Looking for heaven found a devil in me

Nic. 26. ISFJ Stevie Nicks is my spirit animal. I used to rp mostly Glee, but now I stick to original characters Currently watching: The Walking Dead, Empire, Better Call Saul, Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, House of Cards, Teen Wolf.  

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So I reached 400 followers today (with special thanks to a lot of people) so I figured I’d bust out another one of these things!

the faves

@supergirlkararoleplays ⇉ Emily! I adore you so so much. It’s strange for me to think that we’ve been roleplaying together for 2 going on 3 years now! If you would have told me that our first 1x1 would have stemmed into all of our Jarleys, I would have thought no way but I can’t imagine it any other way. You could come to me with the craziest idea but I would be all for it because I enjoy our ships and plots so much. You are the best Jake to my Marley and I wouldn’t want to change that.

@mariianafoster ⇉ Roxy, I don’t even know where to start. You know how to give me the craziest amounts of feels and angst and I adore you for that even if 99.9% of the time it breaks my heart. It’s okay, because most of the time I’m asking for it. I love each of our verses, those in memes and RP, so incredibly much. And I hope you know that eventually you’re going to have to give me grey’s anatomy!jarley. :]

@blakejennr ⇉ Ursula. I like to think that we go way back cause we kind of do from our beginnings in smaller groups. I love, love, love both of our 1x1s and the feels I get from them and I also love, love, love that you also supply me with wondrous amounts of Blake on my dash.

@kierazorel ⇉ Sam! I feel like we have become quick friends and I am very grateful for that. Our ships have primarily sprung from memes and I am totally okay with that because they hurt me in the best way possibly. I can’t wait to continue to grow and develop them even further!

@jarley-puckerrose ⇉ Olivia, you’re the bestest. Except seriously. I look forward to seeing your messages in my inbox/IM and I love our little freak outs over Grey’s Anatomy, Jarley, and a bunch of other things. I wish I could even begin to explain how awesome you are because really. You are.

the partners

Thank you so much for putting up me and my ridiculously slow replies and ideas and constant need for feels and angst. You’re the true heroes.

@blakejennr ♡ @jessicaparkersroleplays ♡ @kierazorel ♡ @kengirps ♡ @mariianafoster ♡ @melissabrps ♡ @sophiabushrps ♡ @supergirlkararoleplays ♡ @zendaya-rps

those i admire from afar

We probably don’t talk a lot but that doesn’t mean that I don’t admire you from afar or love to see you brighten up my dash! 

@bdenrps ☼ @billielourdrps ☼ @bizarrorps ☼ @blinntanarps ☼ @brochelwrites ☼ @danverolsens ☼ @eizasantanasbaby ☼  @evanspez ☼ @firebenderwrites ☼ @finnhuddyrps ☼ @galaxieprincess  ☼ @hudwestrps ☼ @jennoistwrites ☼ @karaofel ☼  @karazorelwrites ☼  @kittanarp ☼ @maddoxwilde ☼  @marleyrrps ☼ @mbaenoist  ☼ @morrteithwrites ☼  @puckerwilderoserps ☼ @tobintitrps ☼  @webothwentxmad ☼ @wildebrayrps ☼ @wildestdreamrps              

I’m sure there’s someone that I missed and I’m sorry if I did, but I am thankful for each of you following me. If I could list every single one of you, I would. I never imagined this many people would ever be remotely interested in anything I would have to say.

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[lexilhoward]

‘People will listen to songs and then tie them into their own life.If you’re super truthful and honest and put in the things you’re the most moved by, it’s more likely that people will see your point of view. Or maybe that song offers comfort if the same thing happened to them or they felt the same way.‘

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hawthorne university, located in rochester, new york, is fairly well known for not only it's...

[pakistaniheaux]

Tell me what time it is and what you currently hear 👂🏽

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Kinda want to change my URL to ‘maddoxhale’ or ‘maddoxtate’ because Malia is a queen and Glee is way over. But Idk if I’m even gonna want to watch Teen Wolf this season.

Decisions.

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Serayah for Rolling Out Magazine

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Dearly beloved We are gathered here today To get through this thing called life

—Prince, “Let’s Go Crazy"

[maddoxwilde-blog1]

“Please come here and cuddle with me and pretend that everything else doesn’t exist, I just wanna be with you for a while.”

Jake sighed. With all the shit that was going on, it was easy to understand why Brooke wanted to forget the world. They’d all thought it was over. When Piper died, that was supposed to be it. But now it was starting all over again. And though he had to remain strong for Brooke, Jake was scared. Scared that something would happen to him, sure. But more scared that something would happen to Brooke. He was really starting to fall for her. That fact almost scared him more than the thought of dying. Almost.

“You know I hate cuddling, Maddox,” he groaned. “But for you, I’ll make an exception,” he told her, lying down on her bed and tugging her into his arms. She didn’t have to know he enjoyed this as much as she did.

[365-songs-a-year]

Kickass.

[maddoxwilde-blog1]

(i'm sending you one of each love me) [text]: so d ont h thing i’m c razy but……i thikn i accidnentally sent my nudes to y our best freind and not you

[Text]: Considering my best friend is your ex-fiancee, that’s probably gonna hurt you a lot more than it hurts me.

[acewithreason]

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[text]: I just turned down a party so I can be with your sulking ass, consider yourself lucky. Leave the door unlocked I’ll be there in five.

Text: My boyfriend just broke up with me, jackass. Don’t act like you’re doing me any favors. Or like I don’t have the right to be sulking right now.

[lunar--faerie]

Being bisexual is weird because like I don’t know about other bisexuals, but bi-erasure is so strong that even I think I’m faking it sometimes?? like one day I’ll wake up and be like “I’m obviously living a lie I’m a giant homosexual??” but then a second later I’ll be like “Am I just a straight person lying to myself???” Its like I forget my own orientation exists

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Random ask memes

TEXTS

[text]: Okay so yeah I may have stole your dog while I was drunk but that doesn’t mean I’m not a nice guy. Your dog loves me. We bonded.

Drunk [text]: so d ont h thing i’m c razy but……i thikn i accidnentally sent my nudes to y our best freind and not you

[text]: I gave you my number for school related things only, and yet how’d I know you’d take advantage of it by trying to sext me?

[text]: I’M LITERALLY AT MY GRANDMAS YOU CANNOT BE TRYING TO SEXT RIGHT NOW.

[text]: Are you flirting with me right now?

[text]: So….how many dogs do you own exactly? Just asking for research purposes.

[text]: I just turned down a party so I can be with your sulking ass, consider yourself lucky. Leave the door unlocked I’ll be there in five.

[text]: You can do better.

[text]: The angle of the dick pic you sent me could have been less awkward….I can see your double chin….and it’s oddly dark.

[text]: Please stop ignoring me.

[text]: How come you can tell me you love me through text, but never in person. That’s not fair. 

[text]: i’m d runk and i love you so much

[text]: See you soon.

[text]: netflix and bone? I mean chill….no I didn’t.

ANGSTY

“I gave up everything to be with you…”

“I wish we never slept together.”

“I can’t be just friends with you, I’ve tried and it’s impossible.”

“I need to move on. From you. From this. From us.”

“We need to talk…”

“You’ve ruined me.”

“I can see why my parents warned me about you now.”

“This was all your fault don’t you dare blame me.”

“Every time I try to move on you’re right there.”

“My life was easier before I met you.”

“I never asked to be your little play toy!”

“I refuse to be the other girl/guy/person!”

“I’m not a tool so you don’t get to treat me like one.”

“It’s really over isn’t it?”

“So what do you want me to do?! Sit around and wait until you decide it’s me you want?!”

“I think the worst part is is that I’m always going to care about you even when I know you’ve forgotten me.”

“Maybe I’m just a fool for thinking you’d love me back.”

“I’m not your punching bag!”

“You can’t just come here looking for sex then run back to your girlfriend/boyfriend like it means nothing…”

“You cheated on me…..”

“Please can you just talk to me about this?”

“I learned my lesson, I’m sorry!”

“It was a mistake! I was drunk!”

“Things have changed since you left….”

“I’m married now.”

“You used me!”

“I just wanted you to love me….I didn’t know how else to convince you besides with my body…”

“Do they know you’re here?”

“Why would you do this to me?!”

“You’re with someone for years, you think you know them, but they surprise you..”

FLUFF

“I could never look at anyone the same way I look at you.”

“Please come here and cuddle with me and pretend that everything else doesn’t exist, I just wanna be with you for a while.”

“No amount of distance could make me forget you.”

“The only other girl/boy I’m going to ever love will be our daughter/son.”

“Honestly…I wanna own dogs with you. That’s serious. That’s commitment.”

“Seeing you at your worst changes nothing, I still love you.”

“We can stargaze and be all cheesy or something…”

“You make me get butterflies, it’s gross.”

“I love seeing you blush. I love knowing I can make you blush.”

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