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I will likely refrain from using this account for a while.

As it stands, I made a mistake I cannot take back, hurt people I should have never hurt, and no longer wish to be in public view.

I miss those who have left, as it is natural for one to feel such a way after what had happened.

I know it was my fault. And I'm deeply sorry for those who I had disappointed, hurt, and most of all, lied to. I have rid my account of any traces of the ones I speak of, as being tied back to me must be bothersome.

I apologize that I was not the person you thought I was, or expected me to be. And part of me wishes to rid of that feeling now that you all have likely moved on, but I cannot so easily. As the friendships I had were real, even if I couldn't be up front, or honest.

I held those I speak of in such high regards, and hope to gain nothing but the ability to speak on how I feel. I cannot be easily forgive, or forgiven at all. Either way.

I will not return to this account until I have found it in myself to continue on as I was. Whether people believe me to be real or not, I know that I am. I'm frustrated that I let anything come to this. I should have not gotten involved to begin with.

I extend an apology to those are hurt, and I truly cannot help but miss the happy memories I had of that short time spent being who I am.

Everything lies entirely on me. I understand that well. And I take full responsibility for it.

That is all, I will likely not answer any questions or comments about this. If this post is to find anyone who it was intended for, they'll understand.

I'm sorry, truly, genuinely sorry. There is not a single way I could contact anyone involved anymore, as it would possibly only lead to more of an issue, and I'm not sure how I would reach them anyway.

I will not return to this or any of my accounts until I see it fit to do so. Thank you for all those little curious inboxes I got while I was active.

therealsaditic

If you truly missed us, you wouldn't have said the things you've stated to everyone around you once you were called out. Horrendous words and personal information was shared as means to manipulate and cling to everyone who hadn't seen the document yet. You can't escape the consequences of what you've done and your words have absolutely no meaning anymore.

You claimed having absolutely no attachment to us and only stuck around for this..Charrade you played us all in

Not only were you not who we thought you were, but you tricked us into believing you were two individuals when you were in truth using this Malleus personnage you'd made to collect information about everyone. I did not get to share my thoughts to you as I blocked you straight away as soon as the fact were shown, but the fact you've made so many people create bonds to a person that wasn't even real is despicable. You've left all of us grieving not one, but two people who we saw as dear friends. I'm glad you've still not moved on. I hope you never do so you can muster up the strength to try to be a better person and never make anyone else go through what you put us through. We were seen as mere pawns, not as your friends. Your apology means nothing if you still lie about "being real".

For those who wish for the full context, this is the link of the document.

This individual put my friends and server members through HELL and I refuse to let anyone be left unaware of it.

This is a document curated to address issues brought on by Cheri (ch3r1_bl0ss0m) and Malleus (gargoyle_ethustiast). To clarify now, both the

renzilla-exists

coming online as someone who liked the finale

gargoyle-enthusiast

I KNOW WHAT U ARE -mimi

Leave.

6marixiram6

Hi hallo its been a hot minute since i last posted, here is my beloved child Madeleine Rosehearts, who’s supposed to be Riddle’s little sister <333

slooshee

Half of these are Michael to absolutely no one’s surprise </3

1- I rlly missed lolbit out of nowhere bc they are one of my favorite characters

2- Michael in the scooping room was trying to play around with composition and practicing backgrounds

3- puppet art I did both per request of my friend Willow and bc I needed a full body ref for my puppet design. Killing two birds with one stone I guess.

4- fnaf 1 Mike drawing I rlly like how he looks in this one.

5-bunny Afton kids!

6- Cassie bunny

7- Gregory bunny

8- Elizabeth drawing

9- my personal game Vanessa design

10- stupid little jeremike meme that I know has been done before

rottenkudzu

i dont even know bro

gargoyle-enthusiast

Heya, Sea Slug! It was totally betta fish that sent it. Wouldn't have told ya, but they lied to me, so...

We have both been wronged. It is okay, Floyd.

Not a roleplay account. This is one of my friends named Floyd. Please do not mix that up.

luna1nth3mo0n

I'm sobbing how many of your friends are named TWST characters

gargoyle-enthusiast

Well, let us see. Riddle, Trey, I sometimes refer to one as Cater or their other name, Azul or rather, My Silver currently, Floyd, Vil, Epel, Shroud, Of course My Silver or Azul, and Sebek. It makes it rather confusing, but I value these people. I love them dearly and I hope they all understand that.

gargoyle-enthusiast

𝙸𝚌𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖.

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I’m rather a big fan of ice cream. Whether it be soft serve, hard scooped, gelato, sorbet, I will enjoy it no matter the form that it takes. But I do have preferences as to how they are served, and what flavors and toppings that might be in it. These are just my opinions, but know if you disagree you are wrong. And I hope you enjoy being wrong. I jest. Maybe. Either way, I would like to talk about what I believe are the best flavors of ice cream as well as how I must dislike or like certain toppings to go with my ice cream. Starting off, I shall explain my favorite flavor and way of it being served. I rather enjoy Chocolate Fudge, or Dark Chocolate flavors. I prefer richer, more bitter flavors in honesty. Chocolate itself is such a mix of both bitter and sweet that the flavor just simply sits right with me. I do not mind chocolate bits or bits of thick fudge within the ice cream as I like the small contrast between the two textures, but there are times where I simply will not be in the mood for that. As for how it is served. I prefer gelato over all, but if I did not have that option, I would probably pick soft serve as the texture is nicer on the mouth. Toppings wise, I cannot stand things that have such differing textures from ice cream itself. It’s like an assault on my mouth, I cannot stand it. I do not mind sprinkles or even marshmallows, but I would prefer my ice cream with no toppings other than chocolate shavings or things that melt as you eat them, like the ice cream. Gummy bears and nuts are examples of things I could not stand in my ice cream. However, strangely enough, I do not mind frozen fruits within the ice cream, like how some strawberry ice creams contain frozen strawberry bits. I don’t particularly like ice cream in cones, but I can eat it if it's cake cones. I cannot eat waffle cones. It disgusts me. I prefer ice cream either in a cup or a bowl, something of the sort. It is less of a mess and it is easier to eat in my opinion. I do also enjoy popsicles. Those are easier for me to enjoy, actually. I prefer it over gelato or soft serve ice cream as it is easy to take around and have with me if I ever feel the urge to have some ice cream. One thing I cannot stand is fruit flavored soft serve ice cream. It disgusts me. If ice cream was to be fruit flavored, it should either be a popsicle or a sorbet. There is no other way to go about it. It is not that I do not like fruit flavors, as strawberry ranks on my favorite flavors, but I cannot stand some fruits like mango as a soft serve or gelato. It, again, disgusts me. Some things I would like to address are arbitrary flavors I have been made aware of or have had my own personal issues with. I’ll start off with Cookie Dough ice cream. I have never liked Cookie Dough, and those who do are wrong. The dough mixed in with the ice cream disgusts me more than you could ever comprehend, it is not a joking matter. I hate the contrast between the two, it makes me physically sick. I do not mind the chocolate chips or the base vanilla flavor, but I seriously cannot stand it all together. Another flavor I heavily dislike is Rocky Road. Rocky Road is a flavor for those who enjoy the mixture of textures assaulting their mouth. Nuts and Marshmallows mixed together disgusts me. Truly. You have one creamy, one thick and fluffy, and one hard texture. That mix makes me gag just thinking about it. I cannot stand Rocky Road. If you eat that around me, I will assume you hate either me or yourself.

One more that I have heard of that I personally find as a transgression against me is Butter Pecan. It is a little better than Rocky Road, but it has the same issue as it has roasted pecans within it. It is disgusting, do not eat it around me. As for ice cream flavors made based on other food such as pasta, pizza, lobster, or anything else, like baked beans, I hope you suffer eternal hell for enjoying those flavors. One flavor that I did not hear about until recently, that I am rather upset about, was called ‘Goody Goody Gumdrops’ or something of the sort. The bubblegum flavor? Mixed with gummies? The color being green? I could not be tempted with even a gargoyle to eat something as vile as that. I apologize to the person I know who mentioned it who knows and or likes it, but you are vile for even showing that to anyone. Another flavor I never understood was the flavor ‘Superman’ . It is apparently a mix of fruit and vanilla flavors but I cannot stand it. It is stupid, be creative. The same goes for the Cookie Monster ice cream flavor.

I understand that this is not a gargoyle rant but a conversation I had been told of by a friend had encouraged me to make this, and I wanted to be completely transparent as to what ice cream I do and do not enjoy, as I rather enjoy ice cream a lot. Thank you.

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