I’m tired.
It’s not just guys.. just anyone in general that can be important to me in any way. I’m tired of always feeling or being treated like I’m somebody’s 2nd. Not that I want to be the #1 priority in their life, but to at least make me a priority. To show me that I mean enough to them as much as they mean to me. And it just hurts when you don't get it in return.. I honestly try so hard to be nice to everybody. I mean that’s already who I am. I just feel ignored or unwanted a lot. It’s my deepest feelings that I never speak out to anyone, but myself.. Sometimes I’ll have sarcasm to cover up how weak or emotional I can be, but when it all comes down to it.. I really am weak and emotional. But of course I just try not to be. Anyways, I hope you’re reading this Lord. Please help guide me to good people in my life, who can just simply appreciate me as much as I appreciate them. It’s not much to ask for.. In the end, all I really want is just to be equal. I’m tired of being there for other people and they can’t give it back to me.












