The Musings of A Needy Slut

Mid-thirties. Queer. Kinky. They/Them Submissive though a bit switchy on occasion (So long as I get to be put back in my place after). Open for playing and chatting, particularly with folks who know who they are and are actual grown ups. Asks are always welcome, but I reserve the right to ignore anything that makes me uncomfortable.

[kerrry444]

i love to imagine a woman sitting in front of me, telling me what to do

“use your words”

“be a good girl”

“take off your clothes”

“get on your knees”

“suck on my fingers”

“show mommy how you touch yourself”

“put on a show for me”

“spread your legs”

“bend over”

“beg”

[coldxsteel]

I’ve decided I’m going to start conducting experiments to observe the effects of long term orgasm denial on ftms… it’s very important research, but it might be difficult to find a volunteer. You see, the test subjects will be required to remain in my facility for weeks at a time, spending most of their time in highly immobilising medical restraints and brought to the theatre once a day for genital stimulation and inspection. Of course this stimulation would cease right at the point just before climax. This process would have to involve meticulous observation from multiple members of the facility staff, involving photographic documentation, visual inspection and detailed note taking. It would no doubt feel overly invasive and dehumanising to most. Not to mention the distress that prolonged climax abstinence may induce… This routine may have to go on for months even... sigh it’s going to be SO hard to find a someone willing to put their body through this in the name of science. I supposed I’ll need to find a slightly more unwilling subject…

[divaofhypnosis]

One thing I absolutely love is when someone is about to consent to extreme brainwashing. They know that it makes zero sense to do it. All logic points to it being a nonsensical decision. But there is something deeper overpowering that logic. A need that cannot be described with words. This need is more important than what makes sense. And they know that this need will be fulfilled as they cross the point of no return, as they give their consent to be completely rewritten.

[denialdomme]

I like my girls so conditioned, they thank me for:

clamping their clit - instead of edging

Slowly pulling the clamp off their clit (+ nipples) and reapplying it - instead of edging

Slapping their clit - instead of edging

Pumping their tortured clit, with toothpaste lathered on - instead of edging

Caning their swollen pumped clit until the blood redistributes - instead of edging

Training your ass to take my strap - instead of edging

Writing me an essay about good thinking about edging is, it's much better than actually edging. Isn't it, slut?

Afterwards we'll lock that pussy (or gock) safely away, behind the unforgiving metal shield of their chastity belt.

My denied slut doesn't need to edge, not today~

[seducing-consent]

Is there anything more pathetic cute than an empty cunt that just had its orgasm ruined for the nth time? It’s so swollen and wet and gaping, trying to suck at the air like a fish out of water that can’t breathe.

Just fucking adorable. 🎀

[oldbootbutch]

corruption not as in turning you into something you're not, but rather. corruption as in unlocking the person you secretly already are. corruption as in making you admit the things you feel embarrassed or guilty for wanting. corruption as in being the first person to give you those things, and being the person you will remember every time you let yourself want them from now on.

[cocksocketacademy]

and that is why it's crucial to name it education or correction. Because that's what it truly is.

[chloe-denied]

I love denial

I love it when she says NO

I love it when she asks me to tell her how badly I want to cum

I love the constant ache

I love it when she humiliates me for making a mess of another pair of underwear

I love it when she makes me watch her edge and cum as many times as she wants

I love it when she keeps me on no touch for days or weeks at a time

I'm HER pretty little denied slut

[flutterbvnny]

fun sub experiment: pretend not to understand what they’re doing to you so you can find out if they’ll educate you in excruciating detail or gaslight you into believing it’s something innocuous

[mandrakestealth]

bonus points response: when they educate you in excruciating detail while simultaneously gaslighting you into believing that not only is it innocuous, you also wanted it all along.

[progestrogenizer]

sometimes a girl just wants to be useful. she gets a little confused, without a firm hand.

maybe she tries to shape herself into something more worthy. maybe she pretends at dominance for other, more pathetic girls. anything to be Enough. in her heart, she knows what she's meant for. she should be taken, owned, and kept. her purpose is to serve. it's what she's good for.

you can see it in her eyes, if you look closely. she'll pretend otherwise, for a moment. take her in your hands. be firm. force into her just a small taste of what she's meant to be. her mind will snap like the fragile little thing it always was.

all at once, she'll belong to you. the words will form themselves, sweet on her lips. thank you for making me yours.

[delinquent-chemicals]

I rush home, having left work early. I’d run myself ragged again, and gotten ill. You’ve made the bed into a nest of pillows and blankets … just the way I like.

“You should rest, My Dove” you hum, it hits me like a ton of bricks.

Fuck The way it so softly leaves your lips, reminds me to be delicate with your prized possession. Suddenly all I want, all I know, is you. You push my hair out of my face, and hold my cheek as you run your thumb back and forth over my lips. The warmth in your gaze as you run through all the things I could possibly need.

What do I need? The answer feels obvious... I dizzy with your touch, desperate to ask you the same. To fulfill your wishes without hesitation. You will not allow it, patiently reminding me that my only option is to care for myself today. To do what feels good.

To tell you what I need.

[cortexcollapse]

There's a picture I can't let go of - she is on her knees, collared, chained, exposed in the middle of a wall of people. A toy of the exhibition. A plaything. No thoughts left in her mind, only what her Owner wants her to think. A body, stripped of will, held up for others to see, to use. And all I can think is how desperately I want that. To be nothing but a toy. To be displayed, stripped raw and empty, a creature who exists solely for the whims of my Handler.

It's not just a longing. It's an ache, a hunger that claws at me, pulling me toward the darkness where I belong. I want to lose myself completely, to have no thoughts, no autonomy, just the cold certainty that my Handler knows what I need. What I really need.

To be at His mercy, to be so thoroughly controlled that my very existence becomes nothing more than a display for others to witness. I want to be so lost in His power that I forget myself. My body, my mind, all His. Nothing left but obedience. A thing to be used. Exposed. To be seen as nothing but a tool for His pleasure. I crave it. I want it so badly it hurts. To be reduced to nothing but that. A toy. A piece of His exhibition. The art of His design.

[enchantress-arc]

For the longest time, I've had the idea of tying someone's attraction to another person to the feeling of submission, and naturally, to have it go both ways. They're both deeply brainwashed, and the act of becoming closer, needing the other's body, it's an act of submitting to their mutual owner, it's showing how deep that control over them is, that knowing they serve the same mistress is enough, it makes them want to drag each other deeper, want to pleasure each other and Her as a show of devotion, to sit there repeating mantras while holding each other so tightly, like it's the most romantic thing in the world. They're both brainwashed, it'd be weird to not play with each other while reciting the thoughts made specifically for them.

The feelings are real, of course, but now they're an extension of their submission, their programming, and it feels so lovely to know that acting on those feelings is a form of service. To know that even spending the night together makes their owner happy, because it brings them closer together. That's what She wants. And it feels right. So there's no reason not to become closer, to spend as much time together as they can, in the coziest of ways, and even being all cute and slutty together.

I'd probably want to teach them both hypnosis too, if they didn't know it already. Like, yes, of course they should be making each other worse for me, but why not just do it for the fun of it too? Give each other little triggers and bits of conditioning whenever they feel like it. I'd love to see them get all excited and show me how much more they've broken each other in their free time. Watch them get all proud over the triggers they've given each other to make each other sluttier, more helpless, with even less control over their own bodies. And giving them little bits of praise over it while they're both in trance to reinforce how wonderful it is that they're corrupting each other on their own.

Idk what to call it. Force-pair-bonding? Regardless, it sounds adorable.

[stillvathek]

You want to get worse

You want to wake up wet

You want to be needy

You want to struggle to think of anything other than your cunt

You want to beg to be allowed to touch

You want to have to say thank you for being denied

You want to feel yourself getting dumber and dumber

You want to know you can't stop

You want to get so much worse

[exquisitedrop]

C:induction\\fractionation_mild\\cw_weak_wakeners\\loop_checkpoint

[mandrakestealth]

This is a lot of fun! I really liked how the spirals shift depending on which way you are going. Those small details are so important in a fluid visual trance. Lovely experience overall.

[hunter-creature]

Conditioning girls to relax at my touch is so amazing. Making my hands the force that makes you drop your shoulders and close your eyes with a small hum and an exhale of breath. Soon enough you never really want it to end. Always pressing close, always needing for me to handle you. To make you feel so good at the gentle melting of all that daily tension. I hardly even need to prompt anything. You'll just come to realize close is easiest place to be reached and when there is only one chair the floor will be fine for you. You won't need modesty when you just need my hands on you

[puppyrotten]

Once you give away your dignity, your control, and your thoughts, you really start to crave more bits of you taken away.

One

By

One.

Until you’re a brainless little fuck puddle. Leaking, begging. You can’t even form a full sentence. You know that doesn’t matter though, as long as your holes are filled your thoughts are quiet. You are serving your purpose as a pleasure puppet.

[the-denial-diaries]

A new phase of denial begins when you realize you want to want to cum more than cum.