tired, so lost in their own hate that they couldn't even recognize themselves in each other?
Just something I've been thinking about.
cringefail youtube theorists talking about petscop: these two characters, a boy and a girl, are said to look the same, share a birthday, their experiences keep merging into one another, and they possibly have had the same name at some point. i have no idea what any of this could mean. what's a transition
absolute fucking gigachad Power Pak talking about myhouse.wad: the only way this head-hurting house of leaves-inspired maze of puzzles built entirely as a doom map makes sense is if the protagonist and his friend are gay married. there are no other explanations for this
A speculative graph on Hell's hierarchy.
Hi, here you go. I made this on a whim while I was updating ABSOLUTE DOOM.
Some additional notes under the cut:
The original Doom was full of demons and crosses etc because it's was edgy, but metal album art aesthetics aren't edgy anymore. Nobody is gonna accuse Doom: The Dark Ages of being satanic in a bad way or blame it for school shootings. They need to step their game up. Doomguy has to transition. And then she has to get really good at tennis.
“I’ll bring someone back, I promise you.”
In first study of its kind, Cambridge researchers found AI toys could misread some children's emotions.
our house in the middle of our house
Don't think I posted this here.
Ranting about Craig Burnatowski's Wesker, and Wesker as an abuser and manipulator.
TLDR: Wesker is a piece of shit, not just in the "evil supervillain" way but in the "gets a sick, perverse pleasure from exploiting and abusing vulnerable women, subordinates, and people he's hurt" kind of way, and it makes him a really interesting villain; Craig Burnatowski nails this part of him perfectly.
I am talking about, like, abuse and grooming and shit here, so fair warning.
where's that one post that was like "every time i open this site, that slut leon is always doing some shit" because yeah... yeah
obsessed with the canadian ghoulmaxxing acecel
where's that one post that was like "every time i open this site, that slut leon is always doing some shit" because yeah... yeah
Okay so I’ve been thinking about Zeno a lot and the more pieces you put together the more it feels like Capcom was hinting that he wasn’t cloned the normal way at all, but was probably created as some kind of instant-adult or rapid-grown clone of Wesker.
So instead of growing naturally from infancy, his body could have been pushed through:
embryonic development
childhood growth
adolescence
adulthood
in an extremely short time through controlled hormonal and cellular stimulation.
Like. The Wesker Children project wasn’t just “good genetics = superhuman”. Spencer spent YEARS brainwashing and conditioning those kids. Their entire childhoods were engineered: elite schooling, ideological indoctrination, constant pressure, the idea that they were superior to everyone else. Albert didn’t just come out like that naturally. he was built that way psychologically.
But if Zeno was cloned and grown in a tank or accelerated chamber, he would have skipped ALL OF THAT.
So even if he has Wesker’s DNA, he wouldn’t have:
Spencer’s childhood conditioning
The competitive environment of the Wesker Children
The ideology about superior humans ruling the world
Which honestly explains why he feels more emotional than Wesker ever did. Albert spent his whole life learning to suppress empathy and act completely detached. Zeno never went through that programming.
And Spencer’s notes in RE9 Requiem make this even more interesting. There’s that file where he talks about how cloned individuals might be able to inherit the memories of the original, but he admits he doesn’t actually know how to do it.
So if Zeno was cloned using Wesker’s DNA, that means something really important:
He obviously doesn’t have Wesker’s memories.
which also means he doesn’t have:
Wesker’s education
Wesker’s research history
Wesker’s virology knowledge
Albert wasn’t just a superhuman. he was a serious virologist who spent years studying progenitor strains, viruses, mutations, all that umbrella research. That knowledge came from decades of work and being a child prodigy
Zeno wouldn’t have any of that.
So even if he has the same raw intelligence genetically, he literally can’t do the same level of research because he never learned it.
Which creates this really weird situation where:
Albert was both the weapon AND the scientist making the weapons
Zeno is basically just the weapon
And that lines up perfectly with that line where Zeno says “the Connections wanted a weapon”.
because when Grace releases Elpis, what does he do immediately?
He injects it into himself.
Which makes it sound like he wasn’t talking about Elpis as the weapon.
He was talking about himself.
Like The Connections wanted to create a controllable bio-weapon host, and Zeno knew it.
And instead of resisting it he just takes the injection anyway, which feels less like obedience and more like him going “fine, I’ll take control of this myself.”
Another interesting thing is the Uroboros situation.
Zeno doesn’t use Uroboros at all, which suggests the cloning data they used for him probably came from before the RE5 events. That means the Connections were never able to retrieve Albert's body (if he actually died!) Umbrella and Spencer definitely had Wesker’s DNA archived from way earlier.
And honestly that might have been intentional because Uroboros is ridiculously unstable. Most people who get infected just turn into those giant mass-of-tentacles monsters.
Trying to grow a clone while that virus is involved would probably be a nightmare:
uncontrolled mutations
failed growth
the clone mutating before it even finishes developing
So whoever made Zeno probably avoided it completely just to keep the genetics stable.
Which basically makes him a snapshot of Wesker before his final mutation stage.
And visually there might even be a hint of that in his appearance because his hair is seen as platinum blond /white/ almost albino.
Wesker already had blond hair, but Zeno’s seems even paler, which could easily be a cloning side effect. Cloning sometimes causes weird gene expression issues, and pigmentation is one of the easiest things to get messed up.
Or if he was grown extremely fast, pigment production might not have fully developed. So the near-white hair could literally be a physical sign that he was grown artificially instead of born normally. Unlike Alexia and Alfred Ashford, whose cloning resulted in them being born as babies and raised as children, rather than created already grown.
Which could also explain why his sclera is probably black rather than white (fight me on this!) and his pupils aren’t reddish/orangish or have the same cat-like shape as Wesker’s, suggesting that even on a biological level he didn’t develop exactly the same way.
And thematically it’s a nice contrast too.
Because Albert’s big line is:
“The sun will set on the age of man.”
which is basically him saying humanity needs to 'end' so something superior can replace it.
It’s very apocalyptic.
Zeno, on the other hand, talks about “a brave new world.”
which feels different. It sounds less like destroying humanity and more like building something new.
This is wild because Albert actually did go through all of Spencer’s indoctrination and STILL ended up uncontrollable. He was always a wild card. He literally faked his own death just to escape being manipulated and start pursuing his own evolution plans.
On the other hand, the thing that makes the Zeno situation really interesting is the possibility that, even if he wasn’t raised like the Wesker Children, he still wasn’t exactly free either. It feels more like he might have been raised under something closer to constant surveillance by the Connections.
Like imagine the situation: you create a cloned adult with Wesker-level potential, you know he could become extremely dangerous, and you also know he doesn’t have Wesker’s memories or conditioning.
You wouldn’t just let that person wander around.
So it’s very possible the Connections basically treated him like this extremely valuable asset they had to watch constantly, almost like a bizarre version of helicopter parenting.
Not childhood in the normal sense, but something like:
constant monitoring
handlers or supervisors around him (Mr. X lol)
limited independence
being taught only what they wanted him to know
shaping his role inside the organization
Instead of Spencer raising a child through ideology, the Connections could have been managing a grown clone who was still PSYCHOLOGICALLY developing.
Which might explain why they made him a high-ranking member within the organization.
At first that sounds strange—why would you give a clone authority? But it actually makes sense if it was a way to keep him inside their system. Giving him power and status inside the Connections keeps him invested in the structure they built around him.
It’s basically a form of containment disguised as promotion.
All this could make him emotionally burned out and exhausted by the whole system of being controlled. That 'fuck this' expression when Leon and Grace escaped him in the Ark could literally be him thinking something like “This again, why do I even care? This isn’t worth the effort.”
Instead of acting like a villain obsessed with stopping the protagonists, he behaves like someone who is mentally checked out.
But if that’s the case, his personality starts making even more sense. because when someone grows up under intense oversight, one of the most common reactions is REBELLION.
And Zeno definitely has little signs of that.
The smoking, for example. Narratively, smoking in characters like this often signals a kind of defiance or personal vice—something they do because it’s their own choice. Especially if you imagine the Connections trying to keep their “weapon” in "perfect" condition.
Same with the piercing.
Those kinds of aesthetic choices can read like someone deliberately carving out their own identity in a situation where most of their life is controlled. If the Connections were constantly watching him and shaping his role, then things like this sort of personal style could easily be his way of saying “this part of me is mine.”
It gives him the vibe of a rebellious experiment, which fits really well with the Wesker parallel.
Because Albert also ended up rebelling—but in a different way.
Albert’s rebellion was strategic and ideological. He outgrew Spencer’s control, faked his own death (numerous times if I may add), helped in systemically destroying Umbrella from the shadows, and started pursuing his own vision of evolution to rewrite the history of the world.
Zeno’s rebellion feels more personal and identity-driven. He didn’t grow up with Spencer’s philosophy, and he doesn’t have Wesker’s memories or scientific background, so his conflict is less about ideology and more about figuring out who he actually is when everyone around him treats him like a tool.
And that makes his line about the Connections wanting a weapon hit hard in the feels...
Because they never really saw him as a successor to Wesker -- just a weapon they made...someone condemned to a life that was decided long before he was even created. Then pushed toward a purpose that was never truly his choice.
