Teatime

[magnanimousabyss]

yesterday was an absolutely horrible day at least today was also bad

[theorangepdf]

i am consumed by nostalgia but im being sooo brave about it 

[unthraine]

and heres all of them together in 413 order heheh

[rikusap]

- Wolf Spirit -

[evilkitten3]

extremely unsexy of adhd to make me both very annoying and very sensitive to the concept of being perceived as annoying

[magnanimousabyss]

doctor said i could go to work without talking today or tomorrow. lmao?? no ??? you sliced into my throat and removed an organ i am sitting in bed and reading lesbian regency romance thank you

[magnanimousabyss]

you know when you go to sleep thinking you’ll feel better in the morning but you wake up and it’s worse

[magnanimousabyss]

took a bad fall down the stairs two weeks ago and my foot still hurts. plus my back has been killing me and sewing is honestly making it worse. i love to sew i don’t want to stop

[magnanimousabyss]

im very proud of myself i just realized i used to not be around my all time favorite character bc i associated him too heavily with a thing that happened to me and while that thing still affects me mostly in terms of the occasional massive amounts of guilt even though everything that happened is so blurry i don’t remember if it was entirely on me. well it still effects me but in the past few years i fell in love with my character again and i’m so happy about that

[magnanimousabyss]

i thought that the feeling would stop once there were apologies. why hasn’t it stopped? why do i still feel so guilty for something that happened over half a decade ago. almost eight years

but maybe i should just dissociate harder and forget

[magnanimousabyss]

today is a weird day!! I’m fuzzy. my friend that I talk to usually is driving :(((( just wanna talk about fandom shit

[magnanimousabyss]

i dont know if ive ever been more excited and hopeful in my entire life aaaaa

[magnanimousabyss]

It’s been a while but I’m missing a person again and I just wish that like ? Idk they would update me on how they’re doing or like,,,at least let me know that they don’t despise me

God if they’re seeing this they’re probably annoyed asf with my posts I’m so sorry it’s not to be guilting I’m just trying to get the feelings out there

If you do see this don’t feel like you have to say anything. You don’t. I understand that I fucked up and these are my consequences.

I’m doing much better now than I used to I just get nostalgic every now n then I guess

[magnanimousabyss]

I know that today had a bad start but why am I so goddamn Sad

[magnanimousabyss]

I would make it up to you if there was anything I could do

[magnanimousabyss]

I am so goddamn tired of people cutting me off especially when they don’t even give me a gODDAMN REASON

[magnanimousabyss]

I HAVE BEEN ABANDONED ONCE AGAIN

THIS TIME BY THE ONLY PERSON ON CAMPUS I WAS CLOSE TO