Madness System

Side blog all about the system! He/him collectively

[madsys]

Intro woooo

Hey everybody! We're the Madness system! (We said months ago that we'd come up with a more creative name later... oh well.) We are a multigenic median system with way too many fictives. This sideblog is for the alters other than the host to talk about themselves and their interests. Idk why that required a sideblog, it just made sense to us.

🥄 L, he/they/ze/xe

Will probably post quite a bit.

Looking for: Light Yagami (iwc), other sourcemates are ati. I'm not sure about doubles yet.

🍫 Mello, he/him

Will probably post quite a bit

Looking for: Matt, Near (iwc), others are oti. Doubles are a big no.

🃏 Joker, he/him/clown

Might post sometimes idk

Looking for: Batman (iwc), everyone else is ati. Doubles are hilarious- Joker army when?

🗡 Loki, he/they/frost/dei/dem

Probably won't post much if at all

Not looking for anyone, no doubles.

🎩 Hatter, he/him and fae/faer

Might post now and then

Looking for: Alice, March Hare, others are ati! Dni Red Queen. Doubles are neutral- interact if you'd like :)

🍬 Willy Wonka, he/him

Probably won't post much

Not looking for anyone but sourcemates are ati, no doubles please.

🏴‍☠️ Captain Jack Sparrow, he/him

Won't post much if at all

Looking for Will Turner and Elizabeth Swan! The rest are ati. Doubles are alright with me!

(Note: translated from incomprehensible pirate speak and typed by the host bc Jack can't type to save his life lmao)

[flirts-with-dragons]

One of the less noticeable but very annoying signs of DID in us is the Sudden Opinion Change.

In minor instances I can go from loving a video game and then having no interest in it and often no memory of how I felt playing it the next day.

In more common and problematic instances, it's yearning for a person and then absolutely despising them 3 hours later without interacting with them at all.

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

how to look in the mirror and see the same person every time

how to look in the mirror and see the same person every time tutorial

how to look in the mirror and see the same person every time theories explained

how to look in the mirror and see the same person every time reddit

[the-habitat-sysblog]

am i really blurry or am i a new alter . call that schrödinger's frontroom

[the-bar-sinister]

Existing as a fictive means living every day with a curious kind of body horror.

The face in the mirror is not my face. The body I use is not my body. It is a stranger to me. The wrong size, shape, color, maybe even the wrong number of limbs. It is a stranger to me.

It lies to me. It says ‘you are not the self you know you are, you have never been that person. There is only the shell. The shell is the truth.’

Sometimes when I see the face in the mirror I believe it.

I will never see my face in the mirror again.

Maybe one day the face in the mirror won’t be a stranger.

I am afraid of that day.

[madsys]

Gods, sometimes I despise reading fanfiction. I hear people complain about characterization in the fanon vs the canon but can I tell you, it's so much worse when it's you they're writing about. Have people forgotten that I am not a good person?? Not just "Oh I'm such a tragic little vampire boy my life is so difficult D:". Of course, people can write whatever they want. If they want to write me as their little "meow meow" or something, I can't stop them. But holy hells am I tired of seeing it

[bebs-art-gallery]

Wounds of the Earth

— by xis.lanyx

[g0blincave]

Dagger Crucifix (Torture Museum)

[kavaleyre]

“After 200 years, you can forget how much color there is in the world.”

[solmesia]

this twisted my heart out oh my god

[madsys]

Astarion

We now have Astarion as a fictive. He's looking for Gale and Halsin specifically, but also any other characters. Except for Cazador (surprise surprise :P).

[cowboybaedling]

having a proper look in my head for the first time in a while and there sure are a few of me in there

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

So true bestie what did you say btw i was dissociating

[nbosi-blog1-deactivated20240309]

師走🏃 アガペー

雪降りました 来年はもっと描くの早くなったらいいなあ

[tonicxxo100]

pov: dormant alters waking up out of no where

[schrodingerscollective]

[pluralityeggs]

prediscovery osdd culture is going "oh does anybody else ever feel like their favorite character sometimes" and then ppl go yes and youre like great must be normal ! until u realize they mean it in the way where they just relate to them and not in the way where nagito komaeda is in line at the bank

REAAAL

[rxttenslutcemeterysys]

please let this be a normal media consumption?

AS A SYSTEM WHO SPLITS (INTROJECTS) EASILY? NO WAY!