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Once upon a time I used to think of doing things like botox & fillers. Even remember thinking of surgeries many years ago.

It’s crazy to me now. I’m so glad I never did.

I have never had any kind of work done & atp I can’t imagine ever wanting to again.

The only time I’ve been put under was to have my wisdom teeth removed a few years ago. I had a horrible reaction to the anesthesia: it made me suicidal for 72h. I’m talking all I could talk about, think about or make sense of was ending myself 😳

So obviously that made me very reluctant to be put under again if it can be avoided.

Also needles. After probably way over hundred IV sessions, one time almost dying due to an incident with the needle…. I’m really avoidant of needles.

Then the fact that you’re letting foreign substances into your body idk after being randomly poisoned the way I was I just don’t want any random anything in me. Period.

I guess the upside is I love my God given features more now than I have ever before. I feel like I look better now than I did when I was younger. I just love taking care of myself and my body. I find both skin care & body building to be fully rewarding in & of themselves. I love learning about & dedicating myself to both.

I suppose I do personally feel like I’d be insulting God if I were to change the way it made me as if there was something wrong with it. Its very risky insulting God, really one of the worst things you can do. It’s like cursing yourself. It makes more sense to me personally to appreciate my body by treating it the best ever so it can be its best ever, as God intended.

But obviously it might be different if I had a penis - I don’t think I could stand that. Or if I lost my boobs by some terrible tragedy I do think I’d need them replaced as I’m obviously extremely attached to them.

Also now I find myself loving how so many older women look and I’ve noticed gorgeous older women have been standing out to me much more than younger ones over recent years. I don’t know why! I just find them more captivating now.

Also strangers literally assume I’m like in school all the time so really it’s not a big topic for me if I’m being honest lol

So phewww another crazy brainwashing of my generation I swerved on thank fucking God!

It’s terrifying to me thinking how I could’ve lost myself in that.

I have only ever gotten tattoos on my birthday. It’s a great tradition. I love getting tattoos. As an artist I feel like tattooing is like an extreme sport version of drawing. My tattoo artist agreed but yeah it makes it a very exciting experience to be part of as an artist. Kind of like off roading on the back of someone’s bike because you only bike in the bike path & roads 😄

It’s also always so interesting how it doesn’t hurt me, it feels like nothing, like less than a scratch. I have developed extreme pain tolerance through my health struggles, I suppose the body adapts. It’s been a problem sometimes in medical situations tho not knowing how to gauge my own pain. To the point there are notes on my file or whatever about this.

I only get spells tattooed. Well I also have a memorial one for my aunt. But getting spells tattooed is an extremely powerful experience that continues to unfold the rest of your life. The ultimate commitment.

I am extremely committed to my goddesses, to myself, to God & fulfilling my life’s purpose.

Also one of the best gifts I got from being deathly ill for so long is I no longer feel bad about aging in any capacity. As a matter of fact I feel a sense of thrill, of overwhelming gratitude & accomplishment. Like making it to the next level on a video game.

Life is Good. God is Good. Everything is Good. I’m deeply thankful & humbled to be as Blessed as I am. My only wish is to bless the world around me as much as God has blessed me while continuing to remain protected from evil + darkness + chaos.

And so it is.

Today a man in probably his 50s held the door for me to go into a furniture store. I said thank you & he said “you look like a kindergartener” with this big smile in his face. I was in shock & still have no idea what he meant (I wasn’t wearing hello kitty or pigtails or anything like that) but I answered “well I’m surprised as I’m really far from being a kindergartener” & he laughed & then he said “you’re very cute” so I got embarrassed & kinda ran away. He kept following me around, waving & winking at me. I was overwhelmed.

When you outgrow the house so you gotta move

witchble

Science is spiritual!

Learning how the world works doesn’t strip it of magic, it reveals even more of it. The more I understand the universe, the more sacred it feels.

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After much thought & deliberation I fired my therapist of 3+ years today. I couldn’t be prouder of me. She was projecting victimhood & powerlessness onto me and I refused to accept or internalize her flawed view of me. I am a strong, powerful, intelligent, polyglot, educated & extremely privileged woman. I will not buy into narratives that make me feel weak & at the mercy of others. She might not understand how this reality works but I do.

I appreciate her help & support over the years. I have no doubt in my mind she only meant well in all of her actions & stances but again, couldn’t be prouder of me to have the maturity & discernment to know where her limited, biased perspective became detrimental to me as well as my ability to let her go graciously but also making sure I stood up for myself + spoke my truth.

I know who I am.

There were a number of years I was consumed by confusion, brain fog & erratic, out of character, reactive behavior. People have judged me for it & taken advantage of it as well - all along choosing to ignore the fact I was IMPAIRED due to severe mercury & lead poisoning. Not substances I chose to take, unlike people dealing with addiction - even though I was treated by many as if it was somehow the same. But I am healed & detoxed now. 100% sober as well. So I will let everyone know exactly where they had me fucked up on & carry on being the literal (& certified by different professionals & institutions) genius I have been since childhood.

The delusions people chose to believe about me while I was impaired are not my responsibility.

The grace they didn’t grant me for it is also not for me to feel bad about, that’s for them to carry & what it says about their character & moral fiber.

Some man outside the grocery store said I “look just like a baby doll” & a different one passing by went “uh hmm”

I biked away real fast.

modernwitchsguidetolife

We come into this world in soul clusters, sometimes we are born into our pack others we find each other & we will keep finding each other life after life because we belong together.

♾️ Lucy + Althea Together Forever💞♾️

Life is for living. God is always good.

No one but me is ready 😄✨👸🏼🔥🔮✨

Wrote this April 2022:

My Doctor brought up with me starting writing again.

Everything I’ve listened & done as he guided so far has tremendously changed my life & every time for the better. Much better!

God provided what I needed & it turned out to be many different things & people but Dr Coleman has played a MAJOR role. All positive,

Not like the same can be said about everyone or everything else...

Some people you think they’re your best friend & soulmate but then turns out they’re just one of the most excruciating, soul-crushing, identity draining lessons of your life. And this is coming from a person currently at the tail end of a compounded 10 months of very intensive Chelation Therapy to survive severe mercury & lead poisoning. I’ve been fighting for my life for the last couple of years & extremely ill for the past 4 - I’ve been through fucking hell & STILL going through it in a way most people CANNOT even begin to imagine. And yet I’ll repeat myself here, within the wide spectrum & contrast of my life experiences - when someone you believe to be your soulmate turns out to be one of the most excruciating, soul-crushing, identity draining lessons of your life.... all other pain somehow pales in comparison.

And I guess this is why I haven’t written in so long, Dr. Coleman.

It’s not because I’ve been ill. It’s because I’ve been love sick for a cruel man, who used me & destroyed me as a sport, while I was ill.

Today, February 24th 2023 I will add he has also very creepily exploited me, my likeness & image. As well as deliberately lied & manipulated me to hurt me as much as possible on purpose, seemingly for his own sick pleasure?

I FEEL WRONGED ON SUCH A DEEP LEVEL

I could write a whole book about it.

22 years of friendship. At least 10 of those years I genuinely thought we were best friends. He is obsessed with me but hates me enough to do this,

WHY WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THAT?

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I think the key to a happy life as an adult woman is to channel your inner weird little girl and make her happy

modernwitchsguidetolife

Witches go through periodical reinventions. When their lives call for it, they’ll retreat & keep to themselves a while - birthing whole new versions of themselves before going out into the world again. ⚝🙏🏼💗♻️♀️

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