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Haunting
I use tumblr more sporadically, usually just as a passing thread of interesting images and accounts... rarely do I post here, and sad to say that with the new changes it’s probably going to fade even farther away.
With Age
With age doesn't come any true wisdom, but rather an understanding of why I respond to things in a certain way. Not that I have mastered how to change how I respond, but that I'm much more aware of what path brought me to why I'm feeling the way I do.
A moment of your time, sir?
I find myself a bit run down today, cutting up fallen trees, and tired of seeing the weird barrage of posts on facebook from people on all sides of all topics... It's probably been spinning in my head a lot, and much to the dismay of a pair college kids... they inadvertently have just got the full vent of what my brain has been thinking... Ya see, after leaving work I made a quick stop in to a store, when a young girl and her friend walk up to me asking what my take is about Syria... I tell her that it seems like a confusing and horrible place for anyone to survive. I don't fully understand what the parties involve really want, but, all-in-all... it's pretty much crap. She then goes on a list of questions from a small sheet of paper, turns out that she's a college student and interested in public opinion. Her friend chimes in... "War is hell, right!?" "Funny you say that... did you ever watch the show M*A*S*H?" I ask them. They both shake their heads... "It's a show about military doctors in the korean war... It's not like ER, there aren't a lot of George Clooneys in there... but, it's a great show. and there is a scene when they are discussing topics (all while they operate on various people in the OR...) And one of the characters says that war is war... and hell is hell... and of the two... war is way worse... the girls: really? Why? "The doctor goes on describing who is in hell... those sinners and people that have sort of earned it right? not a lot of innocent people in hell?" the girls silently nod... "Then who is in wars?" The girls waited for me to respond... "lot of people get caught up in wars... and a lot of them are like these refugees... innocents sort of caught up in events out of their control... " "sooo..." they sort of pause... "you believe that we should be helping the refugees, or do you think we should be focusing on the homeless veterans?" My answer: The sign of humanity doesn't come from how we treat our friends... That's just friends, we treat them fine. The sign of true humanity is how we treat those that need help and are worse off than us. I don't know how I can help masses that seem lost and desperate, who no fault of their own were placed in a situation that now have them lost and looking for any sort of kindness... but I know this... I was raised to offer help to others, I find true happiness when I give myself into the desire to make the world better, or to improve the day of someone else... If I know myself, then if the time comes that someone like that needs something that I could provide, I feel that I'll be there for them. It's humanity, it's what makes us the species i'm proud of... "Soooo...." an even longer pause... "was that for the refugees... or the veterans?? We sort of need to check one of the boxes" the one girl says... I just smiled and walked away…
The pain of compassion... Let's not be so judgy
[Sits in dark corner at a poorly lit table. Staring down at drink in hand... Large sigh can be heard] Simple scientific fact... Homo Sapiens are more likely to be empathetic to the plights of those they share a physical similarity to… it's not a great thing, but it's part of the puzzle of the biological meat machine we pilot every day... What separates us from the animal, and offers the beauty of humanity is that we show compassion to the struggle of all those we know are human, where race/age/religion do not matter. Our ability to feel and care for complete strangers a world away is one of the most remarkable things this species has. My heart sinks when I hear the news of places like Paris, Syria and Beruit… But I have to say that If I hear one more person today compare what tragedy is worse to another, followed closely by them saying that someone's compassion isn't enough because of a some shallow reason like a lack of shared skin tone, then I might just flip out. I realize that the Beruit bombing and killing of 40+ people is horrible, but I also admit that the concept of destruction/carnage in Beruit isn't a new concept. I grew up in the 90's and that city's name is synonymous with it. Syria has been years of hell, and this news is not cutting new images of the world that is Syria. I listen to NPR daily, I react and feel disgusted each and every news story that I hear, and trust me... it happens a lot... Now on to Paris, this is a cultural center for Europe... And 10 months ago had terror happen that shocked. It's fresh and new to this area, it's getting "close to home" for some, and in some instances this is the first time that people realize the negative things happening in the world. Let this European community and its cousins experience the pain of loss. Let them see and learn what this world is like. Then share your pain and fear, learn what you both feel about different heart breaking events. The solidarity of humanity isn't in feeling the same about all experiences, it's a mosaic of emotions from the shared experiences... Don't judge a person's grief and compassion to what you expect or want. You focus on what you are dealing with, you learn how you can make it better, you find others that care about what you care about and together fix it. If you spend a moment telling someone who is hurting or upset that they aren't caring enough about other atrocities, then you don't get it in the slightest. Stop being an armchair humanitarian and just go and actually do something... [slides glass of water backwards... Leans head back and shakes it with an even heavier sigh]
Life is good.
Thank you. (Goofy emoticon.gif not found)
There are times that I am unabashedly myself. Fast talking, excited, and scatter brained, but who a smile on my face. Pleasantly surprised that these times seem to happen more frequently than you'd have guessed when growing up. And at these times that I'm sharing something I am always so happy to see people still standing there, happy to be part of the conversation... Or whatever else I'm currently in the middle of. Those that road it through whatever my ramble was. Genuinely get me. Heh. In this exact case it happened to have been me at the DNO art opening last night. There is something fun about having a party and inviting a city. And designing the experience. A show that is interactive. Getting music, food, ice cream and beers all together to create a fun time. I excitedly jumped from circle in the crowd to circle in the crowd. And was happy to see smiling faces and genuine happiness at seeing work that myself and friends made. A team that is together because we like to create and have a good time making things. Things, eg: Gadgets, toys, and giant freaking vomiting robots. To the people that came and shared the night and smiled along with me, thanks. Sincerely. You let me be me. Having a great time and be goofy. Thanks for getting getting me. John Magnus. -mind of Magnus
The Evil Killer Bike: Prequel
On a corner of a quiet street and main, just far enough down the road that few people walk, sat a house with a white picket fence. Tulips and Forget-me-nots were in bloom around the yard, and the lilacs cast a heavy smell across the neighborhood. Two brothers, fighting the heat wave decided to brave it and go to the corner store. Along their path they would occasionally cut through the gardens of the blue house with all those flowers. Leon always told his little brother that it was quicker, and maybe it would have shaved a half second from a hot walk if it wasn't for Reggie always stopping to look at the butterflies or the birds in the feeders. Maybe Leon did this too, when he was younger, and he didn't have to worry about his reputation. Now all he would do was smack his little brother on the back of his head and spew out a string of curse words he heard his mom's boyfriend say all the time. When he wasn't hitting Reg', he'd use this opportunity to kick the stones out of the gardens or bat at flower heads. Today he saw the tall bird feeder that Reggie was dipping his fingers in, and thought it best to give it a kick for good measure. For which it promptly fell over, the soft earth of the garden saving it from destruction. Showing a smile that only could mean he thought his reputation just earned some points, he started walking, head a bit higher, off the property. Reggie looked as shocked as he was saddened by this. It wasn't till the boys turned and saw the old man owner sitting on his porch did they realize he was even there. The boys froze, Reggie hanging his head while Leon raised his, ready for the sounds, the shouting and cursing. Clenching his fist Leon was surprised that the man only stood looking calm. He wasn't smiling under the beard, nor frowning. Just calm. With the moment of silence Reggie blurted out the apologies, saying sorry that him and his brother were there and the bath fell over... At the exact moment, the silence caused Leon to run. He wasn't used to not having the shouting, and without thinking he just bolted like a scared deer... Leaving his little brother. "Great brother you seem to have there…" the man said. "My name is Eric, I see you two cut through the garden now and again..." At this Reggie began apologizing that much more, and was brought to a silence only by the big man's smile and slowly raising his hand as his laughingly dismissed the need. "Oh, you don't need to apologize, gardens are suppose to be walked through, and enjoyed. And You seem to like it." Thean said, Reggie quietly nodded. The man began walking down the steps, and his large broad shoulders finally could be realized. He was easily twice the height of the boy, and it appeared to be no effort to place the birdbath back up to it's normal position. "Nothing broken..." The man said with a genuine smile. He continued, "if you like gardens, have you seen the park and birds up near the bay?" Reggie had not, but heard about it from grandparents and people at the church. "Oh, it's cool. The birds feed right out of your hands!" "Really?!" Reggie was surprised to feel the big smile on his face. The nice man talked about donating some of his flowers to there, and how he built part of the garden and how he feeds the birds. It was right then than Reggie wanted to see it! He thanked the man and then continued on to the store. As he walked along the sidewalk, he saw Leon walking back. Soda in hand and the last few bites of candy in the wrapper. Having spent all of the boy's money on himself. He didn't say much, aside from how his little brother needs to keep his mouth shut. Reggie noticed that they didn't take the same way home. The very next day Reggie convinced his grandmother to take him to the park. And it was just like how the man said it was, flowers and birds and nature so strong it was overpowering to his starved senses. He saw a couple standing with outstretched hands, confused he watched as small birds burst from the thicket, landing on their hands to nibble the seeds offered. Life was so full here. He stayed till the day went to night, and the birds songs were replaced with frog chirps. It was instantly decided in his mind that this was his new favorite spot. Knowing the path, he decided to return the very next day. Though, the 20+ min car ride was simple compared to the time he walked. But it was worth it. He saw things he hadnt even noticed the day before. He picked through the small piles of left over seed and held the few kernels in his outstretched hands for the birds to land on. For which they did. Their tiny bodies felt like almost nothing on his fingertips. He returned throughout the season. It was a good destination to go to when his family were fighting. But he'd always stay too late, watching the twilight spill over the park. By the time he would get back it would be late, he'd have missed dinner and his mom would be upset, when she noticed. Walking to the store he found himself looking at the bird feeder in a familiar neighborhood. A hefty hello, followed by a laugh greeted him. The old man was there and the pleasant smile behind his beard was apparent. Without missing a beat, Reggie began blurting out words before his brain even knew what it was saying. He started telling about the trees and flowers. The birds that just showed up to eat. He hadn't had anyone to tell this to, and his brain jumped on the chance to share! He told about the times the birds stop singing and what it sounds like at night. The man laughed and told him the name of the types of birds, the flowers. Reggie began saying the names out loud trying to remember them. The man stopped, "actually, just a sec…" he said as he vanished back into his house. A min later he reemerged carrying not one but two books and a small empty plastic bag. He handed them to Reggie, the books looked like they had been carried in a book bag way too long. The edges dented, pages folded at the corners. He read their titles, and saw that it was books about native birds and field guide to flowers. The flower on the cover was one he had seen at the park! "You enjoy them, they were given to me, and hey should be used, not on a shelf" the man said. The boy was already flipping through pages and was lost in the books when he heard the sound of a garage door opening. He spun to see the man had walked away and vanished into an old garbage partially hidden by rose bushes and lilacs. After the sound of crashes and things being shuffled The man came out with an old bicycle. "Seems like today is clean out day..." The man laughed. "I've been meaning to donate it, but haven't had the chance. It's about your size right?" Reggie stared at the bike and didn't comprehend what was being said. "My size?" He managed to say. "Yeah, I don't want you getting in trouble with your mom getting home so late, figured this would help make the trip faster. Chain with a lock and key already on it." Reggie didn't know what to say, but realized you don't turn down a free bike! "See if it's the right height" he said as he pushed the bike into Reggie's hands. It was a bit big, Reggie had to stand on his tip toes... "Aww look at that, you'll grow right into that bike. Glad it will have a good home. Now, the that small plastic bag, take and scoop some of the birdseed in there to feed the birds next time." Overwhelmed he didn't know what to do next, he felt like it was all to good to be true, if he set the bike down it would vanish into thin air. He pushed the bike to the feeder and scooped enough to just close the bag. "You get yourself a helmet" the man said. Reggie promised he would, he felt bad knowing that he was lying, but he would try. He could never save enough since his brother Leon always would steal the little money he tried to save. "Leon!" Reggie said his name out loud without realizing it. "That your brother?" The man asked. Knowing what he was thinking... "Well, this is your bike and your bike alone. Don't let people take it from you! You can see the world much faster than walking on this thing. So lock it to strong things... Even at home if you think you need to." Reggie nodded, but knew that it would be gone the moment he got home. He felt his face where his brother had him him to steal the last bike he had. It was his old little bike and didn't even fit... But Leon wanted it, either just to take it or to sell it. Either way... He knew the outcome of this new bike. The man read the worry on his face. "Listen, here is something my grandfather would say his family would do when he was young...you know, old school mumbo jumbo" he said with a smile. The man took a small pocket knife and etched the boys name on the frame. He did it as quickly as if using a pen... He then etched the shape of a large beaked bird on there. "What's that?" Asked Reggie. "It's a raven. You know those big black birds? Well my family said that if you ask them they will look out for you. So, if it's stolen, the birds will tell you where its is to help you get it back. I forget exactly, but a bird is there to help." The man said with a smile. Reggie was unsure if the man believed it, but the old guy looked happy telling the story. The way he etched the bird and name so quickly Reggie guessed that he must have been an artist or something in the past. "The mark means that if someone takes this from you bad things might happen to them. Longer they ride it, more bad will happen. Only when you get it back does it stop... I guess maybe if you sell it or something it ends, but my grampa said that the raven's had our backs.." "Hah, birds got my back? That's crazy." Reggie said. He quickly shut his mouth the moments the words left him, he didn't want to upset the man or have him change his mind and not get the bike. "Well, they do now." The man laughed. Reggie thanked him so much and collected his new treasures and peddled away. It was true. He could make it to the park and back in almost no time. It was so easy he ventured to new parks. Taking his books and bag of seed. He locked the bike to trees, fences, and lamp posts. It was easy at home, since Leon had more and more fights with everyone and would vanish for longer and longer sections of time. Weeks turned to months. Reggie and his bicycle travelled as far as he could to search out the different species in his books. He learned soon that there was an arboretum at a college about an hour bike ride away. And he made the trips frequently there. He saw even more and learned about the various environments out in the world, and what could survive in them. He loved chatting with the gardeners and professors. He helped plant and weed. He kept the bird feeders filled and always smiled when a large black bird would land and take command of the little feeders. Dispite their size, the big birds still only took one kernel at a time. Fall closed in, and Reggie saw the different flowers and leaves come into bloom and wilt. He managed to find almost every bird in the book as he biked to different parks and chatted with the people on the college lawns. He added a basket to the back to keep his books and plants secure... The bike and him were inseparable. It was a surprise when he came home to hear the once familiar shouts of the family. Leon had came back, and felt it best to help himself to everything in the house. He already had a DVD player and iPod in a bright pink backpack and was looking through closets for anything else to sell. It wasn't more than a few moments before Leon's eyes fell on the bike. It was over before it started. He descended on Reggie faster than a hungry lion on a wounded calf. Reggie tried to hold on, but the flurry of fists made him lose his grip. He didn't want to let it go, but it wasn't going to stop. The moment the bike was in Leon's hands he was already riding it as fast as he could away. He didn't turn back or utter a single thing as he spend of. Gone. All of his books. His drawings. His notes and maps. His bike. Devastated, and the sounds of shouting as his mother and her boyfriend tried to figure who to blame, Reggie decided to walk. To get a cool bottle of water to drink and press against his bruises. Staring down he saw his feet move slowly over the pavement. A block was so long. And he could have been a million miles away of he has that bike. He smelt what he thought was lilacs, but knew it wasn't the right time of year. When he looked up he had found himself surrounded by by leaves and wilted roses. A bird feeder broken on the ground and a blue house dark and empty. The old man wasn't there. He knocked, but didn't hear any response. He sat on the porch and waited. He listened. The birds were quiet, nothing made a sound. The flowers were gone. And so was the man. It was there he cried, which he hadn't done in years. Through all the beatings and insults he never once cried. He let it wash over him. And it was in that quiet emptiness that he fell asleep. The next morning he awoke to the sound of flapping wings. He opened his eye to see a large dark bird picking at the empty feeder. It held his gaze for a moment, Reggie wondered what it might be thinking. It then flew off towards the rising sun. The young man walked to the edge of the yard... He looked towards home and then away. He walked, not to the park but to the school and never looked back. His home was there. He met with counselors and they helped him find a place. It was here he went to school and graduated. It was where his degree started and where his love of nature lived. He moved to a bigger city. The university offering him a salary after he finished his degrees. You'd see him bike from one side of the campus to the other. Always looking up to see the birds. Every now and again a large black bird would land and you'd see a smile on the professor's face. . --------- author's note---- I offer this as a prequel to a movie never made. In this universe there is now a bike imbued with old school mumbo jumbo that says all who ride it that isn't the owner will come into danger. Where our character Reggie doesn't know what ever happened to the bike. But the bike and it's future is suppose to be with Reggie. I offer this as a starting point for other writers to pick up. What happens with the bike? What about Leon and even the old man? The universe is big and there is room to expand upon it. Creativity and sharing of stories is what makes us as a community stronger. I offer this story under creative open share licensing and would love to hear your short story continuation. I gave the name to offer you options to have fun. share this with others, let people know, and id love to read what you write! Thanks for reading -Magnus.
Reason why I dig Roc City. We are cool enough to have a city logo that manages to incorporate the two different components of it’s heritage into a single simple graphic image. A flower and a millwheel grinding stone, the things you make flour with (that industry that put us on the maps in that era.)
We have a heritage with utilizing alternative natural energy sources, harnessing them and using them. Big waterfall, from big flowing rivers that open out to a freshwater ocean. We tapped them and collected the energy they were simply giving away. Hydropower, cranking those mills and even power grids. Just seemingly limitless energy if you know how collect it right.
Like how lilac plants soak up the free sunlight hitting us all. Charging its genetic batteries/systems to power through its coding to produce those flowers I enjoy so much.
I’m trying to help this great organization here in the city of Roc, that is doing the same as the lilac. To collect and use solar energy. Yes in a city this cloudy. Yes with “hardly much summer”. Like how Fords and Seldon Motor Cars eventually became sleek safe speedy transportation. There is solar tech that is better than ever, and is viable in our neck of the woods.
It’s being proposed by Dr Susan Spencer and her talented team at ROCSpot. They are pretty excited, and they actually have a chance at making a difference in this city and its future. (and as a bonus she has legit science degrees to help prove her theories.)
Check out the team: http://rocspot.org
See what they are doing. Ask if you can help. If they need financial backers go talk to them and see what you both can do to help improve this city. I got her to come share her thoughts on the TEDx stage, and it was pretty awesome. (In the geeky science class slides about things you actually liked sort of way).
But, yeah. One more reason to love this city. It’s citizens are stepping up to get us ways of using an alternative power source. That and the Roc flower.
(Which works well in the logo. Btw) magnusapollo
For my #TBT I wanted to share a memory. This little vile has traveled with me for a lifetime of traveling. In the little glass vile I would take a pinch of sand or dirt or something from wherever I was at that I felt was important. In there had the sand from the first beach I ever saw. From the time I camped out on a sandbar in the ocean. It had sand from the back side of the sphinx. Not the front. Everyone has seen that. But the other end of the sphinx. It was actual sand from inside tombs. It was from the highest peak I had climbed at that point. From dirt from my parent home farm. Wherever I'd go I just put a pinch or few grains in. in my life I had filled it. Filled it so that there came a point where I didn’t have any more room for anything else to be added. I made the decision to just take a pinch or so out and leave it where I currently was. And then replace it with what currently had to go in and should be brought along. At first you think that you are leaving value behind. Which in all honestly you are leaving that grain of sand that came from Egypt. But over the years of just being in that vile everything just became one big mixture, in essence one thing. I could pour out a little bit of it and the stories that were contained inside never went away. That little glass container was an amalgam of places. I got to shaking it up before taking the pinches out. I would be happy Thinking that there was a single spot on earth, where lived the grain of sands from Northern Europe tulip gardens, Egypt, Midwestern US flat lands… This little spot watching the sun set on a small island by yourself in the Gulf of Mexico. That this little spot was a collection of such random that no one could ever guess. Part of me and my journey saved there. And with it a bit of grains from this moment to carry on with. It was small enough that it was always on my keychain. And that is where i had it when I moved into the city. I had been renting a few rooms at this townhouse, the owner was a gay opera singer student. He was what I would call the exact opposite of flamboyant. When he’d clean the beige kingdom of a home he had, he’d just put everything in a basket, close the lid and put it in the corner. I perpetually lived in a home where friends asked if I had just moved in/out. Well, he saw my keys there and thought it was a vial to hide “cocaine or some other powdery drug”. I came down stairs to it open on the counter and the contents dumped out. He opened it. Saw sand/dirt and figured it was an elicit drug. One that I have never taken I should point out. So, yeah. An abrupt ending. I was upset in a slightly intangible way. A true “Awww maaaaaan” moment. It was just various sand, when he poured it out, it was a fear that I had brought something bad into his little home. Instead of asking me, he assumed that he knew all the answers and had to dump it out. Instead he dumped out the only collection like it’s kind in existence.
I put it away after that. If you don’t have it, you don’t think about it. And the moments sort of move into other moment. I liked having that bit of sand from here, a piece of stone there. Made for a good ice breaker in a place where I was just driving through.
I found it the other day, it was sitting in the altar of st Phincenzo. I looked at the empty vile, stories still inside it, but sort of lessened. I decided to start it over and put my first pinch of life in. To the house I’ve had for a few solid years in my life. A home, a place to live, a studio, and a sometimes rentable party house. Heh.
#Life…
Life is like a sidewalk in the snow in the ghetto: sometimes it's shoveled, usually it's not, but when it is, it's nice little reprieve. Either way, no matter what you have to keep on walking forward. Sometimes it's tough, sometimes it's slick, and sometimes you have to climb. But you have to walk the path. Unless you live in my neighborhood where you just walking down the middle of the road.
No clue.
I have to stop and look at myself and what is happening in my life every now and again. When I do I find myself asking if I really have any clue what the hell I'm doing... Then I remember that nobody really does have all the answers, there isn't a cheat sheet for life. We all have to adjust to every new scenario, and the best way to handle it is to prep where you can. But the best thing is that I need to remember that no one has a clue, but that some are just better at faking it than others.
Ebola... Damn it you medical idiots.
I'm taken aback by medical professionals being the ones in the US causing issues with, and causing such scares in regards to Ebola. This is an easily stoppable infection if you follow simple steps. This isn't airborne, and simply removing contact and/or taking time to remove yourself if feared of infection you effectively stop it from moving forward. To the nurses in Dallas I can understand the path that had you unfortunately get infected, and while I am annoyed you traveled afterwards, it can still understand it. You were not trained at that level of infectious situations... But, to the doctor in NYC that didn't take the simple damn steps of taking 3 weeks off after getting back from Africa to quarantine yourself, you are an absolute disgrace to the medical professional and to intelligent people. "I was checking my temp twice a day and reporting it." He had told the medical staff... That's good, that is what you are suppose to be doing....... as well as removing yourself from contact with others as per suggested by the W.H.O! All you had to do was sit at home and order pizzas in & watch Netflix **and not go out in what is effectively the hub of the westernized world!!** But instead you get feeling that a few days sans-fever is fine to go bowling with friends, hop on various subway lines and take Uber cab back across town!! Utter idiocy! Your reckless nature compounded by the feeling that the rules of quarantine don't apply to you is the prime example of what is horrible in humans and how this virus will get a stronger foothold. I rarely use the word hate, but your actions have made me hate what you have brought upon us. The only thing that is more infectious than this virus is the absolute fear that proceeds it. You are a god damn medical professional, you were trained to handle this scenario while in Africa, and you have let us all down. Your ignorance is a disgrace to the white coat.
Water, Water ̶e̶̶v̶̶e̶̶r̶̶y̶̶w̶̶h̶̶e̶̶r̶̶e̶ and not a drop to drink…
There has been estimations that over 2 million people have taken place in the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge to raise awareness (and donations) for amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, or ALS… If you don’t know what ALS is, I’d suggest you watch some videos on it and what those suffering have to deal with… This condition is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and spinal cord that control voluntary muscle movement. Meaning you see people waste away, and those that are left to care for them contend with a person incapable of moving, eating, and eventually breathing.
It’s amazing who has taken part in this challenge, from all walks of life, and various continents, the social media circuits are buzzing! I’m currently saying that David Grohl has won for best video with his ‘Carrie’ video. While some people have used small buckets that are around 2 gallons, i’ve also seen large containers and ice coolers… It’s even gone so far as there exists a video where a man has a cement truck dump water on him. The quick math on that video is: An average dump truck holds 10 cubic yards of cement, there are 202 gallons of water per cubic yard. So that guy used approx 2000 gallons of water (not counting the front loader that added yet more water on him). With all these variables, and for the sake of quick numbers, lets say that the average person doing the ALS ice bucket challenge was dumping a 5 gallon bucket of water. Since ice is less dense and expands when frozen, taken up less room, what we end up with is 4 and a half gallons.
So yes, 4.5 gallons of water being repeatedly rained down upon the heads of the approximately 2 million people. We end up with around 9 million gallons of water dumped on various people wanting to make a difference in a horrible horrible disease that I wouldn’t wish on an enemy.
If you think that this is going to be a rant on water usage… Well it is. But not for the ALS challenge. Well, not solely on it. What does 9 million gallons of water look like? The typical means for the media to offer sizes of water is to lump it into something we might encounter in our lives. So, think back to the last summer Olympics, and picture that large tank of water the swimmers are racing across… 9 million gallons of water would fill just shy of 14 olympic swimming pools (approx 13.636 to be exact). But, how about another reference; Remember when Portland dumped out it’s water reservoir when a teenager felt the need to relieve himself in it? Well, when that young man peed in that pool, the city felt it best to empty the entire contents… That was 38 Million gallons, over 4 times the water used by all these people doing the ALS Ice Bucket Challenged combined… And it looked exactly like this…
Now… 9 million gallons doesn’t seem so bad compared to that water waste right?
“But what about the California drought, you number throwing bald guy?!?” You might say to me, and I’ll compliment you with your usage of an interrobang…
The California drought is something amazing, we are at levels so low that we’ve actually never seen this before. We’ve had low water levels in the past, but nothing at this level, and what is truly worse is that scientists are worrying that the aquifers that the citizens are draining will take thousands of years to come back to the levels we previously saw…
So, you are right where does nine million gallons fit in…
While i’m not arguing that nine million gallons would definitely help ease some of the problem, how much would it help in comparison to what has already been lost is the real question here. This time lets be more creative with our representative imagery. Lets say that this 9 million gallons of water from the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge is represented in nine very large and extremely well hydrated Water Buffalos… Yes, a million gallons per Bubalus bubalis…
Nows lets figure out how many of their equally hydrated friends each of these nine would need to invite along to help reach the grand total of the water lost.
The would require over 7 million others of it’s kind to join in to reach this total… each.
The California drought has taken over 63 Trillion Gallons of water from just the groundwater aquifers… This isn’t taking into account shipments of bottled water or anything being piped in from other areas to help lessen the trouble.
Yes, you’ve read that right, since about 2013 California has lost 63 trillion gallons of water from it’s natural aquifers… 63,000,000,000,000 gallons… Or 63,000,000 Water Buffalos all carrying a million gallons, or if you need a different visual, that is enough to cover all the land west of the Rocky mountains with 4 inches of water. This is the amount of H2O used by humans to do everything from drink, bath, wash their cars, fill their fish tanks, and yes… dump over their heads after being told to by a video on some social media outlet.
So, we see that having a bucket of water dumped on your head might seem wasteful in one light, but in truth it’s not much different than taking that long shower to relax, or watering the lawn. It’s purely situational, and all about perspective. It seems this current era of humanity is gifted with the wonderful and often burdensome aspect of having so much knowledge at our fingertips, the ability to learn and know what we should be doing, and what our actions are doing to the world around us. But, what we are still cursed with the mindset from our past of not looking at the larger picture in what our actions as a whole are doing. The awareness and funds raised by the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge will possibly improve the lives of those 30,000 people that have been diagnosed, and to the 5,600 new people each year. Is that worth the cost of a few gallons of water? To one person that answer seems like yes, now multiply that by a few million and we start to see a different picture. Neither right nor wrong, but just a point where you need to think before simply performing an action or in this case a challenge.
If you are wondering if I was called out for the challenge, then the answer is yes. My social circle tend to be on the cusp of stuff like this, and I was called out long before I fully understood what it was.
Did I dump a bucket of water on my head?
No…
Instead of doing this, when I was challenged I went an bought 5 $20 gift certificates from small businesses here in city that could really use $20 (Small grocery stores, restaurants, etc). Then dropped them off to the local ALS support group here in Rochester. I did this without giving a name, just smiled and told them to give it to families that could use it.
You can find the local support group chapter by visiting the ALS website: http://www.alsa.org/community/support-groups/
The businesses wins and a person that has ALS (or their family) in the local Rochester area is directly effected in a positive way. Considering all that money you donate to ALS doesn’t go directly to the people, but goes to supporting ALS and it’s various projects such as the walks to support awareness. And, I felt that thanks to this wildly successful campaign we are pretty aware. There are figures that less than a dime of every dollar goes to help anyone directly, with a larger portion of it going to research. But a surprisingly larger portion of the funds that get donated to groups like this are used for administrative needs and business expenses, which I understand are needed. After helping out with groups like the American Cancer Society, I was surprised the cost involved with charitable events and just what is needed for all the administrative duties. When I stopped and thought about it, it made me feel as though, I’d much rather touch a local person’s life. And, I figured after being called out, that my method was a direct way of helping multiple parties in the area, both those effected with ALS, and businesses that really could use my support as well.
"Can't be shoe-horned"
I'm not exactly sure how to take these scenarios when I go in for job interviews and they repeatedly tell me that they are excited to have me, but are more interested in hiring me for contract work. I guess this is the new working world, where the concept of going in and simply getting hired for a job is a thing of the past. But, the oddly humbling (and confusing) aspect is why they want me to be a contract employee, and not place me in a single pre-made role within their company… I recently was on the phone with a CEO of a local corporation and he put it this way "…every head of the department that you chatted with were thoroughly impressed with what you talked about. No matter the department or topic at hand you impressed them… And, I don't think we can shoe horn you into a single role… you don't strike me as a person that can be shoe-horned in… so, I want you to come in and put together a plan as what your role with the company will be…" I'm honored that these companies seem to find me impressive, and it's amazing that they seem to realize I have a potential that their company hasn't found a title for… I'm just having to re-adjust the way I'm wired, as the world I was raised to be in was that of a "go find a job, go sit down and work for company X", and for the past decade or so I had worked for a person that had been so controlling and rudely negative that the concept of self-worth in my business ideology was quite literally squashed. With that, finding myself being asked to be a consultant and improve systems and company internal structures for such a diverse group of clients wasn't something I had planned on or was necessarily ready for. I have been called 'impressive', 'refreshingly unique' and even 'gifted' by heads of companies and organizations in the past year. It has been a tad overwhelming… Back to the original topic, the working world seems to have changed for me, looking like I've become a consultant and idea creator for everything from designing corporate identities and branding, marketing delicious beer to saving the environment. My company MagnusApollo Design is picking up steam and doing so many more diverse projects than I could have guessed... Maybe that CEO was right, I'm not a person that can be shoe-horned in.
I think I'd make a good Andy Rooney.
I’m not sure if people generally talk about our mortality in public anymore. It’s not really something that you hear in idle banter. Maybe because it might drift to the scary moment of discussing a religion. Or maybe our youth questing culture my not be able to cope with that topic. I’m not talking about that the what ifs… I’m talking about the cold hard truth that all the creatures that science has encountered, for all of them their life has an end. At some point the person paying taxes to the Federal govt will cease to send in more payments, my credit card companies will turn their thirst on some other person, and my inbox will continue to pileup with spam unfiltered. We die… It’s how we do, to quote the current vernacular. I couldn’t really tell you what my friends are thinking about in regards to the point of their own mortality. I assume a few things because I know them, but truly I really don’t know. I try to be vocal about it to those I know. In a subtle way, when the time is right. I don’t just blurt out “omg, I don’t want anyone to ever do a funeral procession for me!” In the middle of dinner conversation. No matter how true that thought is.
I recently found myself talking with a friend about life, and what I want to do and what you hope for after it all ends. It’s was a pleasant conversation, it wasn’t morbid persay, barring that the content was about my own death. But it was nice in a calm discussion about the world I hope to leave behind. We agreed on the ubiquitous statement “want to leave it in a better place… ” or “make a positive change”. The type of stuff you see on coffee mugs. But what we talked about was our own personal ripples in this world, the ones we have already caused, and ones we hope to see in our future. I like looking at my life like that, the connections, and where they all lead. It’s why I like to meet new people every day. The fractal nature of our world and its stories. We talked about what ripples will play out after we are gone. Children and your achievements in work are the typical ways for you to get some levels of long effecting ripples, (a bit of immortality if you will). I told them that I was hoping that I’d still make surprise ripples in lives of people I would never know when I die. That these people and our orthogonal lives only finally bisecting after my death. I talked about organ donation. The people were surprised at how animated I was about the concept of donating my organs to someone. I told them that I’d be happy knowing that some part of the person that was me might extend the life of another. That my liver might go to a person that gets to see the face of their child, or hell my heart might finally help a person to get to the top of a mountain. I told them that in that scenario my heart, a small essence of me, is still out there. Doing awesome things. It’s why I like the idea. That part of me still gets to go out and carry on the making-ripples part.
postscript: since I started this ramble I came across this article… I’m also glad to see that people appreciate the other end of this. http://abcnews.go.com/Health/heart-recipient-honors-21-year-donor/story?id=23276264
(Cut to scene of ticking stopwatch)
Late night cartoon break: Another idea from an old sketchbook that has been waiting over ten years to get drawn. Enjoy. #waitforit ;)
I want this as a shirt... Larz make that happen!!
Dear Upworthy, I Reject Your Rejection… Alternative title: This man applied for a job at Upworthy. You won't believe what happened next!
So, last year while I was looking for various jobs to fight the dreaded condition known as "Unemployment", I sent out resumes to a wide variety of places. Some of these places were local businesses, some advertising agencies, and a few were places that I thought were something that would be unique to have on my list of employment. To those that don't know, my resume looks a bit like a Choose Your Own Adventure book, where a person just haphazardly flipped to random pages to read. I've done various jobs like Graphic Design, Modeling, Public Relations and even tried my hand at Marine Biology (among a vast many other things)… I enjoy doing various jobs, as I find myself getting bored easily, and I also want to live and learn as much as I can during a single life time. With that sort of career behind me I get quite a wide range of job openings directed at me. One of the job postings I was sent was actually for the site that wishes to tell you what emotions you need to feel in it's click-bate style subject line. That site Up-Worthy. I had virtually met quite a few very cool people that work for the site, either via FB or Twitter, and they passed me along a job posting. And, to be honest, I was actually excited to be part of a site that seemed to be striving to make the web a less awful place. At this point in time, UpWorthy was trying to share uplifting content. (this was also months before I finally saw how Ebaum-y their site was for taking content and funneling it through their own pages for click hits, but I digress.) I had sent in a resume that was pretty damn impressive if I say so myself. The cover letter crafted in such a way that all that read it (even the people that worked at the company I ran it past) would respond in a similar fashion: a moment of silence... a look at me.. and a statement like "holy cow, I want to hire you just to be around me!" So, to be blunt, I pretty much figured I had this job in the bag. To make an already long story short; after some email exchanges, and soft interviews I sadly received an email from one of the heads of hiring informing me that I just wouldn't be a fit for their company. In truth the statement was "we don't see a great fit for your skills and experience at this time", which I have to admit is a lack of foresight on their end. So, I decided to have some fun (what are they going to do, reject me twice?). I responded with a rejection of their rejection. I figured I'd share this with folks here, as my friends would probably appreciate it.
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Hello Melinda,
I would like to thank you for taking the time to respond to my email and resume. It seems in today's world it is a rare thing to have a response sent to those looking for work. So, I truly do appreciate you taking the time to send a response.
Thanks for your interest in the open position at Upworthy.
It is my pleasure, I'm quite a fan of your site and its mission, and I would fully enjoy being part of such a team.
Unfortunately, we don't see a great fit for your skills and experience at this time.
I respectfully, and with the utmost sincerity, must inform you that I will not be able to accept your rejection at this time. While I realize it might be a tight fit trying to squeeze a marketable social networker in your business, I feel I'd be remiss if I didn't point out how there is larger story that needs to be shared.
For you see, I'm not just a person with an ability to establish and maintain business relationships with clients and non-profits, I'm much more than that. My charm and charisma that shines at events, and the confidence to develop new relationships wasn't just a fluke… but, something inherited down through the generations. Like the Olympic torch, it is passed on, in this instance from father to son. Each Champlin wielding it to change the world for the better. For you see, we have always used our power to help spread the word of important things that matter. To help network the world and bring it together via whatever means necessary. We are those that make change happen.
Starting in ancient times, my great ancestor Magnus Champlionus would discuss and learn great matters with the Roman senate then travel the world offering the knowledge he had gleaned from the wisest of man to anyone willing to listen. He felt that it was his duty to share these ideas, and to find those to help his cause.
It was his selfless acts of spreading ideas worthy of being written down, or as it was called at the time "Scroll Worthy".
His likeness, shown below, was carved outside the great posting boards of the cross roads. Where travelers far and wide would be able to learn of important things.
As the empires crumbled, and the dark ages fell upon humanity, my family still continued to press on. To share what they had learned, to help others discover things that would shape and shift their lives. During the ninth century, my ancestor and scholar Magnovianan De Champs (seen in the wood cutting below from the Burgundian Library, Brussels) would use his learned skills to document the great advancements in the sciences of the heavens. These books shared with all who could read, or read to those who could not, were liked and shared by all who saw them. Their deeper meanings and provocative thoughts were truly the most Scribe Worthy, and humanity could not have climbed from these troubled times without people like this.
As civilization moved westward crossing the ocean, so did my family, the first Champlin setting foot here in 1636, and quickly did what they were born to do. Founding Rhode Island and moving across the country to help others, to network this great land and to help spread the messages of change.
My great-great-great-great-great-great-grandfather, Jebidiah "Pony Magnus" Champlin, a trusted and most hirable man in his day, along with his horse Browser would regularly be asked to disseminate the news. He and his horse were part of the Pony Express, and as seen below was used to bring news such as election results to those on the frontier. The stories go, that'd you'd hear him clicking away, his Browser full of pages of Pony-Worthy messages.
As technology raced ahead, the horse was no longer needed to ensure a message got to it's readers. Pony Magnus' son was one of the first to adopt this new technology, and quickly he was clicking away sending data via Magnus Original Readable Signal Exchange Coding. (Simply referred to as Morse for short) The dots and dashes of stories filled the wires, these click worthy postings changed the evolution of the West and the developing nation.
As the century moved on, great wars broke out, but still that did not stop my family from fulfilling what they thought needed to be done. They used any means necessary to get messages and important items to their readers. Here is my Great Uncle Max "The Birdman" Champlin, using his trained pigeons to carry notes across enemy lines. He'd use these beautiful birds to pass on Dove Worthy notes to superiors, the press, and anyone that needed to know about things that mattered.
So, as you can see the fall of Rome, the bubonic plague, arrows shot from the bow of Native Americans, and the Nazi War Machine wasn't able to stop the Champlin ability to make the world better. I would humbly request that you take a moment and revisit what I can do for you and your site. I'd be proud to have all my past experience and my creative potential go towards working for UpWorthy and it's contacts.
We'll keep your application on file and will be back in touch if we see a better fit down the road.
Please keep my resume on file, or better yet, pass it and my website (www.magnusapollo.com) around to those at Upworthy. There are quite a few talented people in your ranks (as I follow a great many of them on twitter) and I believe some of them could find a use in knowing a social networker/creative minded individual such as myself for possible jobs or contract work down the road.
Wishing you all my best,
John "Magnus" Champlin