幸福

Filipino and Chinese. Graduating class of '15. Singing. Dancing. Music is my biggest passion. R&B Heart & Soul. "Once You Go Asian, That shit's AMAZIN." - timothydelaghetto  Homies gathering

[maikangyi]

I’m tired.

It’s not just guys.. just anyone in general that can be important to me in any way. I’m tired of always feeling or being treated like I’m somebody’s 2nd. Not that I want to be the #1 priority in their life, but to at least make me a priority. To show me that I mean enough to them as much as they mean to me. And it just hurts when you don't get it in return.. I honestly try so hard to be nice to everybody. I mean that’s already who I am. I just feel ignored or unwanted a lot. It’s my deepest feelings that I never speak out to anyone, but myself.. Sometimes I’ll have sarcasm to cover up how weak or emotional I can be, but when it all comes down to it.. I really am weak and emotional. But of course I just try not to be. Anyways, I hope you’re reading this Lord. Please help guide me to good people in my life, who can just simply appreciate me as much as I appreciate them. It’s not much to ask for.. In the end, all I really want is just to be equal. I’m tired of being there for other people and they can’t give it back to me. 

[naughty--couples]

i cant wait to be married and to come home after a long day and curl up next to my favorite person in the whole world and fall asleep

[wordsnquotes]

But then again, maybe bad things happen because it’s the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes (via wordsnquotes)

[iwaschangedforgood]

Happiness begins with you. Not with your relationship, your friends, or your job. But with you.

(via liveliftliz)

[howthingschanged]

facts about the female body:

everyone has rolls when they bend over

when someone says that you’re beautiful, they aren’t lying

any girl you ask will have a stretch mark, they’re beyond normal

you should have more confidence, it’s really attractive

you’re allowed to fall in love with yourself, and you should

it’s okay to not love every part of your body (but you should)

everyone’s boobs are uneven.

you are fucking beautiful

[maikangyi]

Depression: Don't tell me you understand because you get sad sometimes.

Insomnia: Don't tell me you're an insomniac because you missed a few nights of sleep.

Eating Disorder: Don't tell me you have an eating disorder because you missed a meal.

Bipolar: Don't tell me you're bipolar because you get mood swings on your period.

Anxiety: Don't tell me you have anxiety because you got nervous before an exam.

ADHD: Don't tell me you have ADHD because you're hyper sometimes

Schizophrenic: Don't tell me you're a schizo because you sometimes see shadows and hear sounds at night.

OCD: Don't tell me you to have ocd because you like to wash your hands after you eat.

Self harm: Don't tell me you understand because you once skinned your knee to get out of sport.

Suicidal: Don't tell me you too are suicidal because you would rather die then miss a concert.

Just don't.

[icantstopwatchingyoutube]

nice (x)

[wongfuproductions]

(x)

[maikangyi]

I’ve learned my new medicine.

Going to get back onto songwriting. 

[maikangyi]

Police... Because an ex won't delete your pictures?

I think it’s funny that people still threaten to use the police card to prevent little personal issues. If you’re an adult or “mature enough” and still think that the police are going to do anything about your ex boyfriend not deleting your old cute couple pictures off of tumblr, I’m sorry I mean no disrespect but that’s just immature as hell, you should know better if you consider yourself a mature person. Everyone knows damn well a policeman is not going to press charges because your ex boyfriend won’t delete some pictures. If they were of sexual content, okay, sure. But if it’s “ruining your reputation” sorry honey but that’s a personal problem that, no offence, the police aren’t going to care about. As much as you want to feel offended of what I have to say, go ahead. Because you’re supposed to, the truth hurts and you have to hear it. I don’t choose sides, I’m nobody’s fan, I go by my OWN opinions always. So don’t get butthurt, it’s legit the truth and you should know better. I don’t know why such a close friend could be acting so ridiculous right now, but sometimes they need to get a reality check and learn shit on their own. You can only do so much to help a person but if they push you away that is their own damn issue. All of this is so damn ridiculous it makes me question your intelligence as I type this. The police.... Aren't... Going... To do..... Shit... So handle it like a grown up and start giving a less of a fuck of what people think. If you really are moved forward then get over it, the pictures aren't EMBARASSING. You just make it harder for yourself.

[maikangyi]

Can't keep worrying about my place in high school

I know I'll make it big one day in life with the dreams and passions I have in myself. Let's keep it that way xo goodnight

[mannysqueeze-dm]

"He got the notion into his head that if he restored the old house where they had come that night, Allie would find a way to come back to him. Some called it a labor of love. Others called it something else. But in fact, Noah had gone a little mad."

This mix was a labor of love. Freestyled. Complement Mix to my ‘EEDLAC’ of October 2014. Dedicated to certain person, love always.

I’m trying to win someone back, love will make you do the most interesting things. I may fail in winning her back, but I hope this mix reaches you on some sort of level, I hope you guys can find love, rekindle, simp or cuddle but most importantly celebrate love and life with this mix. Hey, you can enjoy this one anywhere.

Enjoy. DOWNLOAD HERE

TRACKLIST: Dirty South feat. Gita Lake - Freefallin (Dirty South Remix) The Chainsmokers ft. Great Good Fine Ok - Let You Go BURNS - Lies (Otto Knows Remix) Galantis - Smile (Kaskade Edit) Jack U ft. Justin Bieber - Where Are U Now (Halogen Remix) Otto Knows vs One Republic - Million Voices to Apologize Nadia Ali, Starkillers & Alex Kenji - Pressure (Alesso Remix) Coldplay - Fix You (Alesso & Swedish House Mafia Remix) Tommy Trash & BURNS - About U Ellie Goulding - Goodness Gracious (The Chainsmokers Remix) Calvin Harris ft. Florence Welch - Sweet Nothing (Tiesto Remix) Kaskade & John Dahlback ft. Sansa - A Little More John Dahlback - Embrace Me (Dirty South Remix) Foxes - Holding On To Heaven (The Chainsmokers Remix) Alesso & Dirty South ft. Ruben Haze - City of Dreams Zedd ft. Matthew Koma - Spectrum Laidback Luke & Marc Benjamin - We’re Forever John Legend - All of Me (Quintino & AFsheen Remix) Kaskade ft. Late Night Alumni - Why Ask Why Seven Lions, MS54 ft. Tove Lo - Strangers BANKS - Someone New (Yamill Remix) Porter Robinson - Divinity

The drought is over. Coming with fuego in April.

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[maikangyi]

Dear me

I hate how often I blame things on myself. Although I’m a stronger person, I can still feel insecure, everyone does. I swear growing up, I’ve never felt like I was good enough for anything or anyone. I always felt like there was just something wrong with me. But I’ve learned to be happy and love myself, I don’t bash on myself like pick at things in the mirror kind of thing.. But I just always wanted to feel like I was worthy enough. And man you can’t please everyone, but these are my inner feelings that only tumblr, and the people I trust the most, know.. But mostly I keep it to myself. This is the only place I let it out if I don’t want to talk to anyone. But dear me, please don’t think you’re not good enough and know that you always try to do so much for everyone, no matter how many people want to stomp on you, just know you didn’t deserve that many pain. You may not be a perfect person, but you never intend any harm. Things may have been rough, but just know you’ve always been a beautiful person in and out, humble and always trying to spread love. And although nasty things have turned you bitter in some moments, just know to not let it take over your heart. You’re worth much larger than that and can do much more with your precious time. And got a lot of potential within yourself. Follow your dreams and heart, and God will help you along the way if you just believe and trust within him and yourself.

Sincerely, You Who loves you and wants you to become even tougher than you already are.. ❤️

[thecrazyfilipinaaa]

If I had a dollar for every guy that found me unattractive, I'd eventually have enough for someone to think i was attractive

[daftpostpunk]

you better pop lock and drop that attitude

[maikangyi]

God, it's so sad. Yes I speaking to the man himself.

All I see lately are so many assholes out there, social media, real life, every where. All the same routine? Got no love? Why do we have this. It’s why me, and billions of other girls think all guys are the same. Though this isn’t exactly true, what the media and majority are acting upon IS this, and it’s terrible. It’s so sad…. Whether it’s from experience or watching it from our phone screens, it always tends to be there..

To be honest although i’m not in need of a relationship right now, it lets me lose hope and feel like, for myself, that I’ll never find anyone that’s decent. But I know in the back of my mind that’s not entirely true. But it makes me feel disgusted and draws me away when it comes to relationships now because of this. Society ruined a lot of things for me, and it’s stupid. But not anymore for the future. I, and a lot of other girls just want someone who will stay faithful and genuine with a big heart. But I guess its became one of those things where its hard to find.

[maikangyi]

How I feel about today's generation

[maikangyi]

Either it's just my perception that's fucking me up

and is why I tend to not grow fond of most people,

Or they really are just all the same wannabe-following-closeminded-assholes

nope, im right 😂