@macellaiio !

@macellaiio !

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F

[cybercrimer]

due to personal reasons I will be committing crimes

[macellaiio-a2]

Anyways I meant to come off hiatus sooner but the internet is down Again

[macellaiio-a2]

Anyways I meant to come off hiatus sooner but the internet is down Again

[roserosette]

My Bloody Valentine, 1981, George Mihalka

[macellaiio-a2]

Lazlo's not allowed to talk on vday bc all he does is make puns abt his last name

[macellaiio-a2]

Goin on a mini hiatus until I get my mental bullshit in check

[phantomemes]

rp sentence starters taken from inkskinned’s writing. writing used : x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x 

“ i know how to open these bones with just my teeth. ” “ when i cried nobody heard me. ” “ i’m sorry that i come as an expired body, already worn and already unbecoming. ” “ yesterday i almost told you everything. ” “ shit happens in storms and we’re just caught in the middle of one. ” “ i want to be someone who isn’t a burden. ” “ you’d find a way to make it my fault. ” “ you push over sandcastles and tell me the ocean is the enemy. ” “ the worst part is that you’ll never say you’re sorry. ” “ i have trouble looking at you. ” “ when i close my eyes i see who you used to be. ” “ i guess i see you differently. ” “ it would be weird to die naked anyway. ” “ sometimes i wonder if it would be better to just sleep for a while. ” “ i feel like i have no idea what i look like. ” “ i look nothing like what i thought i did. ” “ i feel faded from my own life. ” “ i want to touch you or an open fire or whatever will hurt me. ” “ i feel like i’m living in a loop where the end is coming. ” “ i’m running out of time while i’m just sitting here. ” “ is it possible to be terrified of death and at the same time a ghost who doesn’t care if they’re drowning” “ i want to kiss you or cut you or kill myself. ” “ at some point i realized i would never come first. ” “ by then i was empty. ” “ i had to beg you to come back. ” “ it’s amazing how long you can convince yourself to wait for someone before you realize they aren’t coming.” “ the bitterness is taking over again. ” “ i feel like there are rats in my bloodstream, chewing out the good parts of me. ” “ i keep waking up unable to breathe. ” “ i could never be honest with you about what i was feeling. ” “ i stripped myself down to weeds. ” “ you need to see yourself as winning. ” “ it just hurts, i guess. that you still mean a lot to me. ” “ welcome to the world of consequences. ” “ i gave you something and you destroyed it. ” “ i wish you knew how to take responsibility for your actions. ” “ don’t look at me like that. ” “ you took everything you wanted. ” “ did you really think you’d get away with it ” “ i know you wanted it to be different. ” “ you threw yourself at others because for a second the idea of love could silence the rest of it.” “ how many people did you hurt just because you could ” “ you pushed them away and now you’re sad they won’t come crawling back. ” “ biting the knife eventually cuts your tongue. ” “ all you wanted was a happiness that didn’t taste of blood. ” “ it is an odd thing to get over what hasn’t been. ” “ chew off the parts of yourself that refuse to callus and instead keep bleeding. ” “ the wound won’t close because the wound shouldn’t have opened. ” “ there is so rarely an ending before a beginning. ” “ the snake in my veins eats me. ” “ i would have chewed my own heart out if it meant feeding you. ” “ people are mirrors. ” “ i wasn’t good enough and the blood in me is dry already. ” “ i have all these plans but my hands are a paper cup and my dreams leak on out the bottom.” “ opportunities bang on my window and i wave at them as they pass by. ” “ i sit here wondering why i can’t argue myself into moving. ”

[macellaiio-a2]

Anyways im gonna continue to lurk and maybe continue setting up matilda's blog until im not sick ( or at least feel better ) and have my sleep back on track

[mynameisgarlic-deactivated20231]

[macellaiio-a2]

I dont have th energy to be here rn bc im sick and insomnia’s kicking my ass but who would win ladies, gentleman, and others; the extreme lengths lazlo goes thru to hide his identity and wipe his old public record clean or one ( 1 ) metal detecting boy

[macellaiio-a2]

I dont have th energy to be here rn bc im sick and insomnia's kicking my ass but who would win ladies, gentleman, and others; the extreme lengths lazlo goes thru to hide his identity and wipe his old public record clean or one ( 1 ) metal detecting boy

[dxrgeist]

“It felt good to be cruel. I let it wash over me like a warm black bath.”

— Melissa Albert, The Hazel Wood (via zeitlosleben)

[macellaiio-a2]

W𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐤-𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐝, 𝐒𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫’𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐀𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝:         𝐏𝐲𝐠𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟𝐟’𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡’𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐲’𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐫’𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐨𝐰’𝐫𝐬 𝐃𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞: 𝐀𝐥𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐲 𝐆𝐨𝐝𝐬, 𝐢𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭, 𝐈𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐞, 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭; 𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝,        

[alisonzai]

[macellaiio-a2]

@mangledmenagerie  |  sc  |  for  anyone  !

“  ohh  would  you  look  at  the  time  !  ”

“  I  don’t  suppose  we  can  just  chalk  this  up  to  a  happy  accident  and  call  it  a  day  ?  ”

[macellaiio-a2]

@helpstrcys  |  sc  .

“  oh  .  ”

it’s uttered  in  a  low  ,  flat  tone  ,  but  he  still  laughs  .  an  awkward  and  muffled  little  sound  in  the  back  of  his  throat  .  

“  now  that’s  just  DELIGHTFUL  ,  no  ?  one  could  almost  mistake  it  for  peaceful  .  ”