I'M A LIONHEART.

❛ like a wildflower she spent her days allowing herself to grow. not many knew of her struggle but eventually all knew of her l i g h t. ❜ --------------------------------- mary macdonald. 7th year gryffindor. chaser #7 in the pitch but #1 in your heart.

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» rcsegolds song aesthetics ( 3/? )— shark. requested by anonymous.

my wave, my shark, my demon in the dark. the blue tide pulling me under — or are you my soul, my heart, pull everything apart ?

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hey guys ! i’m still around. this month is just kicking my ass with my new job, school & my midterm & paper ! i’m still around ! i love you guys ! if you want to reach me, i could give ya’ll my kik ( if anyone still uses it tbh ) or like snapchat or something. hmu !! keep me sane :-)

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i’m back !! is anyone on ?

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sorry all ! very busy weekend.  i had a doctor’s appointment today to check out my ears, and they’re referring me to an ENT doctor because apparently my ears are really backed up? but i have a history with not being able to hear and stuff. plus this month is gonna be busy with my history midterm coming up and as well as my history paper being due. agh. i’ll be back on sunday ! 

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LUPIN, R.

‘sorry mary, didn’t mean for that to come out so harsh.’ he frowned. ‘of course, come on up.’ he nodded, moving his legs from where they were dangling off the roof so that she could pull herself up. 

               ❛ YOU NEED TO STOP APOLOGIZING, ❜ she said to her fellow gryffindor. mary had let herself a chuckle as she maneuvered her way up towards remus. she struggled at climbing, always been bad at it. flying. flying was her strong suit. she grabbed hold of the ledge and pushed herself up, feeling her body weight bring her down. cue a few grunts & heavy breathing. she finally pulled herself up onto the roof, laying on her back & staring at the sky. ❛ i will never understand how you get up here, ❜ the poor brunette was out of breath. ❛ what’re you working on, eh moon ? ❜

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I’M HOME & I’M HAPPY.  i didn’t go into work today sadly due to the fact they had an early day today and get out when i get out of class so :-) I’M HERE  THOUGH & HAPPY AND WILL BE WORKING ON MEMES AND REPLIES !!

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SEND A “Ϟ” FOR MY MUSE’S REACTION TO YOUR’S RUNNING THEIR FINGERS ALONG A SCAR ON MY MUSE’S BODY.

◜ tw: self harm. ◞

               THE GRYFFINDOR GIRLS were drunk, but when were they not drunk whenever they were together ? that was the question. there was some formal party being thrown by a ravenclaw that had invited them both, but after only a few minutes they decided that this party was too dull for their liking. so the pair snuck off with a few bottles of booze and went all the way back to gryffindor tower. they sat on the couches of the common room, giggling like idiot talking about boys & lessons & more boys. it wasn’t until dorcas had began to hold mary’s hand that she noticed the scars on her upper arm that were laid in perfect vertical lines. the atmosphere turned serious. the brunette looked over at the blonde, shaking her head. she didn’t want dorcas to feel like she needed to say anything so she spoke before the blonde had a chance to. ❛ it was a long time ago, doe, ❜ she stated. which it was, during the time of her first year when her parents didn’t want her anymore. she had the idea stuck in her head that if her parents didn’t want her around, who did ? the placement of her injuries was just to have somewhere where she could hide the cuts easily. an immense amount of pressure was not on her chest, feeling the emotions that she buried long ago come up to the surface. pulling down the sleeves of her shirt, she grabbed the bottle of firewhiskey & took a swig.

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FENWICK, B.

it felt G O O D, plain and simple, to talk to mary again. even if it was small talk, a thing benjy n e v e r  learned to appreciate or even attempt to keep going at times. strange, how after dozens of thousands and thousands of – teasing, loving, affectionate, curious, regretful – words had been spoken between them, after so many thoughts and ideas had been shared, it could get weird to even find S O M E T H I N G  to say. not at the moment, though; at the moment the joking tasted way too familiar. “ of course y o u, macdonald, would. don’t you R E M E M B E R how you once made me believe there was a  d r a g o n  living in the gryffindor tower ?? you can’t even I M A G I N E my disappointment when i found out the truth. “ he grinned. “ ah, sure. your last year. are you, as such a diligent student, a l r e a d y  preparing for your n.e.w.t.s ?? “ benjy teased, a few nods then following at the reply. “ F I N A L L Y a solo ?? sure you will . i mean, who else could possibly steal it from you ?? “

               DAMN HER IF SHE EVER FORGOT about that memory. she let out a genuine laugh at the mention of it. it had brought happiness & yet sadness to her heart. the memory began to play in her head, the pair of them were walking out from their class together. they both were younger, benjy had shorter hair & mary still intact with her innocence. the pair had gone outside, deciding to soak up the sun laying on the grass. benjy sat though, using his arms to prop him up while mary laid down with her head resting on his thigh. she remembered how the sun was in her eyes & he used his head to block it for her. ❛ i’m not joking ! you know how the paintings move to and from every other frame. when the fat lady isn’t there we gryffindors have to get past a dragon in order to get to the common room ! we have to prove that we belong in gryffindor everyday. ❜  her younger self said. 

SNAPPING BACK INTO REALITY, the brunette crossed her arms across her chest and shrugged. ❛ just wanted to see how much you would trust & believe me, ❜ she laughed. cue an eye roll at his comment about her being a diligent student. mary had scoffed before she leaned against the wall. ❛ oh please, ❜ she laughed yet again. ❛ professor mcgonagall would be shocked to hear about me preparing for my n.e.w.t.s, possibly even thrilled as they say that i have so much, ❜ she began to make air quotes with her hands. ❛ potential. anywho, yes ! a solo ! oi, pettigrew has a nice set of pipes, who would’ve thought ? if anything he could be the one who steals it from me. ❜ she paused, catching her bottom lip inbetween her teeth. mary had grown anxious as she looked up at the ravenclaw. ❛ if i do get it though, would you want to come ? ❜ emerald hues quickly averted to her tattered shoes. was it wrong of her to still want him around ?

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Send me “Hush, go back to sleep.” for my character to fall asleep in your characters arms.

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:-)

so i just got home from my first day of work & omfg. YOU GUYS, THE KID I AM HELPING ALMOST KILLED ME. he grabbed scissors & was trying to stab me saying “die, die, die.” :-) so that was my first day. LMAO. gonna work on replies & stuff now! 

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✮ ( pandora )

MY MUSE CANNOT LIE ! SEND...

✮ - to hear their real feelings for pandora.

               ❛ YOU MEAN MY SISTER ? ❜ she laughed. it was funny how they always seemed to claim each other as that, but everyone else knew the simple & easy truth  —  that they weren’t at all because pandora was a pureblood & mare a muggleborn. ❛ what can i say about the blonde little git — or rather what can’t i say. ❜ cue a laugh from the brunette. ❛ there’s so much to say that i honestly can’t think of where to even start. she’s my family. after my parents basically disowned me, her family had invited me over to their house for dinners & slumber parties. funny how things work though, innit ? pandora’s stepmum was my nanny, always bringing pandora around to play cause she knew how lonely i was, and look at us now. so many years later, we both attend hogwarts & we’re in our final year. she’s a big supporter of mine as i am of hers, no matter how crazy or reckless the decisions we make are, i’d like to say that we’ve come into an agreement about how we’d let each other learn & be there to pick up the pieces if anything happens. ❜

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               okay ! i think that’s it for me tonight, because i have class early tomorrow & then my first day of work right after ! i’m so scared & excited guys, i’m going to be working in a school ! wish me luck ! i’ll do the rest of the memes tomorrow as well, whenever i have time ! good night ! i love you all <3

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SEND A SYMBOL FOR AN ACCIDENT TO HAPPEN BETWEEN OUR MUSES.

✄ For mine to accidentally break a glass and get yours cut. 

               HERE SHE WAS AGAIN stuck in detention with least favourite black. it wasn’t bad, until he ran that mouth of his that had caused her to make a comment along the lines of ❛ you must like me, otherwise you wouldn’t be giving me detention so often, ❜ which had definitely pushed his buttons. but it escalated into something more & mary was beginning to get physical. face red with anger, knuckles turning white from attempting to control her temper. he always seemed to hurt her with his words, but she wanted to hurt him physically. she pointed at the small chandelier that hung from the ceiling. taking out her wand, she pointed at the chandelier and yelled ❛ REDUCTO ! ❜ which resulted in it falling down, the pieces of glass crashing into the floor not only injuring regulus, but her as well. they both suffered injuries & cuts. walking over to the slytherin she showed him her wounds, ❛ does your blood look any fucking different from mine ? ❜

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SEND A SYMBOL FOR AN ACCIDENT TO HAPPEN BETWEEN OUR MUSES.

☹ for yours to accidentally hit mine in the face with the door.

               SHE WAS ON HER WAY to defense against the dark arts, excited for the lesson. mary walked with a few classmates talking about just what they might be able to learn about today. was it going to me a more in-depth lecture about werewolves ? a boggart ? which began the topic of what might their true fears be. the gryffindor wasn’t paying attention so when she instinctively reached for the door handle in order to let them in first, she was surprised to have it smashed against her face instead. ❛ FUCKING HELL, ❜ she yelled a little too loudly. the group she was with looked in concern until emma vanity came from the other side of the door. her eyes watered, face felt numb & she held the bridge of her nose. looking at the slytherin, her tone was irritated & aggressive. ❛ be careful next time, yeah ? ❜ it wasn’t a suggestion, more of a command for the slytherin. mary wiped the bit of blood that began to come out from her nose before walking into the class room.

♕ For yours to accidentally hit their head with mine’s head.

               IT WAS THE FIRST GAME of the season. today gryffindor was against slytherin, their inevitable rival in just about everything. slytherin was up by twenty points & mary was desperate to catch them up & take home the win. noticing that sirius has caused regulus to lose possession of the quaffle, she had dived down to retrieve it. it was falling near one of their beaters — emma vanity. she urged her broom to go faster, not wanting to be anywhere near vanity in fear of not only getting beaten by a bludger, but for slytherin to be in possession of the quaffle. she caught it in time, just inches from vanity — even saving the slytherin from getting mildly hit. it wasn’t until she tried to zoom out of the way that the hook on her broom had gotten stuck on emma’s causing mary to be thrown back, colliding her head against the slytherin’s rather hard. still holding onto the quaffle, she maneuvered her broom in a way to untangle herself from vanity. the gryffindor had only given herself a second to react to the pain, placing her free hand on her head & brushing back her hair before passing on the quaffle to her teammates.

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VANCE, E.

“oh ?” emmeline mocked as if she were taken aback by the gryffindor’s threat. “and just what will i be seeing exactly? you flying off your broom or gryffindor losing? because both seem very probable.”

               CUE AN EYEROLL from the gryffindor. if there was something that she needed to work on, it was her competitiveness. the brunette gave a fake sweet smile before pouting at the other. ❛ it will be gryffindor using you ravenclaws as a mop to wipe the floor. ❜ a pause, a fake gasp as if the comment emmeline had made caused her to be offended.  ❛ on the contrary, vance, your loss is also V E R Y probable, a much higher percentage actually. just cause you ravens are book smart, doesn’t mean you’re sport smart. ❜

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Accidents happen all the time.

Send one of the following for my muse’s response.

☹ For yours to accidentally hit mine in the face with the door. ↘ For yours to accidentally make mine trip on the stairs. ♨ For mine to accidentally burn yours with coffee.  ✄ For mine to accidentally break a glass and get yours cut.  ♥ For mine to accidentally bite yours too hard while kissing. ♕ For yours to accidentally hit their head with mine’s head. ❊  both of them to accidentally fall right into a thorn bush. ☄ For both of them to accidentally get bitten by a furious dog. ✚ For both of them to accidentally get food poisoned. ⊙⊙ For yours to accidentally get soap in mine’s eyes.  ✗ For mine to accidentally cause an allergic reaction to yours.