_Angelmama_

The name's Sarah, I'm 23 years young & I live in Iowa. I'm a mother to my angel baby in heaven & to my rainbow baby that is finally here! I found my soul mate, we've been together for almost a year. :) My life may not be the greatest, but I am grateful for what I have in my life. Don't be afraid to follow my blog, and the blog that I run for my son. Thank you lovers!

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HUGE update!

So where do I start? It’s been quite some time since I've posted anything personal. It’s been a crazy year. My daughter is 14 months old, walking and talking and just so beautiful. I couldn’t be more proud of her. What else is there? Hmm.. i got my birth control out about a month ago. 2 weeks later I had a very faint positive and then nothing but negatives. SO I think maybe I had chemical pregnancy. Or a false positive. Now I’m 3 days late and have gotten nothing but negatives. So idk what to think. We are trying to get pregnant and god is it hard. I’m going crazy. I think maybe it could be my body adjusting without the birth control, but who freaking knows. Has anyone gone through something similar? help....

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[dandelionwine-world]

I was scared more than all the seasons of American horror story

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Any support or help is greatly appreciated! Thank you so much ♡

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Just a picture of regular ol me :)

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You may mess up, but you’re not a mess up.

You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake.

You may screw up, but you are not a screw up.

You may fail, but you are not a failure.

You are not your downfalls.

[kkontrol]

Stop parents from emotionally manipulating their kids by saying things like “i buy your food and put clothes on your back” like you were the one who chose to have a kid shut ur fucking mouth

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no one will ever understand the deep fucking connection I have with this film

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For real though

[castielismycherrypie]

Ok guys I need to talk about this movie.

The Breakfast Club came out in 1985 and to this day is, in my opinion, one of the greatest damn movies ever to barely even have a script.

During the famous “dance” scene, Molly Ringwald, who played the “princess” Claire, was supposed to a small little dance by herself, but she was shy so all of them did some dancing together, creating one of the most famous film scene’s to date. It was improvised.

During the scene in the film where the characters sat down and told why they were there, there was NO SCRIPT. John Hughes told the cast to sit there and improvise why they thought their characters were there, creating that heart wrenching scene everyone could relate to.

EVERYONE can relate to this movie and thats the best damn thing. 

On March 24, 1984, five students entered a detention room thinking it was just another Saturday. Before the day was over, they broke the rules, bared their souls, and touched each other in a way they never dreamed possible.

EVERYONE IN THE WORLD NEEDS TO SEE THE BREAKFAST CLUB.

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This movie is life. not even joking.

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Forever reblogging this

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This!!!!

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I finally got my new loom set, so now I can get back to making baby hats. heck yeah!

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Hmm.

Should I update? It’s not like it’d even matter.

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The Golden Age of Children’s TV, the 90’s.

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Does anyone remember this 12 year old little WHITE girl who was murdered by two BLACK kids? She was lured to one house so they could steal her bike. Her body was stuffed in a trash can by the two boys. No? Don’t remember? Probably never heard of it to begin with? That’s because it was never marked as a hate crime because she was white. The president didn’t make a personal call to her family to apologize for what happened. Celebrities didn’t give a shit. One of the kids got released with only six months served.

Tell me again that this country isn’t fucking biased.

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Yeah so where’s Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton when things like THIS happen? They must be magicians because you’ll never see them..

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There’s also been black cop on white suspect crime. Black on white violence etc. It only matters when it’s white on black.

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         A child’s dental order in months.

#baby #child #teeth #momblr #humblr #mumblr #parenting

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Finally going home!

After 5 long days in the hospital, i am finally being released to go home! Thank goodness!

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There is nothing more painful in this world than facing day after endless day without your child in it. What could possibly be harder? Everything is changed- colors, textures, sounds, feelings. Us. We are changed. Bereaved mothers look into the mirror and face a stranger. Who is this woman now? This woman without her child? How will she make it through this day, this hour, this moment? The truth about being a bereaved mother is that it is exhausting. We cry until our tears become leather. Night after night, we beg God or Jehovah or Yahweh or Allah or Mother Earth for just one more day with our children. We cannot find our keys or our toothbrush or our parked car or our hearts. We strive to uncover the “why” but there are no good answers to those countless questions which taunt us and eventually collect webs in the backs of our minds. And bereaved motherhood comes with many more sleepless nights than one could imagine as our arms burn to hold our children, our eyes cry out to see them, our ears mislead us toward voices which do not exist, and our legs carry us, repeatedly, toward their empty, lonely rooms. No, being a mother to a child who died is no easy burden. It is the hardest job of all.

Joanne Cacciatore (via theprimroseproject)

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I think grief is like a really ugly couch. It never goes away. You can decorate around it; you can slap a doily on top of it; you can push it to the corner of the room—but eventually, you learn to live with it.

Jodi Picoult, Leaving Time (via quoted-books)