✦ Only Ambition Remains Within an Eternal Night ✦

Main Interaction Blog (MDNI) - Please look at my pinned for the link to my art side-blog and for the blog guidelines! ~Any Pronouns Ok! | 20 | Maehwa | Demiaroace ~ Certified Kaeya kinnie and constantly sleep deprived -✧✦✧- "Khaenri'ah, huh? You sure know a lot! The legacy of Khaenri'ah is long gone. The sinners are all that's left, and they're not worth mentioning."

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

Traveller's Guide for New Outlanders ✦

"All of your choices are yours to use, Traveller what do you choose?" - 'Oh Traveller Come', Reinaery

IMPORTANT: This is my main interaction blog where I do literally everything - post art, ramble, reblog, do dash or ask games, shitpost and everything else. If you want to just browse through my art, please go to my art side blog - Archive of Starlit Memories (yes, this is the link).

Also, please be aware this blog will have 18+ content!! -> The stories of my characters I am planning to release and talk about will contain elements that are more suitable for mature audiences. This will include imagery of violence that may be graphic to younger people and suggestive content. Please continue at your own risk!

Topics of the Guide:

✦ Starlit Encounters - Guide to my OCs

✦ Menu of My OC Ships (Romantic)

✦ Rules - 'Teyvat has its Own Laws' (Blog guidelines and DNI list - In Pinned)

✦ More about Me! (Mae) - Artist Introduction Sheet

Rules - 'Teyvat has its own Laws":

If Teyvat has its own laws, so does this blog! While you start your journey of meeting my ocs and encountering my unhinged rambles willingly or unwillingly, please do listen to some of my rules!

DNF (DO NOT FOLLOW) if you are a minor. More accurately, I don't mind if you interact with a post, but I will very much mind if you decide to start following me, or interact with my nsfw posts. If this rule gets ignored the first time, I will soft block, but if it occurs again, I will be immediately hard blocking.

This is a blog that ships Raiya - an Rai (oc) x Kaeya ship made by me! I also have Noelluna (Noelle x Miuna/Yu Lan [oc]) , and Opalfire (Citlali x Xihuitl | QPR) ship as well! If this is uncomfortable to you by any means, please block me!

I am non-sharing with Kaeya, not as a yumeshipper but in terms of Raiya (my oc x canon ship); please respect this boundary and do not expect me to follow back doubles. However, I am more than okay with interacting as long as we are not mutuals! If you want a better explanation on my personal feelings on this, please check out this post.

Please be nice in any interactions within this blog, especially if I do not know you. This is a safe place for all people, which means I will not condone any harassment in my asks, comments and reblogs that are deliberately made against me or any mutuals/followers! My asks currently have the anonymous option open - please do not abuse that especially.

For my fellow non-sharers, I have created a tag system in case I reblog any doubles or etc! Please read this post about it!

If you have any questions - please head over to the askbox or my dms! I won't bite/gen /lh :D

Please use tone indicators for any words that are ambiguous in tone! Sometimes I receive stuff that are a bit tone ambiguous and get anxious over figuring out the tone, which is not fun -v-""

I have tags that will specify posts as certain types -> ( #scarletcrescent for posts with major blood+gore, #maemoon for suggestive posts, #birdrants for vent posts!). The tags may sound a little silly, but please block them if you do not wanna see such content! I'll also put specific warnings as well, such as '#/tw:oranges' and etc!

HAVE FUN - So far, these little beans that run free in my brain have been both an immense honour and extreme fun to tweak and plan out. I can only hope you will feel a similar feeling of intrigue when you read about them! <3

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

guess who just finished the aq quests that they left alone

[iratempestatis]

i always rlly like thinking about xiao / chasca / kaeya / diluc / etc w reader that gets along v well w their very alive sibling TT !! i feel like xiao would have strong feelings of yearning, and watching you interact with your family would make old grief resurface, but once he finds a way to fit into your dynamic i think he would feel quite happy knowing you have your sibling (s) and that you are all v fond of another!! that is the sort of support system + level of understanding that you can't ever easily find elsewhere imo :o!

w!! chasca!! omg i feel like she would be so stung and hurt, and happy for you all at once. there would be a lot of dodging you / running away from social situations in which you + your family are involved. if you ever fight, she would become almost belligerent and provocative without realising — she would be very irritated about you seemingly not cherishing what you have, when she would give anything to have chuychu yell at her just one more time

then there's those two... sigh. i feel like kaeya would have very strong feelings of envy and bitterness, but he would also justify his situation a bit by telling himself his past and all those events pertaining to his n diluc's big fight are far more severe than anything you could have experienced. i think mister-avoidant would just dodge around his feelings for the most part, and stay silent where you and your sibling (s) are involved

diluc!!!!! well i personally like thinking you make him realise his reaction to kaeya was very... extreme. we don't know the specifics of their conversation — all we know for true is that kaeya revealed who exactly he was to diluc. i do understand!! that his feelings were all over the place and that he was definitely not in his right senses!! but it was not his animosity towards kaeya that made him lash out, it was his hatred for khaenri'ah and the abyss order. sure!! kaeya has affiliations here but i don't think it was 'kaeya' that diluc saw in those moments, but rather his own prejudices, and i like thinking it haunts him. esp if reader / sibling have a healthy way of resolving conflicts, even big ones — or if they are quick to swallow their pride and admit their faults when diluc has not managed to do either in years... i like to think it stings

lastly!!!!! i really like thinking about diluc / chasca because the thought of her meeting this man — with a brother that probably feels isolated n lonely, this brother who is alive and within reach, this brother who he does care for albeit from afar — refuses to own up to his faults and make the difficult but correct choice of trying to converse with kaeya + try to resolve at least a few hurt feelings? when her own sister is dead? It would be revolting to chasca, i think, that diluc would treat kaeya in such a way when she herself was only ever adored by chuychu + even coya despite being an active and volatile threat because of her abyssal corruption. i think she'd throw hands personally aqgfkd TT

[femivi]

[kovi-vi]

I'm slowly leaving the art block.... I remind you that commissions are open

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

Some drawing practices from 2022 and a very random old doodle of Kaeya

[burgerahma]

[nanashi-art]

what a diva

[nocticall]

Slavic folk Danica 🌙

[elliewilliams]

whats yalls ultimate fave character. like years have passed, interests have come and gone, yet theyre still here. mines ellie williams

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

funny thing is that I originally was trying to sketch out a drawing for Rai's toy house profile and I was looking at the fallen angel piece for reference but then brain went what if Rai's expression was not hate but love and thats what kinda popped into this

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

[What Do You See?]

"All I see is a human. What I have in my hands is a mortal man." Kaeya traces lines under the trembling eyes, a soft smile gracing his lips. "Is that not at the very least a pleasure to the eyes?"

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A/N: Drawing demon got its petty little hands on me and I decided to sketch this out AKHJKHD. Truth to be told it's been a hard week for me so I guess it's kind of something that hopped outta my emotions.

Lore-wise, Rai always has struggled to place his identity outside of weapon and monster - which in itself is a contrast to Kaeya in the relationship. Rai during his days as a criminal had intentionally made sure the only way he would be perceived as something inhuman - something to be feared and seen as abnormal. Kaeya on the other hand wanted to be viewed as an everyday Mondstadt individual to conceal his origins from Khaenri'ah, albeit also crafting a somewhat controversial sort of personality to also cope with his own internal conflicts. They both parallel, contradict and yet, they are at the same time on different sides of the same coin.

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

my neck sounds like a chip packet rn :cccc

[nyxypoo]

when reading fanfics, which do you prefer?

all lowercase

proper capitalization

no preference / depends on fic

Voting ended onAug 9

okay to rb !

[succulentsiren]

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

@humblebeeowo

[kpobb114514]

[maehwajuuuu-chu]

this month is blessing me with the yaoi.