i love you, but I need another second to myself.

clothes, music and boys. 30

[greelin]

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

[mahuikaaa]

TEN……. YEARS????????

[mahuikaaa]

Have you met Van too or was it just Bondy, Benji and Bob?

I have met them twice, first time was all of them, second time (pics I posted yesterday) it was just Bondy, Benji and Bob!

[mahuikaaa]

omg I didn't know you met the boys! What were they like?

Very chill people, both times :) (the interactions were genuinely unremarkable, we just chatted for a bit and took pics, I used to be very shy when I was younger, I am not being mysterious 😂)

[mahuikaaa]

reminiscing that one time Benji randomly posted a picture of the store I normally go grocery shopping to in his insta stories and I just *had* to run to bother them because the coincidence was insane and I couldn't stop myself

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It’s 2026. Rihanna’s confirmed to be back in the studio anche Catfish isn’t. 💀

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FORZA SPAGNA OVVIAMENTE

[mahuikaaa]

😂😂😂 or maybe a hair care line?

Just like Blake Lively, it’s always the people who’d benefit from it the most 💀

[mahuikaaa]

I wonder what Van would do if he give up the band? I can't imagine him doing any other job

TRULY! I don’t know many other case of frontmen/people in bands dropping out of music entirely and going for other jobs so my mind is a blank slate lmao, normally they go play solo/in other bands/stay in the industry. Tbh even if he doesn’t quit the band I wonder what he’s doing in this time now that he’s not playing or recording

[mahuikaaa]

Van taking inspo from Rihanna, quitting music forever and starting a makeup line LMAO

[mahuikaaa]

I wonder what Van would do if he give up the band? I can't imagine him doing any other job

TRULY! I don’t know many other case of frontmen/people in bands dropping out of music entirely and going for other jobs so my mind is a blank slate lmao, normally they go play solo/in other bands/stay in the industry. Tbh even if he doesn’t quit the band I wonder what he’s doing in this time now that he’s not playing or recording

[mahuikaaa]

It would be sad if we never heard from them again. I hope Van's doing okay wherever he is

this can't be it, right? RIGHT?

i feel like he's probably doing okay lol my personal opinion is that for some reason he just cba to make music anymore. if he wanted to he could just whip something up and put it on soundcloud or something

[thevilhaslanded]

what can i say i'm very weak for the balance Van

[mahuikaaa]

is this it? are we never going to hear from van/catfish again? DUDE

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given the amount of fake shit going around I’m surprised no one generated AI pictures of Van McCann “sightings” in public yet lol

[mahuikaaa]

so many undiagnosed boomers at the office omg

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Has anyone ever thought that if they were a suspect for murder, journalists going through their browser history/tumblr/notes app could really whip up a wicked narrative? I feel like for example with all my browsing on shopping websites + AO3 visit frequency (and favourite tags lololol) + tumblr posts, anybody with a crumb of creativity could easily write one of those fuckass tabloid articles about me being an unstable narcissist who thinks about appearances and smex 120% of the time lmao

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two types of Italians