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Her (MIS) // i dream of seeing a swan :>>

[madambabyyy]

celebrating my body

it's been so long, tumblr!! a lot had happened... happy but tired... esp my scoliosis lol

internships, dark but hopeful 6 years for the Ph, assisting an incidental operation for ectopic pregnancy, grand rally for Leni-Kiko, max being neutered, new plants and palm trees from papa, my love finally getting his haircut and getting ready to move in to their condo-dorm in few weeks, new rescue dog of mama, papa and kuya taking me to the school at 6am, recollection with my blockmates, talking to random people about their morals, values and perspectives esp this coming 6 years!!

[madambabyyy]

this is the part wherein i just wanna rest and leave any issues/dramas behind. i dont have any energy at all. literal na gusto ko na lang magcommission and kumita ng pera and magbeach with my classmates.

kapagod na rin magkaemotions except maging enthusiastic sa pagearn hahaha lolz whats happening

[madambabyyy]

thankful to my mama who stayed with me during my online review classes just bc she knew smtngs wrong... ily mama thank you for being my comfort.

[madambabyyy]

thoughts//

also, daming problema ng mundo huhu Lord sana kahit panalunin nyo lang si Leni pls pls

[madambabyyy]

i've never been so angry like this beforeeeee my palm's cold my head hurts. im not used to it but whatever it'll pass... not worth my time, not worth my attention, not worth my emotions.

2022-- cut-off ppl who lie, who are toxic, who are no good for ur mental health.

i do not deserve u. u do not deserve a piece of me. good luck, i still wish u well.

now.... i choose peace.

i deserve peace.

[madambabyyy]

mama being the strongest person!!!!! grabe god is a woman

[madambabyyy]

again, i love my father but grabe thank u for teaching me that maturity does not come from age. u act like a kid when situations get bad. u see urself as the victim when we are at our darkest times bc of our financials. u put weight on everyone's shoulder instead of lifting us up. i am so tired of being the parent of my own parent who act like a child tangina.

[madambabyyy]

thoughts//

we're all going to die someday pero what bothers me is sana maganda last post ko sa socmed bago mangyari yon noh

[vinstage]

[mossyredwood]

By Natasha Tarasova

[v-ersacrum]

Evelyn de Morgan, Night and Sleep (details), 1878

[kyon]

[madambabyyy]

here's a picture before i even knew na i lost weight (again). i used to be so skinny and every time na nagloloose ako ng weight even a bit, grabe yung insecurity ko. idk maybe its d childhood trauma na grabe ako dati ibully kasi super super payat. that they think mahina or "lambutin" pag payat. the comparison to other girls that people said to me. MAN, WHATEVER SHAPE I HAVE, I AM STRONG. MY MAMA WOULD ALWAYS SAY THAT TO ME SO

PAYAT OR CHUBBY OR CURVY, grabe i support u all!!! ✨ i appreciate u all!! ✨

[shatteredjuveniledays]

— Me (JNH)// my poetry is a graveyard of memories

[madambabyyy]

my love makes everything much much bearable. he makes me laugh in times i can no longer find reason why. he makes me comfortable even tho i can do everything independently. he would even make my heavy heart lighter. heck, he would tell me how he went up on the rooftop to check on those thunders. how pure was that! i wish we find this kind of genuine and pure friendship and love grabeeee.

ikaw ang pahinga ko..

[mushfae]

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[madambabyyy]

extra sepanx saü 2k19 )))):

i swear this bad governance robbed us great deal of time and lives. imagine billions that were corrupted and poor handling of this pandemic? imagine the lives that could be saved?

does anyone think that this pandemic will end pa? i really hope so....

#oustyouknowwho

good night!