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mack st. james 22 years old cause i'm a fuckin' mess sometimes but still i could always be whatever you wanted but not what you needed

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Audrey + Smiling 

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for the first time || maegan

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keeganeevans:

WHO: Keegan Evans and Mack St. James ( @mackstjames )

WHERE: Mack’s apartment

WHEN: February 2nd, 2018

SUMMARY: Keegan makes a surprise, almost-impulse trip to Minnesota to see Mack. This includes her hiding in a box as a “package”. 

KEEGAN

To say she was nervous was an understatement. And as she boarded the plane, she kept having to convince herself that this was a good idea. But everything in her mind was telling her she should be waiting; that waiting until Spring Break would be worth it. But then she remembered what she told herself every day leading up to this. She had been miserable for so long; been trapped inside her head for solong that she didn’t allow any sort of happiness in. Years of dating guys, trying to be happy with them, with none of them really working out. That’s why she was doing this. For the first time in her life Keegan was allowing herself to be happy; and Mack was a part of that. Even as she tried to convince Mack that they shouldn’t be together, that Keegan didn’t deserve it, somehow Mack convinced her otherwise and she was happy. And that is why she was doing this. Because she wanted to be happy. And deep down, she knew that she deserved this. The plane ride was long. In reality, it probably felt longer than it actually was because she was buzzing with excitement. She could barely focus in class that morning because she was so excited for this. But she pushed through, and as she got off the plane the excitement only grew. She had gotten the information for Mack’s apartment from Mack’s parents, luckily convincing them to not tell her girlfriend she was coming. And on her way to Mack’s apartment she had picked up a box – she still couldn’t believe she was actually doing this – and made her way to the door of her girlfriend’s apartment. Quickly and quietly, she put the box together and climbed inside, holding it closed the best she could before sending Mack a text, ‘be sure to check periodically; you should be receiving a package today xx’and all but holding her breath as she waited for any sign of Mack opening the door.

MACK

It was friday and it was one of her favourite days, besides the weekend. No work today and only class until 3 so she had the whole day to herself. The very first thing she did when she got back was turn on her Xbox and music with the subs on and blaring music. The neighbors didn’t mind as long as it wasn’t 3 in the morning. As the text would say, she checked her doorstep periodically and went back to her games. PUBG was first in the day then she went to Siege then to Overwatch until she finally went to Fortnite until she got bored of it and joined her squad with Overwatch again. They played and played until it was later in the day and her roommate came home to tell her she had something in front of the door. It was rather large and she couldn’t believe the size.

Her roommate was a cute little British girl she had a great connection with. They constantly joked about dating each other and acted as such when they went to the 90′s and Auggie’s topless bar a block away. The whole strip there had a lot of adult places to go to. There’s said to be a great burger place in the tight area there. They agree it was amazing so they had friend dates every Friday night to get fucked up and eat burgers. The two discussed when they were going out and decided to go at 9 and pre-game before that.

“Mack your girlfriend’s package is here, darling.”

Mack told the squad she’d be back and she’d return once she got the package in the living room. “What the fuck?” Mack furrowed her eyebrows and looked at it, tilting her head. “How the fuck am I supposed to get this in my apartment?” She mumbled as she tried to lift it up. The girl finally decided to push it into her room. She was happy she was muscular and able to lift some weight but this was ridiculous for a package. In Mack’s mind she wasn’t that important to anyone. 

The girl walked over to get her knife out to get the tape but.. there was none? She assumed someone already tried peeking at what she got but that wasn’t an excuse to open it. The girl pulled the flaps back and looked inside, gasping at what she saw inside. Her roommate came in and looked at her with a confused look. “What is it?” She asked as she was putting her earrings in for the night.

“My.. girlfriend.” She had to step back and rub her forehead, still in shock. Was this real? Did she really do this? Mack hated hugs but she tore open the rest of the box and pulled out her significant other and picked her up, twirling her around and setting her down gently with a huge smile on her face. She was at a loss for words and she cupped the other’s cheeks and tried forming at least something. “Hi.” Was all she could come up with.

[mackstjames-blog]

iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: I always win

KEEGAN: hmmm, I’m not sure. I’ve never really put much thought into Valentine’s Day

KEEGAN: would you rather I see those or make photocopies of your baby photos?

KEEGAN: babe I don’t think I can actually ship myself. I wouldn’t be able to breathe and I’ve seen how post people treat packages. I’d rather not die

KEEGAN: you’re adorable. Case closed.

KEEGAN: I think you’d like them. They’re pretty nice when you get to know them.

KEEGAN: I wish I could say I’ve only kissed people... but that’s not important.

KEEGAN: I miss you too, babe

KEEGAN: when can you see them next?

MACK: We'll see.

MACK: Text me when you think of something. I don't want anything but maybe a video call.

MACK: ... That's not fair. I don't want to do either of those choices. How about you don't see any of those and you keep my personal family photos alone.

MACK: But that'd be cool if it happened. I can't wait to see you during spring break though. Maybe I'll do something special one night and you can't get mad at me for spending a shit ton.

MACK: I am not and will never be adorable. End of story.

MACK: That's basically normal, though, for drunks. Guess I'm just odd.

MACK: They're talking about coming to see me in a few weeks or so or in a couple months. They're not sure but I want them to come sooner. It's kinda lonely here when my roommate is gone and she's gone basically all day and is only here to sleep.

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iMESSAGE 📲 Noelle

NOELLE: Haha I don't want an apology

NOELLE: You lost interest

NOELLE: The end

MACK: No, that's not it.

MACK: I got uncomfortable and couldn't tell you so I did what I do best and ignored it and ended up ignoring you too.

MACK: I've never been in a relationship and this whole "talking" and trying to get serious thing is new.

MACK: It feels odd to try getting close to someone. I usually keep people at arms length because I don't want people to see what I am inside.

MACK: The only thing I want them to know is the general things and nothing too personal. My siblings barely know who I am and what I like.

MACK: I like you but.. I can't say that I'm confident that I'll be the best at being a girlfriend. This should prove it.

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         Top 15 MTV Scream Relationships (as voted by my followers):                02. Brooke & Audrey // “Are you flirting with me?“ “Oh, you wish.”

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iMESSAGE 📲 Noelle

NOELLE: Do you care?

NOELLE: What do you want?

MACK: I wanted to apologize.

MACK: Look, I know what I did was shitty and I take full responsibility for that

MACK: I'm sorry.

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iMESSAGE 📲 Noelle

NOELLE: She lives.

MACK: I know I'm surprised, too.

MACK: How are you?

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iMESSAGE 📲 Noelle

MACK: Hey.

MACK: Can I talk to you?

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iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: okay, but you haven't had a fight with me

KEEGAN: and I've always won, so

KEEGAN: And you're special to me. You've got to know that.

KEEGAN: okay now I'm curious and I want to get my hands on those photos

KEEGAN: But doesn't everyone do stupid stuff when they're drunk?

KEEGAN: unfortunately I don't think school's allow time off for that kind of stuff babe

KEEGAN: but I'll visit soon, I promise

KEEGAN: I'm allowed to call you adorable

KEEGAN: because you are

KEEGAN: and I'm always right, so~

KEEGAN: They're not snobs. Sure, they're a little... stuck-up sometimes, but even I'm that way sometimes.

KEEGAN: I'm okay. I'm safe with them. One time one of them punched a guy in the face because he was dancing a /little/ too close for comfort and it was obvious he wasn't going to listen to me when I asked them to move.

KEEGAN: they've got good intentions.

MACK: Baby, I always win mine

MACK: This might be the first time you lose a fight.

MACK: You're special to me. What do you want for Valentine's Day?

MACK: No.

MACK: NO no

MACK: Absolutely not you will not see those

MACK: I am going to burn them before you even get the chance to see them.

MACK: I promise you that.

MACK: Yeah but I get straight up stupid as shit

MACK: I can dream!

MACK: You better not surprise me with it. I hate surprises.

MACK: Especially since I need to clean

MACK: Well you're not right about this

MACK: The only way I'm adorable is if we're talking about my baby pictures. Then I am but not me now.

MACK: Those friends are fitting for you.

MACK: Wow, I wanna meet them. We could get along nicely.

MACK: At least yours do. Mine like to try hooking me up with anyone but I.. can't?

MACK: I like getting to know someone before I do that

MACK: I want a connection NOT some random person

MACK: We can just say I've kissed a lot of people when we go out

MACK: But I can rely on the squad though

MACK: They know when to cut me off and carry me to bed or burn through an episode.

MACK: Man I miss them.

MACK: I miss you

MACK: Gross I'm emotional

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iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: I'll have you know that while both of those are true, I'll never go down without a fight

KEEGAN: Well I say you do.

KEEGAN: besides, the same could be said about me with your time, babe.

KEEGAN: I'm sure you never look dumb.

KEEGAN: okay no please don't do that I don't want the first time I see you in person in such a long time to be with you in a coma in the hospital

KEEGAN: gosh you're such a dork.

KEEGAN: an adorable dork, but a dork nonetheless.

KEEGAN: You're not a piece of shit. I understand what you meant, love.

KEEGAN: I have a friend or two here that are the same way.

MACK: Last I knew, I've won my fights. So it's pointless either way because I'll win.

MACK: Princess, you are worth my time. I don't fuck around with just anyone. You're special, I promise.

MACK: There are embarrassing pictures of me that I will never let you see and they will definitely tell you a different story.

MACK: Well I'm just saying it could get you out of school for a while and when I'm out I'll show you around and take you to Minneapolis.

MACK: Then I'll take you to my place, introduce you to my roommate, and we'll do whatever you want

MACK: Wait wait wait

MACK: There is one thing in this world that I, Michaela Renee St. James, am not

MACK: and that's adorable

MACK: I'm almost offended.

MACK: I hope your friends treat you well and they're not some stuck up snobs

MACK: Either way as long as they're not hurting you

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iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: how're you so sure that you'd win?

KEEGAN: I can't do that. Because when I look at you all I see is the great person you are.

KEEGAN: I know you don't like yourself. But I like you. A lot. And whether or not you believe me, I'm going to tell you that.

KEEGAN: always.

KEEGAN: Well.. the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem?

KEEGAN: that was meant to be a joke

KEEGAN: just be safe when you're drinking, okay?

KEEGAN: I don't want to get a call one night saying that you drank yourself into a coma

MACK: Because I'm very confident in my ways and you would be giggling or be weak in the knees.

MACK: I've been told it gets a little unfair.

MACK: I like you but I'm going to stand by my words when I say I don't really deserve your time.

MACK: There is a problem but it's a very enjoyable problem that comes with great stories

MACK: Most of them making me look dumb

MACK: Well, you'll be relieved to know I haven't had an angry episode for a while because of being drunk

MACK: That'd be a fun phone call

MACK: Then you'd /have/ to see me in the hospital

[ a few moments later ]

MACK: If you need me I'll be drinking myself into a coma to get you to come see me

MACK: It's genius

MACK: Fun fact: I just high fived myself

MACK: That felt good

MACK: Really good

MACK: I also haven't hooked up with anyone while drinking. My roommate is really good about keeping the creeps away.

MACK: There was this one time some European guy came up to me and tried hitting on me and instead got tricked into thinking I was in a relationship with my roomie.

MACK: She's the best

MACK: I'd date her

MACK: Wait

[ a few moments later ]

MACK: I didn't mean it seriously

MACK: I take that back, I wouldn't date her

MACK: I'm happy with you

MACK: I'm digging a hole that I can't get out of

[ another few moments later ]

MACK: Hi, I'm Mack and I'm a piece of shit.

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iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: hm, maybe in the bedroom but not otherwise

KEEGAN: I wish you could see you the way that I see you

KEEGAN: please tell me that they're not all from one night

MACK: Why not?

MACK: Arguing with you would be easier if you were here because I would definitely win.

MACK: And I wish you could see how I see myself

MACK: Nah, just over time. My roommate encourages small gatherings of What Do You Meme and Cards Against Humanity. We made Mojitos one night. They weren't bad but the setting wasn't right so it was off.

MACK: There's a lot of Mikes bottles by the garbage can, too.

MACK: It's safe to say I'm an alcoholic.

MACK: Have I said that yet? Probably.

MACK: Congrats, babe, you're dating an self loathing alcoholic with a video game addiction. At least I'm hot, though.

MACK: And I don't vape.

MACK: Gross.

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iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: oh yes I am

KEEGAN: you can't stop me~

KEEGAN: you are most definitely worth my time

KEEGAN: all of my time, babe.

KEEGAN: hm, I'll be sure to keep that in mind.

MACK: No you are not

MACK: I think you'll eventually do as I say.

MACK: Baby, I don't think so but if you really think so then I won't argue about it.

MACK: This reminds me I need to clean at some point because there's empty alcohol bottles everywhere and it's a mess.

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iMESSAGE 📲 MAEGAN

KEEGAN: I'm going to spoil the shit out of you just you wait

KEEGAN: no ifs ands or buts about it

KEEGAN: you're worth the world, mouse. Don't you forget that.

KEEGAN: so you wouldn't be opposed if I showed up on your door in a box?

MACK: Oh no you are not.

MACK: Please, I'm barely worth your time.

MACK: Nah, not at all. It'd be a cute idea.

MACK: Extra points if the box is wrapped.