elena / midori

any prns, minor | mal + malcan #1 fan!!! ^_^

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HI intro post ^^

about me !

my name is elena or midori call me whatever u want. i’m a minor!

i go by any pronouns i don’t rlly have a preference but i like when ppl switch between multiple pronouns instead of just using a single one on me and nothing else ok?

i’m american and live in the us but i’m also iranian, my entire family is from iran

my socials r malcancanon on tiktok, noelashecanon on twitter, the_secondc0ming on discord, and that’s basically all i use. also my roblox is m1doriis, feel free to friend/moot me on any of these!!

i really love mal. i don’t even know why i do this when he’snot even well written 😭😭😭i just love making headcanons and making my own version of him. that’s my son guys he’s been my favorite since like ? 2023 or 2022 i forget

i don’t have a exact music taste though i do like intense music. atm im obsessed with mitski, dadaroma, xaaxaa, and vocaloid specifically maretu and kikuo/hana

dni list !

i don’t have a specific dni besides the obvious stuff (transphobes racists ableists sexists homophobes pedophiles etc etc) and i usually just block and follow whoever i want

fandoms / interests

total drama is my main interest on this account but i’ll probably only post about mikesys. maybe roti, all stars cast and maybe a few others if i feel like it

my other fandoms are hundred line, your turn to die, the amazing digital circus, milgram, higurashi, fangans (mainly another series and despair time and antebellum for now), witch’s heart, majo taisen, gachiakuta, bsd, rgu and more ^^

i draw and write sometimes as well, i’m not a beginner artist but i’m not the best at it either. and i usually just write total drama fanfics on ao3

favorite characters !

mal (total drama)

mike (total drama)

mikesys (total drama)

shion (hundred line)

kai (your turn to die)

jax (the amazing digital circus)

mikosys and amane (milgram)

shion sonozaki (higurashi)

mikako kurokawa (danganronpa another)

nikei yomiuri (super danganronpa another 2)

min, ace, and arei (dangan despair time)

molly (dangan antebellum)

ashe bradley (witch’s heart)

himiko (majo taisen)

amo (gachiakuta)

lowk all of the decay of angels (bsd)

OK thats all i think ty for reading !

Mal Total Drama🥹🥹🥹🥹🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺👀👀👀👀👀

[alaskan-wallflower]

₊˚♬ ﾟ.you spin me right ‘round baby, right ‘round… ﾟ♬₊˚

(click for better quality + blabbing under the cut lol)

happy pride guys!! been working on this as a part of a prom themed pride collab with @mikatoonist, i chose to draw svetlana because she’s goated <3 i headcanon her to be transgender and a lesbian, hence the colors on the ribbons and nails/makeup if you look closely. i remember loving to watch the ribbon dances during the gymnastics portion of the olympics, and i really wanted to do that with svetlana :)

i’m pretty happy with how this turned out! even tho i kinda gave up on the background and lighting lol—mostly because the background is gonna be different in the collab, so shading was more important for me :) thank you to mika for hosting this wonderful event!! happy pride everyone!! :D

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hi i drew that one 0909 mikojohn art as malike. i think thats what their ship is called

[spaghettiandtears]

how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone

[malcanpilled]

):,/?/!!.!??:?:?:!.? THIS IS SO GOOD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[hpdamechan]

assumptions/anons game – personality/real life edition!! yay!

🌸 : i bet you are shy irl

🪽: i bet you are nice/caring irl

🩸: i bet youre a weird kid irl

🛜 : i bet you dont have a life irl

⭐️ : i bet youre popular irl

🌻 : band/artsy kid.

🎊 : i bet youre the life of the party

💔 : i think i would be scared of you irl

🍎 : i bet you get amazing grades

📝 : you seem like a perfectionist

🦴 : you seem like a dog person

🐟 : you seem like a cat person

⚠️ : you are probably very unpredictable irl

🔗 : i bet your friends always go to you for advice

[squidjellyo]

I am. curious 🤔🤔🤔🤔 @thermodynamiclaplace @luckiest-lamb-in-town-official @armydr34m3r @venuscancer2003 I just realized how many of my moots are actually just irls…..gulp

[luckiest-lamb-in-town-official]

uhhhhhhhhh >.<

🪽🌻📝🐟

deez ones ^ :3

ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR TAGGING FRIENDDDD!! :D

Moot time now!! (No pressure ofc! I am curious as to what everyone thinks of me tho! :D)

@namevrdawling @thermodynamiclaplace @ye3tly @oceansloppykisserfr @never-ending-carnival @lonely-gay-fool @dabestmoonever @r0xanneloll @lookoutsidelol @cinnamon-toast07 @inky2cu @exit-not-found-offical @trouble-warning @cranky-clumsy-cookie @panfandomgoblin @vivi33787 @thelivingplague47-blog +Open tags for anyone who follows me/decides to check out my blog to respond to this ig :3

This is all but one of my moots btw.

I only know one of my moots irl.

And they're my cousin 🥹

(oh, also, @thelivingplague47-blog, we're not moots, I just know I can tag you since we talk on discord n stuff QwQ)

[namevrdawling]

OOOH uhhhhuhhhhh…uhhhhhuuuhhhh…

🪽🩸🌻🔗🦴

Ur cool like that brah

@aro-ace-in-space @crystalthesylbreonart @vi-chan-things @b-does-arts @fruitpuppyy @easily-obsessed-with-stuffs +open tags if u wanna or if I forgor because uhm it’s 1:03 dude

Idfk I swear it’s not personal if I forgor u immjust sleepy. And stupid!!!!

(ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵒ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ˡᵐᵃᵒᵒᵒᵒ)

[easily-obsessed-with-stuffs]

I have no clue how accurate this is but based on vibes and vibes alone:

🪽🩸🌻🦴

I bet your the kind of person that I see IRL and think "Damn, they look cool, they pull that style off really well"

@micheal-r1 @kon-el-superboyzzz @personizloading @y0ur-3x1stanc3-1s-a-p4r4g0n @in-space-spaced-out @maalwaaree @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant + anyone else I missed + open tags :)

[maalwaaree]

inapologise if this is nit accurate🥺🥺🥺🥺

🪽🩸🔗📝🐟

@aztro-pb @popl6628 @pancat12 @graysonzbullshit @cadiethemultifandomist @radioactivescott @scottitoban1fan @noa-on-the-boa @nekocupcakekitty @al-luviec @malcanpilled @aimlesswilling

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ummmmmmmmmm 🌸🌻🦴🪽 maybe. i think i did it right

i don’t feel like tagging people im lazy this is open

[malcanpilled]

TW bruises, scars, sh (?)

hi i drew mike

[maalwaaree]

TW FOR IMPLIED PAST SA AND ABUSE

thisjust clicked for me. the only way mal can think of to sabotage cameron courtney and scott (at least i think that was his intention) is through physical actions. not just like a brush or anything, but a kiss. mal is using the fact that scott and cameron would be people courtney “toyed” with as a way to climb the ranks because thats what he knows. he knows how that feels and he, in return, uses it to get further in the game.

when cameron asks for another way, mal genuinely looks stumped. he can’t think of anything else because the most toxic and traitorous thing to him is physical affection, which is what he was talking about. mal is using his own past experiences in the game because it’s all he knows. he breaks things, hurts people and uses affection like this because these things were used against him.

(edit but i just watched this episode again) he seems to look down when cameron denies, almost ashamed? i think that’s him realising what he’s doing wont work for everyone and everything and it’s just what he subconsciously thinks will strongly affect people because, like i said, it strongly affected him. i do think that’s he was genuinely stumped and also a little bit mad at himself for using his past on other people. i think it could also be him fully realising that what he went through was extremely serious and awful, and him noticing that kissing was too much for cameron and cameron could express that which made mal jealous. because he never got that choice. he never got to express that

all in all, this scene gives me an idea that any form of manipulation beyond what mal experienced he avoids, because he doesn’t actually know how to use it. pretending to be mike? his abuser pretending to love and care for him. breaking shit? abuser breaking things to intimidate. hurting people? self explanatory. he can’t think of a different solution because, like i said, kisses (at least to him) would be taboo.

when he mentions instant commrodery, he thinks of how he bonded with mike over his trauma and experiences. he thinks that trauma lile that should bring people together, and like i said kissing in his mind is taboo ergo (at least for him based on what likely happened to him) traumatic. this is why cameron seems more hesitant, and why mal is confused as to why cameron is hesitant. to cam, kissing is romantic. to mal, kissing is disgusting and awful. but it’s the only thing he can think of to use against anyone. he doesn’t do it himself because he would probably freak out or genuinely despise it.

this made me extremely sad when i realised it so i wanted to share 😕

[nocofamilyau]

some small draws and sketches i scraped off the floor

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hi here’s a mal art dump (and duncan) im new to tumblr ok

[maalwaaree]

hi moot do you have tiktok?? because i SWEAR i recognise this mal design and i remember seeing it whike scrolling on safari like a little rebel and i was like “wow this is really awesome” if not please hit me on the head with a big stick

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HI yes i have tiktok my user on there is malcancanon! i post my art there frequently i didnt know my art appears on safari tho thats cool.i think this is how u respond to reblogs idk im stupid

[quebecoiszoe]

creep 2... #lol

also some other doodles from today

[treetrunk737464]

Does mal have any friends?

Emo ass baby

[treetrunk737464]

Strawpage requests part 9, featuring an abnormal amount of Mike + sys

[sevenleafcloverr]

staring off

[al-luviec]

redraw i am not finishing

[thejaxwhoeatsrocks]

i got more ideas for the rest of the alters of the Mike system but these r a few Mal ones

[maalwaaree]

mikesys headcanons (part one: mal)

TW: self-harm, physical and sexual abuse

before we start, i want to make it clear that im not going too into detail about the trauma they all faced. i am not an expert on did, and i dont want to accidentally be offensive. if any of my headcanons offend you (as a system), a system you know, or if it’s just extremely unrealistic and you’re a professional, please tell me! i want to make this as realistic as possible. obviously it’s never going to be super realistic but i want to try to give them better representation as a system and as individual alters. now, headcanon time!!

MAL

- sixteen

- first to form

- aroace, he/him but he doesn’t really care

- persecutor, former host, trauma holder

- he was extremely overprotective of mike. because they were the first two, mike was the only one mal felt comfortable around and vice versa. this overprotectiveness became unhealthy though, and it ends up contributing to something else in the story (im debating the contribution, but there are quotes in the show that kind of imply that they used to get along). whenever other alters would come by, he’d pretend to despise mike and would actively hurt him to make himself look more threatening to the others.

- thinks he hates mike after they have a falling out, never does. he will always love mike (platonically) and he will always end up protecting him

- he has long hair and he loves it

- emo (not in a “CUT MOY LOIFE INTEW PEYSES” type of way (even though i like that song), he grew up in the 2000s and loved dressing emo and listening to emo/screamo music).

- often self-harms to both sabotage the others and to create more pain for himself so that he has more control over what he feels than his abuser (his father)

- took up vent art about nine years after forming, often it’s just scribbles but he has artistic talent

- he isn’t small and skinny in the headspace because i reckon their brain needed someone strong and intimidating to stand up to their abuser. he wouldnt be grest at maintaining a strong looking build….. he’s not a bodybuilder though; he’s only sixteen and probably wouldn’t care much about his body. that’s just how he formed.

- subconsciously hates himself for what he said to mike in the past but outwardly blames mike

- in juvie, if someone was a r@pist or sexually harassed someone, he’d take it into his own hands to give them hell, which is why everyone was scared of him. dont think of him as a vigilante though; he never saved anyone from physical harm, he just doesn’t tolerate sexual violence. he would never let that happen to anyone because he experienced it himself and it was torture (that’s not even a hyperbole at this point). hes not a sexual protector. he didn’t face the brunt of it, a different alter did

- he is not good. ive made him sound like an angel. HE IS NOT AN ANGEL. he’s at best morally grey but id say hes leaning towards bad. he did unhealthy shit to himself and to the others, bullied the other alters and threatened them if they stood up to him, never socialised with them, enjoyed (and still enjoys) seeing people get hurt, actively watched gore, loved it, and didn’t find any reason not to, and violence was his only solution to anything. he is not a small baby boy who has done nothing wrong, but he’s also not satan. he hurt people, mike by pretending to detest him, vito for comparing his hypersexuality to their abuser, svetlana by dismissing her as “useless”, manitoba by implying he had no trauma, and chester by constantly treating him like a senile old raisin, but all in all, he is a mentally ill 16 year old. he also nearly killed gwen and cam and i don’t know how they’d relate to his father, i think he was just bored.

as a thank you for reading here’s marlie kirk

[shulkerbullets]

BEEN WANTING 2 DO THIS ONE 4EVER