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[makingamanoutofme]

For my fellow binder wearers (... is that even a thing?), summer is coming, and for most of us that means lots of sweaty and uncomfortable days. If you live in a hot area like me (we can have even 50ºC over the summer), you know what I mean.

So here’s my tip!

Do you know those foot powder deodorants? Yeah, I know, sounds a bit bizarre, but it actually works!

I have been using those for years, cause when my feet are very humid they hurt a lot, and the other day I thought, “Hell, I’ll try.”

I was actually suprised, I sweated but my skin was not humid by the end of the day and that’s an improvement!

So yeah, foot powder deodorants are the key.

[makingamanoutofme]

Month 0 on T (10 days). Here we go!

[makingamanoutofme]

An Ace on T.

Hey brothers and others.

I dunno if it’s just me or if some of you have had the same “problem”.

We know that one of the “secondary effects” hormone tratment has is a higher libido. To be honest, this is fucking me up (pun totally intended).

I do pleasure myself. Mostly because it helps with my insomnia, which I’m taking pills for. I do feel good when <that> moment happens but it doesn’t compensate. I feel very disgusted by it after.

And since being on T, barely for two weeks, I’m a walking contradiction.

Part of me wants to never do it again, cause it’s disgusting for me. But another part of myself wants to do it, wants me to seek intimacy. I do feel like the part of me who doesn’t want to is the rational one, my true me. The other part is just my body reacting, if that makes any sense.

Have any of you felt the same? Is this common? How do you cope?

Thanks! <3